The Lives of Sundry Eminent Persons
And yet a more memorable instance of the answer of prayer, is that which follows concerning his youngest Son; for whom, upon a Saturday, about four of the Clock in the Afternoon (which was one of his stated times of Prayer for his Friends and Relations) his heart was much enlarged in prayer (being then walking in the Fields, and pouring out of his Soul for all his Relations) but especially for that little one, who was his youngest, and then about two years old. This Child (at that hour) a Servant had taken up with her into the highest Garret of the house, and set him by the window of the Room, while she swept it, and so carelessly neglected to have her Eye upon the little one, as that the Child (looking out of the window upon a company of young Ducks, which were swimming in a Vessel of water right under the Casement) thrust its body so far out, as it fell down, and pitched first upon the Eaves of the next Floor, with that force, that it brake above a dozen Tiles off from the place, and with them fell down to the ground; but not into the Vessel of water, which stood perpendicular to the Window, but exactly between that Vessel and a large door which lay very near it, and upon which the meat for those Ducks was laid. Had it fallen a quarter of a yard on either hand, its Brains had been dashed out, either by the Door or Vessel; but God, by the ministration of his Angels, so ordered it, that although the height of the place caused a dizziness, and a swoon for a few moments; yet the Child was no sooner taken up, but immediately it came to life again, and there was not the least bruise or hurt inward or outward, no not the least razing of the very Skin by any of the Tiles that fell with it; but within one quarter of an hour, it went up and down the House, as it had formerly done. Plutarch reports of one Clusia, Daughter of the Duke of Tuscany, who throwing herself out of an high Window to maintain her Honor, and to avoid a Rape; the length of her Garments gathered so much wind into them, as did greatly bear her up, and saved her life. Plut. cap. 28. Paral. But the length of this Childs Garments could not be any second cause of its preservation; for its Coats were tucked up shorter than his body; he being a Footman but of a few Weeks standing.
Our good Father looked higher than to any natural causes, of his Childs preservation; for when he was returned from his walk (which was near half an hour after the fall) at which hour he had prayed so earnestly to God for this Child) being told the Story of the Fall, and having observed the heighth of the Window, the broken Tiles, the posture of the Vessel and Door, and the place where the Child was taken up safe; he presently called all his Family, and many of his Neighbors together, to join with him in giving God most solemn praise for his miraculous goodness, and for that wonderful return of prayer (made at that instant) for that little one.
The next day (being the Lord's day) he Preached two Thanksgiving Sermons in public, upon that Text, Psal. 91. 11, 12. He will give his Angels charge concerning thee, to keep thee in all thy ways: They shall bear thee up in their hands, that thou dash not thy foot against a stone. And in the close of the Evening Sermon of that day, he made and published this solemn Vow unto God, in these very words following. Brethren, after due consideration of the reasonableness, usefulness and possibility, as well as lawfulness, of making Vows in some cases, and of devoting part of a man's Estate unto God (in a way of thankfulness) for mercy received; and after an humble acknowledgment of my own weakness and unworthiness; I having invocated the Grace of God both for strength to enable me to perform this, and all other my Vows, and for Divine favor in accepting me and it, through the Merits of Christ Jesus; I do solemnly Vow and Covenant with God, and expressly promise unto you, That I will give all the Tithe Wool of the whole Parish, which shall yearly become due unto me, during all the time of my future abode in this Town, unto the Poor of this Parish, to be yearly distributed amongst them, either in kind, or the full value thereof in money, before the first day of January every year, for, and towards their clothing and maintenance. This Vow also, he did Register, and subscribe with his hand; and did always most piously and conscientiously, observe it yearly so long as he was Minister in that Town.
Yea, he was so fully satisfied and pleased with what he had done herein; that some years after he devoted (in the same manner) all the Tithe Lambs of that Parish also, towards the relief of the Poor, and that, upon this occasion, viz. God having yet given him a seventh Child, which was his last; it pleased God (that when it was about half a year old) it was strangely troubled and afflicted with pain and sickness; which neither Physicians nor Surgeons could give any account of. Many eminent persons (of both sorts) had inspected the Child, but could not in the least guess at (much less find out) the nature of its Malady or Distemper. Many Weeks passed wherein the Child languished, and did daily fill the Ears of its Parents with its frequent loud Shrieks, and with its constant and perpetual dolour. The Parents hereupon did set apart a day of Prayer, solemnly to seek God in their Family for this poor afflicted Infant; in which Service God was pleased to give him great assistances of his Spirit, and enlargement of heart; and the very next Morning following, while the Mother had the sick Child in her Lap, and rubbed its naked head with her hand, she felt a Pin to prick her hand; at which very much wondering, she looked narrowly into the Ear of the Child, and there espied the small end of a large Pin that was gotten very deep into it. It was very difficult to discern the end thereof, and more difficult to draw it forth, (the head of the Pin being downward, and almost eaten up with Rust) but it being pulled out, the Child was presently at ease, and recovered its health and liveliness, and that in a very short time. Many other strange instances of the answer of his prayers might be given, which he always received from the Father of mercies, with great gratitude and thankfulness; but he contented not himself with verbal praises, without studying, how to express his sense of Divine Favor, by an exemplary devoting himself, and his all, unto God; as a real Thank-offering, to his Divine Majesty.
The work of God thereby greatly prospered in his hand, the whole Town was yet more and more reformed, so that his Parish was a pattern to all his Neighbor Towns; and it was expected, and often said, that every Inhabitant of Ketton should be distinguished from others, not only by the more savoriness of their Discourse, but also by the universal strictness and Piety of their Lives and Conversations.
There was one great advantage which that Town and Corner had above most other places, and that was this, That the Magistracy and Ministry joined both together, and concurred in all things for the promoting of true Piety and Godliness, The countenance and encouragement which a man of great Estate and Power doth give to a Minister, is of great import and influence unto his Ministry. Great was the love, and intimate was the affection which passed between the Patron of the Living, and this Minister; so that they did mutually engage to visit each other twice (at least) every Week, and did seldom meet without praying together before they did part. They heartily also joined hand in hand to promote both the form and the power of Godliness in that Town and County.
Two things especially (in order hereunto) were endeavored by them. First, To increase the knowledge of God, and of his Son; by Catechising both young and old, both governors and governed, one and other; and to the end that all (both rich and poor) might submit thereunto; this gracious and holy Knight, Sir Nathaniel Barnardiston, persuaded several Masters of Families in the Town to consent, that when any such question should be asked in public by the Minister, as that neither their Children nor Servants could answer; the Masters and Fathers of such Children or Servants respectively, should answer for them; and the Knight himself did engage the like for his Family; which course being taken, it was incredible to consider how greatly knowledge was advanced thereby in that Town.
Another thing which the Patron and Minister designed, was to hinder the intruding, or approaching of the visibly profane unto the Table of the Lord. To this end it was unanimously agreed, that everyone who should desire to Communicate, should first publicly own his Baptismal Covenant for once, before his admission to the Lord's Supper; and that afterwards they should submit unto admonition, in case of the visible and apparent breach of that Covenant. Accordingly this renowned Gentleman did first lead the way, and before all the Communicants, he did declare his Faith in God through our Lord Jesus; and did undertake (through the assistance of the holy Spirit) to perform whatever his Sureties had promised in baptism upon his account. He was then followed (in the same manner) by all the rest who were about then to receive. As for others, they were wholly silenced, being convinced in their very Consciences, of the reasonableness of what had been required, and what was now done, by all the serious and sober persons of that Town.
The administration of Confirmation practiced in this excellent way and manner, could not but make a very effectual Reformation in that Town. Former profaneness was forced now to hide its head; Drunkenness, Swearing, Cursing, Bastardy, and the like, as they were not practiced, so they were scarce known; divers persons having lived many years in that Parish, and in the whole time they never heard an Oath sworn, or ever saw one person drunk, as they have professed.
His Ministry was highly valued, not only by his own Parishioners, but also by such as lived at a distance, of whom many did covet to come and dwell nearer, and to be of his Flock; and the rather, because it was generally reported, and upon good grounds believed, that there went a secret blessing along with the Gospel; and that as to Temporals as well as Spirituals. It was most visible, that many of the Farmers did mightily thrive, and grow rich, and the Landlords Revenue thereby did also increase, and was augmented. Many years thus passed, and was spent by this faithful and painful Servant of Christ Jesus, wherein God was pleased abundantly to enable him with bodily strength to go through his Labors, and wherein God also did secure him from all molestation and trouble from abroad, which some others met with.
But now about the year 1635. he was seized first with the Meagrim or Dizziness in his head, which afterwards turned to a violent pain. His Physicians told him, that his Distemper proceeded from over much Study, and from a Sedentary life; for the Cure whereof, they advised him to forbear Preaching; which he did a while; but found no relief thereby. Then they advised him to change Air, and commended unto him the Air about New-market. He went therefore and lived with the Lady Thornton, who had a Seat within a little more than a Mile of that Town; and God was pleased very much to bless that Air unto his Recovery; so that having gotten a little strength, he was resolved to return to his work, and to lay it out about his Masters Service; which he did do for near two years space.
Then it pleased God to exercise him with a greater trial; for upon a Lord's-day morning, in his passage from his won House towards the Parish Church, he went over a Gate in his way (which he supposed had been locked, as it was wont to be) but while he was almost over it, the Gate opened, and caused him to have a very great fall upon his Belly against the Ground, so that his Navel started out very much, and a very great Swelling followed upon it. His affectionate Wife beseeched him (thereupon) to return home, and betake himself to his Bed; but he considering that his Congregation was at that time met, and waited to hear the Word from his mouth; and finding that he was able still to walk, (although not without pain) he went forward to Church, and there Preached the former part of that day, but was forced to procure a supply for the Afternoon. The next day his pain increased more and more; and although he loved not to keep his Bed, yet he was confined thereto for some days, and unto his Chamber for some Weeks, until he had procured a Truss, which enabled him to Travel on Foot; but wholly hindered him from riding on Horse-back for several years. Which affliction, though it was very uncomfortable, in as much as it bar'd him from that Recreation he only delighted in; yet his not being able to Ride, was a sufficient Plea for his not appearing at the Bishops Court; and thereby it was providentially a means of his continuing in his Ministerial work, longer than probably he might otherwise have done.
For (about this time) the Book of Sports was enjoined to be read, and many Innovations were creeping into the Church, which he neither did nor could submit to; and for this he was often cited to appear before the Archdeacon and Commissary at Bury: But return and answer was always given, that by reason of his Distemper he was unable to Ride so far. Hereupon Articles were drawn up against him; and the Commissary had order to Adjourn the Court from Bury, to the Parsonage house of Ketton; and now all persons feared that he would have been suspended, both ab Officio & Beneficio; but the providence of God prevented it; for the Commissary and Surrogate (who were deputed to examine him) were both hindered at that time by sickness, and none came but the Secretary, and one Minister with him, who did little more than take cognizance of his bodily lameness, and then departed; leaving him in liberty to go on in his work as formerly he had done; in which he was very diligent and constant; for although he was not well able to get up into the Pulpit for some years, yet he never failed, but always Preached twice every Lord's-day, sitting in his Desk, and from thence delivering the lively Oracles of God.
But over much study (after some time) had almost brought his first Distemper upon him; for his Spirits began to decay, and Dizziness began to seize his Head, (besides the continuing of the starting of his Navel) about which having consulted with many Doctors, they all advised that he would go down in a Horse-litter to the Bath, which they counted would be a most proper and effectual remedy for him upon all accounts. But such a long Journey required more time than the Statute doth allow to any Incumbent to be absent from his place; this therefore put him upon Petitioning to the Archbishop for a Dispensation; which partly by money, and partly by Interest of Friends, was obtained. And it may be remembered, that one argument which the presenter of the said Petition used to the Archbishop, was this, to wit, That his Lordship had no man dwelling in his whole Province who was so like himself, as to bodily shape and face; but none more unlike his Lordship in temper and opinion: To which the Archbishop answered, is it so? Then let him go to the Bath, or whether he please, for all me; and so granted his Petition.
If any person (upon this occasion) shall desire to have some account of his 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , his bodily shape and form, let them know, he was a pretty fat and corpulent man, full-faced, of a grave majestic aspect, and had a very quick and piercing Eye; but withal but low of stature: The greatest Wits have lodged in little Bodies, and the bravest Spirits have been those that have been least clogged with Flesh. Varro saith of Marcus Tullius and Marcius Maximus, that they were men but two Cubits high: I am sure that the Holy Ghost itself did give the great Apostle a title of real honor, borrowed from the lowness of his Stature. In short, he did wear ingenium acutum in decente vagina, a sharp wit in a comely body, although the Structure was not high or lofty, yet it was everywhere richly furnished; and the low Fabric was excellently Tenanted.
This Dispensation aforesaid, being obtained, he resolved to undertake his Journey to Bath, so soon as ever God should give his Wife safe Deliverance, she being then with Child: but this time never came; for his Wife (not going her full time) fell in Labor, and brought forth an Abortive Child, which also cost her her own Life.
Great had been his Affection to her at all times, he striving to imitate at least (if not equal) if possible, his Lord and Master Christ Jesus, in his love to his Church. But now the good man's affection did (in the opinion of some) a little degenerate, and turn into unruly passion; and truly if in anything this holy person did deserve any reproof, it was in this, to wit, That his grief for the loss of this Relation, did a little too much deject him. He seemed indeed to err in his love; and some that watched for his halting, were glad that they could spy a color or pretence to accuse him for this his over sorrow, as they called it. But he had many things to say in his own defense; besides that, it is the common discovery of a sweet and good nature, and of an affectionate disposition, to be much affected, when the delight of a man's eyes, and the daily companion of his sorrows and joys, of his travel and rest, is taken from him. And are there not many Instances in Scripture of great affliction of heart for the loss of Relations? How did Jacob lament for his Son Joseph? How did David mourn for his Absalom? How did the Saints in the 9. Acts, bewail the death of Dorcas? And how did St. Austin weep for the holy Monica? This Wife was a non-such, a mirror of Grace and Virtue, a person of great parts, great prudence, and great piety. She was very beautiful and lovely in person, and of a most obliging Conversation, clothed with humility, and adorned with all the graces of the Divine Spirit. A careful Instructer of her Children, and a pattern of Piety to them, walking closely with God all the day, in their view. In her Husbands absence she constantly prayed twice every day in her •• mily; and she prayed always thrice a day in her Closet, twice by herself, and once with her Children. It must needs make a deeper wound than ordinary, for an Husband to lose such a Wife. He must needs weep for his own loss, and more for his Children's. What the Poet said of Peleus, That he could bear any affliction while Thetis his Wife was with him, because she always bore the weightiest burden, and the biggest end of the Log; this might be applied to them both. But now he is lest alone with a great number of small Children, and with a great Family of Servants; the education of the one, and the government of the other, was impossible for him to discharge, (as he knew that it ought to be done) by reason, that his Ministerial work did necessarily take up the most of his time, if not all of it. Yet he grappled with these difficulties for three years, and was then persuaded by Friends, to endeavor to repair the breach which God had made in his Family, by marrying a second time.
And providence bringing an excellent Gentlewoman to live in that Town, she was recommended to him by all his Friends, but especially by his first Wives Relations, as one that would take off much of the burden of educating his Daughters, who were the youngest part of his Children; and who did most stand in need of suitable Instruction and Education. This Gentlewoman was a person of great Piety, and of a sweet disposition; she was the Relict of Mr. William Folke of Cambridgeshire, and had but only one Child, a Daughter, an Heiress of a fair Estate; who was much of the same Age with his youngest Child and Daughter. After much prayer and seeking of God, the thing was accomplished, to the great joy and comfort of them both; she being a very affectionate Yoke fellow to him, and a most indulgent Mother-in-Law to his Children; so that there never happened the least strife between them, but only this, Whether he should show more kindness to her only Child, or she show more love to all his seven Children? and this contest also was most pleasingly composed afterwards, by the inter-marriage of his third Son with that Daughter.
About this time the first long Parliament convened, who after a while, thought fit to call an Assembly of the most eminent Divines of the Nation; and those of different persuasions, to sit at Westminster, and to consult about making some alteration in the Discipline and Government of the Church. His Patron being one of the Knights of the Shire for Suffolk, did then nominate him to be one of this Assembly. But although he had very much recovered his health by God's blessing (without going to the Bath) yet the starting of his Navel was not so fully cured, but that he did come very seldom on Horse-back; and therefore he went not to London till that Assembly was met, and had sat some time; and a prospect of some differences, was given, like to arise amongst them; and the Dissenting Brethren had prepared their Apology; before he could go, to answer the Summons, which was given him to attend on that Service. When he came to Westminster, and observed the state of things; he Petitioned to be discharged; and obtained of his Patron, to nominate another Suffolk Minister to succeed in his place; which being granted, he returned to his own Country charge. He was a great lover of Peace, and a great promoter of it; and was wont greatly to bemoan; that those who did so unanimously and heartily agree in the fundamental Articles of our Creed, and in the Doctrine of the Church, should (with great heat and animosity) contend about Modes and Ceremonies of Worship, and Forms of Discipline and Government.
In the year 1645. a very great number of persons in the County of Suffolk were apprehended, as being guilty of the damnable and Diabolical sin of Witchcraft; and divers of them had confessed themselves guilty thereof; but a report was carried to the Parliament then sitting, as if some busy men had made use of some ill Arts, to extort such confession from them; thereupon a special Commission of Oyer and Terminer was granted for the Trial of these Witches; in which Commission Mr. Fairclough 's name was inserted, with the name of another Reverend Divine; these were joined in Commission with the Judge of Assize, and the Justices of Peace of the County; that there might be a most special care taken, both of the execution of the Law, and that also all tenderness might be used, in a matter wherein the Lives and immortal Souls of many were concerned. The Statute itself (in that case) is so worded, that none can be convicted thereupon, but such as are proved to have made either an express compact with the Devil, or an implicit one, by employing Imps, that is, the Devils instruments, to the hurt of their Neighbors, in Life or Estate. Hence it comes to pass, that it is very difficult to Convict any person upon this Statute, but such as shall confess themselves guilty; and now great care was taken, that such confession should be purely voluntary and unconstrained; and the truth thereof might also be evidenced by many collateral circumstances, and other concurring and convincing evidence. This Learned man therefore, before his first sitting upon the Bench, did Preach two Sermons to the Court in Bury Church; wherein he first shown, that there was such a sin as that of Witchcraft, that is, of men's dealing and contracting with familiar Spirits; and did then confute all those arguments, which either former or later, Sadducees and Atheists have produced to the contrary; wherein he gave great satisfaction to the whole Auditory. He afterwards shown the heinousness of the sin of those, who would violently prosecute, or unduly endeavonr to convict any person, except plain convincing evidence could be brought. These Sermons were of great use; and although it is possible that some that were guilty might escape for want of such evidence, yet sure it is, that none were condemned, who could be saved without an express breach of the Law; for both in the Pulpit, and on the Bench, he did very much influence the whole Court by his judgment, viz. by his learned, pious and prudent management of the whole affair.
In all employments, and in every trust committed to him, he shown and approved himself a man of great Learning, prudence and integrity. Through his whole life, no blemish (upon any account whatsoever) did fall upon his Reputation; except that which is common to all men, to wit, such as is the result of envy, and hammer'd in the forge of malice itself.
He was no Lawyer, and therefore might be ignorant of the legality of the proceedings of either party, during the late Civil Wars; and therefore he always chose to be passive therein rather than active; but no man lamented more the sins of those times than he did, being greatly wounded when he heard of so much blood as was shed by Protestants, their fighting one against another. That expression of St. Cyp. de Sim. Prelat. was often then in his mouth, Proh dolor! quid facit, in cord Christianorum, Luporum feritas & Canum rabies? The Wars were no sooner began, but he foretold the ruin both of Church and State thereby; for he discerned the designs of the Jesuits were, to foment the differences on both sides, till both Church and State should be destroyed; which sadly came to pass in the year 1648. when the Emissaries of the Church of Rome (who had Listed themselves in both Armies) did so influence and leaven their Counsels, that the one Army rebel'd against the very persons from whom they received their Commissions, and offered great violence to them; first by excluding the most eminent Members of the House of Commons, with the whole House of Lord's; and then killed the King himself at his own door; throwing the scandal of all, upon the Protestants; though a Learned Dignitary of the Church hath abundantly proved it to be the act of the Papists chiefly.
Oh how greatly did the Soul of this worthy person bleed within himself for these things, and upon all occasions he constantly bore the public testimony against those proceedings; which he mourned for deeply.
When the Engagement for excluding the Kings Posterity was imposed upon him, upon the penalty of forfeiting his Living, he declared, That he would not only part with his Living, but with his Life also, rather than subscribe to that which his Soul abhorred. He was sometimes threatened (on the one hand) with Loss; at other times tempted by great offers of Gain: but nothing could prevail with him, to bring him to a compliance in anything which he judged sinful. There was a Baronet, who being a great Friend of his, (and a great man in those days, being related to the Protector himself) had long waited to express his kindness to him, (whose Preaching he valued above all men's) and it so happened, that the Mastership of Trinity College, which was one of the greatest Preferments (for a Clergyman) in England, fell void by the death of Dr. Hill; the Baronet (without his privity in the least) obtained a grant thereof for him, and offered it to him, but he would not accept it; which when his Friend pressed him to, he first repeated to him the Dystich of the Learned Funcius.
Thus Englished:
And withal he told the Knight this Story of Funcius, That he being a private Minister, was once invited to Preach at Court; which he performing well, he was entreated to stay there; and a while after he was preferred to be a Minister of State to his Prince: but thereby he soon made himself many enemies and enviers, and incurred the malice of many Courtiers; who after a little time, procured Articles to be exhibited against him, and so got him to be condemned to Death; which he suffered: but left the former Verses. for a warning to all future ambitious persons.
Our prudent and humble Divine had it deeply engraven on his heart, for he highly approved that common saying, viz. Bene vixit qui been latuit, A retired Life is an happy Life. 'It is true, his Parts and his Employment would not permit him to be hid; but he always endeavored it, and he counred a Life of Meditation and Study the sweetest Life in the World. It was from this settled Judgment, that he did avoid (as much as he was able) all places of public trust It is too well known, how that, for some time, the Wall and Fence of public Discipline being broken down, the Ministerial Office in those days, was strangely invaded; many ignorant, and some vile persons thrusting themselves into it; some men thought, that neither Mission nor Commission, Approbation nor Ordination, were necessary thereto; whereby many mischiefs did follow; till after a while, some persons were appointed to examine the Abilities, the Learning, the Gifts, and the Graces of all that should at any time be presented to that public work and station: This work he thought greatly useful and necessary, but being himself (with many others) summoned to undertake it, he thought that the distance of his Country charge from London, might justly excuse him, and might warrant him to devolve that work chiefly upon other hands; insomuch that he was very seldom amongst them; and when he did at any time come, it hath been universally acknowledged and declared by men of all parties, (who were referred to him for examination and approbation) that he nenever 〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉 respected any man's person or persuasion in reference to State affairs, or the kinds of Church Government. All that he would search after, was to inform himself of their fitness for their Ministerial work; as to their Learning and Abilities in dividing the Word aright, and as to the unblameableness of their Lives and Conversations. This caused him to be greatly loved; and highly honored by all men; some of whom are yet alive, and are dignified in the Church; who (afterwards) offered to have procured preferment for him, could he have departed from the way and path which he had chosen to take.
But he was semperidem, always fixed as a Rock, to those Principles which (after long deliberation, much reading, and full disquisition) he had established in his Soul; and upon this account he loved heartily those that even differed from him, when he once perceived that they were men of Conscience; and were not tempted by any outward interest whatsoever. He suspected men who were of the temper of him who was a Papist in King Harry 's days, a Protestant in King Edward 's, a Papist again in Queen Mary 's, and a Protestant again in Queen Elizabeth's. Josephus tells us of some Jews, that kept two different Pedigrees by them, and were Jews or Samaritans, as Alexander either favored them, or frowned upon them. And even in the Primitive times we are told, that there were some, who were Pagans when Dioclesian was Emperor, and turned Christians in Constantine 's time; but the same men were Arians when Constantius Reigned, and became Pagans again with Julian the Apostate.
He always pitied men in temptation, but valued those that were most steadfast, bewailing others, that thought it ground enough to change because the times changed; such as could say (without shame) Eamus ad communem errorem, Let us do the evil that most do; of whom it hath been said, Purpuram coluerunt non Deum:
He was of another temper; and being always steadfast, it might be said of him, even what St. Cyprian saith of some Christians in his time, That their Faith was strong, even inter ipsas seculi ruinas. Cvp. Ep. ad Demet. and like St. Basil, who being allured by the Prefect to change his Opinion, made answer, That he would not part with one syllable of Truth, no not to save his Life.
After near fifty years spent in Preaching the Word of God with faithfulness and diligence, it pleased God now to honor him, by enabling him to suffer for adhering to the word of his patience, and for the testimony of a good Conscience. He had been eminently active, and had done much for God's Honor and Glory; and now he was called to be passive, and to forsake all and follow his Master. Consciencious doing of the Divine Will, is a good preparation for Consciencious suffering of Divine pleasure. He that hath been sincere in obeying other of God's commands, will obey this among the rest, of taking up Christ's Cross; which is a Command as well as others. He was wonderful tender in judging any of his Brethren, who so far as he knew, might follow their light, in declaring their assent and consent to every proposition contained in several human Books; but he himself had no such large Faith; much less had he the implicit Faith of making such Declarations upon trust, relying upon the judgment of others, delivered in Books, which he could not peruse As for the Opinion of Bishop Bramhall, who allowed men to subscribe, and declare their assent unto that which they suspect not to be true, provided they do subscribe to it only as unto an Instrumentum pacis, for peace sake; our Divine would never use such harsh Language in this case, as the Author of Naked Truth, (third part) calling such distinctions, Trap-doors into Hell; but this he hath said of that Bishops opinion; that by two or three such Equivocations, an easy Bridge might be made to carry men over from Protestantism to Popery. The case (to him) was very plain and easy to determine for himself. He had sat down and reckoned his cost on both sides; and then determined with excellent Bradwardine, That he would not do that, which he thought a sin, Quantiscunque bonis lucrandis, vel quantiscunque malis evitandis. And he was sure that he did not suffer as an evil doer, but only as a person that was afraid to do evil.
Neither were they little things which he scrupled, or suffered for not doing of them. No, he wrote upon the last Leaf of his Diary these words, Non propter paleam relinquam aream Domini, neque propter pisces malos rumpimus retia Domini. He could submit to the English Episcopacy as an human Institution; and to Bishops, as unto the Kings Officers. He longed for Bishop Ushers reduction; and agreed with Bishop Andrew's; Quaeris, num peccent Ecclesiae reformatae in jus divinum, non dixi. Caecus enim est qui non videat Ecclesias stantes sine hac politia, ferreus est qui salutem iis neget. Andrew's Ep. 2, 3. His Judgment about Liturgies, hath been already declared to be the same with Bishop Taylor 's. In short, he judged it to be to him a sin, to say, he liked that which his heart was far from any approbation of.
All his people were greatly desirous of his continuing with them, if his Conscience would have permitted. The Poor thought they should greatly suffer by his leaving them; fearing a want of that Charity and Bounty which he was wont to extend towards them. Others thought of their great loss of an able and willing Peacemaker, in case of differences and quarrels, (all which he always took up) for he made and kept agreement, as much as possible, between his Neighbors. Others doubted, that in his absence they should want a person that would appear for the Fatherless and Widow, against their injurious Enemies, and cruel Oppressors; which he never failed to do. All these forenamed might desire his continuance out of love to themselves; but others came to him out of a principle of true human Friendship (as they thought it to be) to him and to his; advising him to be kind to himself, and not to lose such a Living of 200 l. per annum, or to part with such a fine Parsonage house, or with such a fine Glebe, or with such a great Auditory, or with such a loving People, or kind Neighbourhood: And others did desire his continuance yet upon more weighty reasons; they questioned whether any would succeed, like-minded with him, who naturally had taken care of their Souls; by opening the mysteries of the Gospel, and by revealing the way of Life to them, and that with great evidence and demonstration, with great power and plainness; they doubted also, whether they should ever have such another pattern of holiness, or such an example of mortification, or such an instance of heavenly mindedness set before their eyes again in this world: To all these, he replied diversely. To the poor afflicted and oppressed, he answered, That he blessed God that he should leave a good Magistrate behind him in the Town; who had formerly done (and could still do) more for them than he could, in that kind; and he knew that he was ready so to do. To the second sort he answered, That their love was great, but not right, being of no other kind than that of Peters, when he dissuaded Christ from going to Jerusalem; and therefore he desired them to desist from tempting him. To the last sort he used the words of the Apostle, Sirs, Why do you break my heart, for my own part I am not willing to be bound, but to die, rather than sin against the light of my Conscience; and for you I shall not cease to pray, That God would send you another Pastor; one after his own heart; and I hope God will hear me herein, and will direct your Landlord in the choice of such a one. He desired them therefore to join with the Patron and himself, in setting some time apart to seek God upon that account; which they did: and he did also in private, give himself earnestly to beg of God that he might have such a successor, as that he himself might not be wanted; imitating herein the good and just Aristides, who being banished unjustly from Athens, prayed this Petition only, That his counsel and direction might not be wanted by that City at any time thereafter.
Indeed, upon the removal of so eminent a person, it could be no easy thing for the Patron, to provide a man who might bear any proportion to him who had left them; an universal search (in both the Universities, and in the City and Country) was made, for a man that might rise up in his place, and might tread in his steps. At length the Reverend and Learned Dr. Tillotson, was recommended to the Patron as a person of great worth and abilities, a man of a moderate and candid Spirit, and of a large and generous temper; to him therefore was the Presentation given, whereby much of the loss was repaired; it being also no small ease to their former Ministers heart, that a man of that worth did succeed him.
When the Act, requiring all Dissenting Ministers, to leave not only their Parsonages, but their Parishes and People also, cameforth, this grieved him far more than the loss of his Living; for this hindered him, not only from Preaching to, but conversing with many of his Spiritual Children, whose education and increase of Grace, was dearer to him than any temporal concern. But where active obedience cannot be given, passive obedience must be shewn; he therefore resolved upon a remove; and the first place he went to, was to board with his eldest Daughter, who had married an Essex Gentleman, who lived in a very fair large House, called Sculpons in Finchingfield. He had also two Sons, and two Sons-in-law, who were all Ministers, and had left their Livings also; the Father (and these his four Sons) had lived at great distance from each other, in five several Counties of England; but now they all agreed to live together in one House, which made a very numerous Family, and erected a kind of little College of Divines; it was as a constellation of Stars, everyone whereof had afforded a very fair light when it was separate and alone; but being now all in conjunction, they drew the Eyes of much People (in that Corner) upon them. Neither could so many Candles be so put under a Bed, or under a Bushel, but that they still yielded a most benign influence to all those parts. Their habitation was about two Miles from the Parish Church, unto which (though some of the Family sometimes went) yet it was impossible for the whole Family to repair thither, especially for the aged among them, who were more than one or two. For
This aged person was forced to marry (a third time) an aged Gentlewoman to be his Nurse in his old Age, (his second Wife living a very few years with him) moreover, the House-keeper had an own Mother above threescore and ten years old, who lived with him. Upon the account therefore of these persons, and also of divers Children in the Family (whose tender years kept them also from the public) the Father and his Sons, did engage to Preach constantly on the Lord's-day in their turns, and once or twice on the week days in the Family, whither some Neighbors also did repair. Great was the comfort and joy, which the Father and his Children, took in each others Company. It was a most happy Family, and a very delightful Society.
But to the great grief of all, it continued not thus above four or five years: for although the Seat was (otherwise) very pleasant, yet the Air was bad, and proved very unwholesome, which caused a dispersion of the whole Family. His own Sons then removed to London, and his two Sons-in-Law into high Suffolk; and himself went and boarded with his youngest Son, who was then a public Preacher at Kennet in Cambridge-shire.
Here the Father did constantly go every Lord's-day to Church (it being near) and heard his Son, and usually Preached himself every Lord's-day Evening in the Family. He was then near fourscore years old, yet his parts continued quick and strong; and although aged, yet he still retained much of the Smartness and vigor of his youth. The blade was metal to the back, and although it was much worn, yet it kept its keenness to the last. Those that stood without doors, and saw not his Face, might suppose the Preacher to be about fifty years old, or a man arrived at the achme of his excellency, and standing in the Zenith of his Noon-day glory, and that both as to the matter of his Discourses, and the manner of his Delivery. Although at this Age, he would often say, That he now might be discharged of his labor, both by the Laws of God and Men (the Jewish Law allowing the Levite at Fifty, and the Roman Law allowing the Soldier at Sixty, to b • exempted) yet he loved his work; and therefore he would not leave the Altar, or quit the Field, so long as he could lift up his hand, or wield the sword of the Spirit; agreeing herein with the holy Bishop Severus, Si senex populo pro futurus sum, laborem non recuso.
He lived at Kennet (with this Son) some years, where his last Wife died; she was the Daughter of Mr. Sorrel of Essex, and the Relict of a Reverend Minister formerly in that County; but she having never had any Children of her own, she was unacquainted with true Parental affection, the want whereof in her, was grievous both to him and his; yet she was a good woman otherwise, and loved his Person and Ministry.
Sometime after whose death he removed to Heveningham in high Suffolk, to the House of his second Daughter; who was there married to Mr. Jones, the Rector of that Town; there he also kept on his course of hearing in public, and Preaching in private, for about two years.
At which time his youngest Daughter, who was married to Mr. Shute, the Incumbent of Stow-market, was covetous also to have her Childs part of his presence and company; wherein he did gratify her: and this was the last place of his abode in this world. He was above Fourscore years old when he came to Stow-market, until which time his parts and memory continued sound to that degree, as that all men admired him; but after that, a great change suddenly appeared; yet not so great, but that still he retained his understanding to a very good use and purpose, none coming to visit him, but they went away bettered by him: When he was much decayed, and almost fallen, the ruins of the Building were such as did evidence the Fabric had once been large and stately: When his natural heat and fervor was almost extinct, the remains thereof manifested that the Fire had been great, where such a heap of glowing Embers gave so much heat and warmth.
He was now going off the Stage of the world; and before the Curtain be drawn, that is, before an account be given of his last Exit, it will not be amiss to intimate to the world some peculiar excellencies that were discernible in him, worthy both of remark and imitation. In some few particular acts of Grace, 'tis possible that he might have some equals in them; but in many instances of Piety, I think this Age hath not known any to exceed him therein.
None surely can be found, who walked in a more constant course of private duties, such as Reading, Meditation, Self-examination and Prayer, which four duties he seldom or never divided the one from the other; and by a daily continued performance of them all, he had much of his Conversation in Heaven, and lived in close Communion with God. The Sun is not more true to its time of rising and setting, than he was to his stated course of secret Prayer, both Morning and Evening. So soon as he was awake (which was early every Morning, till he was very old) he did immediately rise, and prostrate himself at God's Foot-stool; after which he constantly read some portion of Scripture, upon which he did first peruse the best Commentators, and constantly (for some time) did meditate thereon, observing the counsel of Pythagoras to his Scholars, 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , if you will not purify your food, and ruminate upon it, donit eat. But he having thus digested truth himself, after some time he came down to perform Family worship; which he always began with a short Prayer, and then expounded that Portion of Scripture to them, wherewith he had first warmed his own heart; and then prayed again with them more largely than before; and so betook himself to his Study again.
Through the whole day he kept a most strict watch over his Heart and Tongue, and had obtained Grace so, as that when he was engaged in civil converse, and in worldly affairs, he was even in them spiritual and heavenly, his Discourse being savoury and profitable. It was the Language of Canaan, and such as might administer always Grace to the Hearers. He also learned that excellent sort of Chemistry, to extract spiritual notions from earthly occurrences. He saw God in all things, and enjoyed him in all his appearances. 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , he managed all things, and in all things was managed by the holy Spirit, as it was said of Justin Martyr: In every Evening he constantly called himself to an account, examining and reviewing (as much as possibly he could) all his thoughts, words and actions. He lamented much, that Christians should fall short of the practice of some Heathens. Seneca tells us, that he used every night (when his Servant had taken away the Light out of his Chamber) to turn his Eyes inward, and ask himself, what good he had done? and what evil he had that day avoided? Pythagoras required his Scholars, that they should night by night examine themselves by these questions, 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 . Virgil saith also of a good man thus:
It was his business to live to God's honor. He was full of designs for Christ, he endeavored fully to copy out the life of his Lord and Master. All that saw him, saw (as it were) Religion embodyed, showing itself the greatest reality, and making itself to appear (what in truth it is) the most sweet and pleasant life of the world. They that beheld him, saw it was possible for a man (while here on Earth) to have his heart much in Heaven; and while he is in the body, both to live in the Spirit, and walk in the Spirit.
He was eminently solicitous to discharge all Relative, as well as personal Duties. In his Family he walked as a man of understanding, and with a perfect heart, and was one of the Apostles Bishops, blameless, ruling his own House, and having his Children in subjection. He was as another faithful Abraham, who taught his household (and his Children after him) to keep the way of the Lord. He designed to govern his Family by the Law of God, who is the great Pater-familias, of whom all the Families in Earth are called. He commanded nothing, but what he knew himself to be commanded to command. He did not conceal, but declare what his own duty (as well as the duty of his Inferiors) was. He spake his mind clearly and intelligibly, and forgave all faults committed ignorantly, and by mistake; being angry for nothing but willful disobedience.
Great was the pains which he took to instruct his Family in the narrow way of Life, by causing them to read the Scriptures frequently every day, and to abound in the knowledge of them; treasuring them up in their memories; which he would often inquire into: and by Catechising of them, first by a shorter Catechism of his own composing, and then in larger ones. All his Children (when grown up, and many of the Servants who lived with him) could not only answer every question in a very large Catechism, but could prove every answer by express Scripture Texts; for they answered not like Parrots, but as understanding the sum and substance of Christian Religion. He moved in his Family as an Angel, or an Intelligence in his Orb, ruling of it with perfect harmony and decorum. He beheld his Yoke-fellow with a pleasing, and pleased Eye of love; he looked on his Children with an Eye of watchfulness, as well as affection, and upon his Servants with an Eye of Authority and Government; so that all things were dispatched in his House, with Peace and Order.
He would tell his Servants, that he hired them, first to be God's Servants, and then his; and required them to look through and beyond him, unto God; whereby they might do two works, and serve two Masters (the one subordinate to the other) at once, and that they might be sure, that they should receive thereby double wages, from God and from him; adding withal, that God may (by an holy person) be as truly served in dressing of an Horse, or milking of a Cow (in time and place fit, and in Obedience to God) as in their going to Church, or as in private Prayer. He was careful in hiring of Servants, (which few are) if it were possible, he would gain the Children of godly Parents; and would never permit any to serve him, who refused to serve God in any of his Institutions. He reproved Idleness, as well in Soul concerns as in household-affairs, and carefully rewarded the improvers of time. When he happened upon any Servant of mean capacity, and a weak memory, he would give his Children charge to take so much the more pains with them, and be always very patient and gentle towards them. And God was pleased to bless him with many godly Servants, and such as were most faithful to him.
He had one Servant that managed all his concerns without doors, a Servant very skillful, and very careful; to whom his Master once saying thus: John, Since I have left my Estate to your care, I must own, that God hath greatly blessed me; and I perceive, the less that I do meddle with the World, the more I do thrive; the more I give away, the more I have at the years end. The Servant then replied thus; No doubt, Sir, but it is so; for I have taken notice, that the more you pray and study how to plant and water the Grace of God in your Peoples hearts, the greater blessing hath God given to my Plowing and Sowing in the Field; and the whole Town doth take notice, how much the Crop in your Ground is better than theirs, although naught but a little Hedge doth part them. Indeed this Servant was another Eleazar in Abraham's Family, or another Joseph in Potiphar's house. Xeniades having bought Diogenes, and having seen his excellent and good behavior, beyond the rate of all men (as he thought it to be) gave Diogenes his freedom, saying, That he believed he was some good Angel, and that he had clothed himself with an human body, that he might do good on Earth: Some also would have thought this Servant to be such a good Genius; of whom his Master said at his death, That God did take him away, least he should have grown over Rich and Wealthy in the World; as he had certainly done, if he had lived long.
As to the Children which God gave him, he did truly Travel in birth with them, till he saw Christ formed in them. God made him not only a natural, but a spiritual Father also to seven Children. He did believe, that most Children are capable of discerning good from evil, much sooner than most Parents are aware of; he therefore began very carly to instruct his own Children, and (all of them) like Timothy, had the knowledge of the Scripture in them, from the very Breasts. He instructed them not only by precept, but by his own heavenly example; and he might have said to each of them as Aeneas to Ascanius,
His whole Life was worthy of Imitation; it might be said thereof, as Chrysostom saith of the Life of Ignatius, it was 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 ; a Teacher and Tutor of Piety.
He prevented as much as possible, that no evil example should be given to his Children, and commanded his Servants, that they should not dare to do or speak anything before his Children, which they would not do or speak before himself, well knowing, that great reverence is due to Children. He spake to them with much gravity, and some reservedness; but yet always kindly and affectionately, keeping Frowns only for their faults. And indeed his Children feared to see a Frown in his Face, as much as some other Children do fear a blow from their Fathers hand. He seldom corporally corrected any of them, and some of them never: As a Father he maintained his Authority, and as a good Father he did exercise great clemency. Vindictam ex necessitate, veniam ex dilectu exercebat. It at any time he was forced to be angry, he shown that it was altogether necessary, by the sudden return of his kindness, immediately upon their repentance.
He bore the Soul of every Child upon his heart; and daily prayed, that not one who proceeded from his Loins, might ever stand at God's left hand; and few men had ever greater comfort in their Children than he had. He died in the belief, that he should meet all his Children with comfort at the great day. He sent all his four Sons to the University, where three of them were preferred to be Fellows of Colleges. They all four were called into the Ministry, and were able and faithful in their places; none having better repute than they, in the places where they lived, until they were removed, either by death or otherwise; and God blessed them in Temporals also, he and his, parting with above a thousand pound per annum, when they laid down their public Ministry.
He lived in an Age wherein great contempt was thrown upon the Office of the Ministry; this caused this Champion to appear both Doctrinally and Practically against such contemners of the institution of Christ. By his Doctrine he declared often, and proved, that neither gifts nor graces, single and separate one from the other, did fully qualify persons for this work, nor doth the conjunction of them constitute a stated Officer in the Church, without due approbation by Church-Officers (upon examination) and Ordination (after Approbation) if possibly it can be obtained. Practically be appeared against such Contemners; first, by the begging earnestly of God, that he would give Grace unto all his Sons; and then would incline the hearts of them all to devote themselves to this work. Secondly, By his administering all the helps and furtherances of Education that might qualify them thereto. And to show yet more his esteem of this Office, he married two of his Daughters unto Ministers; and farther, he did not only send his own Sons to the University, but he sent divers others thither also, and maintained some of them much at his own charge; and he also prevailed with his own Sons (after they were Fellows of Colleges) to assist him therein; which they constantly did do.
There are divers Ministers yet alive that will acknowledge, that unto some of them he was the sole founder, and many others confess him their greatest Benefactor, as to the University maintenance.
He once hired a young man (of about twenty years old) to wait on him, and to Ride abroad with him, who was a good School-Scholar; but his Parents wanted an Estate to send him to Cambridge: this his Master was ignorant of at his first coming, but a while after, accidentally observing him to be reading in the Greek Testament, he posed him therein, and in other Books, and finding him fit, sent him immediately to his eldest Son in the University, and provided for his sustenance.
At another time, he Preached a worthy Ministers Funeral Sermon, who had fitted his eldest Son for Cambridge, but he died Poor; whereby the Son despaired of proceeding on in his Learning; which he being made then acquainted with, at the close of the Funeral Sermon, he desired all those of his Auditors that loved and valued the deceased pious Minister; that they would testify their affection in contributing towards the yearly maintenance of his Son; and after Sermon was ended, he called divers Gentlemen and Yeomandry together; and first he himself subscribed four pound per annum; the Gentlemen then subscribed Forty shillings per annum, and some Yeomandry Twenty; so that the young Scholar was provided for at the University, as comfortably as could be desired; and he proved very useful in the Church of God afterwards.
He was an excellent Orator upon all accounts; but he would use, and show it most effectually; when he was desired to move his Auditory to be charitable; many occasions whereof, were offered to him: and he did willingly embrace them.
When the Plague was once in the University of Cambridge, the Vice-Chancellor thereof sent to him (and some other Neighbor Ministers) to make a Collection in his Congregation for the Town of Cambridge; which he did do, so effectually, that he sent him above Fifty pound within a few days after. And the Vice-Chancellor wrote him a long Latin Letter of thanks; calling his gift Pingue beneficium, a fat Sacrifice; and withal told him, that his gift was more, than he had received from any six Towns in all the County besides.
At another time, when the Plague was at Hadleigh in Suffolk, he gathered near as much for that Town also. At which time, he did not only persuade the good people, but even compelled (as it were) many covetous Usurers to be bountiful; as the Prophet Nehemiah did, Nehem. 5. 13. The case of the Prophet, was that of Famine, and this case, was that of the Plague; yet he thought, that both the words and the action also of Nehemiah, might well be applied hereunto; and used them (in this case) with the like effect; many hard-hearted persons professing, that when he shook his Garment (as the Prophet did) at that very action their hearts melted within them; and they so trembled, that had their Pockets been then full, they had given it all to him at that Collection.
At another time, a Neighbor Ministers House being burned down, wherein his Goods (and the greatest part of the fairest Library in the County) being consumed, he in a short time, procured him above an hundred pounds towards the repairing of his loss; and procured also his own third Son (then Fellow of Gonvile and Cajus College) to take the distressed Ministers eldest Son, to be his Pupil, and to allow him good part of his maintenance.
He was Charitable beyond compare, both to the Souls and Bodies of men; both mediately (by interceding with others for them) and immediately, by contributing and distributing of his own plentifully to them; and that, not only occasionally, but statedly. He commanded all the Poor of his Parish to come, Weekly, to his door for relief; and required always that his eldest Daughter (first, before she married, then his next Daughters successively) should be his stated Almoners, and should distribute Alms with their own hands; accustoming themselves to works of mercy and charity: wherein he commanded them to be very bountiful. Vast was the sum of money which he gave away with his own hand. He clothed the naked, and fed the hungry. He put not only many young men to Cambridge (as hath been said) but many poor Children to School. He gave away, as many Bibles, Catechisms and good Books, as were asked of him; and they were many. When the sight of old People was decayed, he would furnish them with Bibles of a larger Print; and he gave an incredible number of Spectacles away (for their help) always speaking of the Invention of them by Metius, with expressions of love and praise unto God, for his great goodness to the Souls of men thereby.
He loved all the Ordinances and Institutions of Jesus Christ. Preaching was his delight, Prayer his joy, Administration of Sacraments, the pleasure of his Soul. He counted the Sabbath honorable. He was most solemn in the observation of public days of Humiliation; and kept many days of private Fasting and Prayer by himself alone in his Study. But above all, he delighted in reading the Scriptures; which was always sweeter to him than the Honey, or the Honey-comb.
He would never engage in the performance of any Ordinances rashly, or without due preparation. For his own part, he would never read a Chapter, or rarely suffer a Chapter to be read in his presence, without invocating God, for the co-operation of the Divine Spirit therewith. His preparation for solemn days of Fasting, for the Sanctification of the Lord's-day, and for the Administration of the Lord's-Supper, is not to be paralleled, as the whole Corner and Country where he lived, will unanimously testify. He never kept any solemn public Fast, but he Preached some preparation Sermons before the day came. He never administered the Lord's-Supper, but that he first Preached three or four Sermons at least, in opening, either the Institution, the nature, the use or the end thereof; or in showing the Duties of Communicants before, in, and after the receiving thereof. He hath left many Quires of Paper, written with his own hand upon those Subjects.
His constant solemn preparation for the Lord's-day is beyond all. It hath been already said, that he did constantly Preach every Saturday in the Evening, a Sermon in order to the right sanctification of that holy day; there must now only be added in short; that he commanded all his Servants to lay aside all household work and business early upon Saturday Evening; declaring, that he desired and hoped, That when the World was taken out of his Servants hands, they would endeavor by Prayer, Reading and Meditation, to get it out of their hearts also; that so their Bodies and Souls both might be free, and ready for a most cheerful performance of God's service the day following; which work, should always be done without the least distraction of mind. This preparation was not without great reason; for it is, as he would say, no easy matter to cleanse our hands, and purify our hearts too, before we compass God's Altar; it is not easy to lift our Feet out of the Mire and Clay, unto which, they have too much cleaved, and into which, they have too much sunk all the Week before. The Royal Preacher therefore biddeth us, to look carefully to our Feet (that is, our affections) before we enter into the House of God. Holiness becomes his House forever; therefore it behooveth us, that our Souls be comely, dressed and adorned when we wait on the great God; and that our hearts be fixed and prepared, and our heart-strings screwed up, and rightly tuned, before we offer to sing and give praise to a God of infinite Glory; and all this, requireth time and pains before hand, with much diligence.
Himself being thus prepared, how did this heavenly person welcome the arrival of the Lord's-day! which he sanctified in a manner equal to his preparation. The Jews call the Sabbath the Queen of days; and he loved it accordingly. He rose earlier on that day than on any other; and caused his Family so to do also: admonishing both Children and Servants to spend sometime with God in private in the Morning, if at least they desired to meet God in the public Ordinances of that day. The Morning and the Evening Sacrifice was by him doubled upon the Lord's-day; for he always prayed four times with his Family every Sabbath (besides six times in public) to wit, immediately before he went to Church, and immediately after his return from thence, in the Forenoon; and before Repetition, and after Supper, in the Evening. His Forenoon Sermon was usually repeated by one of his Children after Dinner. In the Evening he repeated it himself. After Repetition, he examined his whole Family, not only what they remembered of the Sermons, but what good they had gained by the worship of that day. After Supper, he caused some part of Fox 's Martyrology (or some other profitable Book) to be read; and having prayed, he concluded the day always with singing of a Psalm.
Common Readers, and such as delight not in beholding the Image of God drawn upon the hearts and lives of his Servants, would be tired; if one quarter of this persons excellencies should be related; therefore after an instance or two more given of his Piety, we will leave the rest to be admired only by those that personally knew him; but 'tis pity, that that almost perfect Victory, which he had obtained over the world by Faith, should ever be forgotten.
Whatever is in the World, is either the Lust of the Eye, the Lust of the Flesh, or the Pride of Life; he therefore, who is mortified to Riches, Pleasures and Honors, hath very much vanquished the World; as he had done.
〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉He contemned Riches as the dirt of the Streets. It is true, that God by his own immediate hand gave him plentifully; but it is as true, that he gave away again most plentifully to others. He was so dead to the world, as that he would not scarce deal or meddle with it. After the death of his first Wife, and of that Servant with whom he had entrusted his Estate, he put off all his Stock, and let all his Grounds, and never increased his real Estate, or personal Estate, above Five pound per annum, for near Forty years together; and he never put out a Farthing of money to Usury. He never sued any man in his Life: He had great advantages of growing rich many ways; but if he had died Forty years before he did die, he had been just so Rich as he was at his death. He would often say, that we read not of any good man in all the History of Scripture, or of the Primitive times, that was Covetous, and it was a shame, that any that do now pretend to Christian Religion, should degenerate. After the loss of his Living, though he Preached often, yet he never would receive one penny wages for that work; and some of his Children have imitated him therein.
As to sensual pleasure, he did scarce know what any of that kind did mean. He was as temperate in his Diet as possible. He never used any sort of Recreation at any time. It might be said of him as was said of Georgias Leontinus, 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , that he did never do anything to please the Flesh. In his youth he did love Music and Riding; in Music he had good skill; but on the sad News of the death of Gustavus Adolphus, the King of Sweden, (that great Warriour in defense of the Protestant Religion) he hung his Harp on the Willow, and never touched any Musical Instrument after. He used to keep as good Horses as any man in the Country; and was therefore by a dying Gentleman, bequeathed an Horse of very great price, in these words, That he might Ride on him about to Preach the Gospel; which he did do so long as he was able; but he never took a Journey of mere pleasure; except those when he visited his Children, who lived remote.
He was far from ambition, as hath been already evidenced in his refusal of great preferments; and many more Instances thereof might have been added: He bound himself in a Bond, never to commence Doctor in Divinity; which did show, that he was herein like St. Ambrose, Qui nihil fecit propter ardorem inanis gloriae, sed propter Charitatem felicitatis; he acted from love to God, and not for praise of men. He was great in other men's Eyes, but little in his own.
Being once heartily thanked for an excellent Discourse which he made upon the 3 John 16. which Sermon proved successful to the saving Conversion of some there present; and this thing being related to him, he replied thus, Pray friend, give God the Glory; no praise was due to the Rams Horns, though Jericho 's Walls fell down at their blast; if God will vouchsafe that his Spirit shall breath through Ministers; it is God, and not the means, must have the praise. And another time, being greatly assisted by God in a Sermon, which he Preached in Cambridge, he wrote these words on the back-side of the Notes of that Sermon, Earthen Vessels, and Leaden Pipes, are either full or empty, according to the measures which they receive from their head Spring and Fountain, though free Grace filled my Soul this day, yet let me take heed of Preaching this Sermon (again) in my own strength.
As his heart was humble, so his behavior was meek and lowly. Though his Countenance was very grave and severe, yet his Conversation was full of sweetness and affability. It was a kind of Riddle in the Eyes of common beholders, to see so much worth and grandeur to be of such easy access. He would (and all truly noble minds will do the same) stoop to the meanest person who desired his Opinion in matters of weight and moment. He never despised (or spake haughtily to) any man; and from sober good men, he would never keep any distance. If any were godly, although never so mean or poor, he received them, not only with civil respect, but with hearty love; but (on the other hand) he was a most bold and undaunted person in reproving the wicked and profane; and had a Spirit which could abase the proudest Hector of them all, when he thought fit, and in its due time and place.
His Humility (joined with so much Grace and Wisdom) caused, that he was of a very peaceable Spirit, and had a large Charity for good men, of all persuasions. His own understanding being great, made his Love and Charity also very large. He discerned, how that honest men do often mean the same thing, when they are apt to quarrel about their expressions of it; and therefore in dividing times, he was always of an uniting Spirit. Whilst others sought to wound the Reputation of men who differed from them, he did what he could to heal and compose all animosities which might arise upon such accounts. He was abundantly sensible of that bitterness which some men were ready to treat each others with, upon small differences of Opinion, and what mischiefs did follow thereupon; the life of Religion, and the power of Godliness, being almost extinguished thereby; and while some men pressed Uniformity in little matters; Conformity to the weighty Precepts of Christ Jesus (such as those of Love, and Charity, and forbearance to each other) were neglected.
He did much wonder, that since the very Canons which were made in 1640. allowed men liberty to dissent, and to differ in practice, as to the point of bowing towards the Altar, and at the name of Jesus, how it should come to pass, that the Sign of the Cross should be so strictly required in the Act of Uniformity in 1662. But he did rarely publicly express this his admiration; for he would say frequently, that as breaking of Bones is extremely painful to all the members, except dead ones, so are Church-divisions grievous to everyone that is a true Christian: and as all motion is stopped, or rendered uneasy, by the dislocation of a Joint in a Leg or a Foot, so all progress in Religion, is hindered by the quarrels and fallings out of Brethren by the way. He studied always the things that made for peace, and sought to allay and quench those heats, which others (by their breath and bellows) endeavored more and more to inflame. He was an hearty lover of, and had a great kindness for, every man, in whom he saw anything of God's Spirit appearing; and he valued men more or less, only as he saw more or less of the Divine Image stamped upon them. He entreated all that he conversed with, that the truth of Grace in others, might be the most powerful Load-stone to draw out their hearts towards them. He would often say, that for one man to love another, only because he was of his own Opinion and Party, and to neglect another, who might be acted in greater things by the Divine Spirit, because he differed in smaller trifles; such a temper as this, did manifest, that such an one had little or nothing of the true love of God in him; for while that such a man did pretend to love his Brother, he did do herein, no other thing than hug himself, and embrace his own shadow, which he saw falling upon another's breast.
Abundantly candid and charitable, meek and moderate, was this person at all times; and yet notwithstanding, it must here be declared, That this meekness and moderation, and peaceableness of his Spirit, was such, as that it did not hinder, but did fully consist with, a mighty heat and activity for God, in all weighty and important matters. He wanted not Zeal, when the main Articles of the Christian Religion, the Articuli stantis & cadentis Ecclesiae, did call for, and require it. At the same time when he commended Constantine the Great, for his reproving the hot contest of the Nicene Fathers about Ceremonies; he also honored that Emperor for his warmth, in opposing the Arian heresy, as Sigonius relates, Lib. 3. Imp. Occid.
Indeed, this Learned Divine was (as to his Zeal) a most excellent pattern, worthy of all imitation. He was in this Grace (as well as in other things) a burning and a shining light both. Heat and Light were never divided in him. His fire sometimes burned very hot, but yet always very clear, and without any manner of smoke. In his love to the salvation of Souls, he burned like a Lamp, consuming himself, his Body and Estate, (even all the Oil that he possessed) and therein rejoiced, if hereby he might guide men to Heaven, and might show any one the way to God and Glory. And hence it was, that a great and learned Man (that often heard him) said, That no man was more judicious and weighty in the Doctrinal part of his Sermons, and none could be more affectionate and zealous (than he was) in the Application of his Doctrine. Indeed, it is a rarity to find a man of great reading, and deep judgment, to be endowed with much Zeal, or with strong affections; but this man's Sacrifices were all kindled with a Fire which came immediately from Heaven; which did at once both enlighten his Head, and inflame his Heart also.
He was a man of great prudence, as well as zeal. His Sails and Ballast were exactly proportionate each to other. He could not be dull and sluggish in the Service of so good a Master as God is; but he did never run before he was sent. He would always stand still to hear his full Errand, and would stay to understand perfectly and plainly all his Masters will; which being so made known to him, he then was most bold and courageous in delivering of his Message, 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 ,
His great prudence would not permit him to be rash, and his great zeal would not suffer him to be slow, negligent, or partial.
He had always a great love for God, and no man could be more concerned, either for Church or State, than he was. He had continually such a public Spirit, as that he scorned (at any time) to prefer any of his own private concerns, before the least public good; yea, he constantly valued and rated all persons and things, according as any man, or anything, had either a greater, or a lesser influence upon the public. Those that observed him, might easily discern, that the glory of God, and the welfare of his Church, were as the great Wheels, that did set on work and govern all his actions. He was a man most ready to deny himself at any time, if that in anything thereby, he might promote and advance the Interest of another man; provided, that other person did move in an higher, and more public place than himself. That saying ought never to be forgot, which he once used Preaching to a great Auditory, and then declaring to them, That he could never expect to see, or find Peace on earth amongst men, until the Spirits of men were so acted by the Spirit of God, as the Spheres are said (in the old Philosophy) to be acted above by Angels, where all the little smaller Epicicles and Circles of every particular Orb, do all give up themselves wholly to the conduct and motion of the larger and greater Spheres; and truly (said he) it is this, which (according to that Hypothesis) doth make the sweetest Music in Heaven; and were the same thing found and practiced amongst men, it would make the most pleasant, and perpetual harmony on Earth. But there are few men who are blessed with such large Souls, and such generous minds as his was; who did bear the interest of the public, and welfare of the universal Church, so deeply engraven upon his heart. St. Ambrose formerly was of this temper; who lived little to himself, and was all for others; whose Motto it was, Partior mihi totus foris; and our Saint might have used the same words, for he had wholly dedicated and devoted himself to the Service of the public; and so long as he had any strength left, he did most cheerfully improve every Talent which God had lent him, to the honor of him who had entrusted him therewith.
But at last, when (by reason of his extreme age) he could not openly and publicly do any other thing more for God or his Church, and when he could scarcely suffer anything more for the honor of either, he having parted already with all his stated maintenance, for the testimony of a good Conscience; he now gave himself wholly to pray unto God for his Church, in private; in which work, he usually spent four or five hours (sometimes six or seven hours) every day in the Week; indeed, he did not, (neither could he do at that age) little else but pray: and this he was constant in, both for the public, and also for all his Friends and Relations.
Every age of man hath its proper work and special employment, and also hath its pecular excellency and blessing appertaining, and specially belonging to that age, according to that expression of the Greek Poet, 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 .
The life of Prayer was his employment, during all those years wherein he exceeded Fourscore, which was four years, within a few months.
He lived to be thus very oill, and it might be said of his Age, as it was of Abraham's, Gen. 25. 8. It was a good old Age. It was a good old Age on many accounts. It was good in respect of its length and duration. It is reckoned as a blessing, when God causes a man to fulfil his days, Exod. 23. 26. It is a mercy when a man comes to his Grave in a full Age, as a Shock of Corn, ripe in its due season, Job 5. 26. And it is very remarkable, that the most eminent Servants and Children of God (whereof mention is made in the Scripture, either in the old or New Testament) it is said of most of them, that they were long lived. Thus Adam and Methuselah before the Flood; thus Noah and Sem immediately after the Flood; thus Abraham and Job before the Law; thus Moses and Aaron immediately after the Law; thus Eli and Jehoiada, high Priests of the Lord; David and Hezekiah the best of Kings; John and James the Lord's Brother, the best-beloved Disciples; St. Luke and St. Paul, the most eminent Pen-men of the New Testament: of all these it is recorded, that they were eminently holy, and that they were blessed with length of days. The wise man tells us, That the hoary head is a Crown of Glory, as often as it is found in the ways of Righteousness, Prov. 16. 31. And it was thus in the Instance before us, as hath been abundantly demonstrated. His old Age was good, because he was good, and did good in it.
His Age was good also, because it was an hail and healthy old Age (saving those times wherein he was dis-spirited, and troubled with a swimming in his Head, by reason of over much Study; which lasted not above two months the first time, and three months the last time) it might be said of him, that he never had one sick day for above Threescore years together, (the starting of his Navel was no sickness or discrasie, although a great inconvenience in hindering from Riding; but it did never hinder him above ten days, either from his Study or Labors) so that almost all his days were Halcyon-days. His old Age was 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , sana senectus, or as Peter Martyr saith of Abraham's age, it was facilis senectus, an easy old Age, because free from those troubles that are usually incident thereunto. This 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , or healthfulness in old Age, is reckoned as a double mercy, both by Moses, Deut. 34. 7. and also by Caleb, Josh. 14. 10, 11.
There were many things found in him which (under God) did very much conduce to his health, and subserved to lengthen out his days. As first, That he made great Conscience of taking care to preserve his health. He knew that (without health) very little of his Pastoral work could be discharged. He made Conscience therefore of keeping that instrument clean, which God had honored, (and he hoped would more honor) by using of it. He valued health, not so much upon his own account, as upon God's. His body being the Temple of the Holy Ghost, he did what he could to keep it in good repair.
Again, he was a person that was very temperate, and did always use a very spare Diet. He did not dig his Grave with his Teeth, as Gluttons do, or drown himself in strong Liquors, as too many others do. It is a true, and a witty saying of a late ingenious person, (well skilled in Physic, but no Practicer) that when men's bodies are over-charged with Meats and Drinks, they recoil upon their owners, and instead of discharging their proper Offices, they burst out into Surfeits and Diseases.
Again, he was a man of no violent passions, the over-agitation of which (saith the last mentioned Author) doth cause a too great fermentation of Heat, and often produceth Fevers; but calmness and sedateness of temper, keeps the blood cool and sweet. It is usually said, that mores sequuntur humores, that men's manners do answer the temper of their bodies; and it is as true, that humores sequuntur mores, men's health depends much upon men's manners.
But again, (he thought so himself at least, that) he was much the more healthful, because he avoided all unnecessary tampering with Physic. He counted Physic an Ordinance of God, and he much honored those that were able in that Profession; but he made as little use of any of them, as he could possibly do. He loved Kitchen Physic, but cared for none else. He would allow of Catharticks in some cases, but would always say, that the oftener the Kettle is scoured, the more clean it may look, but the thinner it grows. He did use Phlebotomy once or twice in his whole life, and not oftener; for he compared Blood-letting to the Snuffing of a Candle, which for a time, makes it burn a little brighter, but withal, causes it to wast much the faster.
From the healthfulness of his natural constitution, it came to pass, that it might be truly said of him, That he died of no Disease but that of old Age. There was no Thief in his Candle to hasten its Consumption, nor any acute distemper to be as an extinguisher to it; but his Lamp burned clear, so long as there was left one drop of natural Oil to feed it with. Some Weeks before his death, an accident had caused a little sore upon one of his Legs, which dried up of its self a very few days before his departure. The stopping of this Sore (the Surgeon said) was a certain Prognostick (but no cause) of his death, although it be often so in younger persons.
He kept his Bed but one whole day before his departure, a departure which he had long longed and waited for; and the very day before his last day on Earth, some company being with him, he expressed how much comfort he did then take, to consider how that his Savior had tasted death for him; and that Christ (by his Resurrection) had given him an assurance, that he was the first-fruits of those that sleep in him; telling some that stood by him, that it was very much the Duty of Believers to rejoice, that death had lost its Sting, and was now disarmed; and that the power of the Grave was quite vanquished and overcome.
A while after, he broke out into the Apostolical 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , Oh the heighth, length, breadth, and depth of the unsearchable Riches of the Grace of God in Christ Jesus! Oh the height of that love, whereby God hath declared pardon to poor Penitents! Oh the freeness of his Grace, who doth offer Christ to all that will receive him humbly and believingly! that is, who will take him with an empty hand, joining nothing of their own works with the Merits of Christ in point of Justification: Some while after, some persons coming to see him, he told them, that he knew not how to requite them (for that love which they had shewn unto him) better, than by exhorting them to redeem the time, especially the time of youth and of health; for except there be first (in health,) an inward principle of Grace wrought in the heart, the time of sickness and old age would be very unfit for so great a work, as that of gaining evidences for Heaven: for, said he, times of sickness and old age, are times of considering, not of gaining such evidences. He advised them therefore (now in time) to prepare for Eternity; and told them, that that work was only to be done, by entering into Covenant with God, and making their Peace through Christ; which being once sincerely done, then neither a sick-bed, nor a death-bed, could do any of them the least hurt.
The night after, he grew very weak, and his vital Spirits decayed more and more, till the Morning of the next day, viz. December the 14th, 1677. when he expired his last breath, and immediately entered into that Everlasting Rest, which he had so often prayed, and so much prepared for. St. Austin tells us, that he dare say, That no man can die ill that hath lived well, De Dis. cap. 6. If this be so, then no wonder that such persons as have lived well, to desire to be dissolved, as this man had earnestly done, but yet always with submission: for although he had mortein in desideriis, although he desired to die, yet he had vitam in patientia, he was not impatient to go hence. His desire was with an entire and absolute resignation to Divine pleasure.
Neither indeed, had he any cause to be weary of the world, upon any other reason save this, viz. to be fully rid of the body of death; for upon all other accounts, he had lead as happy a life as most men ever did on Earth. He enjoyed the best rate and proportion of true delight, of sufficient plenty, of real honor; higher or lower degrees than what he enjoyed of these things, would have been either dangerous or troublesome. He was blessed with an excellent temper and crasis of Body, with great natural and acquired parts, with almost an universal freedom from any great affliction through a long tract of time, during his whole Life.
He was blessed with pious, prudent and affectionate Relations, both Wives and Children. He was greatly useful and serviceable to God in his Generation. He was engaged always in an employment, where the very work is sufficient wages: but above all, he was blest with an holy heart, and beautified with an heavenly Conversation. He lived long, and lived well, and slept into Glory.
Thus hath been given to the Reader, a small Picture of a man of great grace, holiness and virtue. It should have been more contracted, had it been fitting so to do; but it was considered, that what the Orator said when he was discoursing of that famous City Carthage, That it were better not to speak anything of it, than to speak but little of it, was true in reference to our present subject; for it might be said of him, that he was indeed, Vir nec dicendus nec tacendus; for it was a hard matter to speak but little of his worth, and impossible to publish all.
If any Reader, observing the great honor and veneration, which is herein paid to the Name and Memory of this very learned and holy Man, (who was a Dissenter, and did suffer the loss of his Living upon that account) shall thereupon conjecture, that the Publisher hereof, is not only 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , of like Spirit, but was 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 also, of like Interest, with him of whom he writes, (having also lost a Living for the same reason) let such Readers know that they are herein mistaken; for the Writer of this Life was never ejected for Non-conformity: Neither hath he gained or saved, or lost one penny for adhering to any one party of men; for he doth hate Schism on both hands; and if he hath at any time Preached since the Act of Uniformity, either in public Churches, or in private Meetings, he hath never received any reward, or suffered any punishment for so doing. He doth studiously shun and avoid all things or occasions, which might Bribe, Blind, or prejudice his Judgment, or might tempt him to partiality. He highly honors all men of worth; and for this reason he did not dare to conceal those excellencies (of the deceased) which are here recorded; with whom he doth chiefly Harmonize in his universal and Catholic Charity.
It hath been told, how greatly this Learned Man did love all good men, of all persuasions; which made him also to be beloved, and admired both by Conformists and Non-conformists, who came jointly to visit him; and pay equally their due respects to him so long as he lived; and both sorts did greatly lament their loss in his departure: all the Neighbouring Ministers, and People of differing Judgments, solemnized this Funeral with great con-joined sorrow.
A Reverend Conformist, now Dr. in Divinity, Preached his Funeral Sermon; wherein he gave as great, and as high a Character of his transcendent worth, as is here given. It is true, that he then being ignorant of the full History of his Life, and not having seen his Diary, his expressions could be only more general, of those things which are here declared more fully and particularly. And let the Reader yet farther know, that it being desired by the Publisher, that another Reverend, Renowned, and very Learned Conformist, (an acquaintance of the deceased) would also testify and make known those things which he had observed in him worthy of remark and imitation, he was pleased to send the Publisher the following Letter in answer to his request.
MR. Samuel Fairclough, the sometimes famous and justly applauded Rector of Kedington alias Ketton in agro Suffolciensi, was a Person of great Renown, of eminent Note, and of Transcendent Abilities: He was like a City set upon an Hill, and as Saul among the People, so he among his Brethren, higher than any of them from the shoulders and upwards: whose name was exceeding precious, and as Ointment poured forth, 1 Sam. 18. 30. 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 The sound whereof gave so large an Echo, not only in his own, but in the adjacent Counties, that he was generally owned, and justly esteemed (for his extraordinary Ministerial Abilities and Labors in the work of the Lord) as the Primus inter omnes; whom all the People were attentive to hear, and 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , hung upon his mouth in hearing him. Luc. 19. ult. Crit. sacr. He flourished first in those times, when public, practical, and edifying Preaching was but too scarce, (for reasons commonly divulged, and not fit for me to take notice of.) But by his prudent conduct of himself and of his Ministry, he obtained the favor, and the happiness of continuing in his public Labors, and weekly Lectures: by reason whereof, as I have been often credibly informed, his Church was so thronged, that (though, for a Village, very large and capacious, yet) there was no getting in, unless by some hours attending before his Exercise began; and then the outward Walls were generally lined with Sholes and Multitudes of People, which came (many) from far, (some above twenty Miles) so that you should see the Church yard (which was likewise very spacious) Barricadoed with Horses, tied to the outward Rayles, while their Owners were greedily waiting to hear the word of Life from his mouth. And as that famous Mr. Rogers of Dedham was the Fairclough of Essex, so he was the Rogers of Suffolk. I sometimes attended upon his public Lectures, and heard him with trembling and admiration; for he was a Boanerges in the Pulpit, not only in respect of the strength of his Voice, and terribleness of his expression, when he thundered against profaneness, and enforced to Repentance; but in regard of the solidness of his matter; free from all light, rash, uncouth expressions; nauseating Tautologies, indigested, crude and affected phrases (which have been noted, and justly censured in some others, although applauded and magnified by the injudicious and moveable Multitude) but closely compacted, judiciously framed, and excellently methodiz'd though in a Style and manner peculiar to himself, (for I confess, I have seldom or never heard the like, with respect to all those admirable ingredients) and managed with such cogency of Reason, and strength of Argument, that he at once both drew, and conquered and compelled his Auditors. And I doubt not but he was a most happy and blessed Instrument (in the hand of the great God) to turn many to Righteousness. All this time I only knew him by report, and sight in public, having for ten years and upwards (though then of the Vicinity) no private Acquaintance at all with him. And indeed, he had such a Majestick presence, and such a severe and reserved Gravity in his Countenance, that it (together with the Authority of his Ministry) had gained upon me, and did strike a kind of awful fear into me, which made me look upon it as an high degree of presumption, for a person so young as then I was, and sufficiently conscious of my own unworthiness, once to attempt the favor of so great a man, and so renowned and honored in his Generation. But I was quickly undeceived, and soon after, easily apprehended my great error and mistake which I had so long labored under. For about that time, being drawn by some others (in a matter of great concern) to wait upon him, I had such a friendly and generous Reception, and found him so meek, so affable, so humble and familiar in his deportment and behavior; and I was so surprised and captivated with the sweetness of his disposition, that I came away chiding myself for my former timidity, and conceiving a kind of indignation in my bosom, that I had deprived myself (for so many years) of such incomparable benefit, which I might have gained by a Converse so advantageous to me, both as to this, and the other world. Yet I soon happily experienced an abundant compensation; for the truth is, from that time he cast an especial eye, and set a signal mark of peculiar favor and friendship upon me; and soon took me for his most intimate acquaintance: and he was quickly the first occasion of that Preferment, the great God by his means hath graciously advanced me to. And now I frequently resorted to him; and they were the pleasantest, and most delightful Journeys I ever made in all my life: for what he said of his Friend, Semper a te doctior redeo, I could truly, and with a more happy addition say of him, Semper ab illo doctior & melior redii. His speech was gracious, and seasoned with Salt: His arguments nervous and cogent: His discourse sententious: His sayings Apothegms, and all tending to promote true Piety, and the power of Godliness. His Conversation such as becometh the Gospel of Christ Jesus; and I may justly pronounce of him that high and lofty, yet ingenious commendation Gregory Nazianzen pronounced on the great St. Basil, That he thundered in his Doctrine, and lightened in his Conversation. Orat. funebr. in laudem Basil. M. He was very exact in Family Discipline, and thoroughly digested that of the great Apostle, If a man know not how to rule his own House, how shall he take care of the Church of God? 1 Tim. 3. 5. I have been often at his Table, and in Family-Duty with him, where his heart would be exceedingly enlarged; and his design was to engage all to love and fear the Lord. He comfortably experienced the benefit and the blessing of it: Living to see all his Children grown up to great maturity in spiritual Wisdom and Understanding, and walking in the fear of the Lord; some of them especially, with whom I have had a more intimate converse, are true Inheritors of their Fathers eminent Virtues and admired Ornaments. In a word, I may truly say of him, he was as Apollos, mighty in the Scriptures, Fervent in Spirit, serving the Lord night and day with incessant Prayer, and unwearied Supplications; and as Barnabas a good man, not gilded but Gold; having, as Demetrius, a good report of all men, and of the Truth itself; shining as a great Light in his Generation, and transmitting and sending forth eminent Rayes and Beams to enlighten others. I never observed anything in him that a very Momus might, without abominable wresting, carp at. From this time I attended more frequently upon his Lectures, which I more and more admired, both for the excellency of the matter, his rare and choice notions, grave and ponderous Sentences, soundness of Doctrine, solid Learning, and in a more sublimated and advanced Style, or as Lypsius phrases it, Stylo imperatorio, than what (I thought) I had before observed; and, as I apprehended, beyond the capacity of most of his Hearers: They were indeed elegant and rare Discourses, suited ad Clerum (many of which usually attended) rather than ad Populum; which, as I remember, I sometimes insinuated to him: But I found, he was now habituated and grown up to such a noble, generous and masculine way of expression; and it was become so familiar to him, that it was hardly in his power to take off himself from that Grandeur in his public Discourses. And this I the rather believed, because even in Prayer, not only in public, but in his Family (which sometimes, as I said, I had the blessed advantage of.) His way of expression was proportionable. And the truth is, he had a supereminent freedom in that Divine Exercise, beyond any I have known; neither making too bold with the great God, nor guilty of any indecencies; which was then too common a fault and indignity, offered to the God of the whole world: but addressing himself with that Reverence and Humility to the supreme and sacred Majesty of Heaven and Earth, with that abasedness of Spirit in enlarged Confession (which some had then almost quite forgotten) and with that ardour and earnestness of zealous affection, that the Kingdom of Heaven seemed to suffer Violence, and he to be one of the violent that took it by force. He was a person of a most exact and solid judgment, and happy was he that could obtain and follow his Counsel; which I confess, I think some choice Friends only were enriched with; for (living in Critical times) he was very much (I am sure I thought too much) reserved: I myself yet found such success in following those advices which I gained from him, that I resorted to him as to an Oracle; and could I have obtained it, I should have been unwilling to have transacted any matter of moment, but by the Law of his mouth; which I always found guided within the bounds of pure Religion and undefiled, and by the exactest rules of profound prudence; and withal, he seemed to have more than ordinary foresight of Contingencies. He was an excellent Peace-maker, and very happy in his Decisions and Conclusions, which many have found much difficulty 〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉 in, so to arbitrate and end a matter, as to send away the differing parties both equally satisfied. Once there fell out a difference between myself and a Neighbor Minister, we both centred in him to judge the Cause, and decide the Controversy: which he did, with so much gravity, piety, meekness, moderation and strength of Reasoning (after he had summed up the whole matter, and shewn the inconveniencies on either side) without any the least partiality, that though neither of us both had our wills, yet both came away fully contented, and were loving Friends ever after. He was adorned and enriched with sound and sober Principles, very moderate in his Judgment, as to our late (and still continued) unhappy Controversies. I knew a Friend that went to him for advice upon the point of Conformity, and I had it from himself, that he received this Answer from him, You shall excuse me as to any positive Resolution, this only I say to you: though I cannot for divers reasons (not so fit to be communicated) yield to all that is enjoined; yet this I assure you, I judge what is enjoined to be such, That if a man lives holily, and walks humbly with God, I shall ever love him, notwithstanding his Conformity; and if he be proud, contentious and profane, I will never think well of him for his Non-conformity. And he was so affected and afflicted with our Dissensions about lesser things, that hearing some others and myself, debating some of those disputable things, He passionately brake off our Discourse with that Suspirium Bucholcerianum; Quis ne liberabit ab hac rixosa Theologia. He ever detested and abhorred that Regicide committed upon our late dread Sovereign; and was so affected with it, upon the first infaustous 30th of January that he had liberty to Preach, he chose his Text out of Hos. 1. 4. And was so exceedingly transported at that amazing and most blessed Revolution, in the miraculous and happy return of our dread Sovereign (whom God in mercy to this poor Nation, and his Church therein, long preserve) that upon the first occasion, as I have been credibly informed, he vented his Joy in his public Exercise to the People, from those words of Loyal Mephibosheth, who had been falsely and basely accused, 2 Sam. 19. 30. Yea, let him take all, forasmuch as my Lord the King is come again in Peace unto his own House. I much bewailed his exauthorising himself and his public Ministry; and have often thought, that if there had been a Temper found, whereby such useful and sober spirited men (as I always observed him to be) might have been continued in their public Function, under the shelter and protection of a legal Sanction, it had been a mighty strengthening to the Protestant Interest, and much better with the Church of England than now it is. Though far be it from me to censure or call in question the Actions and Decrees of our Superiors, to whom I have long since learned, in all things, not contrary to the Revelation of the Divine Will in the Sacred Cannons, to subject myself, not only for Wrath, but also for Conscience sake, whatever has been pretended or objected to the contrary. He lived many years after this, to the 83. or 84. year of his Age, and might have done much Service to the Church of God in his public Ministry, by his eminent worth and exemplary Conversation, made more manifest to the world: But his Spirit was then much broken with that dismal and abortive sudden change which he sadly experienced in that place, (wherein formerly his Ministry had been so fruitful, powerful and successful) and he several times complained of it to me with great lamentation; and I doubt not but this made his Remove the more easy to him. Though I must persuade myself (if other considerations, which he reserved to himself, had not preponderated) he would not have deserted his Charge, merely upon that sole account; for his bowels did exceedingly yearn towards that People. Once I remember going to his Lecture, it happened to prove a Funeral Sermon for a poor Woman, that in her sickness never sent to him, nor gave him the least intimation of her desire to speak with him; and so far as I can recollect, he told me, that he knew nothing of it, living at a considerable distance, till it was too late. The good old Gentleman (in the pangs and throws of his Spirit, fixes upon that Subject, James 5. 14, 15. Is any sick among you, let him call for the Elders of the Church, and let them pray over him— From whence, having most learnedly and judiciously asserted the Duty of the People, to send for their Minister at such a time; and shewn the great benefits might come to them thereby; he did so dolefully and passionately bewail his own unhappiness, that any (under his inspection and charge) should go to Eternity (he not having exercised his Pastoral Office towards them) that I believe it greatly affected all that were present; and sent away many with weeping Eyes, and akeing Hearts, for what they had heard that day; so highly valued, and so dearly beloved, were the Souls of the meanest of his People to him. After his withdrawing from Ketton, I commonly once or twice in a year, (till he removed into high Suffolk) waited upon him, to tender my respects and duty to him; and always found him cheerful, full of sweet content; never complaining, but of the profaneness and iniquity of the times, and Divisions of the Church of God, replenished with holy and heavenly motions, spiritual breathings, and blessed hopes of entering into God's eternal rest; and still maintaining his ancient freedom and familiarity with me, and that esteem he had (altogether undeservedly) conceived of me. And I experienced him so true a Friend (though I rather justly honored him as a Father) that neither difference of Opinion, nor distance of place, nor seldomness of Converse, nor any worldly respects, did cause the least ab-alienation of his spirit from a person so unworth: which most of all appeared, in the last visit I gave him at Stow-market; when quite spent and worn out with Age, he delivered himself to this purpose; I am now going out of the world, of which I have had my full, and must leave you, and all my Friends; But I have charged my Sons when I am gone that you may have no cause to complain for want of me; but that they maintain and keep up, the same degree of respect and friendship to you, that I have done. So firm was his Love, and so steadfast and immovable his transcendent Kindness, that he would have it out-live Death itself: In this degenerous and declining Age, such a faithful Friend who can find? With what Circumstances his Sickness and Death was attended, I know not, nor ever had any account of; being at that time hindered from paying my dutiful Respects to him, by the heavy afflicting hand of the just and holy God long upon me. But I persuade myself, the frame and actings of his Soul at his Dissolution, were proportionable and suitable to the eminent Holiness of his Life; and he whose Conversation was in Heaven, while detained here on Earth, could not but have much of Heaven in his heart, in his nearest approaches thither. These are but some of those many Excellencies (which on a sudden, and in a great hurry of business) I could hastily gather up, as Fragments rather than Memoirs, to be remarked in this Worthy and Honorable Person. Which if you (Reverend Sir) and his other worthy Relations, vouchsafe to take in good part, it will abundantly add to that satisfaction I have in my own Spirit, in delineating, and copying them out of my own breast to you. Though I doubt not, but many of his cordial Friends, Reverend Fellow-Brethren and dear Neighbors, that knew him longer, lived nearer to him, and were more frequently partakers of his indefatigable Labors, and more happy in a continued Converse with him, can help you with whole Sheaves of his worth and excellency, and of the various passages of his most strict and holy Conversation; of which these are but some Gleanings only.
The Life and Death of Mr. Thomas Wadsworth, who Died Anno Christi, 1676.
THomas Wadsworth was born of honest Parents, December 15. Anno Christi, 1630. in the • arish of Savior's, or Saint Mary-Overees, in Southwark.
Whilst he w 〈…〉 n Infant he had such a dangerous Thrush in his Throat, that the Milk which was 〈…〉 en into his Mouth (not having a right, and free Passage) came out at his No • e. And he was grown so weak within the Month, that in the Judgment of those about him, he was given up for Dead. Yea, the Nurse that had him in her Lap, thought to have laid him out as a dead Corps, only forbore till they had done Dinner; in which space (the Nurse thinking that he had expired with a Grone) the Child gave a Keck, whereupon she putting her Finger into his Throat, pulled out the Core, which being taken away, opened a free and straight passage for the Breast-Milk to go down his Throat.
In this Infants weakness, his Parents seeking God earnestly for his Life, did dedicate him to the Office and Work of the Ministry (if God should please to make him sit and capable, as Hannah did her Samuel to the Lord; he was a very dutiful and obedient Son to his Mother. He was an ingenious and apt Scholar in the Free-School in that place of his Nativity, where the strict, yet Skilful Master (encouraged by the Liberality of his Father) found him every way ready to receive Instruction, and about the sixteenth year of his Age, being fitted for Accademical Studies, he was sent to Cambridge, and his Father being familiarly acquainted with the Reverend and Pious Dr. Samuel Bolton, who at this time was Lecturer of that Parish, and Master of Christ's College • in Cambridge, who had often examined him in his Fathers House, and found him not only Religiously disposed, but well accomplished with School-Learning; by his adivce, be was admitted into Christ's College, under the Tuition of Doctor Outram, who much respected and valued him as long as he lived.
Before he went to Cambridge, he shown that he was one of a tender Conscience, for when he was a Boy, having taken a fair Tulip out of another Man's Garden he gave it to his Father, who (sometime after) asking him where he had it? Upon his Fathers admonition, and his own confession of his childish folly (as St. Austin did his) it was often afterwards a great trouble to his Conseience, and kept him humble and watchful. So early did he begin • o be startled at the least sin.
On a Lord's Day, going into the Work-House in his Fathers Yard, and loitering there a while, he heedlessly clapt his hand on a Tenter-Hook, and tore it very much; whereupon he resolved no more to misspend his time on the Lord's-Day; but wholly to apply himself to the Religious observation of it; which resolution he ever after adhered to, and observed, whether at home or abroad.
Being now in the university, he made a good proficiency in the Learning which might make him most Instrumental for the winning of Souls to Christ, that being his chiefest Design in the Service of his Generation; in order whereunto, we find him associating himself with an honest Club of Scholars, of his own, and other Colleges, who were not only daily conversant in Philosophical Exercises, but did frequently meet to promote the great business of real Godliness, and growth in Grace, and to make experiments on their own hearts of that Religion when they should be called to impart to others.
And it seems he began betimes to communicate what he had received of the Grace of God; for not long after his being of that College, he observed a young Scholar of very good Parts, and of a good Humour, but having nothing of real Godliness, whom he would seek, and single out and talk with, to draw him off from vanity, and to engage him to mind the concerns of his precious and immortal Soul. And it pleased God that in a short time, that same Scholar fell sick unto Death, and upon his Death-bed sent for our Mr. Wadsworth, to whom he declared how much he was affected with what he had formerly said unto him in his Health, thanking him for the love and care he had shown for the good of his Soul; he also bewailed his own Folly in declining such an ones Company, and requested his earnest Prayers with him, and for him. And Mr. Wadsworth dealt freely and most compassionatly with him, and afterward he so comforted this dejected Penitent, that he gave good evidence of a real work of Grace wrought upon his Heart, and Dyed very comfortably, to the great joy of the Instruments.
He kept a Diary or Note-Book, which he began (as it seemeth) Anno Christi 1650. wherein it appears that he kept a strict narrow watch over his Heart, took notice of the abarrations and wanderings of it, and of God's gracious dispensations towards him; which for brevity sake I omit, referring t •• Reader to his Life written much larger, and Printed for Tho. Parkhust, Anno C ••• sti 1680.
Anno Christi 1652. He being yet but Bachilor of A •• s, it pleased God to take away his aged Father by Death, whereupon his worldly concerns called him home to the place of his Nativity. Here, when he had performed the last Offices to his Dying, and Dead Father, and was comforting his sorrowful Mother, and instructing the Family; he was importuned by some godly Christians of his acquaintance, to exercise, and employ his Talents in Preaching the Gospel as occasion should be offered.
And this motion upon their Invitation he readily Embraced; and by his Preaching gave such evident Proofs of his Experimental Knowledge, Utterance, and his Zeal for God and his Glory, that upon the Death of Mr. Morton (a very Reverend and Worthy Minister) the Parishioners of St. Mary Newington-Buts, having heard him Preach, and being satisfied of his Learning, Piety, and Ministerial Abilities, Petitioned for him to those who were then in Authority, and Feb. 16. 1652. he was ordered to the Rectory, as a Godly and Orthodox Divine. And this was very Remarkable in his Election; yet, though the Parishioners were divided into two several Parties, and both went with their Petitions unto Westminster to have a Minister settled among them, neither Party knowing the others mind, yet, they both pitched upon him, for whom the unanimous Parishioners did easily obtain a Grant.
Probably, much about this time, he was chosen a Fellow of Christ's College, whereof he was a Member before; yet, by the advice of Dr. Bolton, afore-mentioned, who was the Head of the House, and his special Friend, he resolved to accept of the charge at Newington, where he was so unanimously desired, and where he might (as he thought) have a better opportunity of doing good to Souls, which thing was most upon his heart.
Having now a Pastoral charge, his next business and care was to proceed to Ordination, and having after a strict Examination, and Profession of his Faith, been solemnly set apart to the Ministerial Office by Fasting and Prayer, and the laying on of the Presbytery's Hands in a • great Congregation, in the Church of St. Mary-Ax, London: He, like a good Husbandman, considering what course to take for the best advantage of the People, now committed by God to his charge, and resolved to Catechize them, which he was very zealous to do, which also he did with very great and good success.
On the Lord's days in his own Family, when his great work was over in the Public Congregation, he had his Sermons repeated, and himself Prayed, and sung Psalms with them: And being well instructed of his Lord and Master, and remembering the Apostles charge. 2 Tim. 4. 2. Preach the Word: be instant, in season, out of season, &c. About this time, there being a great and long Frost, when poor Watermen were hard put to it for a Subsistance, he set up an expository Lecture, for four or five mornings in a week, which he continued at least two months together, and his Labors were attended with God's special Blessings: for it proved a means of turning several Persons from the evil of their ways to God, and some that had lived loosely, could, with humility and thankfulness acknowledge, that a work of Grace was then wrought upon them, so that there were the Seals of his Ministry, and of that Truth, Prov. 25. 11. A word spoken in season, &c.
Thus this painful Servant of God continued in the work of his Ministry, till he was forced to resign that Benefice to one Mr. James Meggs, in the twelfth of King Charles the 2d. and in the month of August, he pretending a legal title to the place.
Yet the great God, who had made much use of this choice Instrument in his work, would not as yet let him lie by useless. For besides his Lecture on Saturday mornings at St. Antholines, and sometimes also there at five a Clock in the evenings on the Lord's day, and for some time on Monday- Nights at Margaret Fishstreet-Hill, London; where, by the concourse of Auditors, it was evident that his Labors were much valued; he was, by the Parishioners of Lawrence-Poultney (in whose Hand the Presentation to the Place then was) chosen to be their Minister, where he continued (being then a Widdower) in the House of his worthy Friend, Mr. Robert de Luna, Merchant, till that Black Bartholomew Anno Christi 1662. at which time, he, with many Hundreds more of his Brethren, were cast out of their Places, and Employments.
At the request of his Friends, he Preached a Farewell Sermon to them on Saturday- night before that dismal day, though they spake not to him till that very day at Dinner, and requested him to Preach upon that Text, Mal. 3. 16. Then they that feared the Lord spake often one to another, and the Lord hearkened, and heard, and a Book of Remembrance was written before him for them that feared the Lord, and that thought on his Name.
Having Dined, he went aside to his Meditations. He would often say; Blessed be God, if I have but a little time to premeditate and digest my matter, I am never at a loss for words on my Masters Ambassy. 'Twas observed by his Friends, who most conversed with him, and in whose House he sojourned for some time, that he was a Praise-worthy man in all his Deportment, of singular Piety, and a constant promoter of Holiness in the Families wherein he resided. He used to be much raised in his Spirit when he came from Preaching, especially from the Table of the Lord, being then as in an Heaven upon Earth.
He would with much Prudence reprove sin in any Person, of what Quality or Rank soever. That might rightly be said of him, which is Recorded of Mr. H. Latimer, Martyr. He did behave himself as a faithful Messenger of God, being afraid of no man: Telling all Degrees their Duties faithfully and truly, without respect of Persons, or any kind of flattery.
He cared not much to converse with the Rich, except it were to bring them off to works of Charity. When, in the things of this World he met with Disappointments, he used to pass them over as not much concerned. In Discourse he was very mild, and would suffer others to speak, and having heard them, he would without Passion, and with Judgment and clearness return an answer to them.
If he heard one Christian speak bitterly against another, he would say, that probably he meant better than he expressed himself: and if what he said could be taken in two Senses, it ought to be Interpreted in the best. Those who were best acquainted with him, observed that he was a Prudent Man, very serious, and usually very cheerful. Going in Frost and Snow to Preach, a Friend meeting him, said, that he pitied him in regard of his bad Journy; to whom he charfully answered, that it was to do his Masters Work; and going, it was no Burden to him to serve so good a Master, though he passed through many Difficulties.
He had early Impressions upon his Heart (as we heard before) for the strict Sanctification of the Lord's Days, which continued with him so long as he lived. For several years it was his usual Practice, when he rose out of his Bed on those Days, with a cheerful Heart and Voice, to sing a Psalm, or part of it; for the putting of his Heart into a spiritual frame for the Work of the Day; or to repeat that Salutation of the Heavenly Host, Recorded, Luke 2. 14. Glory to God in the highest, and on Earth Peace, Goodwill towards Men. And by such means his Spirit was much raised, zealously to perform the Lord's Work. He was for the due Sanctification of the whole Day, not only in the public Congregation, but in his Family, and amongst his Friends: And if he heard any of them talk about Worldly businesses, he would with Candour rebuke them, saying, St. John when he was in Dalmos, was in the Spirit on the Lord's Day.
His Humility was such, that speaking to one of his near Relations; he said, if it were possible that I could do so much Work for God as any man upon Earth doth; I would not care whether it were known that there was such a Man as I in the World or no. So little did he regard the applause of men in what he did; and truly neither did he regard the reward of men: For when he was told of some Presents; which, by some of his Neighbors were sent to some of his Brethren in the Ministry, and being demanded whether they had been with him; he answered 〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉 no: Saying, that he was not sorry that he was passed by in that way. Yea, (said he) I am heartily glad that I had none of their Presents, that so I may receive my Reward from my Master; for I am never better pleased then to think that after I have done his Work, Jesus Christ hath all my Reward in Reversion for me.
Yea, he used to express some trouble when any of the meaner People brought him any small thing. For though he thankfully accepted of their kindness, yet he would signify that he desired not to be burdensome to them. Yea, he used greatfully to accept of Favors though never so small. One bringing of him a little cordial Water, being ill after his Preaching, with his Eyes lifted up to Heaven, he said, what am I, or my Fathers House, that God is so mindful of me a poor Creature? Oh! Blessed be God.
His impartiallity in judging of differences among his Friends and Acquaintance was remarkable. And he used to advise his Friends to watch for opportunites to seek God in private, wherein himself also was very frequent.
When a Door was opened to him to Preach at Theobalds, though he met with many Difficulties, yet was he partly necessitated to abide there for the health of his Family, and God encouraged him by a great confluence of Hearers, to whom his Labors were very grateful.
His Charity was manifested to his distressed Brethren, in making many Collections for them in the places where he Preached; and he had a singular faculty in disposing his Hearers to give liberally. Himself was not given to filthy lucre, nor of a covetous mind; he was charitable to the Poor, and affable in conversing with Christians of the meaner rank. He would often say, he rejoiced to send them away in a cheerful frame, because they were God's Creatures, and it was Godlike to make the hearts of the Poor merry: he would not have those of his Family too hard in buying things of poor People; saying, they would rejoice if they had a good price for their Commodities which they carried about to sell.
And farther to show his freedom from Covetousness: when T. S. the Son of his second Wife, by a former Husband, was dangerously sick of the small Pox, and by his Death Mr. Wadsworth would have gotten six hundred pounds; yet he called his godly Friends together, and again, and again, sought the Lord for the recovery of him, and prevailed, and upon his restauration to Health, in the like solemn manner returned thanks unto God for the same.
Whilst he was at Newington, many overtures and motions were made to him for the change of his Condition, but he hearkened to none of them; having before fixed his Eye upon one, unto whom, after mature deliberation, he made known his affections, and her Parents consented that she should match with him. She was a virtuous young Gentlewoman, of a good Family, being a younger Daughter of Henry Hasting, Esq; of the Parish of Newington-Buts.
By her he had born to him, Octob. 3. 1661. a Son, named Henry Hastings: but the Pious Mother, lived not above ten days after his Birth; dying Octob. 13th. next following, and her Son soon followed his Mother, dying Novemb. 15. at Nurse. After which, he sojourned for a short time with his good Friend Mr. O. S. and afterwards with Mr. De Luna. And having continued a Widdower about two years, he was recommended to a virtuous Widow Mrs. Margaret Sharp; Daughter to Henry Gibs of Bristol, Esq; and the Relict of Mr. Tho. Sharp, Merchant; about November 1663. to whom also he was conjoined in Marriage.
She had a Son by her former Husband, who also left a Daughter (Lucy Sharp) whom he had by a former Wife: This Daughter being Consumptive, did not long survive the Marriage of her Mother in Law; but in her sickness did greatly bless God, for her being thereby Related to Mr. Wadsworth, whose Instructions, and Prayers she found to be succesful for the good of her immortal Soul.
Mr. Wadsworth, about this time, for his Health-sake, lived mostly at Theobalds, yet came to Preach to his Congregation in Southwark. By this Wife he had a Son born to him, Octo. 10. 1666. named Josiah; whose Mother became sickly, insomuch as Jan. 3. 1667. left her Husband a sorrowful Widdower again. This Son Josiah lived about five years and an half, to the great comfort of his Father; but March 25. 1672. he followed his Mother, he was very dear to his Father, who was much affected with, and afflicted for his loss, yet set a fair Copy to others of much Christian Patience, and submission to the will of God.
After this he continued a Widower about the space of Three Years, and then Married a Third Wife, Anno, the sole Daughter of Colonel Markham, of an Ancient Family, and a Gentleman of his Majesty's Privy-Chamber; by whom he had first Anna, then Hester, after her Thomas, and lastly Nathanael. These Four he left alive when himself died; but his youngest Son, when he was about a Year and half old, departed this Life to rest with his Father, who died about a Twelvemonth before.
In the time of perfect Health he was mindful of a Change, and used often to Pray, That God would prepare him and his for Sickness, Death, and parting. About half a Year before his last Sickness, being taken with an exceeding sharp Pain, when it was over, he said, That he would not have been without it, because of those Joys which he found accompanying of it. About this time he left his House in Theobalds, and came to one in Pickle-Herring; this was about Three Weeks, and odd Days before he Died.
About Octob. 16. 1676. He was cheerful in the Morning, but in the Afternoon his Pain came upon him; yet did he possess his Soul in more then ordinary Patience, nor was willing to send for a Doctor till Octob. 24. after his having been in extreme pain Night and Day for a Week together. Then by the great importunity of his Friends, he was prevailed with, and sent for one who was in great Reputation, both for Skill and Practice.
The Doctor at his first Visit Judged it to be the Stone, not doubting but that he would do well notwithstanding. This was Octob. 24. the Night after he slept well, which he considering, said to some of his Friends, That he was like a Man that had gone over a Precipice, and looking back, trembled to see the Danger he had passed. For (said he) when I was in pain, God supported me; and now I stand amazed to consider how I got through. He would often say, when he saw others in great pain, That he was afraid of Dying, because of those Antecedent pains; but he was not afraid to be Dead, knowing that then he should forever be with the Lord.
On Wednesday the 25th, he rose pretty cheerful, and spent some time in Reading, but after Dinner his pains returned again; and he began to complain of Sin, saying, Ah! vile Sinner! God is carrying me back again into the Wilderness to afflíct me, and withal he expressed some sorrow of Heart, but without the least Murmering.
There he bad his Wife to Read the 88th Psalm; and by that time she had done, divers Friends came into Visit, and bemoan him; and about Seven a Clock at Night came in his Wives Brother, Mr. W. Gibs, and his Wife, who greatly respected, and loved him dearly. They discoursed with him about taking an House nearer London then Theobalds: To whom he replied, with great calmness of Spirit; Yea, God will provide me a Country, viz. an Heavenly.
Then his former Wives Son, [Tho. Sharp,] being to go to Sea, he said unto him thus, It is not likely that we Two shall meet again hear, and he (with Tears) gave him a most Pathetical Exhortation, to mind his Souls Spiritual and Eternal Welfare, to Serve God Holily, Righteously and Soberly, in this present World. The Night following his Pains returned with much acuteness.
On Thursday Morning, the 26th Day, he had again sharp pains; and in the Afternoon some Ministers, and Christian Friends met, earnestly to seek the Lord in his behalf. And his pain returning again, he said, He was in an Agony, but not in a Bloody one: And what are all my pains to those which Christ suffered for me. And his Friends Prayed earnestly, that God would give him Faith and Patience; he often said, Though thou killest me, yet will I trust in thee. And when they were importunate with God, that he would spare his Life, and restore him to Health, he said, Ah! poor useless, sinful, wretched Creature, that they should be so earnest for my Life. And when their Prayers prevailed not for his ease, he would be often stilling and quieting himself with this of Holy Job, What shall I say unto thee, O thou Preserver of Men? One Minute in Heaven will make amends for all this pain.
On Friday (the 27th) his pains continued, yet his Doctor said, There was no danger. Towards the Evening he had some intermission, and Read in his own Book, concerning the Immortality of the Soul, and Faiths Triumph over the Fears of Death. That Night some choice Friends sat up with him: when being again Racked with grievous pain, he spake to this purpose, O! the wonderful Mysteries of th • Providence of God! who can see a Job cast out upon a Dunghil, filled with Botches and Boiles, forsaken by his Friends, and worried by Satan: and yet at that very time God had not a more choice Servant on the Face of the Earth, nor one more dear unto him then he was.
Two of his Congregation coming to see him, said, If it should please God to take him away, then they should be a scattered Flock, as Sheep without a Shepherd: To whom he Answered, The great Shepherd of his Flock liveth still, and shall to all Eternity; who, I doubt not, will take care of you.
On Saturday Morning, (the 29th Day) his intimate Friend Mr. O. S. came, by whose help he made his last Will and Testament, Constituting his Wife his sole Executrix: And when he had thus set his House in Order, he took his leave of the World, and told his Wife he had now done with Wife and Children. And being asked how it was with him, as to Soul concerns? he answered, I Bless the Lord, I have no Cloud upon my Spirit, yet if my God should give Satan leave, he may put me into an Agony before I Die. He also repeated that of Solomon, The Soul knows its own Bitterness, and a Stranger intermeddleth not with his Joy. He told a Minister thus, All my Self-Righteousness I disown, and I trust only unto Christ, and hope that I have a Gospel-Righteousness. In the Evening, seeing his wife weep, he said, I pray thee weep not; but (with Hezekiah) turn thy Face to the Wall, and Pray.
That Night as he grew weaker his pains grew stronger; but when an acute pain was over, he would oft say, Now this pain is over, I shall know it no more. And to one that stood by, whom he thought not to have walked acuratly, he said, Now see the benefit of a good Conscience: when they had given him something to provoke him to sleep, though his Speech was somewhat interrupted with pain and drowsiness; after a little slumber, he said, I long to see a People Rich in Spiritual Graces, as well as in Spiritual Privileges: But surely God hath here a Peculiar People, a Royal Priesthood, that Serve him Day and Night in Sincerity.
On the Lord's Day in the Morning, (the 29th Day) his Wife asking him whether he knew her: what (said he) not know thee: not know my Wife: thou wouldst make me think that I am going to Triumph before I am. Yet was his Triumph not many Hours after: for about One Clock that Lord's Day, (on which Blessed Days he had used to be much in an Heavenly frame,) this choice Servant of the Lord resigned up his Spirit into the hands of his Heavenly Father.
After his Death, his Body being opened, there was taken out of his Bladder a Stone in the shape of an Egg, which did then weigh betwixt Three and Four Ounces.
He Died October the 29th, Anno Christi, 1676. And of his Age, 46.
An ELEGY on the Death of the Reverend Mr. Thomas Wadsworth.
S. O.
- Not worthy to unloose
- The Latcher of his Shoos.
The Life and Death of Mr. Owen Stockton, who Died Anno Christi, 1680.
OWen Stockton was Born in the City of Chichester in the County of Sussex, May the 31st, Anno 1630. He was the Fourth Son of Mr. Owen Stockton, a worthy Prebendary of that Cathedral, and was a younger Brother to that ancient Family of the Stocktons of Kiddington-Green in Cheshire.
About the Seventh Year of his Age his Father Died, and left the care of this Owen, and his other Children to their Mother, a Pious Gentlewoman of the Family of the Tilees, in Cambridgshire. And she being now a Widow, and but a Stranger in Chichester, soon after the Death of her Husband, left that City, and returned into her own Country, and settled her Habitation at Eli, where was a very good Grammar-School, under the Government of Mr. William Hitches, to whose care she committed this her Son, to be Instructed and Educated by him.
From his very Childhood he was of great Hopes, which yet a little Grammar-Scholar: His Ingenuity, and inclination unto Learning, was such, as presaged more then ordinary improvement. Once, accidentally looking into Mr. Fox his Acts and Monuments, which lay in one of the Churches of that City, and Reading some little part thereof, he was so affected with, and desirous of the fuller knowledge of that History, that he never ceased to importune his Friends, till he had obtained One Volume of it for his use. And having once gotten it, declining all Children's Recreations which his School-fellows busied themselves in, and for some Years, he spent all his vacant time, and what he could redeem from his School employment, in reading it.
His Judicious Master discerning in him a ready natural capacity for Learning, and a desire after it, together with Industry, and diligence in his Studies, (for though he spent so great a part of his time out of School in Reading that History) yet withal, he so performed his Task and Exercises in the School, as that he never gave occasion to his Master, either to correct, or rebuke him. And also observing his Daily constant attendance upon the Worship of God, according to the Orders of the School: He earnestly commended him to his Mother, persuading her not to think of any other Trade, or course of Life for him, but that he should be prepared for, and sent to the University, in order to the Office, and work of the Ministry.
Himself also being inclined to it, and was fitted for Accademical Studies, in the Sixteen Year of his Age, Jan. the 2 d, Anno Christi, 1645. He was admitted into Christ's College in Cambridge, under the Tuition of the Learned Dr. Henry Moore. His Years were not many, but his Stature was much less then others usually are at that Age, so that for some time he could not pass along the Streets without special notice taken of him, and expressed upon that account.
His Residence in the College whilst he was an under Graduate, was so constant, that he was not absent a Month in any one of those Years: And such was his Sobriety, that he abstained not only from Public Houses; but in other places and company, from Wine and strong Drink, as judging Nature, in his Age, not to stand in need of such Helps.
When he had taken his Degree of Bachelor of Arts, he resided still in the College, seriously applying himself to the study of Divinity, which he always most aimed at, and intended. And in pursuance thereof, he went to London, and spent some Months there, acquainting himself with the principal Booksellers, from whom he took an account of the best Writers in Divinity of that time, frequenting Zion College Library, and the Lectures at Gresham College.
He applied himself also to divers Learned and Worthy Ministers in the City, and attended on their Ministry, and the Morning Exercises, that he might observe the variety of Men's Gifts, and their several Methods in Preaching. By these means he made so much improvement of himself, that he often said, That if it should please God to give him a Son, disposed to the Ministry, he would give it him as his particular advice, before he ventured upon the Ministerial Employment, that he should spend some Months in London, attending upon those Learned Divines, which excelled in the Gift of Preaching, wherewith the City is usually well furnished.
Mr. Stockton being much affected, and pleased with these Studies, resolved to pursue them earnestly, and to prepare himself for the work of the Ministry, he did privately, and yet in a most solemn, and serious manner, by Fasting and Prayer, make as it were, a Dedication of himself unto God for that Service.
When he was middle Bachelor, he was removed from Christ's College, and made a Junior Fellow of Gonvile and Gaius College, about the beginning of the Year 1651. where, after a Years continuance, and Probation of his worth, he was Translated from that to a Senior Fellowship, which also he enjoyed by the space of Six Years, in which time he discharged the Offices of a Steward, of Catechist, and Conduct, to the great benefit and advantage of the whole House.
And here it was that the Lord trained up this his Disciple to be a Scribe instructed for the Kingdom of God, furnishing him so plentifully with Divine and Spiritual Knowledge, that he could readily bring forth out of his Treasure things both new and old, which he gained as well by Experience, and Observation of God's dealing with him, and by the Operation of God's Spirit upon his Heart, as by Industrious Study and Meditation. He was able to speak pertinently, suitably and seasonably to the various Capacities, Cases and Conditions, both of Saints and Sinners, and become a happy and powerful Instrument in God's Hand for the Conversion, Edification, Consolation and Salvation of many Souls.
His design and desire being to serve the Lord Jesus Christ in the Office and Work of the Ministry, he directed the course of his Studies with special respect to that Service. And though his Place, and Exercises in the University obliged him to the Study of Philosophy, wherein he was equal to most, yet the Study of Divinity was his 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 , his work: Not satisfying himself with the Reading of the Elaborate Writings of the most Learned Divines, wherewith he furnished his Library at the Expence of some Hundreds of Pounds; yet especially he adicted himself to the Study of the Sacred Scriptures, as containing the whole counsel of God, which, as a Minister, he was to declare unto Men.
This course of his Studies God so blessed and prospered, that it may be truly said of him, as is said of Apollos, [Acts 18. 24.] He was mighty in the Scriptures: His Head, Memory, Heart and Tongue were full of the Scriptures, whereof he hath abundantly evinced by his Scriptural Catechism. And in the opening and applying the word of God, his Gift was excellent, and peculiar; so that all that knew him, or that were acquainted with his Discourse, Ministry or Writings, must testify that with the holy Apostle St. Paul, he preferred the Learning gotten at the Feet of Christ, above all that he had got at the Feet of Gamaliel: And though he had the valuable accomplishments of other Learning, yet he determined not to know anything, save Jesus Christ, and him Crucified. In this Knowledge, he was like to Saul, higher then most of his Brethren from the Shoulders, and upwards. Probably he propounded to himself for his Pattern, that Eminent and Powerful Servant of Jesus Christ, Mr. Arthur Hildersham.
But Knowledge alone is not sufficient for a Minister of the Gospel. He is best accomplished, whose Knowing-Head affects his Heart, and Governs his Life; who knows Revealed Truths, as well by Spiritual Sense and Experience, as by Speculation. The Spirit of God is a Spirit of Truth, and of Life too: Communicates both Grace and Gifts, and teaches as well to Live well, as to Preach well: Both which met together in this excellent Person. The Word of God dwelt richly both in his Head and Heart, and was effectually the Law of his Life: He was both a Burning and a Shining Light. A Man more then ordinarily mortified to the Pleasures of the Flesh, and to the Vanities of the World: Freely and resolvedly devoted to the Fear of God: His Conversation was in Heaven: His Communion with God: His delight in the Saints: His Business was Religion: His Zeal for Holiness: His main Design, the Glorifying God, and the Salvation of his own, and others Souls.
As for his Practice of Mortification, it cannot be better expressed then in his own words.