The Saints Everlasting Rest
If conversing with wise and learned men, is the way to make one wise and learned, then no wonder if he that converseth with God, become wise: If men that travel about the earth, do think to return home with more experience and wisdom, how much more he that travels to heaven? As the very Air and Climate that we most abide in, do work our bodies to their own temper; no wonder if he that is much in that sublime and purer Region, have a purer soul, and quicker sight; and if he have an understanding full of light, who liveth with the Sun, the Fountain, the Father of light; as certain herbs and meats we feed on, do tend to make our sight more clear, so the soul that's fed with Angels food, must needs have an • understanding much more clear, then they that dwell and feed on earth. And therefore you may easily see, that such a man is in far less danger of temptations, and Satan will hardlier beguile his soul; even as a wise man is hardlier deceived then fools and children. Alas, the men of the world, that dwell below, and know no other conversation but earthly, no wonder if their understandings be darkened, and they be easily drawn to every wickedness; no wonder if Satan take them captive at his will, and lead them about, as we see a Dog lead a blind man with a string; The foggy Air and Mists of earth do thicken their sight; the smoke of worldly cares and business, blinds them, and the dungeon which they live in, is a land of darkness: How can Worms & Moles see, whose dwelling is always in the earth? while this dust is in men's eyes, no wonder if they mistake gain for godliness, sin for grace, the world for God, their own wills for the Law of Christ, and in the issue hell for heaven; if the people of God will but take notice of their own hearts, they shall find their experiences confirming this that I have said. Christians, do you not sensibly perceive, that when your hearts are seriously fixed on heaven, you presently become wiser then before? Are not your understandings more solid? and your thoughts more sober? have you not truer apprehensions of things then you had? For my own part, if ever I be wise, it is when I have been much above, and seriously studied the life to come: Me thinks I find my understanding after such contemplations, as much to differ from what it was before, as I before differed from a Fool or Idiot; when my understanding is weakened, and befooled with common employment, and with conversing long with the vanities below; me thinks, a few sober thoughts of my Fathers house, and the blessed provision of his Family in Heaven, doth make me (with the Prodigal) to come to myself again: Surely, when a Christian withdraws himself from his earthly thoughts, and begins to converse with God in heaven, he is as Nebuchadnezzar, taken from the beasts of the field to the Throne, and his understanding returneth to him again. O when a Christian hath had but a glimpse of Eternity, and then looks down on the world again, how doth he befool himself for his sin! for neglects of Christ! for his fleshly pleasures! for his earthly cares! How doth he say to his Laughter, Thou art mad ! and to his vain Mirth, What dost thou? How could he even tear his very flesh, and take revenge on himself for his folly! how verily doth he think that there is no man in Bedlam so truly mad, as wiful sinners, and lazy betrayers of their own souls, and unworthy sleighters of Christ and glory!
This is it that makes a dying man to be usually wiser then other men are, because he looks on Eternity, as near, and knowing he must very shortly be there, he hath more deep and heart-piercing thoughts of it, then ever he could have in health and prosperity; Therefore it is, that the most deluded sinners that were cheated with the world, and bewitched with sin, do then most ordinarily come to themselves, so far as to have a righter judgment then they had; and that many of the most bitter enemies of the Saints, would give a world to be such themselves, and would fain die in the condition of those whom they hated; even as wicked Balaam, when his eyes are opened, to see the perpetual blessedness of the Saints, will cry out, O that I might die the death of the righteous, and that my last end might be like his: As Witches when they are taken, and in prison, or at the Gallows, have no power left them to bewitch anymore; so we see commonly the most ungodly men, when they see they must die, and go to another world, their judgments are so changed, and their speech so changed, as if they were not the same men, as if they were come to their wits again, and Sin and Satan had power to bewitch them no more: Yet let the same men recover, and lose their apprehension of the life to come, and how quickly do they lose their understandings with it? In a word, those that were befooled with the world and the flesh, are far wiser when they come to die, and those that were wise before, are now wise indeed. If you would take a man's judgment about Sin, or Grace, or Christ, or Heaven, go to a dying man, and ask him which you were best to choose? ask him, whether you were best be drunk or no? or be lustful, or proud, or revengeful or no, ask him, whether you were best pray, and instruct your Families, or no? or to sanctify the Lord's Day, or no? though some to the death may be desperately hardened, yet for the most part, I had rather take a man's judgment then, about these things, then at any other time. For my own part, if my judgment be ever solid, it is when I have the seriousest apprehensions of the life to come; nay, the sober mention of death sometimes, will a little compose the most distracted understanding. Sirs, do you not think (except men are stark devils) but that it would be a harder matter to entice a man to sin, when he lies a dying, then it was before? If the devil or his Instruments should then tell him of a cup of Sack, of merry company, of a Stage-play, or Morrice-Dance, do you think he would then be so taken with the motion? If he should then tell him of Riches, or Honors, or show him a pair of Cards, or Dice, or a Whore, would the temptation, think you, be as strong as before? would he not answer, Alas, whats all this to me, who must presently appear before God, and give account of all my life, and straitways be in another world? Why Christian, if the apprehension of the nearness of Eternity will work such strange effects upon the ungodly, and make them wiser then to be deceived so easily as they were wont to be in time of health; O then what rare effects would it work with thee, and make thee scorn the baits of sin, if thou couldst always dwell in the views of God; and in lively thoughts of thine everlasting state? Surely, a believer, if he improve his faith, may ordinarily have truer and more quickening apprehensions of the life to come, in the time of his health, then an unbeliever hath at the hour of his death.
Thirdly, Furthermore, A Heavenly mind is exceedingly fortified against temptations, because the affections are so thoroughly prepossessed with the high delights of another world. Whether Satan do not usually by the sensitive Appetite prevail with the Will, without any further prevailing with the Reason, then merely to suspend it, I will not now dispute: But doubtless when the soul is not affected with good, though the Understanding do never so clearly apprehend the Truth, it is easy for Satan to entice that soul. Meer speculations, (be they never so true) which sink not into the affections, are poor preservatives against temptations. He that loves most, and not he that only knows most, will easilyest resist the motions of sin. There is in a Christian a kind of spiritual taste, whereby he knows these things, besides his mere discuisive reasoning power: The Will doth as sweetly relish goodness, as the Understanding doth Truth; and here lies much of a Christians strength: If you should dispute with a simple man, and labor to persuade him that Suger is not sweet, o • that Wormwood is not bitter; perhaps you might by Sophistry over-argue his mere Reason, but yet could you not persuade him against his sense; whereas a man that hath lost his taste, is easilier deceived for all his reason; So is it here; when thou hast had a fresh delightful taste of heaven, thou wilt not be so easily persuaded from it; you cannot persuade a very child to part with his Apple, while the taste of its sweetness is yet in his mouth. O that you would be persuaded to try this course, to be much in feeding on the hidden Manna, and to be frequently tasting the delights of heaven. Its true, it is a great way off from our Sense, but Faith can reach as far as that. How would this raise the resolutions? and make thee laugh at the fooleries of the world? and scorn to be cheated with such childish toys? Reader, I pray thee tell me in good sadness, dost thou think, if the devil had set upon Peter in the Mount, when he saw Christ in his Transfiguration, and Moses and Elias talking with him, would he so • asily have been drawn to deny his Lord? what, with all that glory in his eye? No, the devil took a greater advantage, when he had him in the High Priests Hall, in the midst of danger and evil company, when he had forgotten the sight on the Mount, and then he prevails: So if he should set upon a believing soul, when he is taken up in the Mount with Christ, what would such a soul say? Get th • e behind me Satan, wouldst thou persuade me from hence with trifling pleasures? and steal my heart from this my Rest? wouldst thou have me sell these joys for nothing? Is there any honor or delight like this? or can that be profit which loseth me this? some such answer would the soul return. But alas, Satan stays till we are come down, and the taste of heaven is out of our mouths, and the glory we saw is even forgotten, and then he easily deceives our hearts: What if the devil had set upon Paul, when he was in the third Heaven, and seeing those unutterable things? could he then do you think, have persuaded his heart, to the pleasures, or profits, or honors of the world? If his prick in the flesh, which he after received, were not affliction, but temptation, sure it prevailed not, but sent him to heaven again for preserving grace; Though the Israelites below may be enticed to Idolatry, and from eating and drinking to rise up to play, yet Moses in the Mount with God will not do so; and if they had been where he was, and had but seen what he there saw, perhaps they would not so easily have sinned: If ye give a man Aloes after Honey, or some loathsome thing when he hath been feeding on junkets, will he not soon perceive, and spit it out? O if we could keep the taste of our soul continually delighted with the sweetness above, with what disdain should we spit out the baits of sin?
Fourthly, Besides, whilst the heart is set on heaven, a man is under God's protection, and therefore if Satan then assault him, God is more engaged for his defense, and will doubtless stand by us, and say, My grace is sufficient for thee: when a man is in the way of God's blessing, he is in the less danger of sins enticing.
So that now upon all this, let me entreat thee, Christian Reader, If thou be a man that is haunted with temptation (as doubless thou art, if thou be a man,) if thou perceive thy danger, and wouldst fain escape it; O use much this powerful remedy, keep close with God by a heavenly mind ; learn this Art of diversion, and when the temptation comes, go strait to heaven, and turn thy thoughts to higher things; thou shalt find this a surer help then any other resisting whatsoever: As men will do with scolding women, let them alone and follow their business, as if they heard not what they said, and this will sooner put them to silence, then if they answered them word for word; so do by Satan's temptations, it may be he can overtalk you, and over-wit you in dispute, but let him alone, and study not his temptations, but follow your business above with Christ, and keep your thoughts to their Heavenly employment, and you will this way sooner vanquish the temptation, then if you argued or talked it out with the Tempter: not but that sometime its most convenient to over-reason him, but in ordinary temptations to known sin, you shall find it far better to follow this your work, and neglect the allurements, and say as Grynaeus (out of Chrysost. ) when he sent back Pistorius letters, not so much as opening the Seal, Inhonestum est, honestam matronam cum meritrice litigare ; Its an unseemly thing for an honest Matrone, to be scolding with a Whore: so its a dishonest thing for a Son of God, in apparent cases to stand wrangling with the devil, and to be so far at his beck, as to dispute with him at his pleasure, even as oft as he will be pleased to tempt us. Christian, If thou remember that of Solomon, Prov. 15.24. thou hast the sum of what I intend, The way of life is above to the wise, to avoid the path of hell beneath; and withal remember Noah's example, Gen. 6.9. Noah was a just man, and perfect in his generation, (and no wonder for) Noah walked with God ; So I may say to thee, even as God to Abraham, Walk before God, and thou wilt be upright, Gen. 17.1.
SECT. VII.
5. COnsider, The diligent keeping of your hearts on heaven, will preserve the vigor of all your graces, and put life into all your duties. Its the heavenly Christian, that is the lively Christian. Its our strangeness to Heaven that makes us so dull: Its the end that quickeneth to all the means: And the more frequently and clearly this end is beheld, the more vigorous will all our motion be. How doth it make men unweariedly labor, and fearelesly venture, when they do but think of the gainful prize? How will the Soldier hazard his life? and the Mariner pass through storms and waves? how cheerfully do they compass sea and land, and no difficulty can keep them back, when they think of an uncertain perishing treasure. O, what life then would it put into a Christians endeavors, if he would frequently forethink of his everlasting Treasure? We run so slowly, and strive so lazily, because we so little mind the prize. When a Christian hath been tasting the hidden Manna, and drinking of the streams of the Paradise of God; what life doth this Ambrosia and Nectar put into him? How fervent will his spirit be in prayer, when he considers that he prays for no less then Heaven? If Enoch, Elias, or any of the Saints, who are now in Heaven, and have partaked of the vision of the living God, should be sent down to the earth again to live on the terms as we now do, would they not strive hard? and pray earnestly, rather then lose that blessed Rest? No wonder, for they would know what it is they pray for. Its true, we cannot know it here so thoroughly as they: yet if we would but get as high as we can, and study but that which may now be known, it would strangely alter both our spirits and our duties. Observe but the man who is much in heaven, and you shall see he is not like other Christians: There is somewhat of that which he hath seen above, appeareth in all his duty and conversation: Nay, take but the same man, immediately when he is returned from these views of Bliss, and you shall easily perceive that he excels himself, as if he were not indeed the same as before: If he be a Preacher, how heavenly are his Sermons? what clear descriptions? what high expressions? what savory passages hath he of that Rest? If he be a private Christian, what heavenly conference? what heavenly prayers? what a heavenly carriage hath he? May you not even hear in a preachers Sermons, or in the private duties of another, when they have been most above? When Moses had been with God in the mount, he had derived so much glory from God; that made his face to shine, that the people could not behold him. Beloved friends, if you would but set upon this employment, even so would it be with you: men would see the face of your conversation shine, and say, surely he hath been with God. As the body is apt to be changed into the temper of the air it breaths in, and the food it lives on; so will your spirits receive an alteration according to the objects which they are exercised about: If your thoughts do feed on Christ and heaven, you will be heavenly; if they feed on Earth, you will be earthly. Its true, a heavenly Nature goes before this heavenly employment; but yet the work will make it more heavenly: There must be life, before we can feed, but our life is continued and increased by feeding. Therefore, Reader, let me here inform thee, That if thou lie complaining of deadness and dullness, that thou canst not love Christ, nor rejoice in his Love; that thou hast no life in prayer, nor any other duty; and yet never tryedst this quickening course, or at least art careless and inconstant in it: Why, thou art the cause of thy own complaints; thou deadest and dullest thine own heart; thou deniest thyself that life which thou talkst of? Is not thy life hid with Christ in God? Whither must thou go, but to Christ, for it? and whither is that, but to Heaven, where he is? Thou wilt not come to Christ, that thou mayest have life? If thou wouldst have light and heat, why art thou then no more in the Sunshine? If thou wouldst have more of that Grace which flows from Christ, why art thou no more with Christ for it? Thy strength is in Heaven, and thy life in Heaven, and there thou must daily fetch it, if thou wilt have it. For want of this recourse to heaven, thy soul is as a candle that is not lighted, and thy duties as a sacrifice which hath no fire. Fetch one coal daily from this Altar, and see if thy offering will not burn. Light thy candle at this flame, and feed it daily with Oil from hence, and see if it will not gloriously shine: Keep close to this reviving fire, and see if thy affections will not be warm. Thou bewailest thy want of love to God, (and well thou mayest, for its a heinous crime, a killing sin) why, lift up thy eye of Faith to Heaven, behold his beauty, contemplate his excellencies, and see whether his amiableness will not fire thy affections, and his perfect goodness ravish thy heart. As the eye doth incense the sensual affections, by its overmuch gazing on alluring objects; so doth the eye of our Faith in meditation, inflame our affections towards our Lord, by the frequent gazing on that highest beauty. Whoever thou art, that art a stranger to this employment, be thy parts and profession never so great, let me tell thee, Thou spendest thy life but in trifling or idleness; thou seemest to live, but thou art dead: I may say of thee, as Seneca of idle Varia, Scis latere, vivere nescis ; Thou knowest how to lurk in idleness, but how to live, thou knowest not. And as the same Seneca would say, when he passed by that sluggards dwelling, Ibi fit • s est Varia ; so may it be said of thee: There lies such a one, but not there lives such a one; for thou spendest thy days liker to the dead, then the living. One of Draco 's Laws to the Athenians was, That he who was convict of idleness should be put to death: Thou dost execute this on thy own soul, whilst by thy idleness thou destroyest its liveliness.
Thou mayest many other ways exercise thy parts, but this is the way to exercise thy Graces: They all come from God as their Fountain, and lead to God as their ultimate End, and are exercised on God as their chiefest Object; so that God is their All in All. From Heaven they come, and heavenly their nature is, and to Heaven they will direct and move thee. And as exercise maintaineth appetite, strength, and liveliness to the body, so doth it also to the soul. Use limbs, and have limbs, is the known Proverb. And use Grace and Spiritual Life in these heavenly exercises, and you shall find it quickly cause their increase. The exercise of your mere abilities of Speech will not much advantage your graces; but the exercise of these heavenly soul exalting gifts, will inconceivably help to the growth of both. For as the Moon is then most full and glorious, when it doth most directly face the Sun; so will your souls be both in gifts and graces, when you do most nearly view the face of God. This will feed your tongue with matter, and make you abound and overflow, both in Preaching, Praying, and Conferring. Besides, the fire which you fetch from Heaven for your Sacrifices, is no false or strange fire: As your liveliness will be much more, so will it be also more sincere. A man may have a great deal of fervor in Affections and Duties, and all prove but common and unsound, when it is raised upon common Grounds, and motives; your zeal will partake of the nature of those things by which it is acted; The zeal therefore which is kindled by your meditations on Heaven, is most like to prove a heavenly zeal, and the liveliness of the Spirit which you fetch from the face of God, must needs be the Divinest and sincerest life: Some men's fervency is drawn only from their Books, and some from the pricks of some stinging affliction, and some from the mouth of a moving Minister, and some from the encouragement of an attentive Auditory; but he that knows this way to heaven, and it derives it daily from the pure Fountain, shall have his soul revived with the water of Life, and enjoy that quickening which is the Saints peculiar: By this Faith thou mayest offer Abel's Sacrifice, more excellent then that of common men, and by it obtain winess that thou art righteous, God testifying of thy gifts, (that they are sincere,) Heb. 11.4. when others are ready, as Baals Priests, to beat themselves, and cut their flesh, because their sacrifice will not burn; then if thou canst get but the spirit of Elias, and in the chariot of Contemplation, canst soar aloft, till thou approachest near to the quickening Spirit, thy soul and sacrifice will gloriously flame, though the flesh and the world should cast upon them the water of all their opposing enmity. Say not now, How shall we get so high? or how can mortals ascend to heaven? For Faith hath wings, and Meditation is its chariot, Its office is to make absent things, as present. Do you not see how a little piece of Glass, if it do but rightly face the Sun, will so contract its beams and heat, as to set on fire that which is behind it, which without it would have received but little warmth? Why, thy Faith is as the Burning-glass to thy Sacrifice, and Meditation sets it to face the Sun only take it not away too soon, but hold it there awhile, and thy soul will feel the happy effect. The slanderous Jews did raise a foolish tale of Christ, that he got into the Holy of Holies, and thence stole the true name of God; and lest he should lose it cut a hole in his thigh, and sewed it therein; and by the virtue of this, he raised the dead, gave sight to the blind, cast out devils, and performed all his Miracles. Surely, if we can get into the Holy of Holies, and bring thence the Name and Image of God, and get it closed up in our hearts: this would enable us to work wonders; every duty we performed would be a wonder, and they that heard, would be ready to say, Never man spake as this man speaketh. The Spirit would possess us, as those flaming tongues, and make us everyone to speak, (not in the variety of the confounded Languagues, but) in the primitive pure Language of Canaan, the wonderful Works of God. We should then be in every duty, whether Prayer, Exhortation, or brotherly reproof, as Paul was at Athens, his Spirit ( 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 ) was stirred within him; and should be ready to say, as Jeremy did, Jer. 20.9. His word was in my heart, as a burning fire shut up in my bones; and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.
Christian Reader, Art thou not thinking when thou seest a lively believer, and hearest his soul-melting Prayers, and soul-ravishing discourse, O how happy a man is this! O that my soul were in this blessed plight! Why, I here direct and advise thee from God: Try this forementioned course, and set thy soul conscionably to this work, and thou shalt be in as good a case: Wash thee frequently in this Jordan, and thy Leprous dead soul will revive, and thou shalt know that there is a God in Israel, and that thou mayst live a vigorous and joyous life, if thou willfully cast not by this duty, and so neglect thine own mercies. If thou be not a lazy reserved hypocrite, but dost truly value this strong and active frame of Spirit; show it then by thy present attempting this heavenly exercise. Say not now, but thou hast heard the way to obtain this life into thy soul, and into thy duties: If thou wilt yet neglect it, blame thyself. But alas, the multitude of Professors come to a Minister, just as Naaman came to Elias ; they ask us, How shall I know I am a child of God? How shall I overcome a hard heart? and get such strength and life of Grace? But they expect that some easy means should do it; and think we should cure them with the very Answer to their Question, and teach them a way to be quickly well; but when they hear of a daily trading in Heaven, and the constant Meditation on the joys above: This is a greater task then they expected, and they turn their backs, as Naaman on Elias, or the young man on Christ, and few of the most conscionable will set upon the duty: Will not Preaching, and Praying, and Conference serve (say they) without this dweling still in Heaven? Just as Country people come to Physicians; when they have opened their case, and made their moan, they look he should cure them in a day or two, or with the use of some cheap and easy Simple; but when they hear of a tedious Method of Physic, and of costly Compositions, and bitter Potions; they will hazard their lives with some sottish Empirick, who tells them an easier and cheaper way, yea, or venture on death itself, before they will obey such difficult counsel. Too many that we hope well of, I fear will take this course here: If we could give them life, as God did, with a word, or could heal their souls, as Charmers do their bodies, with easy stroking, and a few good words, then they would readily hear and obey. I entreat thee Reader, beware of this folly; fall to the work; the comfort of Spiritual Health will countervail all the trouble of the Duty. It is but the flesh that repines and gain-says, which thou knowest was never a friend to thy soul: If God had set thee on some grievous work, shouldst thou not have done it for the life of thy soul? How much more when he doth but invite thee Heaven-ward to himself?
SECT. VIII.
6. COnsider, The frequent believing views of Glory, are the most precious cordial in all Afflictions. First, To sustain our spirits, and make our sufferings far more easy. Secondly, To stay us from repining, and make us bear with patience and joy: And thirdly, to strengthen our resolutions, that we forsake not Christ for fear of trouble. Our very Beast will carry us more cheerfully in travel, when he is coming homeward, where he expecteth Rest. A man will more quietly endure the lancing of his sores, the cutting out the Stone, when he thinks on the ease that will afterwards follow. What then will not a believer endure, when he thinks of the Rest, to which it tendeth? What if the way be never so rough? can it be tedious, if it lead to Heaven? O sweet sickness! Sweet Reproaches! Imprisonments! or Death! Which is accompanied with these tastes of our future Rest! This doth keep the suffering from the soul, so that it can work upon no more but our fleshly outside; even as Alexipharmical Medicines preserve the heart, that the contagion reach not the vital spirits. Surely, our sufferings trouble not the mind, according to the degrees of bodily pain; but as the soul is more or less fortified with this preserving Antidote. Believe it, Reader, thou wilt have a doleful sickness, thou wilt suffer heavily, thou wilt die most sadly, if thou have not at hand the foretastes of Rest. For my own part (if thou regard the experience of one that hath often tried) had it not been for that little (alas too little) taste which I had of Rest, my sufferings would have been grievous, and death more terrible. I may say as David, Psal. 27.13. I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the Land of the living. And as the same David, Psal. 142.4, 5. I looked on my right hand, and beheld, but there was no man that would know me; refuge failed me; no man cared for my soul. I cried unto thee, O Lord, I said, Thou art my refuge, and my portion in the Land of the living. I may say of the promise of this Rest, as David of God's Law; Unless this had been my delight, I had perished in mine affliction, Psal. 119.92. One thing (saith he) I have desired of the Lord, that will I seek after, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life; to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his Temple. For in time of trouble he shall hide me in his Pavilion; in the secret of his Tabernacle he shall hide me, he shall set me up upon a rock. And then shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me; therefore shall I offer in that his Tabernacle sacrifices of joy, and sing, yea, sing praises unto the Lord, Psal. 27.4, 5, 6. Therefore as thou wilt then be ready with David to pray, Be not far from me, for trouble is near, Psal. 22.11. So let it be thy own chiefest care, not to be far from God and Heaven, when trouble is near; and thou wilt then find him to be unto thee, a very present help in trouble, Psal. 46.1. Then though the fig tree should not blossom, neither should fruit be in the Vines, the labor of the Olive should fail, and the fields should yield no meat, the stock should be cut off from the fold, and there were no heard in the stalls: Yet thou mightest rejoice in the Lord, and joy in the God of thy Salvation, Hab▪ 3.17, 18. All sufferings are nothing to us, so far as we have the foresight of this salvation. No bolts, nor bars, nor distance of place, can shut out these supporting joys; because they cannot confine our faith and thoughts, although they may confine our flesh. Christ and Faith are both Spiritual; and therefore prisons and banishments cannot hinder their intercourse. Even when persecution and fear hath shut the doors, Christ can come in, and stand in the midst, and say to his Disciples, Peace be unto you. And Paul and Silas can be in Heaven, even when they are locked up in the inner prison, and their bodies scourged, and their feet in the stocks. No wonder if there be more mirth in their stocks, then on Herod's throne; for there was more of Christ and Heaven. The Martyrs find more Rest in the flames, then their persecutors can in their pomp and tyranny; because they foresee the flames they scape, and the Rest which that fiery Chariot is conveying them too. It is not the place that gives the Rest, but the presence and beholding of Christ in it. If the Son of God will walk with us in it, we may walk safely in the midst of those flames, which shall devour those that cast us in. Why then Christian, keep thy soul above with Christ; be as little as may be out of his company, and then all conditions will be alike to thee. For that is the best estate to thee, in which thou possessest most of him. The moral arguments of a Heathen Philosopher may make the burden somewhat lighter; but nothing can make us soundly joy in tribulation, except we can fetch our joy from Heaven. How came Abraham to leave his Country, and follow God he knew not whither? Why, because he looked for a City that hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God, Heb. 11.8, 9, 10. What made Moses choose affliction with the people of God, rather then to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season? and to esteem the reproach of Christ greater riches then the treasures of Egypt? Why, because he had respect to the recompense of Reward. Heb. 11.24, 25, 26. What made him to forsake Egypt, and not to fear the wrath of the King? Why, he endured, as seeing him who is invisible, ver. 27. How did they quench the violence of fire? And out of weakness were made strong, &c. Why would they not accept deliverance when they were tortured? Why, they had their eye on a better Resurrection which they might obtain. Yea, it is most evident that our Lord himself did fetch his encouragement to sufferings from the fore-sight of his glory: For to this end he both died, and rose, and revived, that he might be Lord both of the dead and living, Rom. 14.9. Even Jesus the author and finisher of our faith for the joy that was set before him, endured the Cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the Throne of God. Heb. 12.2. Who can wonder that pain and sorrow, poverty and sickness should be exceeding grievous to that man who cannot reach to see the end? Or that Death should be the King of terrors to him, who cannot see the life beyond it? He that looks not on the end of his sufferings, as well as on the suffering itself, he needs must lose the whole consolation: And if he see not the quiet fruit of righteousness, which it afterward yieldeth, it cannot to him be joyous, but grievous, Heb. 12.11. This is the noble advantage of faith; it can look on the means and end together. This also is the reason why we oft pity ourselves more then God doth pity us, though we love not ourselves so much as he doth: and why we would have the Cup to pass from us, when he will make us drink it up. We pity ourselves with an ignorant pity, and would be saved from the Cross, which is the way to save us. God sees our glory as soon as our suffering, and sees our suffering as it conduceth to our glory; he sees our Cross and our Crown at once, and therefore pitieth us the less, and will not let us have our wills. Sirs, believe it, this is the great reason of our mistakes, impatience, and censuring of God; of our sadness of spirit at sickness, and at death, because we gaze on the evil itself, but fix not our thoughts on whats beyond it. We look only on the blood, and ruin, and danger in our wars: but God sees these, with all the benefits to Souls, Bodies, Church, State, and Posterity, all with one single view. We see the Ark taken by the Philistines, but see not their god falling before it, and themselves returning it home with gifts. They that saw Christ only on the Cross, or in the Grave, do shake their heads, and think him lost: but God saw him dying, buried, rising, glorified, and all this with one view. Surely faith will imitate God in this, so far as it hath the glass of a promise to help it. He that sees Joseph only in the pit, or in the prison, will more lament his case, then he that sees his dignity beyond it. Could old Jacob have seen so far, it might have saved him a great deal of sorrow. He that sees no more then the burying of the Corn under ground, or the threshing, the winnowing, and grinding of it, will take both it and the labor for lost; but he that foresees its springing and increase, and its making into bread for the life of man, will think otherwise. This is our mistake: we see God burying us under ground, but we foresee not the spring, when we shall all revive: we feel him threshing, and winnowing, and grinding us, but we see not when we shall be served to our Masters table. If we should but clearly see Heaven, as the end of all God's dealings with us, surely none of his dealings could be so grievous. Think of this, I entreat thee, Reader, If thou canst but learn this way to Heaven, and get thy soul acquainted there, thou needest not be unfurnished of the choicest Cordials, to revive thy spirits in every affliction; thou knowest where to have them when ever thou wantest: thou mayst have arguments at hand to answer all that the devil or flesh can say to thy discomfort. Oh, if God would once raise us to this life, we should find, that though heaven and sin are at a great distance; yet heaven and a prison, or remotest banishment, heaven and the belly of a Whale in the Sea, heaven and a Den of Lions, a consuming sickness, or invading death, are at no such distance. But as Abraham so far off saw Christ's day, and rejoiced, so we in our most forlorn estate, might see that day when Christ shall give us Rest, and therein rejoice. I beseech thee Christian, for the honor of the Gospel, and for the comfort of thy soul, that thou be not to learn this heavenly Art, when in thy greatest extremity thou hast most need to use it. I know thou expectest suffering days, at least thou lookest to be sick and die: thou wilt then have exceeding need of consolation; why, whence dost thou think to draw thy comforts? If thou broach every other vessel, none will come: its only heaven that can afford thee store; the place is far off, the well is deep; and if then thou have not wherewith to draw, nor hast got thy soul acquainted with the place; thou wilt find thyself at a fearful loss. Its not an easy, nor a common thing, even with the best sort of men, to die with Joy. As ever thou wouldst shut up thy days in peace, and close thy dying eyes with comfort, die daily; live now above, be much with Christ, and thy own soul, and the Saints about thee shall bless the day that ever thou tookst this Council. When God shall call thee to a sick bed, and a grave, thou shalt perceive him saying to thee, as Isa. 26.20. Come my people, enter into thy Chambers, and shut thy doors about thee, hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast. Its he that with Stephen doth see heaven opened, and Christ sitting at the right hand of God, who will comfortably bear the storm of stones, Acts 7.56. Thou knowest not yet what trials thou mayst be called to; The Clouds begin to rise again, and the times to threaten us with fearful darkness; Few Ages so prosperous to the Church, but that still we must be saved, so as by fire, 1 Cor. 3.15. and go to heaven by the old road. Men that would fall if the storm should shake them, do frequently meet with that which tries them. Why, what wilt thou do if this should be thy case? Art thou fitted to suffer imprisonment, or banishment? to bear the loss of goods and life? How is it possible thou shouldst do this, and do it cordially, and cheerfully, except thou hast a taste of some greater good, which thou lookest to gain by losing these? will the Merchant throw his goods overboard till he sees he must otherwise lose his life? And wilt thou cast away all thou hast, before thou hast felt the sweetness of that Rest, which else thou must lose by saving these? Nay, and it is not a speculative knowledge which thou hast got only by Reading or Hearing of heaven, which will make thee part with all to get it; as a man that only hears of the sweetness of pleasant food, or reads of the melodious sounds of Music, this doth not much excite his desires; but when he hath tried the one by his taste, and the other by his ear, then he will more lay out to get them; so if thou shouldst know only by the hearing of the ear, what is the glory of the inheritance of the Saints, this would not bring thee through sufferings and death; but if thou take this Trying tasting course, by daily exercising thy soul above, then nothing will stand in thy way, but thou wouldest on till thou were there, though through fire and water: What State more terrible then that of an Apostate? when God hath told us, If any man draw back, his soul shall have no pleasure in him, Heb. 10.38. Because they take not their pleasure in God, and fill not themselves with the delights of his ways, and of his heavenly paths, which drop fatness, Psal. 65.11. Therefore do they prove backsliders in heart, and are filled with the bitterness of their own ways, Prov. 14.14.
Nay, If they should not be brought to trial, and so not actually deny Christ, yet they are still interpretatively such, because they are such in disposition, and would be such in action, if they were put to it. I assure thee, Reader, for my part, I cannot see how thou wilt be able to hold out to the end, if thou keep not thine eye upon the recompense of reward, and use not frequently to taste this cordially; or the less thy diligence is in this, the more doubtful must thy perseverance needs be; for the Joy of the Lord is thy strength, and that Joy must he fetched from the place of thy Joy; and if thou walk without thy strength, how long dost thou think thou art like to endure?
SECT. IX.
7. COnsider, It is he that hath his conversation in heaven, who is the profitable Christian to all about him? with him you may take sweet counsel, and go up to the celestial House of God. When a man is in a strange Country, far from home, how glad is he of the company of one of his own Nation? how delightful is it to them to talk of their Country, of their acquaintance, and the ••• airs of their home? why, with a heavenly Christian thou mayest have such discourse, for he hath been there in the Spirit, and can tell thee of the Glory and Rest above. What pleasant discourse was it to Joseph to talk with his Brethren in a strange Land; and to inquire of his Father, and his brother Benjamin? Is it not so to a Christian to talk with his Brethren that have been above, and inquire after his Father, and Christ his Lord? when a worldling will talk of nothing but the world, and a Politician of nothing but the affairs of the State, and a mere Scholar of Human learning, and a common Professor, of Duties, and of Christians: the Heavenly man will be speaking of Heaven, and the strange Glory which his Faith hath seen, and our speedy and blessed meeting there. I confess, to discourse with able men, of clear Understandings and piercing Wits, about the controverted difficulties in Religion, yea, about some Criticisms in Languages and Sciences, is both pleasant and profitable; but nothing to this Heavenly discourse of a Believer. O, how refreshing and savory are his expressions? how his words do pierce, and melt the heart? how they transform the hearers into other men? that they think they are in Heaven all the while? How doth his Doctrine drop as the Rain, and his Speech distil as the gentle Dew? as the small Rain upon the tender Herb? and as the showers upon the Grass? while his tongue is expressing the Name of the Lord, and ascribing greatness to his God? Deut. 32.2, 3. Is not his feeling, sweet discourse of Heaven, even like that box of precious ointment, which being opened to pour on the head of Christ, doth fill the house with the pleasure of its perfume? All that are near may be refreshed by it. His words are like the precious ointment on Aaron's head, that ran down upon his beard, and the skirts of his Garments; Even like the dew of Hermon, and as the dew that descendeth from the Celestial Mount Zion, where the Lord hath commanded the blessing, even life for evermore, Psal. 133.3. This is the man who is as Job, When the Candle of God did shine upon his head; and when by his light, he walked through darkness: When the secret of God was upon his Tabernacle; and when the Almighty was yet with him: Then the ear that heard him, did bless him; and the eye that saw him, gave witness to him, Job 29.3, 4, 5, 11. Happy the people that have a Heavenly Minister: Happy the children and servants that have a Heavenly Father or Master: Happy the man that hath Heavenly Associates; if they have but hearts to know their happiness. This is the Companion, who will watch over thy ways; who will strengthen thee when thou art weak; who will cheer thee when thou art drooping, and comfort thee with the same comforts, wherewith he hath been so often comforted himself, 2 Cor. 1.4. This is he that will be blowing at the spark of thy Spiritual Life, and always drawing thy soul to God; and will be saying to thee, as the Samaritan woman, Come and see one that hath told me all that ever I did; one that hath ravished my heart with his beauty; one that hath loved our souls to the death: Is not this the Christ? Is not the knowledge of God and Him, Eternal life? Is not it the glory of the Saints to see his Glory? If thou come to this man's house, and sit at his Table, he will feast thy soul with the dainties of Heaven; thou shalt meet with a better then Plato 's Philosophical feast, even a taste of that feast of fat things, Of wines on the lees, of fat things full of marrow, of wine on the lees well refined, Isai. 25.6. That thy soul may be satisfied as with marrow and fatness, and thou mayest praise the Lord with joyful lips, Psal 63.5. If thou travel with this man on the way, he will be directing and quickening thee in thy Journey to Heaven; If thou be buying or selling, or trading with him in the world, he will be counseling thee to lay out for the inestimable Treasure. If thou wrong him, he can pardon thee, remembering that Christ hath not only pardoned greater offenses to him, but will also give him this invaluable portion; If thou be angry, he is meek, considering the meekness of his heavenly Pattern; or if he fall out with thee, he is soon reconciled, when he remembereth that in heaven you must be everlasting friends: This is the Christian of the right stamp; this is the servant that is like his Lord, these be the innocent that save the Island, and all about them are the better where they dwell. O Sirs, I fear the men I have described are very rare, even among the Religious; but were it not for our own shameful negligence, such men we might all be: What Families! what Towns! what Commonwealths! what Churches should we have, if they were but composed of such men! but that is more desirable then hopeful, till we come to that Land which hath no other inhabitants, save what are incomparably beyond this: Alas, how empty are the speeches, and how unprofitable the society of all other sorts of Christians in comparison of these! A man might perceive by his Divine Song, and high Expressions, Deut. 32. and 33. that Moses had been oft with God, and that God had shown him part of his Glory. Who could have composed such spiritual Psalms, and poured out praises as David did, but a man after God's own heart? and a man that was near the heart of God, and (no doubt) had God also near his heart? Who could have preached such spiritual Doctrine, and dived into the precious mysteries of Salvation, as Paul did, but one who had been called with a light from heaven, and had been wrapped up into the third heavens, in the Spirit, and there had seen the unutterable things? If a man should come down from heaven amongst us, who had lived in the possession of that blessed State, how would men be desirous to see or hear him? and all the Country far and near would leave their business and crowd about him: happy would he think himself that could get a sight of him; how would men long to hear what reports he would make of the other world? and what he had seen? and what the blessed there enjoy? would they not think this man the best companion, and his discourse to be of all most profitable? Why sirs! Every true believing Saint shall be there in person, and is frequently there in Spirit, and hath seen it also in the Glass of the Gospel: Why then do you value their company no more? and why do you inquire no more of them? and why do you relish their discourse no better? Well; for my part I had rather have the fellowship of a Heavenly minded Christian, then of the most learned Disputers, or Princely Commanders.
SECT. X.
8. COnsider, There is no man so highly honoreth God, as he who hath his conversation in Heaven; and without this we deeply dishonor him. Is it not a disgrace to the Father, when the Children do feed on Husks, and are clothed in rags, and accompany with none but Rogues and Beggers? Is it not so to our Father, when we who call ourselves his Children, shall feed on Earth, and the garb of our souls be but like that of the naked World? and when our hearts shall make this clay and dust their more familiar and frequent company, who should always stand in our Fathers presence, and be taken up in his own Attendance? Sure, it beseems not the Spouse of Christ, to live among his Scullions and Slaves, when they may have daily admittance into his presence Chamber; he holds forth the Scepter, if they will but enter. Sure, we live below the rates of the Gospel, and not as becometh the Children of a King, even of the great King of all the World. We live not according to the height of our Hopes, nor according to the plenty that is in the Promises, nor according to the provision of our Fathers house, and the great preparations made for his Saints. It is well we have a Father of tender Bowels, who will own his Children, even in dirt and rags: It is well the foundation of God stands sure, and that the Lord knoweth who are his; or else he would hardly take us for his own, so far do we live below the honor of Saints: If he did not first challenge his interest in us, neither ourselves, nor others could know us to be his people. But O, when a Christian can live above, and rejoice his soul in the things that are unseen; how doth God take himself to be honored by such a one? The Lord may say, Why this man believes me; I see he can trust me, and take my Word: He rejoiceth in my promise, before he hath possession; he can be glad and thankful for that which his bodily eyes did never see: This man's rejoicing is not in the flesh; I see he loves me, because he minds me; his heart is with me, he loves my presence; and he shall surely enjoy it in my Kingdom forever. Because thou hast seen (saith Christ to Thomas ) thou hast believed; but blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed, John 20.29. How did God take himself honored by Caleb and Joshua, when they went into the promised Land, and brought back to their Brethren a taste of the Fruits, and gave it commendation, and encouraged the people? And what a promise and recompense do they receive, Numb. 14.24, 30. For those that honor him, he will honor, 1 Sam. 2.30.
SECT. XI.
9. COnsider, If thou make not conscience of this duty of diligent keeping thy heart in Heaven. First, thou disobeyest the flat commands of God. Secondly, Thou losest the sweetest parts of Scripture. Thirdly, And dost frustrate the most gracious discoveries of God.
God hath not left it as a thing indifferent, and at thy own choice, whether thou wilt do it or not; He hath made it thy duty as well as the means of thy comfort, that so a double bond might tie thee not to forsake thy own mercies. Col 3 1, 2. If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above; set your affections on things above, not on things on earth. The same God that hath commanded thee to believe, and to be a Christian, hath commanded thee to set thy affections above: The same God that hath forbidden thee to murder, to steal, to commit adultery, incest, or Idolatry, hath forbidden thee the neglect of this great duty; and darest thou willfully disobey him? Why makest thou not conscience of the one as well as of the other? Secondly, besides, thou losest the most comfortable passages of the Word. All those most glorious descriptions of heaven, all those discoveries of our future blessedness, all God's Revelations of his purposes towards us, and his frequent and precious promises of our Rest, what are they all but lost to thee? Are not these the stars in the Firmament of the Scripture? and the most golden lines in that Book of God? Of all the Bible, Me thinks thou shouldest not part with one of those Promises or Predictions, no not for a world. As Heaven is the perfection of all our mercies, so the Promises of it in the Gospel, are the very soul of the Gospel. That Word wh • ch was sweeter to David then the honey and the honey comb, and to Jeremy the Joy and rejoicing of his heart, Jer. 15.16. The most pleasant part of this thou losest. Thirdly, Yea, thou dost frustrate the preparations of Christ for thy Joy, and makest him to speak in vain. Is a comfortable word from the mouth of God, of so great worth, that all the comforts of the world are nothing to it? and dost thou neglect and overlook so many of them? Reader, I entreat thee to ponder it, why God should reveal so much of his Counsel, and tell us before hand of the Joyes we shall possess, but only that he would have us know it for our Joy? If it had not been to make comfortable our present life, and fill us with the delights of our foreknown blessedness, he might have kept his purpose to himself, and never have let us know it till we come to enjoy it, nor have revealed it to us till death had discovered it, what he meant to do with us in the world to come; yea when we had got possession of our Rest, he might still have concealed its Eternity from us, and then the fears of losing it again, would have bereaved us of much of the sweetness of our Joyes. But it hath pleased our Father to open his Counsel, and to let us know the very intent of his heart, and to acquaint us with the eternal extent of his Love, and all this that our Joy may be full, and we might live as the heirs of such a Kingdom: And shall we now overlook all, as if he had revealed no such matter? Shall we live in earthly cares and sorrows, as if we knew of no such thing? And rejoice no more in these discoveries, then if the Lord had never writ it? If thy Prince had sealed thee but a Patent of some Lordship, how oft wouldst thou be casting thine eye upon it? and make it thy daily delight to study it, till thou shouldst come to possess the dignity itself? And hath God sealed thee a Patent of Heaven, and dost thou let it lie by thee, as if thou hadst forgot it? O that our hearts were as high as our Hopes, and our Hopes as high as these infallible Promises!
SECT. XII.
10. COnsider, It is but equal that our hearts should be on God, when the heart of God is so much on us. If the Lord of Glory can stoop so low, as to set his heart on sinful dust, sure one would think we should easily be persuaded, to set our hearts on Christ and Glory, and to ascend to him in our daily affections, who vouchsafeth to condescend to us! O, If God's delight were no more in us, then ours is in him, what should we do? what a case were we in? Christian, dost thou not perceive that the Heart of God is set upon thee? and that he is still minding thee with tender Love, even when thou forgettest both thyself and him? Dost thou not find him following thee with daily mercies, moving upon thy soul, providing for thy body, preserving both? Doth he not bear thee continually in the arms of Love? and promise that all shall work together for thy good? and suit all his dealings to thy greatest advantage? and give his Angels charge over thee? And canst thou find in thy heart to cast him by? and be taken up with the Joyes below? and forget thy Lord, who forgets not thee? Fye upon this unkind ingratitude! Is not this the sin that Isaiah so solemnly doth call both heaven and earth to witness against? The Ox knoweth his owner, and the Ass his Masters Crib, but Israel doth not know, my People doth not consider: If the Ox or Ass do straggle in the day, they likely come to their home at night; but we will not so much as once a day, by our serious thoughts ascend to God. When he speaks of his own respects to us, hear what he saith, Isai. 15.16. When Zion saith, The Lord hath forsaken me, my Lord hath forgotten me: Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee: Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands, thy walls are continually before me. But when he speaks of our thoughts to him, the case is otherwise, Jer. 2.32. Can a Maid forget her Ornaments, or a Bride her Attire? yet my People have forgotten me days without number. As if he should say, you would not forget the clothes on your backs, you will not forget your braveries and vanities, you will not rise one morning, but you will remember to cover your nakedness; And are these of more worth then your God? or of more concernment then your eternal life? and yet you can forget these day after day. O brethren, give not God cause to expostulate with us, as Isai. 65.11. Ye are they that have forsaken the Lord, and that forget my holy Mountain ; But rather admire his minding of thee, and let it draw thy mind again to him, and say as Job 7.17. What is man, that thou shouldest magnify him? and that thou shouldest set thy heart upon him? and that thou shouldest visit him every morning, and try him every moment? ver. 18. So let thy soul get up to God, and visit him every morning, and thy heart be towards him every moment.
SECT. XIII.
11. COnsider; Should not our interest in Heaven, and our Relation to it, continually keep our hearts upon it? Besides that excellency which is spoken of before. Why there our Father keeps his court; Do we not call him our Father which art in Heaven: Ah ungracious unworthy children, that can be so taken up in their play below, as to be mindless of such a Father! Also there is Christ our Head, our Husband, our Life: and shall we not look towards him, and send to him, as oft as we can, till we come to see him face to face? If he were by Transubstantiation in the Sacraments or other ordinances, and that as gloriously as he is in Heaven, then there were some reason for our lower thoughts: But when the Heavens must receive him till the restitution of all things; let them also receive our hearts with him. There also is our Mother, For Jerusalem which is above is that mother of us all, Gal. 4.26. And there are multitudes of our elder Brethren: There are our friends and our ancient acquaintance, whose society in the flesh we so much delighted in, and whose departure hence we so much lamented: And is this no attractive to thy thoughts? If they were within thy reach on earth, thou wouldst go and visit them; and why wilt thou not oftener visit them in Spirit? and rejoice beforehand to think of thy meeting them there again? Saith old Bullinger, Socrates gaudet sibi moriendū esse, propterea quod Homerum, Hesiodum & alios praestantissimos viros se visurum crederet; quanto magis ego gaudeo qui certus sum me visurum esse Christum servatorem meum, aeternum Dei filium, in assumtâ carne, & praeterea tot sanctissimos & eximios Patriarchas ? &c. Socrates rejoiced that he should die, because he believed he should see Homer, Hesiod, and other excellent men; how much more do I rejoice, who am sure to see Christ my Savior, the eternal Son of God, in his assumed flesh; and besides, so many holy and excellent men? When Luther desired to die a Martyr, and could not obtain it, he comforted himself with these thoughts, and thus did write to them in prison, Vestra vincula mea sunt, vestri carceres & ignes mei sunt, dum confiteor & praedico vobisque simul compatior & congratulor ; Yet this is my comfort, your Bonds are mine, your Prisons and Fires are mine, while I confess and Preach the Doctrine for which you suffer, and while I suffer and congratulate with you in your sufferings: Even so should a Believer look to heaven, and contemplate the blessed state of the Saints, and think with himself, Though I am not yet so happy as to be with you, yet this is my daily comfort, you are my Brethren and fellow Members in Christ, and therefore your joys are my joys, and your glory by this near relation is my glory, especially while I believe in the same Christ, and hold fast the same Faith and Obedience, by which you were thus dignified; and also while I rejoice in Spirit with you, and in my daily meditations congratulate your happiness. Moreover, our house and home is above. For we know if this earthly house of our Tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the Heavens. Why do we then look no oftener towards it? and groan not earnestly, desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from Heaven? 2 Cor. 5.1, 2. Sure, if our home were far meaner, we should yet remember it, because it is our home: You use to say, Home is homely, be it never so poor ; and should such a home then be no more remembered? If you were but banished into a strange Land, how frequent thoughts would you have of home? how oft would you think of your old companions? which way ever you went, or what company soever you came in, you would still have your hearts, and desires there; you would even dream in the night, that you were at home, that you saw your Father, or Mother, or Friends, that you were talking with Wife, or Children, or Neighbors: And why is it not thus with us in respect of Heaven? Is not that more truly, and properly our home, where we must take up our everlasting abode, then this, which we are looking every hour, when we are separated from, and shall see it no more? We are strangers, and that is our Country, Heb. 11 14, 15. We are heirs, and that is our Inheritance; even an Inheritance, incorruptible and undefiled, that fadeth not away, reserved in Heaven for us, 1 Pet. 1.4. We are here in continual distress, and want, and there lies our substance; even that better and more enduring substance, Heb. 10.34. We are here fain to be beholden to others, and there lies our own perpetual Treasure, Matth. 6.20, 21. Yea, the very Hope of our souls is there; all our hope of relief from our distresses; all our hope of happiness, when we are here miserable; all this hope is laid up for us in Heaven, whereof we hear in the true Word of the Gospel, Col. 1.5. Why, beloved Christians, have we so much interest, and so seldom thoughts? have we so near relation, and so little affection? are we not ashamed of this? Doth it become us to be delighted in the company of strangers, so as to forget our Father, and our Lord? or to be so well pleased with those that hate and grieve us, as to forget our best and dearest friends? or to be so besotted with borrowed trifles, as to forget our own possession and treasure? or to be so taken up with a strange place, as not once a day to look toward home? or to fall so in love with tears and wants, as to forget our eternal Joy, and Rest? Christians, I pray you think whether this become us? or whether this be the part of a wife or thankful man? why here thou art like to other men, as the heir under age, who differs not from a servant; but there it is that thou shalt be promoted, and fully estated in all that was promised. Surely, God useth to plead his propriety in us, and from thence to conclude to do us good; even because we are his own people, whom he hath chosen out of all the world: And why then do we not plead our interest in him, and thence fetch Arguments to raise up our hearts, even because he is our own God, and because the place is our own possession? Men use in other things to over-love, and over-value their own, and too much to mind their own things: O, that we could mind our own inheritance! and value it but half as it doth deserve!
SECT. XIIII.
12. LAstly consider, There is nothing else thats worth the setting our hearts on. If God have them not, who, or what shall have them? if thou mind not thy Rest, what wilt thou mind? As the Disciples said of Christ, ( John 4.32, 33.) hath any man given him meat to eat, that we know not of? So say I to thee; Hast thou found out some other God, or Heaven, that we know not of? or something that will serve thee instead of Rest? Hast thou found on Earth an Eternal happiness? where is it? and what is it made of? or who was the man that found it out? or who was he that last enjoyed it? where dwelt he? and what was his name? or art thou the first that hast found this treasure? and that ever discovered Heaven on Earth? Ah wretch! trust not to thy discoveries, boast not of thy gain, till experience bid thee boast, or rather take up with the experience of thy forefathers, who are now in the dust, and deprived of all, though sometime they were as lusty and jovial as thou. I would not advise thee to make experiments at so dear rates, as all those do that seek after happiness below; least when the substance is lost, thou find too late, that thou didst catch but at a shadow; least thou be like those men, that will needs search out the Philosophers stone, though none could effect it that went before them; and so buy their experience with the loss of their own estates and time, which they might have had at a cheaper rate, if they would have taken up with the experience of their Predecessors. So I would wish thee not to disquiet thyself, in looking for that which is not on Earth; least thou learn thy experience with the loss of thy soul • which thou mightest have learned at easier terms, even by the warnings of God in his Word, and loss of thousands of souls before thee. It would pity a man to see, that men will not believe God in this, till they have lost their labor, and Heaven, and all: Nay, that many Christians, who have taken Heaven for their resting place, do lose so many thoughts needlessly on Earth; and care not how much they oppress their spirits, which should be kept nimble and free for higher things. As Luther said to Melancthon, when he over-pressed himself with the labors of his Ministry; so may I much more say to thee, who oppressest thyself with the cares of the world. Vellem te adhuc decies plus obrui: Adeo me nihil tui miseret, qui toties monitus, ne onerares teipsum tot oneribus, & nihil audis, omnia been monita contemnis. Erit cum sero stultum tuum hunc zelum frustra damnabis; quo jam ardes solus omnia portare, quasi ferrum aut saxum sis. it were no matter, if thou wert oppressed ten times more; so little do I pity thee; who being so often warned, that thou shouldst not load thyself with so many burdens, dost no whit regard it, but contemnest all these wholesome warnings: Thou wilt shortly when it is too late, condemn this thy foolish forwardness, which makes thee so desirous to bear all this, as if thou wert made of Iron or Stone. Alas, that a Christian should rather delight to have his heart among these thorns and briars, then in the bosom of his crucified, glorified Lord! Surely, if Satan should take thee up to the Mountain of Temptation, and show thee the Kingdoms, and glory of the world; he could show thee nothing thats worthy thy thoughts, much less to be preferred before thy Rest. Indeed so far as duty and necessity requires it, we must be content to mind the things below; but who is he that contains himself within the compass of those limits? And yet if we bound our cares and thoughts, as diligently as ever we can, we shall find the least to be bitter and burdensome; even as the least Wasp hath a sting, and the smallest Serpent hath his poison. As old Hiltenius said of Rome, Est proprium Roman potestatis ut sit ferreum, & licet digiti minorentur ad parvitatem acus, tamen manent ferrei: It is proper to the Roman power to be of iron, and though the fingers of it be diminished to the smallness of a needle, yet they are iron still; The like may I say of our earthly cares, It is their property to be hard and troublous, and so they will be when they are the least: Verily, if we had no higher hopes then whats on earth, I should take man for a most silly creature, and his work and wages, all his travel and his felicity, to be no better then dreams and vanity, and scarce worth the minding or mentioning, especially to thee a Christian should it seem so, whose eyes are opened by the Word and Spirit, to see the emptiness of all these things, and the precious worth of the things above: O then be not detained by these silly things, but if Satan present them to thee in a temptation, send them away from whence they came; as Pellicanus did send back the silver bowl (which the Bishop had sent him for a token) with this answer, Astricti sunt quotquot Tyguri cives & inquilini, bis singulis annis, solenni juramento, ne quis eorum ullum munus ab ullo principe accipiat ; All that are Citizens and Inhabitants of Tigurum, are solemnly sworn twice a year, not to receive any gift from any Prince abroad; so say thou, we the Citizens and Inhabitants of heaven, are bound by solemn and frequent Covenants, not to have our hearts enticed or entangled, with any foreign honors or delights, but only with those of our own Country: If thy thoughts should like the laborious Be, go over the world from flower to flower, from creature to creature, they would bring thee no Honey or sweetness home, save what they gathered from their relations to Eternity.
Object. But you will say perhaps, Divinity is of larger extent, then only to treat of the life to come, or the way thereto; there are many controversies of great difficulty, which therefore require much of our thoughts, and so they must not be all of heaven.
Answ. For the smaller controversies which have vexed our Times, and caused the doleful divisions among us, I express my mind as that of Graserus, Cum in visitatione aegrotorum, & ad emigrationem ex hac vita beatam praeparatione daeprehendisset, controversias illas Theologicas, quae scientiam quidem inflantem pariunt, conscientias vero fluctuantes non sedant, quaeque hodie magna animorum contentione agitantur, & magnos tumultus in rebuspub. excitant, nullum prorsus usum habere, quinimo conscientias simpliciorum non aliter ac olim in Papatu humana figmenta intricare; Caepit ab eis toto animo abhorrere, & in publicis concionibus tantum ca proponere, quae ad fidem salvificam in Christum accendendam, & ad pietatem veram juxta verbum Dei exercendam, veramque consolationem in vita & morte praestandam faciebant ; When he had found in his visiting the sick, and in his own preparations for well dying, that the Controversies in Divinity (which beget a swelling knowledge, but do not quiet troubled consciences, and which are at this day agitated with such contention of spirits, and raise such tumults in Commonwealths) are indeed utterly useless, yea and moreover, do entangle the consciences of the simple, just as the human inventions in Popery formerly did; he begun with full bent of mind to shun or abhor them, and in his public Preaching to propound only those things which tended to the kindling a true faith in Jesus Christ, and to the exercise of true godliness according to the Word of God, and to the procuring of true consolation, both in life and at death. I can scarce express my own mind more plainly, then in this Historians expressions of the mind of Graserus. While I had some competent measure of health, and looked at death as at a greater distance, there was no man more delighted in the study of controversy; but when I saw dying men have no mind on it, and how unsavory and uncomfortable such conference was to them, and when I had oft been near to death myself, and found no delight in them, further then they confirmed, or illustrated the Doctrine of eternal Glory, I have minded them ever since the less: Though every Truth of God is precious, and it is the sin and shame of Professors that are no more able to defend the Truth, yet should all our study of controversy be still in relation to this perpetual Rest, and consequently be kept within its bounds, and with most Christians, not have the twentieth part of our time or thoughts: Who that hath tried both studies, doth not cry out, as Summerhard was wont to do of the Popish School Divinity, Quis me miserum tandem liberabit ab ista rixosa Theologia? Who will once deliver me wretch from this wrangling kind of Divinity? And as its said of Bucholcer, Cum eximiis a Deo dotibus esset decoratus, in certamen tamen cum rabiosis illius seculi Theologis descendere noluit. Desii (inquit) disputare, caepi supputare: quoniam illud dissipationem, hoc collectionem significaet. Vidit enim ab iis controversias moveri, quas nulla unquam amoris Dei seintilla calefecerat: vidit ex diuturnis Theologorum rixis, utilitatis nihil, detrimenti plurimum in ecclesias redundâsse. i. e. Though he was adorned by God with excellent gifts, yet would he never enter into contention with the furious Divines of that age. I have ceased (saith he) my Disputations, and now begin my Supputation; for that signifieth Dissipation, but this Collection: For he saw, that those men were the movers of Controversies, who had never been warmed with one spark of the love of God; he saw, That from the continual brawls of Divines, no benefit, but much hurt did accrue to the Churches; and it is worth the observing which the Historian adds, Quapropter omnis ejus cura in hoc erat, ut auditors fidei suae commissos, doceret been vivere & beat Mori; Et annotatum in adversariis amici ejus repererunt, permultos in extremo agone constitutos, gratias ipsi hoc nomine egisse, quod ipsius ductu servatorem suum Jesum agnovissent, cujus in cognition pulchrum vivere, mori vero longe pulcherrimum ducerent. Atque haud scio annon hoc ipsum longe Bucholcero coram Deo sit gloriosius futurum, quam si aliquet contentiosorum libellorum myriadas posteritatis memory consecrasset. i. e. Therefore this was all his care, That he might teach his hearers, committed to his charge, To live well, and die happily : And his friends found noted down in his Papers, a great many of persons, who in their last agony, did give him thanks for this very reason, That by his direction they had come to the knowledge of Jesus their Savior; in the knowledge of whom, They esteemed it sweet to live, but to die far more sweet. And I cannot tell, whether this very thing will not prove more glorious to Bucholcer before God, then if he had consecrated to the memory of posterity, many Myriads of contentious writings. And as the study of controversies is not the most pleasant, nor the most profitable; so much less the public handling of them: For do it with the greatest meekness, and ingenuity, yet shall we meet with such unreasonable men, as the said Bucholcer did, Qui arrepta ex aliquibus voculis calumniandi materia, haereseos insimulare & traducere optimum virum non erubescerent; Frustra obtestante ipso, dextre data, dextre acciperent. i. e. Who taking occasion of reproach from some small words, were not ashamed to traduce the good man, and accuse him of Heresy; while he in vain obtested with them, that they should take in good part, what was delivered with a good intention. Siracides saith in Ecclesiasticus, Chapter 26. That a scolding woman shall be sought o • t for to drive away the enemies; but experience of all ages tells us to our sorrow, That the wrangling Divine is their chiefest in let, and no such Scarcrow to them at all.
So then its clear to me, That there is nothing worth our minding, but Heaven, and the way to Heaven.
All the Question will be about the affairs of Church and State? Is not this worth our minding? to see what things will come to? and how God will conclude our differences?
Answ. So far as they are considered as the providences of God, and as they tend to the settling of the Gospel, and Government of Christ, and so to the saving of our own, and our posterities souls, they are well worth our diligent observation; but these are only their relations to eternity. Otherwise I should look up on all the stirs and commotions in the world, but as the busy gading of a heap of Ants, or the swarming of a nest of Wasps or Bees: The spurn of a man's foot destroys all their labor; or as an Enterlude or Tragedy of a few hours long: They first quarrel, and then fight, and let out one another's blood, and bring themselves more speedily, and violently to their graves; which however they could not long have delayed, and so come down, and the Play is ended: And the next generation succeeds them in their madness, and make the like bustle in the world for a time; and so they also come down, and lie in the dust. Like the Roman Gladiatores, that would kill one another by the hundreds, to make the beholders a solemn show; or as the young men of Joab and Abner, that must play before them, by stabbing one another to the heart, and fall down and die, and there is an end of the sport. And is this worth a wise man's observance?
Surely, our very bodies themselves, for which we make all this ado in the world, are very silly pieces: Look upon them (not as they are set out in a borrowed bravery) but as they lie rotting in a ditch, or a grave; and you will say, they are silly things indeed. Why then, sure all our dealings in the world, our buyings and sellings, and eating and drinking, our building and marrying, our wealth and honors, our peace and our war, so far as they relate not to the life to come, but tend only to the support and pleasing of this silly flesh, must needs themselves be silly things, and not worthy the frequent thoughts of a Christian: For the Means (as such) is meaner then their end.
And now doth not thy Conscience say as I say, That there is nothing but Heaven, and the way to it, that is worth thy minding?
SECT. XV.
THus I have given thee these twelve Arguments to consider of, and if it may be, to persuade thee to a heavenly mind: I now desire thee to view them over, read them deliberately, and read them again, and then tell me, Are they Reason, or are they not? Reader, stop here while thou answerest my Question: Are these Considerations weighty, or not? are these Arguments convincing, or not? Have I proved it thy duty, and of flat necessity, to keep thy heart on things above, or have I not? Say, Yea, or Nay, man! If thou say Nay; I am confident thou contradictest thine own Conscience, and speakest against the light that is in thee, and thy Reason tells thee thou speakest falsely: If thou say Yea, and acknowledge thyself convinced of the duty; bear witness then, that I have thine own confession: That very tongue of thine shall condemn thee, and that confession be pleaded against thee, if thou now go home, and cast this off, and willfully neglect such a confessed duty; and these twelve Considerations shall be as a Jury to convict thee, which I propounded, hoping they might be effectual to persuade thee. I have not yet fully laid open to you, the nature and particular way of that duty, which I am all this while persuading you to; that is the next thing to be done: All that I have said hitherto, is but to make you willing to perform it. I know the whole work of man's salvation, doth stick most at his own will: If we could once get over this block well, I see not what could stand before us. Be soundly willing, and the work is more then half done. I have now a few plain Directions to give you, for to help you in doing this great work; but alas, its in vain to mention them, except you be willing to put them in practice. What saith thou Reader, Art thou willing, or art thou not? wilt thou obey, if I show thee the way of thy Duty? However, I will set them down, and tender them to thee, and the Lord persuade thy heart to the Work.
CHAP. IV. Containing some Hinderances of a Heavenly Life.
SECT. I.
T He first task that I must here set thee, consists in the avoiding of some dangerous hindrances, which otherwise will keep thee off from this work, as they have done many a thousand souls before thee. If I show thee briefly where the Rocks and Gulf do lie, I hope thou wilt beware. If I stick up a mark at every quicksand, I hope I need to say no more, to put thee by it. Therefore as thou valuest the comforts of a Heavenly conversation, I here charge thee from God, to beware most carefully of these impediments.
1. The first is, The living in a known unmortified sin. Observe this. O, what havoc this will make in thy soul! O, the joys that this hath destroyed! The blessed Communion with God, that this hath interrupted! The ruins it hath made amongst men's graces! The soul-strengthening duties that this hath hindered! And above all others, it is especially an enemy to this great duty.
Christian Reader, I desire thee in the fear of God, stay here a little, and search thy heart: Art thou one that hast used violence with thy conscience? Art thou a willful neglecter of known duties? either public, private, or secret? Art thou a slave to thine appetite, in eating or • rinking? or to any other commanding sense? Art thou a proud Seeker of thine own esteem? and a man that must needs have men's good opinion, or else thy mind is all in a combustion? Art thou a willfully peevish and passionate person? as if thou wert made of Tinder or Gun powder, ready to take fire at every word, or every wry look, or every supposed slighting of thee? or every neglect of a complement or courtesy? Art thou a knowing deceiver of others in thy dealing? or one that hast set thyself to rise in the world? not to speak of greater sins, which all take notice of: If this be thy case, I dare say, Heaven and thy Soul are very great strangers: I dare say, thou art seldom in Heart with God; and there is little hope it should ever be better, as long as thou continuest in these transgressions: These beams in thine eyes, will not suffer thee to look to Heaven; these will be a cloud between thee and God. When thou dost but attempt to study Eternity, and to gather comforts from the life to come, thy sin will presently look thee in the face, and say, These things belong not to thee: How shouldst thou take comfort from Heaven, who takest so much pleasure in the lusts of thy flesh? O, how this will damp thy joys! and make the thoughts of that day, and state, to become thy trouble, and not thy delight! Every willful sin that thou livest in, will be to thy comforts as water to the fire; when thou thinkest to quicken them, this will quench them; when thy heart begins to draw near to God, this will presently come in thy mind, and cover thee with shame, and fill thee with doubting. Besides (which is most to the point in hand) it doth utterly indispose thee and disable thee to this work: When thou shouldst wind up thy heart to Heaven, alas, its biased another way; it is entangled in the lusts of the flesh, and can no more ascend in Divine Meditation, then the bird can fly, whose wings are clipt, or that is entangled in the Lime-twigs, or taken in the snare. Sin doth cut the very sinews of the soul; therefore, I say of this heavenly life, as Master Bolton saith of Prayer, Either it will make thee leave sinning, or sin will make thee leave it; and that quickly too: For these cannot continue together. If thou be here guilty, who readest this, I require thee sadly to think of this folly. O man! what a life dost thou lose! and what a life dost thou choose! what daily delights dost thou sell, for the swinish pleasure of a stinking lust! what a Christ! what a glory, dost thou turn thy back upon, when thou art going to the embracements of thy hellish pleasures! I have read of a Gallant addicted to uncleanness, who at last, meeting with a beautiful Dame, and having enjoyed his fleshly desires of her, found her in the morning to be the dead body of one that he had formerly sinned with, which had been acted by the devil all night, and left dead again in the morning. Surely all thy sinful pleasures are such. The devil doth animate them in the darkness of the night; but when God awakes thee, at the farther, at death, the deceit is vanished, and nothing left but a carcass to amaze thee, and be a spectacle of horror before thine eyes. Thou thinkest thou hast hold of some choice delight, but it will turn in thy hand (as Moses rod) into a Serpent; and then thou wouldst fain be rid of it, if thou knewest how; and wilt •• ie from the face of it, as thou dost now embrace it: And shall this now dream thee from the high delights of the Saints? If Heaven and Hell can meet together, and if God can become a lover of sin, the •• mayest them live in thy sin, and in the tastes of glory, and mayest have a conversation in Heaven, though thou cherish thy corruption. If therefore thou find thyself guilty, never doubt on it, but this is the cause that estrangeth thee from Heaven: And take heed, least it keep out thee, as it keeps out thy heart; and do not say, but thou wast bid, Take heed. Yea, if thou be a man that hitherto hast escaped, and knowest no reigning sin in thy soul; yet let this warning move thee to prevention, and stir up a dread of this danger in thy spirit. As Hu • nius writes of himself, That hearing the mention of the unpardonable sin against the Holy Ghost, it stirred up such fears in his spirit, that made him cry out. What if this should be my case? and so roused him to prayer and trial. So think thou, though thou yet be not guilty, what a sad thing it were, if ever this should prove thy case: And therefore watch.
SECT. II.
2. A Second hindrance carefully to be avoided, is, An Earthly mind: For you may easily conceive, that this cannot stand with an Heavenly mind. God and Mammon Earth and Heaven, cannot both have the delight of thy heart. This makes thee like Anselmne 's Bird, with a stone tied to the foot, which as oft as she took flight, did pluck her to the Earth again. If thou be a man that hast fancied to thyself, some content or happiness to be found on Earth, and beginnest to taste a sweetness in gain, and to aspire after a fuller and a higher estate, and hast hatched some thriving projects in thy brain, and art driving on thy rising design; Believe it, thou art marching with thy back upon Christ, and art posting apace from this Heavenly life. Why, hath not the World that from thee, which God hath from the Heavenly? When he is blessing himself in his God, and rejoicing in hope of the glory to come; then thou art blessing thyself in thy prosperity, and rejoicing in hope of thy thriving here: When he is solacing his soul in the views of Christ, of the Angels and Saints, that he shall live with forever; then art thou comforting thyself with thy wealth, in looking over thy Bills and Bonds, in viewing thy Money, thy Goods, thy Cattle, thy Buildings, or large Possession; and art recreating thy mind in thinking of thy hopes; of the favor of some great ones, on whom thou dependest; of the pleasantness of a plentiful and commanding state; of thy larger provision for thy children after thee; of the rising of thy house, or the obeisance of thine inferiors: Are not these thy morning and evening thoughts, when a gracious soul is above with Christ? Dost thou not delight, and please thyself with the daily rolling these thoughts in thy mind, when a gracious soul should have higher delights? If he were a fool by the sentence of Christ, that said, Soul take thy rest, thou hast enough laid up for many years : What a fool of fools art thou, that knowing this, yet takest not warning, but in thy heart speakest the same words? Look them over seriously, and tell me, what difference between this fools expressions, and thy affections? I doubt not, but thou hast more wit then to speak thy mind just in his language; but, man, remember, thou hast to do with the searcher of hearts. It may be thou holdst on in thy course of duty, and prayest as oft as thou didst before; it may be thou keepest in with good Ministers, and with godly men, and seemest as forward in Religion as ever: But what is all this to the purpose? Mock not thy soul, man; for God will not so be mocked. What good may yet remain in thee, I know not; but sure I am, thy course is dangerous, and if thou follow it on, will end in dolor. Methinks I see thee befooling thyself, and tearing thy hair, and gnashing thy teeth, when thou hearest thy case laid open by God: Thou fool, this night shall they require thy soul from thee; and then whose are all these things? Certainly, so much as thou delightest and restest on Earth; so much is abated of thy delights in God. Thine earthly mind may consist with thy profession and common duties; but it cannot consist with this Heavenly duty. I need not tell thee all this, if thou wouldst deal impartially, and not be a traitor to thy own soul; thou knowest thyself how seldom and cold, how cursory and strange thy thoughts have been of the joys hereafter, ever since thou didst trade so eagerly for the world. Methinks I even perceive thy conscience stir now, and tell thee plainly, that this is thy case; hear it, man; O, hear it now; least thou hear it in another manner when thou wouldest be full loath. O the cursed madness of many that seem to be religious! who thrust themselves into multitude of employments, and think they can never have business enough, till they are loaded with labors, and clogged with cares, That their souls are as unfit to converse with God, as a man to walk with a mountain on his back; and till he hath even transformed his soul almost into the nature of his drossy carcass, and made it as unapt to soar aloft, as his body is to leap above the Sun: And when all is done, and they have lost that Heaven they might have had upon Earth, they rake up a few rotten arguments to prove it lawful, and then they think that they have salved all; though these sots would not do so for their bodies, nor forbear their eating, or drinking, or sleeping, or sporting, though they could prove it lawful so to do; though indeed they cannot prove it lawful neither. They miss not the pleasures of this Heavenly Life, if they can but quiet their Consciences, while they fasten upon lower and baser pleasures. For thee, O Christian, who hast tasted of these pleasures; I advise thee, as thou valuest their enjoyment, as ever thou wouldst taste of them anymore, take heed of this gulf of An earthly mind: For if once thou come to this, that thou wilt be rich, thou fallest into temptation, and a snare, and into divers foolish and hurtful lusts; it is Saint Paul's own words, 1 Tim 6.9. Set not thy mind, as Saul, on the Asses, when the Kingdom of Glory is before thee. Keep these things as thy upper Garments, still loose about thee, that thou mayest lay them by, when ever there is cause: But let God and Glory be next thy heart, yea, as the very blood and spirits, by which thou livest; Still remember that of the Spirit, The friendship of the World, is enmity with God: Whosoever therefore will be a friend of the World, is the enemy of God, Jam. 4.4. And 1 John 2.15. Love not the world, nor the things in the world: If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. This is plain dealing; and happy he that faithfully receives it.
SECT. III.
3. A Third hindrance, which I must advise thee to beware, is. The company of ungodly and sensual men. Not that I would dissuade thee from necessary converse, or from doing them any office of Love; especially not from endeavoring the good of their souls, as long as thou hast any opportunity or hope: Nor would I have thee conclude them to be Dogs and Swine, that so thou mayest evade the duty of Reproof: Nor yet to judge them such at all, as long as there is any hope of better, or before thou art certain they are such indeed; much less can I approve of the practice of those, who, because the most of the world are naught, do therefore conclude men Dogs or Swine, before ever they faithfully and lovingly did admonish them, yea, or perhaps before they have known them, or spoke with them; and hereupon they will not communicate with them in the Lord's Supper, but separate from them into distinct Congregations; I persuade thee to no such ungodly separation: As I never found one word in Scripture, where either Christ or his Apostles denied admittance to any man that desired to be a Member of the Church, though but only prosessing to Repent and Believe; so neither did I ever there find that any but convicted Heretics, or scandalous ones (and that for the most part▪ after due admonition) were to be avoided or debarred our fellowship. And whereas it is urged, That they are to prove their interest to the privileges which they lay claim to, and not we to disprove it; I Answer, if that were granted, yet their mere professing to Repent and Believe in Christ, is a sufficient evidence of their interest to Church member-ship, and admittance thereto by Baptism (supposing them not admitted before:) and their being Baptized persons, or members of the universal visible Church (into which it is that they are Baptized) is sufficient evidence of their interest to the Supper, till they do by Heresy or Scandal blot that Evidence; which Evidence if they do produce, yea though they are yet weak in the Faith of Christ, who is he that dare refuse to receive them? And this, after much doubting, dispute, and study of the Scriptures, I speak as confidently, as almost any truth of equal moment; So plain is the Scripture in this point, to a man that brings his Understanding to the model of Scripture, and doth not bring a model in his brain, and reduce all he reads to that model. The door of the visible Church, is incomparably wider then the door of heaven; and Christ is so tender, so bountiful, and forward to convey his grace, and the Gospel so free an offer and invitation to all, that surely Christ will keep no man off; if they will come quite over in spirit to Christ, they shall be welcome; If they will come but only to a visible Profession, he will not deny them admittance there, because they intend to go no further, but will let them come as near as they will, and that they come no further shall be their own fault; and so it is not his readiness to admit such, nor the openness of the door of his visible Church that makes men Hypocrites, but their own wickedness; Christ will not keep such out among Infidels, for fear of making Hypocrites; but when the net is drawn unto the shore, the fishes shall be separated, and when the time of Harvest comes, then the Angels shall gather out of his Kingdom all things that offend, and them that work iniquity, Matth. 13.41. There are many Saints (or sanctified men) that yet shall never come to heaven, who are only Saints by their separation from Paganism, into fellowship with the visible Church, but not Saints in the strictest sense, by separation from the ungodly, into the fellowship of the mystical body of Christ, Heb. 10 29. Deut. 7.6. and 14, 2, 21. and 26.19. and 28.9. Exod. 19.6. 1 Cor. 7.13, 14. Rom. 11.16. Heb. 3.1. compared with ver. 12. 1 Cor. 3.17. and 14.33. 1 Cor. 1.2. compared with 11.20, 21, &c. Gal. 3.26. compared with Gal. 3.3, 4. and 4.11. and 5.2, 3▪ 4. Joh. 15.2.
Thus far I have digressed by way of Caution, that you may not think that I dissuade you from lawful converse; but it is the unnecessary society of ungodly men, and too much familiarity with unprofitable companions, though they be not so apparently ungodly, that I dissuade you from. There are many persons, whom we may not avoid, or excommunicate out of the Church, no nor out of our private society, judicially, or by way of penalty to them, whom yet we must exclude from our too much familiarity in way of prudence for preservation of ourselves: It is not only the open profane, the swearer, the drunkard, and the enemies of godliness, that will prove hurtful companions to us, though these indeed are chiefly to be avoided; but too frequent society with dead-hearted Formalists, or persons merely civil and moral, or whose conference is empty, unsavory, and barren, may much divert our thoughts from heaven, and do ourselves a great deal of wrong; as mere idleness and forgetting God, will keep a soul as certainly from Heaven, as a profane, licentious, fleshly life: so also will the usual company, of such idle, forgetful, negligent persons, as surely keep our hearts from heaven, as the company of men more dissolute and profane. Alas, our dullness and backwardness is such, that we have need of the most constant and powerful helps: A clod, or a stone that lies on the earth, is as prone to arise and fly in the Air, as our hearts are naturally to move toward heaven: you need not hold nor hinder the earth and Rocks to keep them from flying up to the skies; it is sufficient that you do not help them: And surely if our spirits have not great assistance, they may easily be kept from flying aloft, though they never should meet with the least impediment: O think of this in the choice of your company; when you spirits are so powerfully disposed for heaven, that you need no help to lift them up; but as the flames you are always mounting upward, and carrying with you all thats in your way; then you may indeed be less careful of our company; but till then as you love the delights of a heavenly life, be careful herein: As its reported of a Lord that was near to his death, and the Doctor that prayed with him read over the Litany, For all women laboring with child, for all sick persons and young children, &c. From lightning and tempest, from plague, pestilence and famine; from battle, murder, and sudden death, &c. Alas, saith he, what is this to me, who must presently die? &c. So mayest thou say of such men's conference, who can talk of nothing but their Callings and vanity; Alas, whats this to me who must shortly be in Rest, and should now be refreshing my soul with its foretastes? what will it advantage thee to a life with God, to hear where the Fair is such a day, or how the Market goes, or what weather is, or is like to be, or when the Moon changeth, or what news is stirring? why, this is the discourse of earthly men. What will it conduce to the raising of thy heart Godward, to hear that this is an able Minister, or that an able Christian, or that this was an excellent Sermon, or that is an excellent book? to hear a violent arguing, or tedious discourse, of Baptism, Ceremonies, the power of the Keys, the order of God's Decrees, or other such controversies of great difficulty and less importance? Yet this for the most part, is the sweetest discourse, that thou art like to have, of a formal, speculative, dead-hearted Professor. Nay, if thou hadst newly been warming thy heart, in the contemplation of the blessed Joys above, would not this discourse benum thine affections, and quickly freez thy heart again? I appeal to the Judgment of any man that hath tried it, and maketh observations on the frame of his spirit. Men cannot well talk of one thing, and mind another, especially things of such differing natures. You young men who are most liable to this temptation, think sadly of what I say: Can you have your hearts in Heaven on an Ale-house bench, among your roaring, singing, swaggering companions? or when you work in your Shops with none but such, whose ordinary language is oaths, or filthiness, or foolish talking, or jesting? Nay, let me tell you thus much more; that if you choose such company when you might have better, and find most delight and content in such, you are so far from a Heavenly conversation, that as yet you have no title to heaven at all, and in that estate shall never come there: For were your Treasure there, your heart would not be on things so distant, Mat. 6.21. In a word, our company will be part of our happiness in heaven, and its a singular part of our furtherance to it, or hindrance from it. And as the creatures living in the several Elements, are commonly of the temperature of the Element they live in, as the fishes cold and moist like the water, the worms cold and dry as the earth, and so the rest: So are we usually like the society which we most converse in. He that never found it hard, to have a heavenly mind in earthly company, it is certainly because he never tried.
SECT. IIII.
4. A Fourth hindrance to a heavenly conversation is, Too frequent disputes about lesser truths; and especially when a man's Religion lies only in his opinions; a sure sign of an unsanctified soul. If sad examples be doctrinal to you, or the Judgments of God upon us be regarded, I need to say the less upon this particular. Its legibly written in the faces of thousands; It is visible in the complexion of our diseased nation; This facies Hypocritica is our facies Hipocratica: He that hath the least skill in Physiognomy, may see that this complexlon is mortal, and this picture-like, shadow-like visage affordeth our state a sad prognostic. You that have been my companions in Armies and Garrisons, in Cities and Countries, I know have been my companions in this observation, That they are usually men least acquainted with a Heavenly life, who are the violent disputers about the circumstantials of Religion: He whose Religion is all in his opinions, will be most frequently and zealously speaking his opinions; And he whose Religion lies in the Knowledge and love of God in Christ, will be most delightfully speaking of that time when he shall enjoy God and Christ. As the body doth languish in consuming fevers, when the native heat abates within, and an unnatural heat inflaming the external parts succeeds; so when the zeal of a Christian doth leave the internals of Religion, and fly to ceremonials, externals or inferior things, the soul must needs consume and languish. Yea though you were sure your opinions were true, yet when the chiefest of your zeal is turned thither, and the chiefest of your conference there laid out, the life of grace decays within, & your hearts are turned from this heavenly life. Not that I would persuade you to undervalue the least truth of God, nor that I do acknowledge the hot disputers of the times, to have discovered the truth above their Brethren; but in case we should grant them to have hit on the Truth; yet let every Truth in our thoughts and speeches have their due proportion, and I am confident the hundredth part of our time and our conference, would not be spent upon the now common Theams▪ For as there is an hundred truths of far greater consequence, which do all challenge the precedency before these, so many of those Truths alone, are of an hundred times nearer concernment to our souls, and therefore should have an answerable proportion in our thoughts. Neither is it any excuse for our casting by these great fundamental Truths, because they are common and known already: For the chief improvement is yet behind; and the soul must be daily refreshed with the Truth of Scripture, and the goodness of that which it offereth and promiseth, as the body must be with its daily food; or else the known Truths that lie Idle in your Heads, will no more nourish, or comfort or save you, then the bread that lies still in your Cupboards will feed you. Ah he is a rare and precious Christian, who is skilled in the improving of well known truths. Therefore let me advise you that aspire after this Joyous Life; spend not too much of your thoughts, your time, your zeal, or your speeches upon quarrels that less concern your souls; But when hypocrites are feeding on husks or shells, or on this heated food which will burn their lips, far sooner then warm and strengthen their hearts; then do you feed on the Joys above. I could wish you were all understanding men, able to defend every truth of God; and to this end that you would read and study controversy more: and your understanding and stability in these days of trial, is no small part of my comfort and encouragement: But still I would have the chiefest to be chiefly studied; and none to shoulder out your thoughts of Eternity: The least controverted points are usually most weighty, and of most necessary frequent use to our souls.
For you, my neighbors and friends in Christ, I bless God that I have so little need to urge this hard upon you, or to spend my time and speeches in the Pulpit, on these quarrels, as I have been necessitated to my discontent for to do elsewhere: I rejoice in the wisdom and goodness of our Lord, who hath saved me much of this labor. 1. Partly by his tempering of your spirits to sincerity. 2. Partly by the doleful, yet profitable, example of those few that went out from us, whose former and present condition of spirit, makes them stand as the pillar of Salt, for a continual terror and warning to you, and so to be as useful, as they were like to be hurtful. 3. Partly by the confessions and bewailings of this sin, that you have heard from the mouth of the Dying, advising you to beware of changing your fruitful society, for the company of deceivers. I do unfeignedly rejoice in these providences, and bless the Lord who thus establisheth his Saints. Study well those precepts of the Spirit, Rom. 14.1. Him that is weak in the faith, receive, but not to doubtful disputations. 2 Tim. 2.23. But foolish and unlearned questions, avoid, knowing that they do gender strifes. And the servant of the Lord must not strive. Tit. 3.9. But avoid foolish questions, and genealogies, and contentions, and strivings about the Law; for they are unprofitable and vain, 1 Tim. 6.3, 4, 5. If any man teach otherwise, and consent not to wholesome words, even the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, and to the doctrine which is according to godliness; he is proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions, and strifes of words, whereof cometh envy, strife, railing▪ evil surmisings, perverse disputings of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: From such withdraw thyself.
SECT. V.
5. AS you value the comforts of a heavenly Life, take heed of a proud and lofty spirit. There is such an Antipathy between this sin and God, that thou wilt never get thy heart near him, nor get him near thy heart, as long as this prevaileth in it. If it cast the Angels from heaven that were in it, it must needs keep thy heart estranged from it: If it cast our first parents out of Paradise, and separated between the Lord and us, and brought his curse on all the creatures here below; it must needs then keep our hearts from Paradise, and increase the cursed separation from our God. Believe it, hearers, a proud heart and a Heavenly heart, are exceeding contrary. Entercourse with God will keep men low and that lowliness will further their intercourse: when a man is used to be much with God, and taken up in the study of his glorious attributes, he abhors himself in dust and ashes: and that self-abhorrance is his best preparative, to obtain admittance to God again. Therefore after a soul-humbling day, or in times of trouble, when the soul is lowest, it useth to have freest access to God, and savor most of the life above: He will bring them into the wilderness, and there he will speak comfortably to them, Hos. 2.14. The delight of God is in a humble soul even him that is contrite and trembleth at his word; and the delight of a Humble soul is in God: and sure where there is mutual delight, there will be freest admittance, and heartiest welcome, and most frequent converse. Heaven would not hold God and the proud Angels together; but a humble soul he makes his dwelling: and surely if our dwelling be with him, and in him, and his dwelling also be with us and in us, there must needs be a most near and sweet familiarity▪ But the soul that is proud cannot plead this privilege; God is so far from dwelling in it, that he will not admit it to any near access, but looks upon it afar off. Psal. 138.6. The proud he resisteth (and the proud resisteth him) but to the humble he gives this and other Graces. 1 Pet. 5.5. A proud mind is a high mind in conceit, self-esteem, and carnal-aspiring: A heavenly mind is a high mind indeed, in God's esteem, and in higher (yet holy) aspiring, These two sorts of high-mindedness, are more adverse to one another, then a high mind and a low: As we see that most wars and bloodshed is between Princes and Princes, and not between a Prince and a Plowman. A low spirit and a humble, is not so contrary to a high and heavenly, as is a high and a proud. A grain of Mustard Seed may come to be a tree; A small Acorn may be a great Oak. The sail of the windmil that is now down, may presently be the highest of all; A Subject that is low may be raised high, and he that is high may be yet higher, as long as he stands in subordination to his Prince, who is the fountain of honor but if he break out of that subordination, and become a competitor, or will assume and arrogate honor to himself; he will find this prove the falling way. A man that is swelled in a Dropsy with wind or water, is as far from a sound well fleshed constitution, as he that is in a consuming Atrophy. Well then; art thou a man of worth in thine own eyes? and very tender of thine esteem with others? Art thou one that much valuest the applause of the people? and feelest thy heart tickled with delight when thou hearest of thy great esteem with men? and much dejected when thou hearest that men sleight thee? Do thou love those best who most highly honor thee? and doth thy heart bear a grudge at those that thou thinkest do undervalue thee, and entertain mean thoughts of thee, though they be otherwise men of godliness and honesty? Art thou one that must needs have thy humors fulfilled? and thy judgment must be a rule to the Judgments of others? and thy word a law to all about thee? Art thou ready to quarrel with every man, that lets fall a word in derogation from thy honor? Are thy passions kindled if thy word or will be crossed? Art thou ready to judge humility to be sordid baseness? and knowest not how to stoop and submit? and wilt not be brought to shame thyself, by humble confession, when thou hast sinned against God, or injured thy brother? Art thou one that honourest the godly that are rich? and thinkest thyself somebody if they value and own thee? but lookest strangely at the godly poor, and art almost ashamed to be their companion? Art thou one that canst not serve God in a low place, as well as in a high? and thinkest thyself the fittest for offices and honors? and lovest God's service when it stands with preferment? Hast thou thine eye and thy speech much on thy own deservings? and are thy boastings restained more by wit then by humility? Dost thou delight in opportunities of setting forth thy parts? and lovest to have thy name made public to the world? and wouldst fain leave behind thee some monument of thy worth, that posterity may admire thee when thou art dead and gone? Hast thou witty circumlocutions to commend thyself, while thou seemest to debase thyself, and deny thy worth? Dost thou desire to have all men's eyes upon thee? and to hear men observing thee, say, This is he? Is this the end of thy studies and learning, of thy labors and duties, of seeking degrees and titles and places, that thou mayest be taken for somebody abroad in the world? Art thou unacquainted with the deceitfulness and wickedness of thy heart? or knowest thyself to be vile only by reading and by hear-say, but not by experience and feeling of thy vileness? Art thou readier to defend thyself and maintain thine innocence, then to accuse thyself, or confess thy fault? Canst thou hardly hear a close reproof, and dost digest plain dealing with difficulty and distaste? Art thou readier in thy discourse to teach then to learn? and to dictate to others, then to hearken to their instructions? Art thou bold and confident of thy own opinions, and little suspicious of the weakness of thy understanding? but a sleighter of the judgments of all that are against thee? Is thy spirit more disposed to command and govern, then it is to obey and be ruled by others? Art thou ready to censure the Doctrine of thy Teachers, the actions of thy Rulers? and the persons of thy brethren? and to think, if thou were a Judge, thou wouldst be more just, or if thou were a Minister thou wouldst be more fruitful in Doctrine, and more faithful in overseeing? Or if thou hadst had the managing of other men's business, thou wouldst have carried it more honestly and wisely? If these Symtomes be undeniably in thy heart, beyond doubt thou art a proud person. I will not talk of thy following the fashions, of thy bravery and comportment, thy proud gestures, and arrogant speeces, thy living at a rate above thy abilities: Perhaps thy incompetency of estate, or thy competency of wit, may suffice to restrain these unmanly fooleries; perhaps thou mayest rather seem sordid to others, and to live at a rate below thy worth, and yet if thou be guilty of the former accusations, be it known to thee, thou art a person abominably proud, it hath seized on thy heart, which is the principal Fort; there's too much of hell abiding in thee, for thee to have any acquaintance at heaven; thy soul is too like the devil, for thee to have any familiarity with God: A proud man is all in the flesh, and he that will be heavenly must be much in the Spirit. Is it likely that the man whom I have here described, hath either will or skill to go out of Himself, and out of the Flesh, as it were, and out of the world, that so he may have freedom for converse above? A proud man make himself his God, and admires and sets up himself as his Idol; how then can he have his affections set on God? As the humble godly man, is the Zealot in forward worshipping of God, so the Ambitious man is the great zealot in Idolatry; for what is his Ambition, but a more hearty and earnest desire after his Idol, then the common and calmer Idolaters do reach? And can this man possibly have his heart in heaven? Its possible his invention and memory may furnish his tongue both with humble and heavenly expressions, but in his spirit the •• is no more heaven then there is humility.
〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉I entreat you Readers, be very jealous of your souls in this point; There's nothing in the world will more estrange you from God. I speak the more of it, because it is the most common and dangerous sin in Morality, and most promoting the great sin of Infidelity: you would little think (yea, and the owners do little think) what humble carriage, what exclaiming against pride, what moanful self-accusing may stand with this devilish sin of pride: O Christian, if thou wouldest live continually in the presence of thy Lord, lie in the dust, and he will thence take thee up; descend first with him into the grave, and thence thou mayest ascend with him to glory. Learn of him to be meek and lowly, and then thou mayest taste of this Rest to thy soul. Thy soul else will be as the troubled Sea, still casting out mire and dirt, which cannot rest: And instead of these sweet delights in God, thy pride will fill thee with perpetual disquietness. It is the humble soul that forgets not God, and God will not forget the humble, Psal. 10.12. and 9.12. As he that humbleth himself as a little child, shall hereafter be greatest in the Kingdom of God, Matth. 18.4. So shall he now be greatest in the forecastes of the Kingdom: For as whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; so he that humbleth himself shall be (in both these respects) exalted, Matth. 23.12. God therefore dwelleth with him that is humble and contrite, to revive the Spirit of such with his presence, Isai. 57.15. I conclude with that counsel of James and Peter, Humble yourselves therefore in the sight of the Lord, and he shall (now in the Spirit) lift you up, Jam. 4 10. and in due time shall (perfectly) exalt you, 1 Pet. 5.6. And when others are cast down, then shalt thou say, There is lifting up, and he shall save the humble person, Job 22.29.
SECT. VI.
6. ANother impediment to this Heavenly Life, is, Wilful laziness, and slothfulness of Spirit: And I verily think for knowing men, there is nothing hinders more then this. O, if it were only the exercise of the Body, the moving of the Lips, the bending of the Knee; then it were an easy work indeed, and men would as commonly step to Heaven, as they go a few miles to visit a friend; yea, if it were to spend most of our days in numbering Beads, and repeating certain words and Prayers, in voluntary humility, and neglecting the body, after the commandments and doctrines of men, ( Col. 2.21, 22, 23.) yea, or in the outward part of duties commanded by God, yet it were comparatively easy: Further, if it were only in the exercise of parts and gifts, though we made such performance our daily trade, yet it were easy to be heavenly-minded. But it is a work more difficult then all this: To separate thoughts and affections from the world; to force them to a work of so high a nature; to draw forth all our graces in their order, and exercise each on its proper object; to hold them to this, till they perceive success and till the work doth thrive and prosper in their hands! This, this is the difficult task. Reader, Heaven is above thee, the way is upwards. Dost thou think, who art a feeble, short-winded sinner, to travel daily this steep ascent, without a great deal of labor and resolution? Canst thou get that earthly heart to Heaven, and bring that backward mind to God, while thou liest still, and takest thine ease? If lying down at the foot of the Hill, and looking toward the top, and wishing we were there, would serve the turn, then we should have daily travellers for Heaven. But the Kingdom of Heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force: There must be violence used to get these first fruits, as well as to get the full possession. Dost thou not feel it so, though I should not tell thee? Will thy heart get upwards, except thou drive it? Is it not like a dull and jadish horse, that will go no longer, then he feels the spur? Dost thou find it easy to dwell in the delights above? Its true, the work is exceeding sweet, and no condition on Earth so desirable; but therefore it is that our hearts are so backward, especially in the beginning, till we are acquainted with it. O how many hundred Professors of Religion, who can easily bring their hearts to ordinary duties, as Reading, Hearing, Praying, Conferring; could never yet in all their lives, bring them, and keep them to a heavenly contemplation, one half hour together! Consider here, Reader, as before the Lord, whether this be not thine own case. Thou hast known that Heaven is all thy hopes; thou knowest thou must shortly be turned hence, and that nothing below can yield thee rest; thou knowest also, that a strange heart, a seldom and careless thinking of Heaven, can fetch but little comfort thence; and dost thou not yet for all this, let slip thy opportunities, and lie below in dust, or mere duties, when thou shouldst walk above, and live 〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉 with God? Dost thou not commend the sweetness of heavenly life, and judge those the excellentest Christians that use it; and yet didst never once try it thyself? But as the sluggard that stretched himself on his bed, and cried, O that this were working! So dost thou talk, and trifle, and live at thy ease, and say, O that I could get my heart to Heaven! This is to lie a bed and wish, when thou shouldst be up and doing. How many a hundred do read Books, and hear Sermons, in expectation to hear of some easy course, or to meet with a shorter cut to comforts, then ever they are like to find in the Word! And if they can hear of none from the Preachers of Truth, they will snatch it with rejoicing from the Teachers of Falsehood; and presently applaud the excellency of the doctrine, because it hath fitted their lazy temper; and think there is no other doctrine will comfort the soul, because it will not comfort it with hearing, and looking on. They think their Venison is best, though accompanied with a lie, because it is the easiest catched, and next at hand, and they think will procure the chiefest blessing, (and so it may, if God be as subject to mistake as blind Isaac. ) And while they pretend enmity only to the impossibilities of the Law, they oppose the easier conditions of the Gospel, and cast off the burden that is light also, and which all must bear that will find rest to their souls; and in my judgment, may as fitly be styled enemies to the Gospel , as enemies to the Law (from whence they receive their common title.) The Lord of light, and Spirit of comfort, show these men in time, a surer way for lasting comfort. The delusions of many of them are strong, and ungrounded comforts they seem to have store, I can judge it to be of no better a kind, because it comes not in the Scripture way: They will some of them profess, That when they meditate and labor for comfort themselves, they either have none, or at least but human, and of a lower kind; but all the comforts that they own and value, are immediately injected without their pains: So do I expect my comforts to come in, in Heaven, but till then, I am glad if they will come with labor, and the Spirit will help me to suck them from the breasts of the promise, and to walk for them daily to the face of God. It was an established Law among the Argi, That if a man were perceived to be idle and lazy, he must give an account before the Magistrate, how he came by his victuals and maintenance: And sure, when I see these men lazy in the use of God's appointed means for comfort, I cannot but question how they come by their comforts: I would they would examine it thoroughly themselves; for God will require an account of it from them. Idleness, and not improving the Truth in painful duty, is the common cause of men's seeking comfort from Error; even as the people of Israel, when they had no comfortable answer from God, because of their own sin and neglect, would run to seek it from the Idols of the Heathens: So when men-were falshearted to the Truth, and the Spirit of Truth did deny them comfort, because they denied him sincere obedience; therefore they will seek it from a lying spirit.
A multitude also of professors there are, that come and inquire for Marks and signs, How shall I know whether my heart be sincere? and they think the bare naming of some mark, is enough to discover; but never bestow one hour in trying themselves by the marks they hear. So here, they ask for directions for a Heavenly Life▪ and if the hearing, and knowing of these directions, will serve, then they will be heavenly Christians; But if we set them to task, and show them their work, and tell them, they cannot have these delights on easier terms; then, here they leave us, as the young man left Christ with sorrow (How our comforts are only in Christ, and yet this labor of ours is necessary thereto, I have shown you already in the beginning of this book; and therefore still refer you thither, when any shall put in that objection.) My advice to such a lazy sinner is this: As thou art convict that this work is necessary to thy comfortable living, so resolvedly set upon it: If thy heart draw back, and be undisposed; force it on 〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉 with the command of Reason; and if thy Reason begin to dispute the work, force it with producing the command of God; and quicken it up with the consideration of thy necessity, and the other Motives before propounded: And let the enforcements that brought thee to the work, be still in thy mind to quicken thee in it. Do not let such an incomparable treasure lie before thee, while thou liest still with thy hand in thy bosom: Let not thy life be a continual vexation, which might be a continual delightful feasting, and all because thou wilt not be at the pains. When thou hast once tasted of the sweetness of it, and a little used thy heart to the work, thou wilt find the pains thou takest which thy backward flesh, abundantly recompensed in the pleasures of thy spirit. Only • it not still with a disconsolate spirit, while comforts grow before thine eyes, like a man in the midst of a Garden of Flowers, or delightful Medow, that will not rise to get them that he may partake of their sweetness. Neither is it a few formal lazy running thoughts, that will fetch thee this consolation from above: No more then a few lazy formal words will prevail with God instead of fervent prayer. I know Christ is the fountain, and I know this, as every other gift, is of God: But yet if thou ask my advice, How to obtain these waters of consolation? I must tell thee, There is something also for thee to do: The Gospel hath its conditions, and work; though not such impossible ones as the Law; Christ hath his yoke and his burden, though easy, and thou must come to him weary, and take it up, or thou wilt never find Rest to thy soul. The well is deep, and thou must get forth this water, before thou canst be refreshed and delighted with it, What answer would you give a man that stands by a Pump, or draw-Well, and should ask you, How shall I do to get out the water? Why, you must draw it up, or labor at the Pump, and that not a motion or two, but you must pump till it comes, and then hold on till you have enough. Or if a man were lifting at a heavy weight; or would move a stone to the top of a mountain, and should ask you, How he should get it up? Why what would you say, but that he must put to his hands, and put forth his strength? And what else can I say to you, in direct • ing you to this Art of a Heavenly Life, but this? You must deal roundly with your hearts, and drive them up; and spur them on; and follow them close till the work be done, as a man will do a lazy unfaithful servant, who will do nothing longer then your eye is on him; or as you will your horse or ox at his labor, who will not stir any longer then he is driven; And if your heart lie down in the midst of the work; force it up again till the work be done, and let it not prevail by its lazy pol •• es. I know so far as you are spiritual, you need not all this striving and violence; but that is but in part, and in part you are carnal; and as long as it is so, there is no talk of ease. Though your renewed 〈◊〉 do delight in this work▪ yea no delight on earth so great 〈…〉 so far as it is freshly and unrenewed, will draw back and rest, and necessitate your industry. It was the Parthians custom, the none must give their children any meat in the morning, before th • saw the sweat on their faces, with some labor. And you shall find this to be God's most usual course, not to give his children the tastes of his delights, till they begin to sweat in seeking after them▪ Therefore lay them both together, and judge whether a heavenly 〈◊〉 or thy carnal ease be better? and as a wise man make thy choice accordingly. Yet this let me say to encourage thee; Thou need • st not expend thy thoughts more then thou now dost; it is but only to employ them better; I press thee not to busy thy mind much more then thou dost; but to busy it upon better and more pleasant objects. As Socrat • s said to a lazy fellow that would fain go up to Olympus, but that it was so far off; Why, saith he, walk but as far every day, as thou d • st up and down about thy house, and in so many days thou wilt be at Olympus,. So say I to thee, Imploy but so many serious thoughts every day, upon the excellent glory of the life to come, as thou now imployest on thy necessary affairs in the world; nay, as thou daily losest on vanities and impertinencies, and thy heart will be at heaven in a very short s • ace.
To conclude this, As I have seldom known Christians perplexed with doubts of their estate, for want of knowing right evidences to try by, so much as for want of skil and diligence in using them▪ so have I seldom known a Christian, that wants the joys of this heavenly Life, for want of being told the means to get it, but for want of a heart to set upon the work, and painfully to use the means they are directed to. It is the field of the slothful that is overgrown with weeds, Pro. 24.30, 31, 32, 33, 34. And the desires of the slothful killeth his [Joyes] because his hands refuse to labor, Prov. 21.25. whiles he lies wishing, his soul lies starving. He saith, There is a Lyon (there's difficulty) in the way, and turneth himself on the bed of his ease as a nor turneth on the hinges; he bideth his hand in his bosom, and it gr •• veth him to bring it to his 〈◊〉 (though it be • o feed himself with the food of life,) Prov. 26 • 13, 14, 15, 16. whats this, b •• espising the feast prepared? and setting light by the dear • bough pleasures? and consequently by the precious blood that bough them? and throwing away our own consolations? For the S • rit hath told us, That he also that is slothful in his work, is bro ••• r to him that is a great waster▪ Prov. 18.9. Apply this to th • spiritual Work, and study well the meaning of it.
SECT. VII.
7. ITs alo a dangerous and secret hindrance, to content our sel • es with the mere preparatives to this heavenly Life, while we are • tter strangers to the life itself: when we take up with the mere studies of heavenly things, and the notions and thoughts of the • in our brain, or the talking of them with one another, as if this were all that makes us heavenly people: Ther's none in more danger of this snare, then those that are much in public duty, especially Preachers of the Gospel. O how easily may they be deceived here, while they do nothing more then read of heaven, and study of heaven, and preach of heaven, and pray, and talk of heaven? what is not this the heavenly Life? O that God would reveal to our hearts the danger of this snare▪ Alas, all this is but mere preparation: This is not the life we speak of, but its indeed a necessary help thereto. I entreat everyone of my Brethren in the Ministry, that they search, and watch against this Temptation: Alas, this is but gathering the materials, and not the erecting of the building itself; this is but gathering our Manna for others, and not eating and digesting ourselves; as he that sits at home may study Geography, and draw most exact descriptions of Countries, and yet never see them, nor travel toward them: so may you describe to others the joys of heaven, and yet never come near it in your own hearts; as a man may tell others of the sweetness of meat which he never tasted, or as a blind man by learning may dispute of light and of colors▪ so may you study and preach most heavenly matter, which y •• never sweetened your own spirits, and set forth to others that heavenly Light, wherewith your own souls were never enlightened, and bring that fire for the hearts of your people, that never once warmed your own hearts: If you should study of nothing but heaven while you lived, and preach of nothing but heaven to your people, yet might your own hearts be strangers to it; What heavenly passages had Balaam in his Prophesies? yet little of it (its like) in his spirit; Nay, we are under a more subtle temptation then any other men, to draw us from this heavenly life; If our employments did lie at a greater distant from heaven, and did take up our thoughts upon worldly things, we should not be so apt to be so contented and deluded; but when we find ourselves employed upon nothing else, we are easier drawn to take up here: Studying and preaching of heaven is likes to an heavenly Life, then thinking and talking of the world is, and the likeness is it that is like to deceive us: This is to die the most miserable death, even to famish ourselves, because we have bread on our tables, which is worse then to famish when we cannot get it, and to die for thirst while we draw water for others; thinking it enough that we have daily to do with it, though we never drink it to our souls refreshing. All that I will say to you more of this, shall be in the words of my godly and • udicious friend Mr. George A •• ot, which I will transcribe, lest you have not the Book at hand in his Vindiciae Sabathi, pag. 147, 148, 149.
And here let me in a holy Jealous • e annex an Exhortation to some of the Ministers of this Land (for blessed be God it needs not to all) that they would carefully provide, and look that they do not build the Tabernacle on the Lord's Day; I mean, that they rest not in the Opus operatum of their holy employments, and busying themselves about the carnal part of holy things, in putting off the studying of their Sermons, or getting them by heart, (except it be to work them upon the heart, and not barely commit them to memory) till that day, and so though they take care to build the Tabernacle of God's Church, yet they in the mean time neglect the Temple of their own hearts in serving God in the Spirit, and not in the Letter or outward performance only: But it were well if they would gather and prepare their Manna, seeth it, and bake it the day before, that when the Sabbath came they might have nothing to do, but to chew and concoct it into their own spirits, and so spiritually in the experience of their own hearts (not heads) dish it out to their hearers, which would be a happy means to make them see better fruit of their labors: for commonly that which is not • o • ally delivered, is notionally received, and that which is spiritually and powerfully delivered in the evidence of the Spirit, is spiritually and savingly received, for spirit begets spirit, as fire begets fire, &c. It is an easy thing to take great pains in the outward part, or performance of holy things, which oft proves a snare, causing the neglect of the spirit of the inner man; for many are great laborers in the Work of the Lord, that are starvelings in the Spirit of the Lord, satisfying themselves in a Popish peace of conscience in the deed doing, instead of Joy in the Holy Ghost, bringing indeed meat to their Guests, but through haste or laziness eating none themselves, or like Tailors, make clothes for other men to wear; so they, never assaying their own points how they 〈…〉 may suit with their own spirits; but think it is their duty to • each, and other men's duty to do. So far the Author.
CHAP. V. Some general helps to a Heavenly Life.
SECT. I.
H Aving thus shown thee the blocks in thy way▪ and told thee what hindrances will resist thee in the Work: I shall now lay thee down some positive helps, and conclude with a Directory to the 〈◊〉 in duty itself. But first, I expect that thou resolve against the forementioned impediments, that thou read them seriously, and avoid them faithfully▪ or else thy labor will be all in vain; thou dost but go about to reconcile Light and Darkness▪ Christ and Belial, and to conjoin Heaven and Hel in thy spirit; thou mayest sooner bring down Heaven to earth, then do this. I must tell thee also that I here expect thy promise, faithfully to set upon the helps which I shall prescribe thee, and that the Reading of them will not bring heaven into thy heart, but in their constant practice the Spirit will do it; It were better for thee I had never written them, and thou hadst never seen this Book, nor read them, if thou do not buckle thyself to the duty.
As thou valuest then the delights of these foretastes of Heaven, make conscience of performing these following duties.
SECT. II.
1. KNow Heaven to be the only Treasure, and labor to know also what a Treasure it is; be convinced once that thou hast no other happiness, and then he convinced what happiness is there; If thou do not soundly believe it to be the chiefest good, thou wilt never set thy heart upon it; and this conviction must sink into thy affections▪ for if it be only a notion, it will have little operation: And sure we have reason enough to be easily convinced of thi •• s, as you may see in what hath been spoken already. Read over the Description and Nature of this Rest, in the beginning of this Book, and the Reasons against thy Resting below, in Chapter First, and conclude, That this is the only Happiness: As long as your judgments do undervalue it, your affections must needs be cold towards it. If your judgments do mistake Blear-eyed Leah, for Beautiful Rachel, so will your affections also mistake them: If Eve do once suppose she sees more worth in the forbidden fruit, then in the love and fruition of God, no wonder if it have more of her heart then God; If your judgments once prefer the delights of the Flesh, before the delights in the Presence of God, its impossible then your hearts should be in heaven; as it is the ignorance of the emptiness of things below, that makes men so overvalue them, so it is ignorance of the high delights above, which is the cause that men so little mind them: If you see a purse of gold, and believe it to be but Stones or Counters, it will not entice your affections to it; it is not a things excellency in itself, but its an excellency known, that provokes desire; If an ignorant man see a Book containing the secrets of Arts or Sciences, yet he values it no more then a common piece, because he knows not what is in it, but he that knows it, doth highly value it, his very mind is set upon it, he can pore upon it day and night, he can forbear his meat, and drink, and sleep to read it: As the Jews inquired after Elias, when Christ tells them, that verily Elias is already come, and ye knew him not, but did unto him whatsoever ye listed; so men inquire after Happiness and Delight, when it is offered to them in the promise of Rest, and they know it not, but trample it underfoot; and as the Jews killed the Messiah, while they waited for the Messiah, and that because they did not know him ( For had they known him they would not have crucified the Lord of Glory, Acts 13.27. 1 Cor. 2.8.) So doth the world cry out for Rest, and busily seek for Delight and Happiness, even while they are neglecting and destroying their Rest and Happiness, and this because they thoroughly know it not; for did they know thoroughly what it is, they could not so sleight the everlasting Treasure.
SECT. II.
2. LAbor as to know Heaven to be the only happiness, so also to be thy happiness. Though the knowledge of excellency and suitableness may stir up that love, which worketh by desire; yet there must be the knowledge of our interest or propriety, to the setting awork of our love of complacency. We may confess Heaven to be the best condition, though we despair of enjoying it; and we may desire, and seek it, if we see the obtainment to be but probable and hopeful: But we can never delightfully rejoice in it, till we are somewhat persuaded of our title to it. What comfort is it to a man that is naked, to see the rich attire of others? or to a man that hath not a bit to put in his mouth, to see a feast which he must not taste of? What delight hath a man that hath not a house to put his head in, to see the sumptuous buildings of others? Would not all this rather increase his anguish, and make him more sensible of his own misery? So for a man to know the excellencies of Heaven, and not to know whether he shall ever enjoy them, may well raise desire, and provoke to seek it, but it will raise but little joy and content. Who will set his heart on another man's possessions? If your houses, your goods, your cattle, your children, were not your own, you would less mind them, and delight less in them. O therefore Christians, rest not till you can call this Rest your own; sit not down without assurance; get alone, and question with thyself; bring thy heart to the bar of trial; force it to answer the interrogatories put to it; set the conditions of the Gospel, and qualifications of the Saints on one side, and thy performance of those conditions, and the qualifications of thy soul on the other side; and then judge how near they resemble: Thou hast the same word before thee, to judge thyself by now, by which thou must be judged at the great day: Thou art there before told the questions that must then be put to thee▪ put these questions now to thyself: Thou mayst there read the very Articles, upon which thou shalt be tried; why try thyself by those Articles now. Thou mayst there know beforehand, on what terms men shall be then acquit and condemned; why try now whether thou art possessed of that which will acquit thee, or whether thou be upon the same terms with those that must be condemned; and accordingly acquit or condemn thyself: Yet be sure thou judge by a true touchstone, and mistake not the Scriptures description of a Saint, that thou neither acquit nor condemn thyself upon mistakes. For as groundless hopes do tend to confusion, and are the greatest cause of most men's damnation; so groundless doubtings do tend to discomforts, and are the great cause of the disquieting of the Saints. Therefore lay thy grounds of trial safely, and advisedly; proceed in the work deliberately and methodically; follow it to an issue resolutely and industriously; suffer not thy heart to give thee the • lip, and get away before a judgment, but make it stay to hear its sentence: If once or twice, or thrice, will not do it, nor a few days of hearing bring it to issue, follow it on with unwearied diligence, and give not over till the work be done, and till thou canst 〈◊〉 knowingly off or on; either thou art, or art not, a member of Christ; either that thou hast, or that thou hast not yet title to this Rest. Be sure thou rest not in willful uncertainties. If thou canst no • dispatch the work well thyself, get the help of those that are skillful; go to thy Minister, if he be a man of experience; or go to some able experienced friend, open thy case faithfully, and wish them to deal plainly: And thus continue till thou hast got assurance. Not but that some doubtings may still remain; but yet thou mayest have so much assurance as to master them, that they may not much interrupt thy peace. If men did know Heaven to be their own inheritance, we should less need to persuade their thoughts unto it, or to press them to set their delight in it. O if men did truly know, that God is their own Father, and Christ their own Redeemer and Head, and that those are their own Everlasting habitations, and that there it is that they must abide and be happy forever; how could they choose but be ravished with the forethoughts thereof? If a Christian could but look upon Sun, and Moon and Stars, and reckon all his own in Christ, and say, These are the portion that my Husband doth bestow, These are the blessings that my Lord hath procured me, and things incomparably greater then these; what holy raptures would his spirit feel? The more do they sin against their own comforts, as well as against the Grace of the Gospel, who are willful maintainers of their own doubtings, and plead for their unbelief, and cherish distrustful thoughts of God, and scandalous injurious thoughts of their Redeemer who represent the Covenant, as if it were of works and not of grace, and represent Christ as an enemy, rather then as a Savior; as if he were glad of advantages against them, and were willing that they should keep off from him and die in their unbelief; when he hath called them so oft, and invited them so kindly, and born the hell that they should bear. Ah wretches that we are! that be keeping up Jealousies of the Love of our Lord, when we should be rejoicing and bathing our souls in his love! That can question that love, which hath been so fully evidenced! and doubt still, whether he that hath stooped so low, and suffered so much, and taken up a nature and office of purpose, be yet willing to be theirs who are willing to be his! As if any man could chose Christ, before Christ hath chosen him! or any man could desire to have Christ, more then Christ desires to have him! or any man were more willing to be happy, then Christ is to make him happy! Fie upon these injurious (if not blasphemous) thoughts! If ever thou have harboured such thoughts in thy breast; or if ever thou have uttered such words with thy tongue, spit out that venom, vomit out that rancor, cast them from thee, and take heed how thou ever entertainest them more. God hath written the names of his people in heaven, as you use to write your names in your own books, or upon your own Goods, or set your Marks on your own sheep: And shall we be attempting to rase them out, and to write our names on the doors of hell? But blessed be our God, whose foundation is sure, and who keepeth us by his mighty power through Faith unto salvation, 1 Pet. 1.5. Well then; this is my second advice to thee, that thou follow on the work of self-examination, till thou hast got assurance that this rest is thy own; and this will draw thy heart unto it; and feed thy spirits with fresh delights, which else will be but tormented so much the more, to think that there is such Rest for others, but none for thee.
SECT. III.
3. ANother help to sweeten thy soul with the foretastes of Rest, is this; Labor to apprehend how near it is, Think seriously of its speedy approach That which we think is near at hand, we are more sensible of, then that which we behold at a distance. When we hear of war or famine in another country, it troubleth not so much: or if we hear it prophesied of a long time hence, so if we hear of plenty a great way off, or of a golden age that shall fall out, who knows when; this never rejoiceth us. But if Judgments or Mercies begin to draw near, then they affect us, If we were sure we should see the golden Age, then it would take with us. When the plague is in a Town but twenty miles off, we do not fear it; nor much prehaps, if it be but in another street: but if once it come to the next door, or if it seize on one in our own family; then we begin to think on it more feelingly; It is so with mercies as well as Judgments. When they are far off, we talk of them as marvells; but when they draw close to us, we rejoice in them as Truths. This makes men think on Heaven so insensibly, because they conceit it at too great a distance: They look on it as twenty, or thirty, or forty years off; and this is it that duls their sense. As wicked men are fearless and senseless of judgment, because the sentence is not speedily executed, Eccles. 8.11. So are the godly deceived of their comforts, by supposing them further off then they are. This is the danger of putting the day of death far from us; When men will promise themselves longer time in the world, then God hath promised them; and judge of the length of their lives by the probabilities they gather from their Age, their health, their constitution and temperature; this makes them look at heaven as a great way off. If 〈◊〉 the rich fool in the Gospel had not expected to have lived many years, he would sure have thought more of providing for Eternity, and less of his present store and possessions; And if we did not think of staying many years from Heaven, we should think on it with far more piercing thoughts. This expectation of long life, doth both the wicked and the godly a great deal of wrong. How much better were it to receive the sentence of death in ourselves, and to look on Eternity as near at hand? Surely, Reader, thou standest at the door, and hundreds of diseases are ready waiting, to open the door and let thee in. Is not the thirty, or forty years of thy life that is past quickly gone? Is it not a very little time when thou lookest back on it? And will not all the rest be shortly so too? Do not days and nights come very thick? Dost thou not feel that building of flesh to shake? and perceive thy house of clay to totter? Look on thy glass, and see how it runs: Look on thy watch, how fast it getteth? what a short moment is between us and our Rest? what a step is it from hence to Everlastingness? While I am thinking, and writing of it, it hasteth near; and I am even entering into it before I am aware. While thou art reading this, it p • steth on and thy life will be gone as a tale that is told. Mayst thou not easily foresee thy dying time? and look upon thyself as ready to depart? Its but a few days till thy friends shall lay thee in the grave, and others do the like for them. If you verily believed you should die tomorrow, how seriously would you think of Heaven to night? The condemned prisoner knew before that he 〈◊〉 die, and yet he was then as Jovial as any: but when he hears the sentence, and knows he hath not a week to live, then how it sinks his heart within him? So that the true apprehensions of the nearness of Eternity doth make men's thoughts of it to be quick and piercing; and put life into their fears and sorrows, if they are unfitted, and into their desires and Joyes if they have assurance of its glory. When the Witches Samuel had told Saul, By tomorrow this time thou shalt be with me; this quickly worked to his very heart, and laid him down as dead on the earth. And if Christ should say to a believing soul, By tomorrow this time thou shalt be with me, this would be a working word indeed, and would bring him in spirit to Heaven before. As Melanchthon was wont to say of his uncertain station, because of the persecution of his enemies, Ego jam sum hic, Dei beneficio, 40. annos et nunquam potui dicere aut certus esse, me per unam septimanam mansurum esse. i. e. I have now been here this forty years, and yet could never say, or be sure, that I shall tarry here for one week: so may we all say of our abode on earth: As long as thou hast continued out of heaven, thou canst not say, thou shalt be out of it one week longer. Do but suppose that you are still entering in it, and you shall find it will much help you more seriously to mind it.
SECT. IV.
4. ANother help to this Heavenly Life, is, To be much in serious discoursing of it, especially with those that can speak from their hearts, and are seasoned themselves with an heavenly nature. Its pity, (saith Mr. Bolton ) that Christians should ever meet together, without some talk of their meeting in Heaven, or the way to it before they part: Its pity so much precious time is spent among Christians, in vain discourses, foolish janglings, and useless disputes, and not a sober word of Heaven among them; Methinks we should meet together of purpose, to warm our spirits with discoursing of our Rest. To hear a Minister or private Christian set forth that blessed Glorious State, with power and life from the Promises of the Gospel; Methinks should make us say, as the two Disciples, Did not our hearts burn within us, while he was opening to us the Scripture ? while he was opening to us the windows of Heaven? If a Felix, or wicked wretch will tremble, when he hears his judgment powerfully denounced, why should not the believing soul be revived, when he hears his Eternal Rest revealed? Get then together, fellow Christians, and talk of the affairs of your Country and Kingdom, and comfort one another with such words, 1 Thess. 4.18. If Worldlings get together, they will be talking of the World; when Wantons are together, they will be talking of their Lusts, and wicked men can be delighted in talking of wickedness; and should not Christians then delight themselves in talking of Christ? and the heirs of heaven in talking of their Inheritance? This may make our hearts revive within us, as it did Jacob's to hear the Message that called him to Goshen, and to see the Chariots that should bring him to Joseph O that we were furnished with skil and resolution, to turn the stream of men's common discourse, to these more sublime and precious things! And when men begin to talk of things unprofitable, that we could tell how to put in a word for heaven, and say (as Peter of his bodily food) Not so, for I eat not that which is common and unclean; this is nothing to my eternal Rest: O the good that we might both do, and receive by this course! If it had not been needful to deter us from unfruitful conference, Christ would not have talked of giving an account of every idle word at judgment; say then as David, when you are in conference, Let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth if I prefer not Jerusalem above my chiefest mirth, And then you shall find the truth of that, Prov. 15.4. A wholesome tongue is a Tree of Life.
SECT. V.
5. ANother help to this Heavenly Life, is this. Make it thy business in every duty, to wind up thy affections nearer Heaven. A man's attainments and receivings from God, are answerable to his own desires and ends; that which he sincerely seeks, he finds; God's end in the institution of his Ordinances, was, that they be as so many stepping stones to our Rest, and as the stairs by which (in subordination to Christ) we may daily ascend unto it in our affections: Let this be thy end in using them, as it was God's end in ordaining them, and doubtless they will not be unsuccessful; though men be personally far asunder, yet they may even by Letters have a great deal of intercourse. How have men been rejoiced by a few lines from a friend, though they could not see him face to face? what gladness have we when we do but read the expressions of his Love? or if we read of our friends prosperity and welfare? Many a one that never saw the fight, hath triumphed and shouted, made Bonefires, and rung Bels, when he hath but heard and read of the Victory; and may not we have intercourse with God in his Ordinances, though our persons be yet so far remote? May not our spirits rejoice in the reading those lines, which contain our Legacy and Charter for heaven? with what Gladness may we read the expressions of Love? and hear of the state of our Celestial Country? with what triumphant shoutings may we applaud our Inheritance, though yet we have not the happiness to behold it? Men that are separated by sea and land, can yet by the mere intercourse of Letters, carry on both great and gainful trades, even to the value of their whole estate; and may not a Christian in the wise improvement of duties, drive on this happy trade for Rest? Come not therefore with any lower ends to duties: Renounce Formality, Customariness, and Applause. When thou kneelest down in secret or public prayer, let it be in hope to get thy heart nearer God before thou risest off thy knees; when thou openest thy Bible or other Books, let it be with this hope, to meet with some passage of Divine truth, and some such blessing of the Spirit with it, as may raise thine affections nearer Heaven, and give thee a fuller taste thereof: when thou art setting thy foot out at thy door, to go to the public Ordinance and Worship, say, I hope to meet with somewhat from God, that may raise my affections before I return; I hope the Spirit will give me the meeting, and sweeten my heart with those celestial delights, I hope that Christ will appear to me in that way, and shine about me with light from heaven, and let me hear his instructing and reviving voice, and causa the scales to fall from mine eyes, that I may see more of that glory▪ then I ever yet saw; I hope before I return to my house, my Lord will take my heart in hand, and bring it within the view of Rest, and set it before his Fathers presence, that I may return as the Shepherds, from the heavenly Vision, glorifying and praising God, for all the things that I have heard and seen, Luke 2.20. and say, as those that behold his Miracles, We have seen strange things today: Luke 5.26. Remember also to pray for thy Teacher, that God would put some Divine Message into his mouth, which may leave a heavenly relish on thy spirit.
If these were our ends, and this our course when we set to duty, we should not be so strange as we are to heaven.
When the Indian first saw the use of Letters by our English, they thought there was sure some spirit in them, that men could so converse together by a paper; If Christians would take this course in their duties, they might come to such holy fellowship with God, and see so much of the Mysteries of the Kingdom, that it would make the standers by, admire what is in those Lines, what is in that Sermon? what is in this praying? that fills his heart so full of joy▪ and that so transports him above himself, Certainly God would not fail us in our duties, if we did not fail ourselves, and then experience would make them sweeter to us.
SECT. VI.
6. ANother help is this, Make an advantage of every object thou seest, and of every passage of Divine providence, and of everything that befalls in thy labor and calling, to mind thy soul of its approaching Rest. As all providences and creatures are means to our Rest, so do they point us to that as their end. Every creature hath the name of God and of our final Rest written upon it; which a considerate believer may as truly discern, as he can read upon a post or hand in a cross way, the name of the Town or City which it points to. This spiritual use of creatures and providences, is God's great End in bestowing them on man; And he that overlooks this End, must needs rob God of his chiefest praise, and deny him the greatest part of his thanks. The Relation that our present mercies have to our great Eternal mercies, is the very quintessence and spirits of all these mercies. Therefore do they loose the very spirits of their mercies, and take nothing but the husks and bran, who do overlook this Relation, and draw not forth the sweetness of it in their contemplations. God's sweetest dealings with us at the present, would not be half so sweet as they are, if they did not intimate some further sweetness. As ourselves have a fleshly and a spiritual substance, so have our mercies a fleshly and spiritual use, and are fitted to the nourishing of both our parts. He that receives the carnal part and no more, may have his body comforted by them, but not his soul. It is not all one to receive six pence merely as six pence, and to receive it in earnest of a thousand pound; though the sum be the same, yet I trow the relation makes a wide difference. Thou takest but the bear earnest, and overlookest the main sum, when thou receivest thy mercies, and forgettest thy crown. O therefore that Christians were skilled in this Art! You can open your Bibles, and read there of God and of Glory: O learn to open the creatures, and to open the several passages of providence, and to read of God and Glory there. Certainly by such a skillful industrious improvement, we might have a fuller taste of Christ and Heaven, in every bit of bread that we eat, and in every draught of Beer that we drink, then most men have in the use of the Sacrament. If thou prosper in the world, and thy labor succeed, let it make thee more sensible of thy perpetual prosperity: If thou be weary of thy labors, let it make thy thoughts of Rest more sweet: If things go cross & hard with thee in the world, let it make thee the more earnestly desire that day, when all thy sorrows and sufferings shall cease: Is thy body refreshed with food or sleep? Remember thy inconceivable refreshings with Christ. Dost thou hear any news that makes the glad? Remember what glad tidings it will be, to hear the sound of the trump of God, and the absolving sentence of Christ our Judge. Art thou delighting thyself in the society of the Saints? Remember the Everlasting amiable fraternity, thou shalt have with perfected Saints in Rest. Is God communicating himself to thy spirit? Why remember that time of thy highest advancement, when thy Joy shall be full, as thy communion is full. Dost thou hear the raging noise of the wicked? and the disorders of the vulgar? and the confusions in the world? like the noise in a crowd, or the roaring of the waters? Why think of the blessed agreement in Heaven, and the melodious harmony in that Choir of God. Dost thou hear or feel the tempest of wars? or see any cloud of blood arising? Remember the day when thou shalt be housed with Christ, where there is nothing but calmness and amiable union, and where we shall solace ourselves in perfect Peace, under the wings of the Prince of Peace forever. Thus you may see, what advantages to a Heavenly Life, every condition and creature doth afford us, if we had but hearts to apprehend and improve them: As its said of the Turks, that they'll make bridges of the dead bodies of their men, to pass over the trenches or ditches in their way: So might Christians of the very ruins and calamities of the times, and of every dead body or misery that they see, make a bridge for the passage of their thoughts to their Rest. And as they have taught their Pigeons which they call carriers in divers places, to bear letters of intercourse from friend to friend, at a very great distance: so might a wise industrious Christian get his thoughts carried into Heaven, and receive, as it were, returns from thence again, by creatures of slower wing then Doves, by the assistance of the Spirit the Dove of God. This is the right Daedalian flight: and thus we may take from each bird a feather, and make us wings, and fly to Christ.
SECT. VII.
7. ANother singular help is this, Be much in that Angelical work of Praise. As the most heavenly Spirits will have the most heavenly employment, so the more heavenly the employment, the more will it make the Spirit heavenly: Though the heart be the Fountain of all our actions, and the actions will be usually of the quality of the heart; yet do those actions by a kind of reflection, work much on the heart from whence they spring: The like also may be said of our speeches. So that the work of praising God, being the most heavenly work, is likely to raise us to the most heavenly temper. This is the work of those Saints and Angels, and this will be our own everlasting work; if we were more taken up in this employment now, we should be liker to what we shall be then. When Aristotle was asked what he thought of Music? he answers, Jovem neque canere, neque citharam pulsare, That Jupiter did neither sing, nor play on the Harp; thinking it an unprofitable art to men, which was no more delightful to God. But Christians may better argue from the like ground, that singing of praise is a most profitable duty, because it is so delightful, as it were, to God himself, that he hath made it his people's Eternal work; for they shall sing the Song of Moses, and the Song of the Lamb. As Desire, and Faith, and Hope, are of shorter continuance, then Love and Joy; so also Preaching, and Prayer, and Sacraments, and all means for confirmation, and expression of Faith and Hope, shall cease, when our Thanks and Praise, and triumphant expressions of Love and Joy shall abide forever.
Little do we know how we wrong ourselves, by shutting out of our prayers the praises of God, or allowing them so narrow a room as we usually do, while we are copious enough in our Confessions and Petitions. Reader, I entreat thee remember this: Let praises have a larger room in thy duties: Keep ready at hand matter to feed thy praise, as well as matter for Confession and Petition. To this end, study the excellencies and goodness of the Lord, as frequently as thy own necessities and vileness; study the mercies which thou hast received, and which are promised, both their own proper worth, and their aggravating circumstances, as often as thou studiest the sins thou hast committed. O let God's praise be much in your mouths, for in the mouths of the upright his praise is comely, Psal. 33.1. Seven times a day did David praise him. Psal. 119.164. Yea, his praise was continually of him, Psal. 71.6. As he that offereth praise, glorifieth God, Psal. 50.23. So doth he most rejoice and glad his own soul. Psal. 98.4. Offer therefore the sacrifice of praise continually. Heb. 13.15. In the midst of the Church, let us sing his praise. Heb. 2.12. Praise our God, for he is good, sing praises unto his Name, for it is pleasant. Psal. 135.3. and 147.1. Yea, let us rejoice and triumph in his praise, Psal. 106.47.
Do you think that David had not a most heavenly Spirit, who was so much employed in this heavenly work? Doth it not sometime, very much raise your hearts, when you do but seriously read that divine Song of Moses, Deut. 32. And those heavenly iterated praises of David, having almost nothing sometime, but praise in his mouth? How much more would it raise and refresh us, to be skilled and accustomed in the work ourselves? I confess, to a man of a languishing body, where the heart doth faint, and the spirits are feeble, the cheerful praising of God is more difficult, because the body is the souls instrument; and when it lies unstringed, or untuned, the music is likely to be accordingly but dull. Yet a spiritual cheerfulness there may be within, and the heart may praise, if not the voice. But where the body is strong, the spirits lively, the heart cheerful, and the voice at command, what advantage have such for this heavenly work? with what alacrity and vivacity may they sing forth praises? O the madness of healthful youth that lay out this vigor of body and mind, upon vain delights and fleshly lusts, which is so fit for the noblest work of man! And O the sinful folly of many of the Saints, who drench their spirits in continual sadness, and wast their days in complaints and groans, and fill their bodies with wasting diseases, and so make themselves both in body and mind, unfit for this sweet and heavenly work! That when they should join with the people of God in his praises, and delight their souls in singing to his Name; they are questioning their worthiness, and studying their miseries, or raising scruples about the lawfulness of the duty, and so rob God of his praise, and themselves of their solace. But the greatest destroyer of our comfort in this duty, is our sticking in the carnal delight thereof, and taking up in the tune and melody, and suffering the heart to be all the while idle, which must perform the chiefest part of the work, and which should make use of the melody, for its reviving and exhilerating.
SECT. VIII.
8. IF thou wouldest have thy heart in Heaven, keep thy soul still possessed with true believing thoughts of the exceeding, infinite love of God. Love is the attractive of love. No man's heart will be set upon him that hates him, were he never so excellent; nor much upon him, that doth not much love him. There is few so vile, but will love those that love them, be they never so mean. No doubt it is the death of our heavenly life, to have hard and doubtful thoughts of God; to conceive of him as a hater of the Creature (except only of obstinate Rebels,) and as one that had rather damn us, then save us, and that is glad of an opportunity to do us a mischief, or at least hath no great good will to us▪ This is to put the Blessed God into the similitude of Satan. And who then can set his heart and love upon him? When in our vile unbelief and ignorance, we have drawn the most ugly picture of God in our imaginations, then we complain, that we cannot love him, and delight in him. This is the case of many thousand Christians. Alas, that we should thus belie and blaspheme God, and blast our own joys, and depress our spirits! Love is the very essence of God. The Scripture tells us, That God is Love; it telleth us, That Fury dwelleth not in him; that he delighteth not in the death of him that dieth, but rather, that he repent and live. Much more hath he testified his love to his chosen; and his full resolution effectually to save them. O, if we could always think of God, but as we do of a friend; as of one that doth unfeignedly love us, even more then we do ourselves; whose very heart is set upon us to do us good, and hath therefore provided us an everlasting dwelling with himself, it would not then be so hard to have our hearts still with him! Where we love most heartily, we shall think most sweetly, and most freely: And nothing will quicken our love more then the belief of his love to us. Get therefore a truer conceit of the loving Nature of God, and lay up all the experiences, and discoveries of his love to thee; and then see if it will not further thy heavenly-mindedness.
SECT. IX.
9. ANother thing I would advise you to, is this, Be a careful observer of the drawings of the Spirit, and fearful of quenching its motions, or resisting its workings; If ever thy soul get above this earth, and get acquainted with this living in heaven, the Spirit of God must be to thee as the Chariot to Elijah ; yea, the very living principle by which thou must move and ascend. O then grieve not thy Guide, quench not thy Life, knock not off thy Chariot-wheels; if thou do, no wonder if thy soul be at a loss, and all stand still, or fall to the earth; you little think how much the life all your Graces, and the happiness of your souls doth depend upon your ready and cordial Obedience to the Spirit; When the Spirit urgeth thee to secret prayer, and thou refusest obedience; when he forbids thee thy known transgressions, and yet thou wilt go on; when he telleth thee, which is the way, and which not, and thou wilt not regard, no wonder if heaven and thy soul be strange: if thou wilt not follow the Spirit while it would draw thee to Christ, and to thy duty, how should it lead thee to heaven, and bring thy heart into the presence of God? O what supernatural help! what bold access shall that soul find in its approaches to the Almighty, that is accustomed to a constant obeying of the Spirit! And how backward, how dull, and strange, and ashamed, will he be to these addresses, who hath long used to break away from the Spirit that would have guided him: Even as stiff, and unfit, will they be for this Spiritual motion, as a dead man to natural. I beseech thee, Christian Reader, learn well this lesson, and try this course; let not the motions of thy body only, but also the very thoughts of thy heart, be at the Spirits be • k. Dost thou not feel sometimes a strong impulsion, to retire from the world, and draw near to God? O do not now disobey, but take the offer, and ho • se up sail while thou mayst have this blessed gale. When this wind blows strongest, thou goest fastest, either forward or backward. The more of this Spirit we resist, the deeper will it wound; and the more we obey, the speedier is our pace: As he goes heaviest that hath the wind in his face, and he easiest that hath it in his back.
SECT. X.
10. LAstly, I advise as a further help to this heavenly work. That thou neglect not the due care for the health of thy body, and for the maintaining a vigorous cheerfulness in thy spirits; nor yet over-pamper and please thy flesh. Learn how to carry thyself with prudence to thy body. It is a useful servant, if thou give it its due, and but its due: It is a most devouring tyrant, if thou give it the mastery, or suffer it to have what it unreasonably desireth. And 〈◊〉 as a blunted Knife, as a Horse that is lame, as thy Ox that is famished, if thou injuriously deny it what is necessary to its support. When we consider how frequently men offend on both extremes, and how few use their bodies aright, we cannot wonder if they be much hindered in their heavenly conversing. Most men are very slaves to their sensitive appetite, and can scarce deny anything to the flesh, which they can give it on easy rates, without much shame, or loss, or grief. The flesh thus used, is as unfit to serve you, as a wild colt to ride on. When such men should converse in Heaven, the flesh will carry them to an Alehouse, or to their sports, to their profits, or credit, or vain company; to wanton practices, or sights, or speeches, or thoughts: It will thrust a whore, or a pair of Cards, or a good bargain into their minds, instead of God. Look to this specially, you that are young, and healthful, and lusty: As you love your souls, remember that in Rom. 13.14. which converted Austin, Make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil its desires; and that Rom. 8.4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 12, 13, 14. Some few others do much hinder their heavenly joy, by over rigorous denying the body its necessaries, and so making it unable to serve them. But the most by forfeiting and excess; do overthrow and disable it. You love to have your knife keen, and every instrument you use in order: when your horse goes lustily how cheerfully do you travel? As much need hath the soul of a sound and cheerful body. If they who abuse their bodies, and neglect their health, did wrong the flesh only, the matter were small, but they wrong the soul also: As he that spoils the house, doth wrong the inhabitant. When the body is sick, and the spirits do languish, how heavily move we in these Meditations, and Joyes? Yet where God denieth this mercy, we may the better bear it, because he oft occasioneth our benefit by the denial.
CHAP. VI. Containing the Description of the great Duty of Heavenly Contemplation.
SECT. I.
T Hough I hope what is already spoken be not unuseful, and that it will not by the Reader be cast aside, yet I must tell you, that the main thing intended is yet behind, and that which I aimed at when I set upon this Work. I have observed the Maxim, that my principal end be last in execution, though it was first in my intention. All that I have said, is but for the preparation to this: The Doctrinal part is but to instruct you for this; the rest of the Uses are but introductions to this; The Motives I have laid down, are but to make you willing for this; The Hinderances I mentioned, were but so many blocks in the way to this; The general Helps which I last delivered, are but the necessary Attendants of this: So that, Reader, If thou neglect this that follows, thou dost frustrate the main end of my design, and makest me lose (as to thee) the chief of my labor. I once more entreat thee therefore, as thou art a man that makest conscience of a revealed duty, and that darest not willfully resist the Spirit, as thou valuest the high delights of a Saint, and the soul ravishing exercise of heavenly Contemplation, as all my former moving Considerations seem reasonable to thee, and as thou art faithful to the peace and prosperity of thine own soul, that thou diligently study these Directions following, and that thou speedily and faithfully put them into practice: Practice is the end of all sound Doctrine, and all right Faith doth end in duty: I pray thee therefore, rosolve before thou readest any further, and 〈…〉 here as before the Lord, that if the following Advice be wholesome to thy soul, thou wilt conscionably follow it, and seriously set thyself to the Work, and that no laziness of spirit shall take thee off, nor lesser business interrupt thy course, but that thou wilt approve thyself a Doer of this Word, and not an idle hearer only. Is this thy promise? and wilt thou stand to it? Resolve man, and then I shall be encouraged to give thee my Advice; if I spread not before thee a delicious feast, if I set thee not upon as gainful a trade, and put not into thy hand as delightful an employment as ever thou dealt'st with in all thy life, then cast it away, and tell me I have deceived thee, only try it thoroughly and then judge; I say again, if in the faithful following of this prescribed course, thou dost not find an increase of all thy graces, and dost not grow beyond the stature of common Christians, and art not made more serviceable in thy place, and more precious in the eyes of all that are discerning; if thy soul enjoy not more fellowship with God, and thy life be not fuller of pleasure and solace, and thou have not comfort readier by thee at a dying hour, when thou hast greatest need, then throw these Directions back in my face, and exclaim against me as a deceiver forever. Except God should leave thee uncomfortable for a little season, for the more glorious manifestation of his Attributes and thy integrity, and single thee out as he did Job, for an example and mirror of constancy and patience, which would be but a preparative for thy fuller comfort. Certainly God will not forsake this his own Ordinance thus conscionably performed, but will be found of those that thus diligently seek him. God hath, as it were, appointed to meet thee in this way: Do not thou fail to give him the meeting, and thou shalt find by experience that he will not fail
SECT. II.
THe duty which I press upon thee so earnestly, I shall now de • scribe and open to thee: for I suppose by this time thou art ready to inquire What is this so highly extolled work? Why, it is, The set and solemn acting of all the powers of thy soul upon this most perfect object [Rest] by Meditation.
I will a little more fully explain the meaning of this description, that so the duty may lie plain before thee. 1. The general title that I give to this duty is [Meditation] Not as it is precisely distinguished from Cogitation, Consideration and Contemplation, but as it is taken in the larger and usual sense, for Cogitation on things spiritual, and so comprehending consideration and contemplation.
That Meditation is a duty of God's ordaining, not only in his written Law, but also in nature itself, I never met with the man that would deny: But that it is a duty constantly and conscionably practiced even by the godly, so far as my acquaintance extends, I must, with sorrow, deny it: It is in word confessed to be a Duty by all, but by the constant neglect denied by most. And (I know not by what fatal customary security it comes to pass, that) men that are very tender consciencit towards most other duties, yet do as easily overslip this, as if they knew it not to be a duty at all: They that are presently troubled in mind, if they omit but a Sermon, a Fast, a Prayer in public or private, yet were never troubled that they have omitted Meditation perhaps all their life time to this very day: Though it be that duty by which all other duties are improved, and by which the soul digesteth Truths, and draweth forth their strength for its nourishment and refreshing. Certainly I think, that as a man is but half an hour in chewing and taking into his stomach, that meat which he must have seven or eight hours at least to digest;; so a man may take into his understanding and memory more Truth in one hour, then he is able well to digest in many. A man may eat too much, but he cannot digest too well: Therefore God commandeth Joshua, That the book of the Law depart not out of his mouth, but that he Meditate therein day and night, that he may observe to do according to that which is written therein, Josh. 1.8. As Digestion is the turning of the raw food into chyle, and blood, and spirits, and flesh: So Meditation rightly managed, turneth the Truths received and remembered, into warm affection, raised resolution, and holy and upright conversation. Therefore what good those men are like to get by Sermons or providences, who are unacquainted with, and unaccustomed to this work of Meditation, you may easily judge. And why so much preaching is lost among us, and professors can run from Sermon to Sermon, and are never weary of hearing or reading, and yet have such languishing starved souls; I know no truer nor greater cause, then their ignorance, and unconscionable neglect of Meditation. If a man have the Lientery, that his meat pass from him as he took it in; or if he vomit it up as fast as he eats it, what strength and vigor of body and senses is this man like to have? Indeed he may well eat more then a sounder man, and the small abode that it makes in the stomach, may refresh it at the present, and help to draw it out a lingering, languishing, uncomfortable, unprofitable life: And so do our hearers that have this disease; perhaps they hear more then otherwise they needed; and the clear discovery and lively delivery of the Truth of God, may warm and refresh them a little, while they are hearing, and perhaps an hour or two after; and it may be it may linger out their Grace, in a languishing, uncomfortable, unprofitable life: But if they did hear one hour and meditate seven, if they did as constantly digest their Sermons as they hear them, and not take in one Sermon before the former is well concocted, they would find another kind of benefit by Sermons, then the ordinary sort of the forwardest Christians do. I know many carnal persons do make this an Argument against frequent preaching and hearing, who do it merely from a loathing of the word, and know far less how to Meditate, then they know how understandingly to hear: Only they pretend Meditation against often hearing, because that being a duty of the mind, you cannot so easily discern their omission of it. These are sick of the Anorexia and Apepsy, they have neither appetite nor digeston: the other of the Boulimos, they have appetite, but no digestion.
SECT. III.
2. BUt because Meditation is a general word, and it is not all Meditation that I hear intend; I shall therefore lay thee down the difference, whereby this Meditation that I am urging thee to, is discerned from all other sorts of Meditation. And the difference is taken from the Act, and from the object of it.
1. From the Act, which I call [The set and solemn acting of all the powers of the soul.]
1. I call it the [Acting of them] for it is▪ Action that we are directing you in now, and not relations or dispositions yet these also are necessarily presupposed: It must be a soul that is qualified for the work, by the supernatural renewing grace of the spirit, which must be able to perform this Heavenly exercise. Its the work of the Living, and not of the dead. Its a work of all others most spiritual and sublime, and therefore not to be well performed by a heart that's merely carnal and terrene. Also they must necessarily have some relation to heaven, before they can familiarly there converse: I suppose them to be the sons of God, when • persuade them to love him: and to be of the family of God, ye • the spouse of his Son, when I persuade them to press into his presence, and to dwell with him: I suppose them to be such as have title to Rest, when I persuade them to rejoice in the Meditation of Rest. These therefore being all presupposed, are not the duty here intended and required: But it is the bringing of their sanctified dispositions into Act, and the delightful reveiwing of thei • high relations: Habits and Powers are but to enable us to Action To say [I am able to do this, or I am disposed to do it] doth nei • there please God, nor advantage ourselves, except withal we really do it. God doth not regenerate thy soul, that it may be able to know him, and not know him▪ or that it may be able to believe and yet not believe; or that it may be able to love him and yet not love him: But he therefore makes thee able to know to believe, and love, that thou mayest indeed both know, believe and love him. What good doth that power which is not reduced into Act? Therefore I am not now exhorting thee, to be an able Christian, but to be an Active Christian, according to the degree of that ability which thou hast. As thy store of money, or food, o • raiment, which thou lettest lie by thee and never usest, doth the • no good, but to please thy fancy, or raise thee to an esteem in the eyes of others; so all thy gifts, and powers, and habits which lie still in thy soul, and are never Acted, do profit or comfort thee little or nothing, but in satisfying thy fancy, and raising thee to the repute of an able man, so far as they are discernible to the standers by.
SECT. IV.
1. I Call this Meditation [ The acting of the powers of the Soul ] meaning the soul as Rational, to difference it from the cogitations of the soul as Sensitive; the Sensitive soul hath a kind of Meditation by the common sense, the Fantasy, and Estimation: The fleshly man mindeth the things of the flesh: If it were the work of the Ear, or the Eye, or the Tongue, or the Hands, which I am setting you on, I doubt not but you would more readily take it up; but it is the work of the soul, for bodily exercise doth here profit but little. The soul hath its labor and its ease, its business and its idleness, its intention and remission, as well as the body: And diligent students are usually as sensible of the labor and wea •• ness of their spirits and brain, as they are of that of the members of the body. This action of the soul, is it I persuade thee to.
SECT. V.
3. I Call it the acting of [ All ] the powers of the soul, To difference it from the common Meditation of Students, which is usually the mere employment of the Brain. It is not a bare thinking, that I mean, nor the mere use of Invention or Memory; but a business of a higher and more excellent nature: when Truth is apprehended only as Truth, this is but an unsavory and loose apprehension; but when it is apprehended as Good, as well as True, this is a fast and delightful apprehending: As a man is not so prone to live according to the Truth he knows, except it do deeply affect him, so neither doth his soul enjoy its sweetness, except Speculation do pass to Affection: The Understanding is not the whole soul, and therefore cannot do the whole work; As God hath made several parts in man, to perform their several Offices for his nourishing and life, so hath he ordained the faculties of the soul to perform their several Offices for his spiritual life; the Stomack must chy lisy and prepare for the Liver, the Liver and Spleen must sanguify and prepare for the Heart and Brain, and these must beget the vital and animal spirits &c. so the Understanding must take in Truths, and prepare them for the Will, and it must receive them, and commend them to the Affections: The best digestion is in the bottom of the Stomack; the Affections are as it were the bottom of the soul, and therefore the best digestion is there: While Truth is but a speculation swimming in the Brain, the Soul hath not half received it, nor taken fast hold of it; Christ and Heaven hath various Excellencies, and therefore God hath formed the soul with a power of divers ways of apprehending, that so we might be capable of enjoying those divers Excellencies in Christ, even as the creatures having their several uses, God hath given us several senses, that so we might enjoy the delights of them all: What the better had we been for the pleasant oderiferous flowers and perfumes, if we had not possessed the sense of Smelling? or what good would Language or Music have done us, if God had not given us the sense of hearing? or what delight should we have found in meats or drinks, or sweetest things, if we had been deprived of the sense of tasting? Why so, what good could all the glory of Heaven have done us? or what pleasure should we have had, even in the goodness and perfection of God himself, if we had been without the affections of Love and Joy, whereby we are capable of being delighted in that Goodness? so also, what benefit of strength or sweetness, canst thou possible receive by thy Meditations on Eternity, while thou dost not exercise those Affections, which are the senses of the soul, by which it must receive this sweetness and strength?
This is it that hath deceived Christians in this business; They have thought that Meditation is nothing but the bare thinking on Truths, and the rolling of them in the Understanding and Memory? when every School-Boy can do this, or persons that hate the things which they think on.
Therefore this is the great task in hand, and this is the work that I would set thee on; to get these Truths from thy head to thy heart, and that all the Sermons which thou hast heard of Heaven, and all the notions that thou hast conceived of this Rest, may be turned into the blood and spirits of Affection, and thou mayest feel them revive thee, and warm thee at the heart, and mayest so think of heaven as heaven should be thought on.
There are two accesses of Contemplation (saith Bernard ) one in Intellection, the other in Affection, one in Light, the other in Heat, one in Acquisition, the other in Devotion. If thou shouldst study of nothing but Heaven while thou livest, and shouldst have thy thoughts at command, to turn them hither on every occasion, and yet shouldst proceed no further then this; this were not the Meditation that I intend, nor would it much advantage or better thy soul; as it is thy whole soul that must possess God hereafter, so must the whole in a lower measure possess him here. I have shown you in the beginning of this Treatise, how the soul must enjoy the Lord in Glory, to wit, by knowing, by loving, and joying in him; why, the very same way must thou begin thy enjoyment here.
So much as thy Understanding and Affections are sincerely acted upon God, so much dost thou enjoy him: And this is the happy Work of this Meditation. So that you see, here is somewhat more to be done, then barely to remember and think of Heaven; as Running, and Ringing, and Moving, and such like labors, do not only stir a hand or a foot, but do strain and exercise the whole body, so doth Meditation the whole soul.
As the Affections of Sinners are set on the world, and turned to Idols, and fallen from God, as well as the Understanding; so must the Affections of men be reduced to God, and taken up with him, as well as the Understanding; and as the whole was filled with sin before, so the whole must be filled with God now; as St. Paul saith of Knowledge, and Gifts, and Faith to remove mountains, that if thou have all these without Love, Thou art but as sounding Brass, or as a tinkling Cymbal ; so I may say of the exercise of these, If in this work of Meditation, thou do exercise Knowledge, and Gifts, and Faith of Miracles, and not exercise Love, and Joy, thou dost nothing, thou playest the child and not the man, the Sinners part, and not the Saints, for so will Sinners do also: If thy Meditation tends to fill thy Note-Book with notions and good sayings concerning God, and not thy heart with longings after him, and delight in him, for ought I know thy Book is as much a Christian as thou. Mark but David's description of the blessed man, Psal. 1.3. His delight is in the Law of the Lord, and therein doth he meditate day and night.
〈1 page duplicate〉 〈1 page duplicate〉SECT. VI.
4. I Call this Meditation [Set and Solemn] to difference it from that which is Occasional and Cursory. As there is Prayer, which is solemn, (when we set ourselves wholly to the duty) and Prayer, which is sudden and short, commonly called, Ejaculations, (when a man in the midst of other business doth send up some brief request to God;) so also there is Meditation solemn, (when we apply ourselves only to that work;) and there is Meditation which is short and cursory, (when in the midst of our business we have some good thoughts of God in our minds.) And as solemn Prayer is either, First, See, (when a Christian observing it as a standing duty, doth resolvedly practice it in a constant course;) or secondly, Occasional, (when some unusual occasion doth put us upon it at a season extraordinary;) so also Meditation admits of the like distinction. Now, though I would persuade you to that Meditation which is mixed with your common labors in your callings; and to that which special occasions do direct you to; yet these are not the main thing which I here intend: But that you would make it a constant standing duty, as you do by Hearing, and Praying, and Reading the Scripture; and that you would solemnly set yourselves about it, and make it for that time your whole work, and intermix other matters no more with it, then you would do with prayer, or other duties. Thus you see, as it is differenced by its act, what kind of Meditation it is that we speak of, viz. It is the set and solemn acting of all the powers of the Soul.
SECT. VII.
THe second part of the Difference is drawn from its object, which is [Rest] or the most blessed estate of man, in his everlasting enjoyment of God in Heaven. Meditation hath a large field to walk in, and hath as many objects to work upon, as there are matters, and lines, and words in the Scripture, as there are known Creatures in the whole Creation, and as there are particular discernible passages of Providence, in the Government of the persons and actions, through the world: But the Meditation that I now direct you in, is only of the end of all these, and of these as they refer to that end: It is not a walk from Mountains to Valleys, from Sea to Land, from Kingdom to Kingdom, from Planet to Planet: But it is a walk from Mountains and Valleys, to the Holy Mount Zion ; from Sea and Land, to the Land of the Living; from the Kingdoms of this world, to the Kingdom of Saints; from Earth to Heaven; from Time to Eternity: It is a walking upon Sun, and Moon, and Stars; it is a walk in the Garden, and Paradise of God▪ It may seem far off; but spirits are quick; whether in the body, or out of the body, their motion is swift: They are not so heavy, or dull, as these earthly lumps; nor so slow of motion, as these clods of flesh. I would not have you cast off your other Meditations; but surely, as Heaven hath the preeminence in perfection, so should it have the preeminence also in our Meditation. That which will make us most happy when we possess it, will make us most joyful when we meditate upon it; especially, when that Meditation is a degree of Possession, if it be such affecting Meditation as I here describe.
You need not here be troubled with the fears of the world, lest studying so much on these high matters, should craze your brains, and make you mad, unless you will go mad with delight, and joy, and that of the purest and most solid kind: If I set you to meditate as much on Sin and Wrath, and to study nothing but Judgment and Damnation, then you might justly fear such an issue. But its Heaven and not Hell, that I would persuade you to walk in; its Joy and not Sorrow, that I persuade you to exercise. I would urge you to look upon no deformed object, but only upon the ravishing glory of Saints, and the unspeakable excellencies of the God of glory, and the beams that stream from the face of his Son. Are these such sadding, and madding thoughts? will it distract a man to think of his only happiness? will it distract the miserable to think of mercy? or the captive and prisoner, to sores •• deliverance? or the poor to think of riches and honor approaching? Neither do I persuade your thoughts to matters of great difficulty, or to study thorny and knotty controversies of Heaven, or to search out things beyond your reach: If you should thus set your wit and invention upon the Tenters, you might be quickly distracted or distempered indeed. But it is your Affections, more then your wits and inventions, that must be used in this heavenly employment we speak of: They are Truths which are commonly known and professed, which your souls must draw forth and feed upon. The Resurrection of the body, and the Life everlasting, are Articles of your Creed, and not nicer controversies. Me thinks it should be liker to make a man mad, to think of living in a world of woe, to think of abiding in poverty and sickness, among the rage of wicked men, then to think of living with Christ in bliss: Me thinks, if we be not mad already, it should sooner distract us, to hear the Tempests and roaring Waves, to see the Billows, and Rocks, and Sands, and Gulfs, then to think of arriving safe at Rest. But Wisdom is justified of all her children; Knowledge hath no enemy, but the ignorant. This heavenly course was never spoke against by any, but those that never either knew it or used it. I more fear the neglect of men that do approve it, then the opposition or Arguments of any against it. Truth looseth more by loose friends, then by sharpest enemies.
CHAP. VII. Concerning the fittest time and place for this contemplation, and the preparation of the heart unto it.
SECT. I.
T Hus I have opened to you the nature of this duty, and by this time I suppose you pa • tly apprehend what it is, that I so press upon you; which when it is opened more particularly, you will more fully discern. I now proceed to direct you in the work; where I shall first show you how you must set upon it; and secondly, how you must behave yourself in it; and thirdly, how you shall shut it up. And here I suppose thee to be a man that dost conscionably avoid the forementioned hindrances, and conscionably use the forementioned helps, or else it is in vain to set thee a higher lesson, till thou hast first learned that: Which if thou have done, I then further advise thee: First, Somewhat concerning the time and season; secondly, somewhat concerning the place; and thirdly, somewhat concerning the frame of thy Spirit.
And first for the time, I advise thee, that as much as may be, it may be set and constant. Proportion out such a part of thy time to the work.
Stick not at their scruple, who question the stating of times as superstitious: If thou suit out thy time to the advantage of the work, and place no more Religion in the time itself, thou needest not to fear lest this be superstition. As a workman in his shop will have a set place for everyone of his Tools and Wares, or else when he should use it, it may be to seek: So a Christian should have a set time for every ordinary duty, or else when he should practice it, its ten to one but he will be put by it. Stated time is a hedge to duty, and defends it against many temptations to omission. God hath stated none but the Lord's day himself, but he hath left it to be stated, and determined by ourselves, according to every man's condition and occasions, least otherwise his Law should have been a burden, or a snare. Yet hath he left us general rules, which by the use of Reason, and Christian Prudence, may help us to determine of the fittest times. Its as ridiculous a question of them that ask us, [Where Scripture commands us to pray so oft, or at such hours, privately or in families?] as if they asked, [Where the Scripture commands, that the Church-House, (or Temple) stand in such a place? or the Pulpit in such a place? or my seat in such a place? or where it commands a man to read the Scriptures with a pair of Spectacles, &c. ] Most that I have known to break this bond of duty, and to argue against a stated time, have at last grown careless of the duty itself, and shown more dislike against the work, then the time. If God give me so much money or wealth, and tell me not in Scripture, how much such a poor man must have, nor how much my family, nor how much in clothes, and how much in expenses; is it not lawful, yea and necessary that I make the division myself, and allow to each the due proportion? So if God do bestow on me a day or a week of time, and give me such and such work, to do in this time, and tell me not how much I shall allot to each work; Certainly, I must make the division myself, and cut my coat according to my cloth, and proportion it wisely and carefully too, or else I am like to leave something undone. Though God hath not told you, at what hour you shall rise in the morning, or what hours you shall eat and drink, yet your own Reason, and experience will tell you, that ordinarily you should observe a stated time. Neither let the fear of customariness and formality deter you from this. That Argument hath brought the Lord's Supper from once a week to once a quarter, or once a year; and it hath brought family-duties with too many of late, from twice a day to once a week, or once a month; and if it were not, that man being proud, is naturally of a Teaching humor, and addicted to works of popularity and ostentation, I believe it would diminish Preaching as much: And will it deal any better with secret duties? especially this of Holy Meditation? I advise thee therefore, if well thou mayest, to allow this duty a stated time, and be as constant in it, as in Hearing and Praying: Yet be cautious in understanding this. I know this will not prove every man's duty; some have not themselves, and their time at command, and therefore cannot set their hours; such are most servants, and many children of poor or carnal parents; and many are so poor, that the necessity of their Families will deny them this freedom. I do not think it the duty of such, to leave their labors for this work, at certain set times, no nor for Prayer, or other necessary worship: No such duty is at all times a duty, Affirmatives specially. Positives bind not semper & ad semper. When two duties come together, and cannot both be performed, it were then a sin to perform the lesser. Of two duties we must choose the greater, though of two sins we must choose neither. I think such persons were best to be watchful, to redeem time as much as they can, and take their vacant opportunities as they fall, and especially to join Meditation and Prayer, as much as they can, with the very labors of their callings. There is no such enmity between laboring and meditating, or praying in the Spirit, but that both may conveniently be done together▪ Yet I say (as Paul in another case) if thou canst be free, use it rather: Those that have more time a spare from worldly necessaries, and are Masters to dispose of themselves, and their time, I still advise, That they keep this duty to a stated time. And indeed, it were no ill husbandry, nor point of folly, if we did so by all other duties: If we considered of the ordinary works of the day, and •• ited out a fit season, and proportion of time to every work, and fixed this in our memory and resolution, or wrote it in a Table, and kept in our Closets, and never brake it, but upon unexpected, or extraordinary cause. If every work of the day, had thus its appointed time, we should be better skilled, both in redeeming time, and performing duty.
SECT. II.
2. I Advise thee also, concerning thy time for this duty, That as it be stated, so it be frequent; Just how oft it should be, I cannot determine, because men's several conditions may vary it: But in general, that it be frequent the Scripture requireth, when it mentioneth meditating continually, and day and night. Circumstances of our condition, may much vary the circumstances of our duties. It may be one man's duty to hear or pray oftener then another's; and so it may be in this Meditation. But for those that can conveniently omit other business, I advise, That it be once a day at least. Though Scripture tell us not, how oft in a day we should eat or drink, yet prudence and experience will direct us, to twice or thrice a day, according to the temper and necessities of our bodies. Those that think they should not tie themselves to order or number of duties, but should then only meditate or pray, when they find the Spirit provoking them to it, do go upon uncertain and unchristian grounds. I am sure, the Scripture provokes us to frequency, and our necessity secondeth the voice of Scripture; and if through my own neglect, or resistance of the Spirit, I do not find it so to excite and quicken me, I dare not therefore disobey the Scripture, nor neglect the necessities of my own soul . I should suspect that Spirit which would turn my soul from constancy in duty; if the Spirit in Scripture bid me meditate or pray. I dare not forbear it, because I find not the Spirit within me, to second the command: if I find not incitation to duty before, yet I may find assistance, while I wait in performance. I am afraid of laying my corruptions upon the Spirit, or blaming the want of the Spirits assistance, when I should blame the backwardness of my own heart; nor dare I make one corruption a plea for another; nor urge the inward rebellion of my Nature, as a Reason for the outward disobedience of my life: And for the healing of my natures backwardness, I more expect, that the Spirit of Christ should do it in a way of duty, (which I still find to be his ordinary season of working) then in a way of disobedience, and neglect of duty. Men that fall on duty according to the frame of their spirits only, are like our ignorant vulgar, (or if you will, like the Swine) who think their appetite should be the only rule of their eating: When a wise man judgeth both of quantity and quality, by Reason and Experience; least when his appetite is depraved, he should either surfeit or famish. Our Appetite is no sure rule for our times of duty, but the Word of God in general, and our Spiritual Reason, Experience, Necessity, and convenience in particular, may truly direct us.
Three Reasons especially should persuade thee to frequency in this Meditation on Heaven.
1. Because seldom conversing with him will breed a strangeness betwixt thy soul and God: Frequent society breeds familiarity, and familiarity increaseth love and delight, and maketh us bold and confident in our addresses. This is the main end of this duty, that thou mayest have acquaintance and fellowship with God therein. Therefore if thou come but seldom to it, thou wilt keep thyself a stranger still, and so miss of the end of the work. O, when a man feels his need of God, and must seek his help in a time of necessity, when nothing else can do him any good, you would little think what an encouragement it is, to go to a God that we know, and are acquainted with. O, saith the heavenly Christian, I know both whither I go, and to whom; I have gone this way many a time before now: It is the same God that I daily conversed with; it is the same way that was my daily walk: God knows me well enough, and I have some knowledge of him. On the other side, What a horror and discouragement to the soul it will be, when it is forced to fly to God in straits, to think: Alas, I know not whither to go; I never went the way before; I have no acquaintance at the Court of Heaven: My soul knows not that God, that I must speak to; and I fear he will not know my soul! But especially when we come to die, and must immediately appear before this God, and expect to enter into this Eternal Rest, then the difference will plainly appear: Then what a joy will it be to think, I am going to the place that I daily conversed in; to the place from whence I tasted so frequent delights; to that God whom I have met in my Meditations so oft. My heart hath been at Heaven before now, and tasted the sweetness that hath oft revived it; and (as Jonathan by his honey) if mine eyes were so enlightened, and my mind refreshed, when I tasted but a little of that sweetness, what will it be when I shall feed on it freely? On the other side, what a terror must it be to think, I must die, and go I know not whither; from a place where I am acquainted, to a place where I have no familiarity, or knowledge. O, Sirs, it is an inexpressible horror to a dying man, to have strange thoughts of God and Heaven: I am persuaded there is no cause so common, that makes death even to godly men unwelcome and uncomfortable. Therefore I persuade thee to frequency in this duty, That seldomness breed not estrangedness from God.
2. And besides that, seldomness will make thee unskillful in the work, and strange to the duty, as well as to God. How unhandsomely and clumsily do men set their hands to a work that they are seldom employed in! Whereas frequency will habituate thy heart to the work, and thou wilt better know the way which thou daily walkest; yea, and it will be more easy and delightful also: The Hill which made thee pant and blow at the first going up, thou mayest run up easily when thou art once accustomed to it. The heart which of itself, is naturally backward, will contract a greater unwillingness through disuse: And as an untamed Colt not used to the hand, it will hardly come to hand, when thou shouldst use it.
3. And lastly, Thou wilt lose that heat and life by long intermissions, which with much ado thou didst obtain in duty. If thou eat but a meal in two or three days, thou wilt lose thy strength as fast as thou gettest it; if in holy Meditation thou get near to Christ, and warm thy heart with the fire of Love; if thou then turn away, and come but seldom, thou wilt soon return to thy former coldness. If thou walk or labor, till thou hast got thee heat, and then sit idle all day after, wilt thou not surely lose thy heat again? especially, it being so spiritual a work, and so against the bent of nature, we shall be still inclining to our natural temper.
If water that is heated be long from the fire, it will return to its coldness, because that is its natural temper. I advise thee therefore that thou be as oft as may be in this soul-raising duty, least when thou hast long rowed hard, against the stream or tide, and wind, the boat should go further down by thy intermission, then it was got up by all thy labor; And least when thou hast been long rolling thy stony heart towards the top of the hill, it should go faster down when thou dost slack thy diligence. Its true, the intermixed use of other duties, may do much to the keeping thy heart above, especially secret prayer; but Meditation is the life of most other duties: and the veiws of heaven is the Life of Meditation.
SECT. III.
3. COncerning the Time of this duty, I advise thee that thou choose the most seasonable Time. All things are beautiful and excellent in their season. Unseasonableness may lose thee the fruit of thy labor; It may rise up disturbances and difficulties in the work; Yea it may turn a duty to a sin: when the seasonableness of a duty doth make it easy, doth remove impediments, doth embolden us to the undertaking, and doth ripen its fruit.
The seasons of this duty are either first, extraordinary or secondly, ordinary.
1. The ordinary season for your daily performance, cannot be particularly determined by man: Otherwise God would have determined it in his word; But men's conditions of employment, and freedom, and bodily temper are so various, that the same may be a seasonable hour to one, which may be unseasonable to another. If thou be a servant, or a hard laborer, that thou hast not thyself, nor thy time at command, thou must take that season which thy business will best afford thee: Either as thou sittest in the shop at thy work, or as thou travellest on the way, or as thou liest waking in the night. Every man best knows his own time, even when he hath least to hinder him of his business in the world. But for those whose necessities tie them not so close, but that they may well lay aside their earthly affairs, and choose what time of the day they will, My advice to such is, that they carefully observe the temper of their body and mind, and mark when they find their spirits most active, and fit for contemplation, and pitch upon that as the stated time. Some men are freest for all duties when they are fasting, and some are then unfittest of all. Some are fit for duties of humiliation at one season and for duties of exaltation at another. Every man is the meetest judge for himself. Only give me leave to tender you my observation, which time I have always found fittest for myself, and that is, The evening, from Sun setting to the twilight: and sometime in the night when it is warm and clear. Whether it be anything from the temperature of my body, I know not: But I conjecture that the same time would be seasonable to most tempers; for several natural reasons, which I will not now stand to mention. Neither would I have mentioned my own experience in this, but that I was encouraged hereunto by finding it suit with the experience of a better and wiser man then myself, and that is Isaac: for it is said in Gen. 24.63. That he went to Meditate in the field at the eventide: and his experience I dare more boldly recommend unto you then my own. And as I remember Doctor Hall in his excellent Treatise of Meditation, gives you the like account of his own experience.
SECT. IIII.
2. THe Lord's day is a time exceeding seasonable for this exercise. When should we more seasonably contemplate on Rest, then on that day of Rest which doth typ • fie it to us? Neither do I think that typifying use is ceased, because the Antitype is not fully yet come. However it being a day appropriated to Worship and spiritual duties, me thinks we should never exclude this duty which is so eminently spiritual. I think verily this is the chiefest work of a Christian Sabbath, and most agreeable to the intent of its positive institution. What fitter time to converse with our Lord, then on that day, which he hath appropriated to such employment, and therefore called it, The Lord's Day ? What fitter day to ascend to heaven, then that on which our Lord did arise from earth, and fully triumph over death and hell, and take possession of Heaven before us? The fittest temper for a true believer, is to be in the spirit on the Lord's Day: This was Saint Johns temper on that day. And what can bring us to this ravishment in the spirit, but the spiritual beholding of our ravishing glory? Surely though an outward ordinance may delight the ear, or tickle the fancy, yet it is the views of God that must ravish the soul. There is a great deal of difference betwixt the receiving of the word with joy, Mat. 13.20. and being in the spirit on the Lord's Day, Rev. 1 10.
Two sorts of Christians I would entreat to take notice of this especially.
1. Those that spend the Lord's day only in public worship; either through the neglect of this spiritual duty of Meditation, or else by their overmuch exercise of the public, allowing no time to private duty: Though there be few that offend in this last kind, yet some there are, and a hurtful mistake to the soul it is. They will grow but in gifts, and common accomplishments▪ if they exercise but their gifts in outward performances.
2. Those that have time on the Lord's day, for idleness, and vain discourse; and find the day longer then they know how well to spend: Were these but acquainted with this duty of contemplation, they would need no other recreation nor pastime; they would think the longest day short enough, and be sorry that the night hath shortened their pleasure.
Whether this day be of positive Divine Institution, and so to us Christians of necessary observation, is out of my way to handle here: I refer those that doubt, to what is in Print on that subject, especially Master George Abbot against Broad, and (above all) Master Cawdrey and Master Palmer their Sabbatum Redivivum. Its an encouragement to the doubtful, to find the generality of its rational opposers, to acknowledge the usefulness, yea necessity of a stated day, and the fitness of this above all other days. I would I could persuade those that are convinced of its morality, to spend a greater part of it in this true spirituality. But we do in this as in most things else; think it enough that we believe our duty, as we do the articles of our faith, and let who will put it in practice. We will dispute for duty, and let others perform it: As I have known some drunkards upon the Ale bench will plead for godly men, while themselves are ungodly: So do too many for the observation of the Lord's day, who themselves are unacquainted with this spiritual part of its observation. Christians, let heaven have some more share in your Sabbaths, where you must shortly keep your everlasting Sabbath. As you go from stair to stair till you come to the top, so use your Sabbaths as steps to glory, till you have passsed them all, and are there arrived. Especially you that are poor men, and servants, that cannot take time in the week as you desire, see that you well improve this day: Now your labor lies not • o much upon you, now you are unyoaked from your common business; Be sure as your bodies Rest from their labors, that your spirits seek after Rest with God. I admonish also those that are possessed with the censorious devil, that if they see a poor Christian walking privately in the fields on the Lord's Day, they would not Pharisaically conclude him a Sabbath breaker, till they know more: It may be he takes it as the opportunest place, to withdraw himself from the world to God; Thou seest where his body walks, but thou seest not where he is walking in the spirit. Hannah was censured for a woman drunk, till Eli heard her speak for herself; and when he knew the truth, he was ashamed of his censure. The silent spiritual worshipper is most liable to their censure, because he gives not the world an account of his worship.
Thus I have directed thee to the fittest season for the ordinary performance of this heavenly work.
SECT. V.
2. FOr the extraordinary performance, these following are seasonable times. 1. When God doth extraordinarily revive and enable thy spirit. When God hath kindled thy spirit with fire from above, it is that it may mount aloft more freely. It is a choice part of a Christians skill, to observe the temper of his own spirit, and to observe the gales of grace, and how the spirit of Christ doth move upon his. Without Christ we can do nothing. Therefore let us be doing, when he is doing: and be sure not to be out of the way, nor asleep when he comes. The sails of the windmill stir not without the wind: therefore they must set them a going when the wind blows: Be sure that thou watch this wind and tide, if thou wouldst have a speedy voyage to Heaven. A little labor will set thy heart a going at such a time as this, when another time thou mayest study and take pains to little purpose. Most Christians do sometime find a more then ordinary reviving and activeness of spirit; take this as sent from heaven to • alse thee thither: And when the spirit is lifting thy heart from the earth▪ be sure thou then lift at it thyself. As when the Angel came to Peter in his prison and Irons, and smo • e him on the side, and raised him up saying, Arise up quickly, gird thyself, • inde on thy sandals▪ and cast thy garment about thee, and follow me; And Peter arose and followed till he was delivered, Act. 12.7.8, &c. So when the spirit finds thy heart in prison and Irons, and smites it, and bids thee, Arise quickly and follow me, be sure thou then arise, and follow, and thou shall • find thy chains fall off, and all doors will open, and thou wilt be at Heaven before thou art aware.
SECT. VI.
2. WHen thou art cast into perplexing troubles of mind, through suffering, or fear, or care, or temptations, then is it seasonable to address thyself to this duty. When should we take our cordials but in our times of fainting? When is it more seasonable to walk to heaven, then when we know not in what corner on earth to live with comfort? or when should our thoughts converse above, but when they have nothing but grief to converse with below? Where should. Noah's Dove be but in the Ark, when the waters do cover all the earth; and she cannot find Rest for the sole of her foot? What should we think on but our fathers house, when we want even the husks of the world to feed on? Surely God sends thee thy afflictions to this very purpose. Happy thou poor man, if thou make this use of thy poverty: and thou that art sick, if thou so improve thy sickness. It is seasonable to go to the Promised Land, when our burdens and tasks are increased in Egypt; and when we endure the dolors of a grievous wilderness. Believe it, Reader, if thou knewest but what a cordial in thy griefs and care, the serious views of glory are, thou wouldst less fear these harmless troubles, and more use that preserving reviving Remedy: I would not have thee, as Mountebanks, take poison first, and then their Antidote to show its power; so to create thy affliction to try this remedy: But if God reach thee forth the bitterest cup, drop in but a little of the Tastes of Heaven, and I warrant thee it will sufficiently sweeten it to thy spirit; If the case thou art in, seem never so dangerous, take but a little of this Antidote of Rest, and never fear the pain or danger. I will give thee to confirm this, but the Example of David, and the Opinion of Paul, and desire thee thoroughly to consider of both. In the multitude of my thoughts within me (saith David ) thy comforts delight my soul, Psal. 94.19. As if he should say, I have multitudes of sadding thoughts that crowd upon me, thoughts of my sins, and thoughts of my foes, thoughts of my dangers, and thoughts of my pains; yet in the midst of all this crowd, one serious thought of the comforts of thy Love, and especially of the comfortable life in Glory, doth so dispel the throng, and scatter my cares, and disperse the clouds that my troubles had raised, that they do even revive and delight my soul. And Paul when he had cast up his full accounts, gives thee the sum in Rom. 8▪ 18. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time, are not worthy to compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us : Study these words well, for everyone of them is full of life. If these true sayings of God, were truly and deeply fixed in thy heart, and if thou couldst in thy sober Mediditation, but draw out the comfort of this one Scripture, I dare them it would sweeten the bitterest cross, and in a sort make thee forget thy trouble (as Christ saith, A woman forgets her travail for joy that a man is born into the world ) yea, and make thee rejoice in thy tribulation. I will add but one Text more, 2 Cor 4.16.17. For which cause we faint not, but though our outward man perish, yet the inward is renewed day by day, For our light affliction which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but the things which are not seen; For the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
SECT. VII.
3. ANother fit Season for this heavenly duty is, When the Messengers of God do summon us to die; when either our gray hairs, or our languishing bodies, or some such like forerunners of death, do tell us that our change cannot be far off; when should we most frequently sweeten our souls, with the believing thoughts of another life, then when we find that this is almost ended? and when Flesh is raising fears and terrors? Surely no men have greater need of supporting joys, then dying men; and those joys must be fetched from our eternal joy. Men that have earthly pleasures in their hands, may think they are well, though they taste no more, but when a man is dying and parting with all other pleasures, he must then fetch his pleasure from Heaven, or have none; when health is gone, and friends lie weeping about our beds, when houses, and lands, and goods, and wealth cannot afford us the least relief, but we are taking our leave of earth forever, except a hole for our bodies to rot in; when we are daily expecting our final day, its now time to look to heaven, and to fetch in comfort and support from thence; and as heavenly delights are sweetest, when they are unmixed and pure, and have no earthly delights conjoined with them, so therefore the delights of dying Christians are ofttimes the sweetest that ever they had: Therefore have the Saints been generally observed to be then most Heavenly when they were nearest dying; what a Prophetical blessing hath Jacob for his sons, when he lay a dying? And so Isaac? what a heavenly Song! what a Divine Benediction doth Moses conclude his life withal, Deut. 32. & 33. Nay, as our Savior increased in Wisdom and Knowledge, so did he also in their blessed expressions, and still the last, the sweetest, what a heavenly prayer? what heavenly advice doth he leave his Disciples when he is about to leave them? when he saw he must leave the world and go to the Father, how doth he wean them from worldly expectations? How doth he mind them of the Mansions in his Fathers House? and remember them of his coming again to fetch them thither? and open the union they shall have with him, and with each other? and promise them to be with him to behold his Glory? There's more worth in those four Chapters, John 14.15.16.17. then in all the Books in the world beside; When Blessed Paul was ready to be offered up, what heavenly Exhortation doth he give the Philippians? what advice to Timothy ? what counsel to the Elders of the Ephesian Church? Acts 20. How near was S. John to heaven in his banishment in Patmos, a little before his translation to Heaven? what heavenly discourse hath Luther in his last sickness? How close was Calvin to his Divine studies in his very sickness, that when they would have dissuaded him from it, He answers, Vultisne me otiosum a domino apprehendi? What, would you have God find me idle? I have not lived idly, and shall I die idly? The like may be said of our famous Reynolds. When excellent Bucholcer was near his end, he wrote his Book De Consol • ti • ne Decumbentium. Then it was that Tossianus wrote his Vade mecum. Then Doctor Preston was upon the Attribut • s of God ; And then Mr Bolton was on the Joyes of Heaven. It were end less to enumerate the eminent examples of this kind. It is the general temper of the spirits of the Saints, to be then most Heavenly when they are nearest to Heaven. As we use to say of the old and the weak, that they have one foot in the grave already, so may we say of the godly, when they are near their Rest, they have one foot (as it were) in Heaven already; When should a Traveler look homewards with joy, but when he is come within the sight of his home? Its true, the pains of our bodies, and the fainting of our spirits may somewhat abate the liveliness of our joy, but the measure we have, will be the more pure and spiritual, by how much the less it is kindled from the Flesh. O that we who are daily languishing, could learn this daily heavenly conversing! and could say as the Apostle in the forecited place, 2 Cor. 4.16, 17, 18! O that every gripe that our bodies feel, might make us more sensible of future ease! and that every weary day and hour might make us long for our eternal rest! That as the pulling down of one end of the balance is the lifting up of the other, so the pulling down of our bodies might be the lifting up of our souls! that as our souls were usually at the worst when our bodies were at the best, so now they might be at the best when our bodies are at the worst▪ why should we not think thus with ourselves? why everyone of these gripes that I feel are but the cutting of the stitches for the ripping off mine old attire, that God may clothe me with the glory of his Saints; Had I rather live in these rotten rags, then be at the trouble and pains to shift me? Should the Infant desire to stay in the womb, because of the straitness and pains of the passage? or because he knows not the world that he is to come into? nor is acquainted with the fashions or inhabitants thereof? Am I not nearer to my desired rest, then ever I was? If the remembrance of these griefs will increase my joy, when I shall look back upon them from above; why then should not the remembrance of that joy abate my griefs, when I look upwards▪ to it from below? And why should the present feeling of these dolors so much diminish the foretastes of Glory, when the remembrance of them will then increase it? All these gripes and woes that I feel, are but the farewell of sin and sorrows: As Nature useth to struggle hard a little before death, and as the devil cast the man to the ground and tore him, when he was going out of him, Mark 9.26. so this tearing and troubling which I now feel, is but at the departure of sin and misery; for as the effects of Grace are sweetest at last, so the effects of sin are bitterest at the last, and this is the last that ever I shall taste of it: when once this whirlwind and earthquake is past, the still voice will next succeed; and God only will be in the voice, though sin also was in the earthquake and whirlwind.
Thus Christian, as every pang of sickness should mind the wicked of their eternal pangs, and make them look into the bottom of hell, so should all thy woe and weakness mind thee of thy near approaching joy, and make thee look as high as heaven: and (as a Ball) the harder thou art smitten down to earth; the higher shouldst thou rebound up to heaven. If this be thy case who readest these lines, (and if it be not now, it will be shortly) if thou lie in consuming painful sickness, if thou perceive thy dying time draw on, O where should thy heart be now but with Christ? Methinks thou shouldst even behold him, as is were, standing by thee, and shouldst bespeak him as thy Father, thy Husband, thy Physician, thy Friend! Methinks thou shouldst even see, as it were, the Angels about thee waiting to perform their last office to thy soul, as thy friends wait to perform theirs to thy body; Those Angels which disdained not to bring the soul of a scabbed Beggar to heaven, will not think much to conduct thee thither. O look upon thy sickness, as Jacob did on Josephs Chariots, and let thy spirit revive within thee, and say, It is enough, that Joseph, that Christ, is yet alive, for because he lives I shall live also, Joh. 14.19. As thou art sick and needest the daintiest food, and choicest Cordials, so here are choices then the world affords, here is the food of Angels and glorified Saints; here is all the joys that heaven doth yield, even the Vision of God, the sight of Christ, and whatsoever the blessed there possess; This Table is spread for thee to feed on in thy sickness, these dainties are offered thee by the hand of Christ: He hath written thee the Receipt in the Promises of the Gospel, He hath prepared thee all the ingredients in Heaven, only put forth the hand of Faith, and feed upon them, and rejoice & live; The Lord saith to thee, as he did to Elias, Arise and eat, because the journey is too great for thee, 1 Kings 19.7. Though it be not long, yet the way is foul: I counsel thee therefore that thou obey his voice, and arise and eat, and in the strength of that meat thou mayest walk till thou come to the Mount of God; Dye not in the ditch of horror or stupidity; but (as the Lord said to Moses ) Go up into the Mount, and see the Land that the Lord hath promised, and die in the Mount ; And as old Simeon when he saw Christ in his infancy in the Temple, so do thou behold him in the Temple of the New Jerusalem as in his Glory, and take him in the arms of thy Faith, and say, Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, for mine eye (of Faith) hath seen thy salvation ; As thou wast never so near to Heaven as now, so let thy spirit be nearer it now then ever.
So you have seen which is the fittest season for this duty: I should here advise thee also of sometimes unseasonable; but I shall only add this one Caution; The unseasonable urging of the most spiritual duty, is more from the Tempter then from the Spirit of God: When Satan sees a Christian in a condition wherein he is unable and unfit for a duty, or wherein he may have more advantage against us by our performance of it, then by our omitting it, he will then drive on as earnestly to duty, as if it were the very spirit of Holiness: that so upon our omitting or ill performance, he may have somewhat to cast in our teeth and to trouble us with. And this is one of his ways of deceiving, when he transforms himself into an Angel of Light. It may be when thou art on thy knees in prayer, thou shalt have many good thoughts will come into thy mind: or when thou art hearing the word, or at such unseasonable times: Resist these good thoughts as coming from the devil, for they are formally evil, though they are materially good; Even good thoughts in themselves may be sinful to thee. It may be when thou shouldst be diligent in thy necessary labors, thou shalt be moved to cast aside all, that thou mayest go to Meditation or to Prayer; These motions are usually from the spirit of delusion: The spirit of Christ doth nothing unseasonably: God is not the God of confusion but of order.
SECT. VIII.
THus much I thought necessary to advise thee concerning the time of this duty. It now follows that I speak a word of the fittest place. Though God is everywhere to be found by a faithful soul; Yet some places are more convenient for a duty then others.
1. As this is a Private and spiritual duty, so it is most convenient that thou retire to some private place. Our spirits had need of every help, and to be freed from every hindrance in the work: And the quality of these circumstances, though to some they may seem small things, doth much conduce to our hindrance or our help. Christ himself thought it not vain to direct in this circumstance of private duty, Mat. 6.4, 6, 18, If in private prayer we must shut our door upon us, that our Father may hear us in secret; so is it also requisite in this Meditation. How oft doth Christ himself depart to some mountain, or wilderness, or other solitary place? For occasional Meditation I give thee not this advise, but for this daily set and solemn duty, I advise, that thou withdraw thyself from all society, yea though it were the society of godly men, that thou mayest a while enjoy the society of Christ: If a student cannot study in a crowd, who exerciseth only his invention and memory, much less when thou must exercise all the powers of thy soul, and that upon an object so far above nature: When thy eyes are filled with the persons and actions of men, and thine ears with their discourse; its hard then to have thy thoughts and affections free for this duty. Though I would not persuade thee to Pythagoras his Cave, nor to the Hermets Wilderness, nor to the Monks Cell; yet I would advise thee to frequent solitariness, that thou mayest sometimes confer with Christ and with thyself, as well as with others. We are fled so far from the solitude of superstition, that we have cast off the solitude of contemplative devotion. Friends use to converse most familiarly in private, and to open their Secrets, and let out their affections most freely. Public converse is but common converse. Use therefore (as Christ himself did, Mark 1.35.) to depart sometimes into a solitary place, that thou mayest be wholly vacant for this great employment. See Mat. 14.23. Mark 6.47. Luke 9.18▪ 36. John 6.15, 16. We seldom read of God's appearing by himself, or his Angels, to any of his Prophets or Saints in a throng; but frequently when they were alone.
And as I advise thee to a place of retiredness; so also that thou observe more particularly, what place and posture best agreeth with thy spirit: Whether within doors, or without; whether siting still, or walking. I believe Isaac's example in this also, will direct us to the place and posture, which will best suit with most, as it doth with me, viz. His walking forth to meditate in the field at the eventide. And Christ's own example in the places forecited; gives us the like direction. Christ was used to a solitary Garden, that even Judas when he came to betray him, knew where to find him, John 18.1, 2. And though he took his Disciples thither with him, yet did he separate himself from them for more Secret devotions, Luke 22.41. And though his meditation be not directly named but only his praying yet it is very clearly implied, Matth. 26.38, 39. His soul is first made sorrowful with the bitter meditations on his death and sufferings, and then he poureth it out in prayer, Mark 14.34. So that Christ had his accustomed place, and consequently accustomed duty, and so must we: Christ hath a place that is solitary, whither he retireth himself even from his own Disciples, and so must we: Christ's meditations do go further then his thought; they affect, and p • erce his heart and soul, and so must ours. Only there is a wide difference in the object: Christ meditates on the suffering that our sins had deserved, that the wrath of his Father even passed through his thoughts upon all his soul; But the meditation that we speak of, is on the glory he hath purchased; that the love of the Father, and the joy of the Spirit, might enter at our thoughts, and revive our affections, and overflow our souls. So that as Christ's meditation was the sluice or floodgate, to let in Hell to overflow his Affections: so our meditation should be the sluice to let in Heaven into our affections.
SECT. IX.
SO much concerning the Time and Place of this duty. I am next to advise thee somewhat concerning the preparations of thy heart. The success of the work doth much depend on the frame of thy heart. When man's heart had nothing in it that might grieve the Spirit, then was it the delightful habitation of his Maker. God did not quit his residence there, till man did expel him by unworthy provocations. There grew no strangeness, till the heart grew sinful, and too loathsome a dungeon for God to delight in. And were this soul reduced to its former innocence, God would quickly return to his former habitation; yea, so far as it is renewed and repaired by the Spirit, and purged of its lusts, and beautified with his Image; the Lord will yet acknowledge it his own, and Christ will manifest himself unto it, and the Spirit will take it for his Temple, and Residence. So far as the soul is qualified for conversing with God, so far it doth actually (for the most part) enjoy him. Therefore with all diligence keep thy heart; for from thence are the issues of life, Prov 4.23.
More particularly, when thou fettest on this duty, First, Get thy heart as clear from the world as thou canst; wholly lay by the thoughts of thy business, of thy troubles, of thy enjoyments, and of everything that may take up any room in thy soul. Get thy soul as empty as possibly thou canst, that so it may be the more capable of being filled with God. It is a work (as I have said) that will require all the powers of thy soul, if they were a thousand times more capacious and active then they are; and therefore you have need to lay by all other thoughts and affections, while you are busied here. If thou couldst well perform some outward duty with a piece of thy heart, while the other is absent, yet this above all I am sure thou canst not. Surely, if thou once address thyself to the business indeed, thou wilt be as the covetous man at the heap of Gold; that when he might take as much as he could carry away, lamented that he was able to bear no more: So when thou shalt get into the Mount in contemplation, thou wilt find there, as much of God and Glory, as thy narrow heart is able to contain; and almost nothing to hinder thy full possession, but only the uncapableness of thy own Spirit. O then (wilt thou think) that this understanding were larger, that I might conceive more! that these affections were wider to contain more! it is more my own unfitness, then anything else, which is the cause, that even this place is not my Heaven! God is in this place, and I know it not. This Mount is full of the Angels of God, but mine eyes are shut and cannot see them. O the words of love that Christ hath to speak! O the wonders of love that he hath to show! But, alas, I cannot bear them yet! Heaven is here ready at hand for me, but my uncapable heart is unready for Heaven! Thus wouldst thou lament, that the deadness of thy heart doth hinder thy joys; even as a sick man is sorry that he wants a stomach, when he sees a feast before him.
Therefore, Reader, seeing it is much in the capacity, and frame of thy heart, how much thou shalt enjoy of God in this contemplation; be sure that all the room thou hast be empty: and (if ever) seek him here with all thy soul: Thrust no • Christ into the stable, and the manger, as if thou hadst better guests for the chiefest rooms. Say to all thy worldly business and thoughts, as Christ to his Disciples, Sit you here, while I go and pray yonder, Matth. 26.36. Or as Abraham when he went to sacrifice Isaac, left his servants and Ass below the Mount, saying, Stay you here, and I and the Lad, will go yonder and worship, and come again to you: So say thou to all thy worldly thoughts, Abide you below, while I go up to Christ, and then I will return to you again. Yea, as God did terrify the people with his threats of death, if any one should dare to come to the Mount, when Moses was to receive the Law from God; so do thou terrify thy own heart, and use violence against thy intruding thoughts, if they offer to accompany thee to the Mount of Contemplation. Even as the Priests thrust Uzziah the King out of the Temple, where he presumed to burn incense, when they saw the Leprosy to arise upon him; so do thou thrust these thoughts from the Temple of thy heart, which have the badge of God's prohibition upon them. As you will beat back your dogs, yea, and leave your servants behind you, when yourselves are admitted into the Princes presence; so also do by these. Your selves may be welcome, but such followers may not.
SECT. X.
2. BE sure thou set upon this work, with the greatest seriousness that possibly thou canst. Customariness here, is a killing sin. There is no trifling in holy things; God will be sanctified of all that draw near him. These spiritual, excellent, soul-raising duties, are the most dangerous, if we miscarry in them, of all. The more they advance the soul, being well used, the more they destroy it, being used unfaithfully: As the best meats corrupted, are the worst. To help thee therefore to be serious when thou settest on this work; First, Labor to have the deepest apprehensions of the presence of God, and of the incomprehensible Greatness of the Majesty which thou approachest. If Rebecca veil her face at her approach to Isaac ; if Esther must not draw near, till the King hold forth the Scepter; if dust and worms-meat must have such respect, Think then with what reverence thou shouldst approach thy Maker: think thou art addressing thyself to him, that made the Worlds with the word of his mouth; that upholds the Earth as in the palm of his hand; that keeps the Sun, and Moon, and Heavens in their courses; that bounds the raging Sea with the Sands, and saith, Hitherto go, and no farther: Thou art going about to converse with him, before whom the Earth will quake, and Devils tremble; before whose bar thou must shortly stand, and all the world with thee, to receive their doom. O think, I shall then have lively apprehensions of his Majesty; my drowsy spirits will then be wakened, and my stupid unreverence be laid aside: Why should I not now be roused with the sense of his Greatness, and the dread of his Name possess my soul?
Secondly, Labor to apprehend the greatness of the work, which thou attemptest, and to be deeply sensible both of its weight and height; of its concernment and excellency. If thou were pleading for thy life at the bar of a Judge, thou wouldst be serious; and yet that were but a trifle to this: If thou were engaged in such a work as David was against Goliath, whereon the Kingdoms deliverance did depend, in itself considered, it were nothing to this. Suppose thou were going to such a wrestling as Jacob's ; suppose thou were going to see the sight, which the three Disciples saw in the Mount: How seriously! how reverently wouldst thou both approach and behold? If the Sun do suffer any notable Eclipse, how seriously do all run out to see it? If some Angel from Heaven should but appoint to meet thee, at the same time and place of thy contemplations, how dreadfully, how apprehensively wouldst thou go to meet him? Why, consider then with what a Spirit thou shouldst meet the Lord; and with what seriousness and dread thou shouldst daily converse with him: When Manoah had seen but an Angel, he cries out, We shall surely die, because we have seen God, Judge 13.22.
Consider also, the blessed Issue of the work, if it do succeed; it will be an admission of thee into the presence of God, a beginning of thy Eternal Glory on Earth; a means to make thee live above the rate of other men, and admit thee into the next room to the Angels themselves; a means to make thee live and die, both joyfully and blessedly: So that the prize being so great, thy preparations should be answerable. There is none on Earth that live such a life of joy and blessedness, as those that are acquainted with this Heavenly conversation: The joys of all other men are but like a childes play, a fools laughter, as a dream of health to the sick, or as a fresh pasture to a hungry Beast. It is he that trades at Heaven, that is the only gainer; and he that neglecteth it, that is the only loser. And therefore how seriously should this work be done!
CHAP. VIII. Of Consideration, the instrument of this Work; and what force it hath to move the Soul.
SECT. I.
H Aving shown thee how thou must set upon this work, I come now to direct thee in the work itself, and to show thee the way which thou must take to perform it. All this hath been but to set the Instrument (thy heart) in tune; and now we are come to the Music itself: All this hath been but to get thee an appetite; it follows now, That thou approach unto the Feast; that thou sit down, and take what is offered, and delight thy soul, as with marrow and fatness. Whoever you are, that are children of the Kingdom, I have this message to you from the Lord, Behold, the dinner is prepared; the Oxen and fatlings are killed: Come, for all things are now ready. Heaven is before you; Christ is before you; the exceeding Eternal weight of Glory is before you: Come therefore, and feed upon it: Do not make light of this invitation, ( Matth. 22.5.) nor put off your own mercies with excuses; ( Luke 14.18.) what ever thou art, Rich or poor, though in Alms-houses or Hospitals though in Highways or Hedges, my Commission is, if possible, to compel you to come in; And blessed is he that eateth bread in the Kingdom of God, Luke 14.15. The Manna lieth about your Tents; walk forth into the Wilderness, gather it up, take it home, and feed upon it: so that the remaining Work is only to direct you, how to use your hands and mouth to feed your stomach, I mean, how to use your • nderstandings for the warming of your Affections, and to fire your Hearts by the help of your Heads. And herein it will be necessary that I observe this Method; First, to show you what instrument it is that you must work by. Secondly, Why, and how this way of working is like to succeed and attain its end. Thirdly, What powers of the soul should here be acted, and what are the particular Affections to be excited, and what objective Considerations are necessary thereto, and in what order you should proceed. Fourthly, By what acts you must advance to the height of the work. Fifthly, What advantages you must take, and what helps you must use for the facilitating your success. Sixthly, In what particulars you must look narrowly to your hearts through the whole: And I will be the briefer in all, left you should lo • e my meaning in a crowd of words, or your thoughts be carried from the Work itself, by an over-long and tedious Explication of it.
SECT. II.
1. THe great Instrument that this Work is done by, is Ratiocination, Reasoning the case with yourselves, Discourse of mind, Cogitation, or Thinking, or, if you will, call it Consideration. I here suppose you to know the things to be considered, and therefore shall wholly pass over tha • Meditation of Students, which tends only to Speculation or Knowing; They are known Truths that I persuade you to consider; for the grossly ignorant that know not the Doctrine of everlasting Life, are, for the present, uncapable of this duty.