A Golden Chain
XLI.
The fourth is, joy of heart in consideratiō of the nearness of presence of the terrible day of judgment. The reprobate either trembleth at the consideration of the day of judgment, or else in the security of his heart he regardeth it not. And when he shall see the signs of the coming of Christ, his heart shall fail him for very fear, & he shall call the hills to fall upon him: but contrariwise, the faithful love the second coming of Christ, and therefore wait and long for it: and when they shall see the signs of it, they shall lift up their heads, because the full accomplishment of their redemption is at hand.
XLII.
The sanctification of the body is when all the members of it are carefully preserved from being means to execute any sin: and are made the instruments of righteousness and holiness. So Paul prayed for the Thessalonians that they might know howe to possess their vessels in holiness, and in honor, and not in the lust of concupiscence, as the Gentiles do which know not God. And Job made a covenant with his eyes not to look on a woman. In whose example it appeareth how every member is to be kept pure and holy.
XLIII.
If any humbled Christian find not this measure of sanctification in himself, yet let him not be discouraged. For if any man have a willingness, and a desire to obey all God's commandments, he hath the spirit, and he who hath the spirit is in Christ, and he who is in Christ shall never see damnation. And though he fail greatly in the action of obedience, yet God will accept his affection to obey, as obedience acceptable unto him. God will approve of thee for his own work which he hath wrought in thee, and not reject thee for thine.
XLIV.
From sanctification ariseth repentance. For a man cannot hate his own sins before he be sanctified: and he cannot truly repent for them before he hate them. Repentance is when a man turns to GOD, and brings forth fruits worthy amendment of life. This turning unto God hath two parts: The first a purpose and resolution of heart never to sin anymore, but to lead a new life. This was in David, who fully purposed to keeps God's commandments, and applied his heart to fulfill his statutes unto the ende. And unto this did Barnabas exhort the brethren at Antioch, that with full purpose of heart, they would cleave unto the Lord. The second part is an holy labor in man's life and conversation to purify and cleanse himself from sin: of this speaketh John, And everyone that hath this hope in him purgeth himself even as he is pure. This did David practice, as may appear in that he said: Certainly, I have cleansed my heart in vain, and washed my hands in innocence. If any marvel how repentance followeth sanctification, considering it is the first thing of all, that the Prophets, Apostles, and Ministers of GOD preach unto the people whom they would win to Christ: I answer, that all other graces are more hidden in the heart, whereas repentance is open, and sooner appeareth to a man's own self, and to the eyes of the world. It is like the bud in the tree, which appeareth before the leaf, the blossom, the fruit: and yet in nature, it is the last; for a man must be renewed, and come to an utter disliking of his own sins, before he will turn from them, and leave them.
XLV.
By this it may appear, that there is one manner of sinning in the godly, & another in the ungodly, though they fall both into one sin. A wicked man when he sinneth in his heart he giveth full consent to the sin: but the godly though they fall into the same sins with the wicked, yet they never give full consent: for they are in their minds, wills, and affections partly regenerate, and partly unregenerate, and therefore their wills do partly will and partly abhor that which is evil: according as Saint Paul saith of himself, I delight in the law of God according to the inner man, but I see another law in my members rebelling against the law of my mind, and leading me captive, &c. And that the godly man never giveth full consent to sin, it is evident by three tokens. First before he cometh to do the sin, he hath no purpose nor desire to do it: but his purpose and desire is to do the will of God contrary to that sin. Secondly in the act or doing of the sin, his heart riseth against it, yet by the strength of temptation, and by the mighty violence of the flesh, he is hailed and pulled on to do wickedness. Paul saith of himself, that he was sold under sin, that is, he was like a slave, who desireth to escape out of his masters hands, and yet is fain in great misery to serve him. Thirdly, after he hath sinned he is sore displeased with himself for it, and truly repenteth. As Peter before the denying of his master, had no purpose to do it, but rather to die in his cause. In the act he had a striving with himself, as appeareth by this that first he answered faintly, I know not what thou sayest : and yet after whē the assault of Satan more prevailed, he fell to swearing, cursing and banning. After his fall he repented himself and wept bitterly for it. All was contrary in Judas, who went to betray his master with full intent and purpose: for the devil long tempting him unto it, entered into him, that is, made him yield, and resolve himself to do it. Afterward when Christ was betrayed and condemned, Judas was not sorrowful for his sin with a godly sorrow, but in despair of mercy hanged himself.
XLVI.
Fruits worthy of amendment of life are such fruits as the trees of righteousness bear, namely, good works: for the doing of a good work there be three things requisite: First, it must proceed from justifying faith. For the work cannot please God except the person please him, and the person cannot please him without this faith. Secondly, it is to be done in obedience unto God's revealed word. To obey is better then sacrifice, and to hearken is better then the fat of Rams. Thirdly, it is to be referred to God's glory, Whether ye eat or drink (saith Paul) or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God. The special all works of Christians, which they and none but they truly perform, are these five which follow.
XLVII.
The first is the good hearing of the word, My sheep (saith Christ) hear my voice and follow me. And again: he which is of God heareth his voice. And this was one note of the faithful in the primitive Church to assemble to hear the word. This good hearing of the word is the saving hearing that bringeth life eternal. In this action, Christians are usually thus disposed. Before they come to hear the word of God they make themselves ready to hear it, as the men of Berea did, who received the word with all readiness. This preparation standeth in two points: First, they disburden themselves of all impediments, that like unto runners in a race, they may be swift to hear: these impediments are sin and troubled affections: and they come with humble hearts as fools, that they may become wise. Secondly, they quicken up themselves, and come unto the assemblies, hungering and thirsting after the word of God, as men do after meat and drink.
When they are in hearing God's word, first, their minds are fixed and attentive only to that which is spoken, as Lydia's was. Secondly, they truly believe the word of God, and carefully apply it to their own souls. Thirdly, they feel the lively power of it in themselves. It is as salt in them, to draw out their inward corruption; it is to them the sword of the spirit, and as a sacrificing knife in the hand of God's minister, by which their flesh is killed, & they are offered up in a living sacrifice to God: it is spirit and life to quicken and revive their souls that are dead in sin: and the reason of this is plain: The word of God preached is as a cup of wine: the true Christian, is the Lord's guest, but he hath sauce of his own: he bringeth his sugar with him, namely, his true faith, which he tempereth and mingleth with God's word, and so it becometh unto him as a cup of sweet wine, and as water of life. Now the hypocrite, because he bringeth no faith with him, drinketh of the same, but he finds the wine to be sour and tart, and void of relish, and in truth it is unto him as a cup of rank poison. Again, they hear the word of God as in God's presence, and therefore their hearts are full of fear and trembling. And they receive the Word, not as from man, but as from Christ Jesus the only Doctor of the Church: And they regard not so much the Ambassador, or his ability, as the Embassage of reconciliation sent from the king of heaven.
After they have heard the word, they are bettered in knowledge & in affection, & they remember it, & meditate upon it continually, that they may frame all their doings by it. Worldly men use to buy books of statutes, & to have thē in their houses to read on, that they may know how to avoid danger of law. And so the faithful do always set before thē God's word, & in all their doings it is their Counselor, least they should come into danger of God's displeasure.
XLVIII.
The second work is, the receiving of the Sacraments, of Baptism once only, when a man is openly and solemnly admitted into the Church: and of the Lord's supper often. The first sealeth up to the heart of a Christian, that he is united unto Christ, & hath true felloship with him in being fully justified before God, & inwardly sanctified. The second serveth to seal up in the heart of a Christian the continual growing and increasing of the same graces. This thing every true believer shall have often experience of, either in or after the receiving of the Sacrament: and yet it shall not be so always, for sometimes the Church being brought into Christ's wine seller, shall fall into a swowne and not feel any refreshing there. Yet the believer is not to be dismayd, if he feel not always comfort presently after the Sacrament. A sick man feels no comfort or nourishment, when he eateth meat, and yet it preserveth his life: So the weak Christian though he feel himself not nourished at the Sacrament by Christ's body and blood, yet he shall see in time that his soul shall be preserved thereby unto everlasting life. Furthermore, when a Christian feeleth no comfort by the Sacrament, let him then humble himself before the Lord more heartily then ever before, confessing his sins and praying for increase of grace, and then he shall feel the fruit of the Sacrament.
XLIX.
The third work is, a relieving of the poor brethren in Christ, proceeding of a brotherly kindness towards them. This is a special work not to be done to all men alike, as Saint Paul saith, Do good to all men, but especially to them of the household of faith. Directions for this matter are the faithful of Jerusalem, Who were all in one place, and had all things common: namely in use. And they sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men: as everyone had need. Also the brethren at Corinth in their extreme poverty relieved the churches of Macedonia liberally, not only according to their power, but also straining thenselves beyond their power. Yea this relief must go further, even to the bestowing of a man's life, if need so require, (as Saint John saith) Hereby we have perceived love, that he laid down his life for us: therefore we ought also to lay down our lives for the brethren.
L.
The fourth work, is true prayer: and Saint Luke setteth out the faithful, & the children of God, by this description: That they call on the name of the lord: As on the contrary it is said of the wicked, That they call not upon God. The true Christian calleth on the Lord in truth. For the spirit of adoption, which is the spirit of prayer is his Schoolmaster to teach him to do it.
In prayer he is thus disposed: first, before he prayeth, he is stricken with some fear and reverence in regard of God's majesty, for he considereth that prayer is a familiar talking with God.
Secondly, he is inwardly touched with a lively feeling of his own wants, but especially he is vexed and grieved at his own sin and rebellion: and this sense of his misery is as a spurr to quicken his benumbed heart.
Thirdly, he humbleth himself before his God, and layeth open his heart before the Lord, showing a fervent and longing desire to obtain those things of which he findeth an extreme want in himself, as the Prophet David did, whose desire was like the yawning of the dry ground ; and this proceedeth from the spirit of God which stirreth up groanings in the heart, which a man oftentimes for his life cannot express.
Fourthly, when he maketh his request, he doubteth not, but by faith he believeth that God will grant his requests, which he maketh according to his word. The ground of his persuasion is double: the first is, Christ Jesus, by whose merits as he hath obtained remission of sins, so he looketh to obtain all things else: The other ground is, the comfortable promises of God which he hath made, that he will hear them who truly call upon him.
Fifthly, he prayeth not for a brunt or two, but he continueth in prayer: And although God seem not to hear him at the first, yet he patiently waiteth on the Lord, and still calleth upon him.
LI.
The fifth work is, to walk in some lawful calling with painfulness, and uprightness, so that in performing all the duties of it, a man may keep a good conscience before God and men. Thus David determined to walk in the government of his house and kingdom. I will do wisely (saith he) in the perfect way till thou comest to me, I will walk in the uprightness of mine heart, in the midst of mine house: I will set no wicked thing before mine eyes: I hate the work of them that fall away: it shall not cleave unto me. This sincerity of David's behavior in his calling made him bold to offer himself to be tried not only by men, but much more by the Lord God himself, and to be punished accordingly. Judge me O Lord (saith he) for I have walked in mine innocence: Prooue me, O Lord, and try me, examine my reins and mine heart: So upright and clear was he in all his doings.
LII.
Thus much of faith and the benefits that come by faith: Now followeth the spiritual exercise of a Christian in his manifold temptations, which are in this life inseparable companions of grace. The reason is, because the devil hateth Christ with a deadly hatred, and showeth this hatred in a continual persecution of his members: (as Saint John saith) the dragon was wroth with the woman and went and made war with the remnant of her seed, which kept the commandments of god, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ. Now therefore as soon as Christ Jesus beginneth to show any token of his love to any man, the devil contrariwise showeth forth his enmity, and stirs up his fellow champions the flesh and the world to war against him for his confusion. And furthermore the Lord in great wisdom permits temptations to the last ende of a Christian man life to try his faith, to purge him of sin, to humble him, and to make him depend of his Majesty, to quicken and revive the graces of his spirit, which otherwise would be dead and decay.
LIII.
The temptations of a Christian are specially six. The first is when inwardly in his heart, he is drawn away and enticed by his own concupiscence unto any sin. The Christians exercise in temptation is a fight and battle betwixt the flesh and the spirit. And this fighting standeth in four things: First, the flesh stirs up evil thoughts and desires, as a burning furnace continually sendeth up smoke and sparks of fire; and it eggeth a man forward to evil words and deeds, according to that of S. Mark, For from within, even from the heart of a man proceed evil thou • hts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thef • s, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, vn • leannes, a wicked eye, backbiting, pride, foolishness.
II. The flesh hindereth and choketh the good motions and desires of the heart, as Paul saith. I see another law in my members rebelling against the law of my mind, and leading me captive to the law of sin which is in my members. Again the same flesh mingleth every good motion and desire with some corruptions: so that the godly mislike the best thing they do. Isaiah saith of his own and the people's righteousness, that it is but a menstruous cloute. The prayers of the Saints must be perfumed with sweet odors, before they can assend up sweet and savory into the nostrils of God. And Paul said of himself, he did that which he disliked: not that he was overtaken with gross sins; but because when he was to do his duty the flesh hindered him, that he could not do that which he did exactly & soundly according to his will & desire: even as a man who hath a journey to go, his mind is to dispatch it in all haste, yet when he is in his travel he goes but slowely, by reason of a lameness in his joints.
III. The spirit on the contrary, kindles in the heart good motions and desires, and puts a man forward to good words and deeds, as it was in David. I will praise the Lord (saith he) who hath given me counsel: my reins also teach me in the night season.
IV. The spirit rebukes a man for his evil intents and desires, & represseth the force of thē, & as it were nips them in the head. Thus Isaiah describeth the inward motions of the spirit, And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee saying, this is the way, walk ye in it, when thou turnest to the right hand & when thou turnest to the left. And Saint John saith, The spirit judgeth the world of sin. This was in David, who when he did any evil, his heart smote him. 2. Sam. 24. 10. Out of this doctrine issueth a notable difference betwixt the wicked and the godly: In the godly when they are tempted to sin, there is a fight between the heart and the heart; that is, between the heart and it self: In the wicked also there is a fight, when they are tempted to sin: but this fight is only between the heart and the conscience. The wicked man whatsoever he is hath some knowledge of good and evil: and therefore when he is in doing any evil, his conscience accuseth, checketh, and controuleth him, and he feels it stirring in him, as if it were some living thing that crauled in his body, & gnawed upon his heart, and thereupon he is very often grieved for his sins, yet for all that he liketh his sins very well, and loveth them, and could find in his heart to continue in them forever: so that indeed when he sinneth, he hath in his heart a striving and a conflict, but that is only between himself and his conscience. But the godly have another kind of battle and conflict, for not only their consciences prick them and reprove them for sin, but also their hearts are so renewed, that they rise in hatred and detestation of sin; & when they are tempted to evil by their flesh and Satan, they feel a lust and desire to do that which is good.
LIV.
The second temptation is a disquietness in the heart of a Christian, because he cannot according to his desire, have fellowship with Christ Jesus, he is exercised in this temptation on this manner.
- I. Christ lets him see his excellency and howe he is affected towards him.
- II. Then the Christian considering this • desireth Christ & his righteousness.
- III. He delighteth himself in Christ, and hath some enjoying of his benefits.
- IV. Then he comes into the assembly of the Church as into God's wineseller, that in the word and Sacraments he may feel a greater measure of the love of Christ.
- V. But he falls love-sick: that is, he becomes troubled in spirit, because he cannot enjoy the presence of Christ in the said manner, as he would.
- VI. In this his spiritual sickness he feels the power of Christ supporting him, that the spirit be not quenched, and he hears Christ as it were whispering in his heart, as a man speaks to his friend when he is coming towards him a far off.
- VII. After this Christ comes nearer, but the Christian can no otherwise enjoy him, then a man enjoys the company of his friend, who is on the other side of a wall looking at him through the grate or latteise.
- VIII. Thē his eyes are opened, to see the causes, why Christ so withdraws himself, to be his own security and negligence in seeking to Christ, his slackness in spiritual exercises, as in prayer and thanksgiving, the deceitfulness and malice of false teachers.
- IX. Then he comes to feel more lively his fellowship with Christ.
- X. Lastly, he prayeth that Christ would continue with him to the end.
LV.
The third temptation is, trouble of mind, because there is no feeling of Christ at all, who seemeth to be departed for a time. The exercise of a Christian in this temptation is this.
- 1 The poor soul lying as a man desolate in the night without comfort seeks for Christ by private prayer and meditation, but it will not prevail.
- 2 He useth the help, counsel, and prayer of godly brethren, yet Christ cannot be found.
- 3 Then he seeks to godly ministers, to receive some comfort by them, by their means he can feel none.
- 4 After that all means have been thus used, and none will prevail, then by God's great mercy, when he hath least hope, he finds Christ, and feels him come again.
- 5 Presently his faith reviveth, and layeth fast hold on Christ.
- 6 And he hath as near fellowship with Christ in his heart as before.
- 7 Then comes again the joy of the holy Ghost: and the peace of conscience as a sweet sleep falls upon him.
- 8 Then his heart ariseth up into heaven by holy affections and prayers, which do as pillars of smoke mount upward, sweet as myrrh and incense.
- 6 Also he is ravished there • • ith the meditation of the glorious estate of the kingdom of heaven.
- 10 He labors to bring others to consider the glory of Christ and his kingdom.
- 11 After all this Christ reveals to his servant, what his blessed estate is, both in this life, and in the life to come, more clearly then ever before, and makes him see those graces which he hath bestowed on him.
- 12 Then the Christian prayeth that Christ would breath on him by his holy spirit, that he may bring forth the fruits of those graces which are in him.
- 13 Lastly, Christ granteth him this his request.
LVI.
The fourth temptation is security of heart, rising of overmuch delight in the pleasures of the world. The exercise of a Christian in this temptation is this.
- 1 He slumbers and is half asleep in the pleasures of this world.
- 2 Christ by his word and spirit labors to withdraw him from his pleasures, and to make him more heartily receive his beloved.
- 3 But he delayeth to do it being loath to leave his • ase and sweet delights.
- 4 Then Christ awakes him and stirs up his heart: by making him to see the vanity of his pleasures.
- 5 He then begins to be more earnestly affected towards Christ.
- 6 With sorrow he sets his heart to have fellowship with Christ after his old manner: and this he expressed by bringing forth sweet fruits of righteousness.
- 7 Then he feeleth that Christ hath withdrawn his spirit.
- 8 He almost despairs for this.
- 9 Yet by private prayer seeks for Christ.
- 10 When that will not help, he resorts to the ministers of the word, at whose hands he finds no comfort.
- 11 Not recovering his first estate, through impatience of the love of Christ, he makes his misery known to strangers, to see if they can comfort him, & he somewhat comforts himself in describing Christ's excellency to thē.
- 12 They then are ravished with him to seek Christ, and require then to know where to find him.
- 13 Answer is made, in the assemblies of the Church.
- 14 After this communication the Christians faith and feeling reviveth, Christ returning to him again.
- 15 Thē Christ assureth him in his heart of his love & liking towards him.
- 16 Giving further assurance to him that he shall grow up and be made fruitful in every good grace.
- 17 After this the Christian comes in such a high measure to love Christ, that nothing shall be able to sever him from Christ.
LVII.
The fifth temptation is a fall into some great sin, as Noah into drunkenness, David into Adultery, and murder, Peter into the denial of Christ. The exercise of a Christian in this temptation is this:
- 1 At the first his heart is usually dulled and made secure with sin.
- 2 Yet after a while there by some means ariseth in his heart a godly sorrow: which is when he is g • ieued for this only cause, that by his sin he hath displeased. God, who hath been to him so loving and merciful a father, whose favor he would be content to purchase, (so he might have it and obtain it) even with the damnation of his own soul.
- 3 Then he begins to repent himself of his sins, renewing afresh his former repentance.
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4 This repentance he showeth by seven signs.
- 1 A care to leave that sin into which he is fallen. As they which crucified our Savior Christ, whē they were pricked in their hearts at Peters sermon, they shown this care in saying, Men and br • thren, what shall we do to be saved?
- 2. An Apology, which is when a man in the heaviness of his heart, shall not excuse or defend his sin, but confess it to the Lord, and utterly condemn himself for it: acknowledging withal that there is no way to escape the wrath of God, but by having God's free pardon in Christ.
- 3 Indignation which is an inward anger and fretting against his ownselfe, because he was so careless in looking to his own ways. Peter when he had denied his master, he wept and that bitterly, which showeth that with sorrow, he had also an anger against himself.
- 4 A fear rising not so much from the judgments of God, as from this, least he should hereafter fall into the same sin again, and by so doing more grievously displease God.
- 5 A desire ever after more carefully to please God.
- 6 Zeal in the service of God.
- 7 Reuenge upon himself for his former offenses: for example, if a man sin in surfeiting and drunkenness, if he ever repent, he will bring under his corrupt nature by sparing and moderating himself.
LVIII.
The sixth temptation is outward afflictions, which the godly in this life must suffer. If any will go after Christ, he must deny himself, take up his own cross and follow him. And S. Peter saith, that judgment begins at God's house. And Paul, that we must enter into the kingdom of heaven through manifold temptations. The exercise of a Christian in affliction is this:
- 1 At the first they are very heavy and bitter.
- 2 He suffereth them with great lenity and patience, submitting himself under the hand of God. Yet if they be in great measure, they will drive him to impatience.
- 3 If they continue he shall feel (according to his own judgment) the wrath and displeasure of God in his heart.
- 4 His old sins will come a fresh into his remembrance, and trouble him. He is sleepy, and in his sleep he hath visions, and dreams, and anxiety of spirit.
- 5 In this misery God supports his faith, that it fail not, and he then forsake Christ.
- 6 He feeling thus God's power to strengthen him, hath experience of it in himself.
- 7 From experience proceeds hope, that the grace of God shall never be wanting unto him in any afflictions to come: and as he hopeth, so it comes to pass.
- 8 With this hope is joined a serious humiliation before the Lord with the fruit of peace and righteousness.
If the afflictions be for Christ's cause unto death, then he in more special manner is filled with the joy of the holy Ghost, and he is then stablished with the greatest measure of the strength of Christ, that no torment is able to foil, and to bring him from Christ, though the Christian should die a thousand times for it. According to that of Paul, To you it is given for Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for his sake. And this is grounded upon the promise of God, When thou passest through the waters I will be with thee, & through the floods that they do not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the very fire, thou shalt not be burnt: neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.
LIX.
Hence ariseth a notable difference, between the godly and the wicked, in the suffering of afflictions. A Reprobate the more the Lord layeth his hand on him, the more he murmureth & rebelleth against God: it is contrary with the true Christian: none feeleth more the power and rebellion of sin then he: none is more assaulted by Satan then he, and oftentimes it cometh to pass that God withdraweth the signs of his favor from him, & lets him feel his wrath. And this is the greatest temptation of all other, when a man shall see the Lord to be his enemy, and to his thinking to arm himself against him to his destruction. As Hezekiah did, who saith, that the Lord did crash his bones like a Lyon. Or as Job saith, that the arrows of the almighty were in him, and the venom thereof drunk up his spirit, and the terrors of God did fight against him. Yet the true Christian when the world, the flesh, and the devil, and God himself too are against him, doth even then most of all rest in the Lord, and by faith cleave to him. Though God should destroy me, yet would I trust in him (saith Job.) And David saith, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? When he saith that God had forsaken him, it may seem to be the complaint of a desperate man, not having so much as one spark of faith: yet then he saith, My God, my God: which words contain a confession proceeding from true faith: so that in David it appeareth, that the faithful when they feel themselves forlorn, and utterly rejected of God, according to the sense and judgment of the flesh, yet by faith they can apprehend his hidden mercy, and behold it a far off in the glass of his promise. And so they do often show contrary affections in their prayers as David doth. Jacob when he wrestled with the Angel for life and death, never gave over: and when he was foild he would not cease before the Lord had blessed him. This his wrestling is a type of the conflicts which the faithful are to have with the Lord himself, who useth to bring his own children (as it were) to the field: and he assaileth them with the one hand, and with the other he holdeth them up, that so he may prove and exercise their faith. And for this cause the Church is called by the name of Jacob. An example may be had in the woman of Canaan. First, our Savior Christ gave her faith, and by that faith she was moved to seek to him: but when she was once come to him, he gave her three repulses. First, by saying nothing. Secondly, by denying her. Thirdly, by calling her dog. Thus Christ in appearance made show, as though he would never have granted her request. But she at every repulse was more instant, crying more earnestly unto him: and she plainly opposed her self to him, & would take no denial: for such is the nature of true faith. Wherefore, the faithful when they feel themselves overwhelmed with sin, turmoiled with cōflicts of Satan, when they feel the anger of God offended with them, yet they can even then lift up their eye lids, and give a glimpse at the brazen serpent Jesus Christ, and can fling themselves into the arms of God's mercy, and catch hold of the hand of God buffeting them, and kiss it.
LX.
By these temptations it comes to pass, that a Christian though he cannot fall finally from Christ, yet he may fall very dangerously from his former estate. First, the graces of God may be by his default lessened in him: else Paul would not have given out these exhortations, quench not the spirit. Grieue not the holy spirit of God, by whom ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Secondly, the graces of God may be buried in him, and covered for a time, so that he may be like a man in a trance, who both by his own sense and by the judgment of the Physician is taken for dead. This was the estate of Peter, who though he confessed that Christ was the Son of the living Lord, yet he denied him and forswore him at the voice of a damsel. Thirdly, he may fall again into the same sin after repentance. Indeed this is a dangerous case; yet it may befall a true Christian. Otherwise when as the Israelites (God's people) had fallen away from him by their sins, and idolatries, he would not still have offered them mercy, as he doth by his Prophets. And Paul prayeth the Corinthians in Christ's stead that they would be reconciled to God: who nevertheless were before reconciled to God. Fourthly, he may commit a sin of presumption, which is a fearful sin, being done wittingly of knowledge and willingly, and with some willfulness. Therefore David prayed, Keep thy servant from presumptuous sins: and to show himself to be in danger of it, he prayeth further, let them not have dominion over me. Lastly, he may fall into despair of God's mercy for a time, and this is a dangerous sin. For he which despairs, makes all the promises of God to be false: and this sin of all other is most contrary to true saving faith. In this estate was David, when being in trouble, he said, this is my death. And Paul shows that the incestuous man might have fallen into desperation, when he saith, Comfort him, least he be swallowed up of overmuch heaviness. And it must be remembered that the church of Rome erreth in this, that she teacheth desperation to be a sin against the holy Ghost. This sin against the holy ghost is a blasphemy spoken against the known truth of God's word, or a denial of Christ, of a willful and obstinate malice. But desperation may arise through ignorance of a man's own estate: through horror of conscience for sin: through an often relapse into some sin: through the ouerdeepe consideration of a man's own unworthiness: lastly, by abjuration of the truth, through compulsion and fear. This befell Francis Spira, who after his Apostasy despaired. Yet they are much overseen that write of him as a damned creature. For first, who can tell whether he despaired finally or no. Secondly, in the very midst of his desperation, he complained of the hardness of his heart, which made him that he could not pray: no doubt then he felt his hardness of heart: and the feeling of corruption in the heart, is by some contrary grace; so that we may conveniently think, that he was not quite bereft of all goodness: though he never felt it then, nor shown it to the beholder.
LXI.
The cause why a Christian cannot quite fall away from grace, is this: after that he is sanctified, he receiveth from God another special grace, which may be called Corroboration. For he hath in him not only the sanctifying, but also the strengthening power of Christ. Therefore Paul prayeth for the Ephesians, that they may be strengthened in the inner man: for the Colossians, that they might be strengthened with the glorious power of Christ. And of himself he saith, that he is able to do all things through the power of Christ that strengtheneth him. David saith, that God reneweth them that fear him, as the eagle reneweth her decayed strength. From hence as from a special cause ariseth patience and perseverance unto the ende: for when a man is supported by the power of Christ, he may be able to bear many crosses patiently with a contented mind, and persevere in bearing of it how long soever the cross endureth.
LXII.
Thus much of the estate of a Christian in this life. Now I will add some reasons in the way of persuasion to all men, but especially to worldlings, and to loose professors of the Gospel, that they would utterly deny themselves, and use all means to become true Christians by being made new creatures in Christ, and by leading such a life as may adorn the Gospel of Christ.
My first reason is this; the man that liveth in this world, not being a true Christian, is far more vile then the basest creature of all, even the dog, or toad. For first he is nothing else but a filthy dunghill of all abomination and uncleanness, the stink whereof hath infected heaven & earth, & no perfumes could ever delay it in the nostrils of God, but only the suffering of Christ being a sacrifice of a sweet smelling savor to God. We make it very dainty to come near a lazar man that is full of botches, blaines, and sores; but much more are those men to be abhorred, which have lien many years stark dead in sins and trespasses: and therefore now do nothing else but rot and stink in them like ugly loathsome carrions.
Secondly, he which is no Christian is under the power of darkness, having Satan for his prince and god, and giving unto him in token of homage his best parts, even his mind and conscience to be his dwelling place: and his whole conversation is nothing else but a perpetual obedience to Satan. If Atheists, and worldlings, and carnal gospellers were persuaded of the truth of this (as it is most true) it would make them howl and cry, though now they live at ease without feeling any prick of conscience for sin. And if they had but the least sense of it in the world, it would make their flinty hearts to bleed, and it would make them shed rivers of tears. But how long shall they continue in this vile estate? Truly, until they come to Christ: awake therefore thou that sleepest, and stand up from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light: open thine heart to receive Christ, and then he will come and bind the strong • man Satan, and cast him out, and dwell in thee himself.
Thirdly, he which is no Christian is in danger of all the judgments of God, so that every moment some of them may befall him. He may perish suddenly by water with the old world, he may be consumed with fire and brimstone with Sodom and Gomorrhah, he may be swallowed up of the earth with Dathan, and Abiram, he may hang himself with Judas, he may have his brains dashed against the ground and be eaten up of dogs with Jezebel, he may die in hardness of heart with Pharaoh, he may despair with Cain and Judas, he may be stricken with sudden death with Ananias and Sapphira his wife, he may be eaten of worms with Herod, he may be smitten with trembling that he cannot hear God's word with Felix, he may void his guts at the stool with Arius, he may cry at his death that he is damned with Latomus, he may be left unto himself to mock, blaspheme, and renounce Christ with Iuhan: and he may suffer many more fearful judgments, whereof the Lord hath great store, and all tend to the confounding of them which will not be humbled under his hand. Contrariwise, the true Christian is so far out of the reach of God's judgments that they cannot hurt him: Christ is a covering and a cloud against the heat and tempest of God's judgments, when a man's heart is sprinkled with the blood of this immaculate Lamb, all the the plagues of God pass over him. In the destruction of Jerusalem the righteous bear a mark in their foreheads and are saved. Therefore let him that hath regard to his own safety become a Christian.
Thirdly, the man which is no Christian is in danger of eternal death and damnation in hell fire: and they which fall into this estate it had been ten thousand fold better for them if they had never been borne: for they are quite separated from the presence of God and from his glory: all the company they have is with the devil and his angels. Their bodies and souls are tormented with infinite horror and anguish arising of the feeling of the whole wrath of God, in which as into a bottomless sea, they are plunged. Thus they are always dying, and yet are never dead. Furthermore, the length of this torment must be considered which greatly aggravates the pain. If a man might be delivered from the pains of hell when he had suffered them so many years as there be drops in the sea, or little sands in the whole earth, it were some comfort: but after that those years be expired there shall come no release, but the damned shall continue in shriking, yelling and gnashing of teeth, enduring the consuming heat of God's wrath without any ende forever and ever. Yea to go further, a wicked man carrieth an hell about him in this life, namely, an evil conscience, which if it be never so little touched with any part of God's anger, a man shall feel himself to have even the pangs of hell in his heart. Now therefore they that would escape out of this hellish and damnable estate, while they have time let them pray for the pardon of their sins in Christ, and walk according to the spirit in newness of life; and then they may assure themselves, that there is no condemnation can belong to them. And it must be always remembered that he which would live, when he is dead, must die while he is alive, namely to sin. And again, he which would rise to eternal life in the day of judgment, must rise from sin before he die, unto newness of life.
The fourth reason: God hath appointed unto every man that liveth in the Church a certain time of repentance, and of coming to Christ. And he which mispendeth that time and is not made a Christian then, can never be saved. This made our Savior Christ weep for Jerusalem, and say, O if thou hadst known at the least in this thy day, those things which belong to thy peace, but now are they hidden from thine eyes. And he further signifieth the destruction of Jerusalem, because she knew not the time of her visitation. Again, the neglecting of this time is one cause, why not one or two, but many shall seek to enter into the kingdom of heaven, and yet shall not be able. It is a marvelous thing, that they which seek to be saved should perish, but the fault is theirs which seek when it is too late. Now therefore thou secure worldling, thy conscience telleth thee that thou hast not yet repented, and that thou art not as yet a lively member of Jesus Christ. And thou knowest further, that howsoever thou art alive at this time, yet thou hast no lease of thy life. God may call thee forth of this world the next year, the next week, the next hour: yea he may strike thee with sudden death at this very present. And in very truth, if thou goest forth of this world being no repentant sinner, thou goest damned to hell. Wherefore delay not one minut of an hour longer, but with all speed repent and turn unto God, and bring forth fruits worthy of amendment of life, that all thy sins may be done away, when the day of death, or the day of judgment shall be. And do not think with thyself that it shall be sufficient to defer thy turning unto God till the last ende. For late repentance is seldom true repentance. And he which continueth long in any sin is in a dangerous case. If a man lie long in any disease he will scarce recover his former health; and he which is grown in the custom of any sin, and the sin is become ripe in him, it is a thousand to one, he is never saved; according to that of Saint James, sin being perfected bringeth forth death.
The fifth reason. Eternal life is a thing desired of all men: yet none shall be made partakers of it, but the true Christian, and the glorious estate of this life would move any man to be a Christian. First of all, they which have eternal life are freed from all pains, sicknesses, infirmities, hunger, thirst, cold, weariness; from all sin, as anger, forgetfulness, ignorance; from hell, death, damnation, Satan, and from everything that causeth misery: according to that of Saint John: And God will wipe away all tears from their eyes: and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, neither crying, neither shall there be anymore pain: for the first things are passed. Secondly, the faithful shall be in the presence of God's maies • ie in heaven there to behold his face, that is, his glory, as our Savior Christ saith, Father, I will that they which thou hast given me, be with me even where I am, that they may behold my glory which thou hast given me. And David saith, In thy presence is fullness of joy, and at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore. Thirdly, they shall have such an excellent communion with God, that he shall be unto them all in all. For in the ende of the world, when the whole number of the elect is accomplished, Christ shall present them to his father, and as he is Mediator he shall cease to be a King, a Priest, a Prophet: for though the efficacy of his offices be everlasting: yet the execution of them shall cease, as Paul saith, Then shall be the ende, when he hath delivered up the kingdom to God even the father, when he hath put down all rule, all authority and power. Again, among the elect there shall not be king & subject, father, mother, child, master, servant, noble, ignoble, rich, poor, living, dead. Some will say, what then shall be? I answer, one glorious and everlasting God, the Father, the Son, and the holy Ghost shall be in all the elect, all that heart can wish and desire. Men shall not be in darkness, neither shall they need the light of the Sun, Moon, or Stars, God himself immediately shall be their light, as John saith, And the city hath no need of the Sun, neither of the Moon to shine in it, for the glory of God doth light it, and the Lamb is the light of it. Men shall not then need meat, drink, clothing, sleep, recreation, fire, shade, respiration, or any other such like, but God himself immediately shall be their life, and all things concerning life by Christ. Which John signifieth when he saith, that he saw a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God, and of the Lamb: there being by either side of it the tree of life which bare two manner of fruits, and gave fruit every month. And whereas God is continually to be worshipped in heaven: they need no other tabernacle or temple thereunto, but God himself shall be their temple: as John saith, I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it. Fourthly, from this glorious communion which is between God and Christ as he is man, and all the Saints which are his members, there ariseth an unspeakable joy and gladness wherewith they are filled. David saith, that God's children shall be satisfied with the fatness of his house, and that he shall give them drink out of the rivers of his pleasures. This joy undoubtedly is infinite, and the saints are not only replenished with it, but they are also swallowed up of it as with an huge and infinite sea of waters, as may appear in Peter, who at the transfiguration of Christ, was so ravished out of measure with joy at the sight of it, that he quite forgot himself, saying to Christ, Master, it is good being here: let us make three Tabernacles, one for thee, one for Moses, and another for Elias. Lastly, out of this communion ariseth a perfect love of God, whereby the Saints love God with all their hearts, with all their souls, and strength, and this love showeth it self in that they are eternally occupied in worshipping God, by singing of songs of praise & thanksgiving unto him. Now then seeing the kingdom of heaven is so glorious, and none can have it but the true Christian, let all men account the best things in this world as dross and dung, so that they may obtain Christ and his righteousness.
The last reason is the endless love of Jesus Christ shown in his death and passion. Thou art by nature the child of wrath and vengeance. Satan hath wounded thee with many a deadly wound of sin: thou liest bleeding at the heart and art like to die eternally. Thou being in this estate, there is no man on earth, no Saint in heaven, no Angel, no creature at all, is able to help thee; Christ only was able: he therefore came down from heaven and became man, for this cause, to work thy deliverance. Furthermore in the curing of the wound of sin, no herb, no water, no plaster, no physic, can do thee any good: only the body and blood of Christ is sovereign for this matter, being stieped in the wrath of God. He therefore subjected himself to the death, even the death of the cross, upon which he suffered the wrath of God due to the sin of man • ind: & of his own heart blood he tempered for them a sovereign medicine to heal all thy wounds and sores. Now therefore despise not this mercy; seek unto Christ, lay open all thy sores, pray him, that he would vouchsafe thee if it be but one drop of his blood; thē he will come unto thee by his holy spirit, he will wash and supple thy wounds in his blood, and bind them up. He is the tree of life the leaves whereof heal the nations. If thou get but one leaf of him thou art well, it will heal thee and restore thy dead soul, that thou mayest live eternally in the kingdom of heaven. If this reason will not move thee to be a Christian, thy case is desperate. It is the best reason that Peter could use to this purpose. As obedient children (saith he) fashion not yourselves unto the former lusts of your ignorance but as he which hath called you is holy, so be ye holy in all manner of conversation. His reason followeth: Knowing that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things as silver and gold from your vain conversation received by the tradition of the Fathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, as a Lamb undefiled and without spot.
Thus much have I spoken to the worldling, who in his heart makes no more account of Christ then of his old shoes: and who had rather be without Christ, then be without his pigges, with the Gaderens. Now for the true Christians I have nothing to say but this. The Lord increase the number of them. And the Lord fulfill them with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding, that they may walk worthy of him, and please him in all things, being fruitful in all good works and increasing in the knowledge of God. And whereas they are at continual war against the flesh, the world, and the devil: Lord Jesus strengthen them with all might through thy glorious power, unto all patience and long suffering with joyfulness. And dear father of all mercy plant that government in thy Church everywhere which thou hast revealed in thy word, that thy Saints may worship thee in those means, in that order and comeliness, which thou hast appointed abounding in righteousness, peace of conscience, and joy of the holy ghost.
A DIALOGUE OF THE STATE OF A CHRISTIan man, gathered here and there out of the sweet and savory writings of Master Tyndale and Master Bradford.
Because of our ancient acquaintance and familiarity (dear friend Eusebius ) I will make bold with you to ask such questions as may be for my edification & comfort, and of no other matters but even of religion, whereof I see you are an old professor. And the first of all, let me be bold to ask this question of you, howe it pleased God to make you a true Christian, and a member of Christ Jesus whom I see you serve continually with a fervent zeal.
For that old acquaintance that was between us, and for that you are desirous to live a godly life in Christ Jesus, I will not conceal the good work of my God in me: therefore I pray you mark a little what I shall say, & I will declare unto you the truth even forth of the feeling of mine own conscience. The fall of Adam did make me the heir of vengeance and wrath of God, and heir of eternal damnation, and did bring me into captivity and bondage under the devil: and the devil was my Lord, my ruler, my head, my governor, and my prince, yea, and my God. And my will was locked & knit faster unto the will of the devil, then could a hundred thousand chains bind a man unto a poast. Unto the devils will did I consent with all my heart, with all my mind, with all my might, power, strength, will and life: so that the Law and will of the devil was written as well in my heart, as in my members, and I ran headlong after the devil with full sails, and the whole swing of all the power I had: as a stone cast into the air cometh down naturally of it self with all the violent swing of his own weight. O with what a deadly and venomous heart did I hate mine enemies? With how great malice of mind inwardly did I sley and murder? With what violence and rage, yea with what fervent lust committed I adultery, fornication, and such like uncleanness? With what pleasure and delectation like a glutton served I my belly? With what diligence deceived I? How busily sought I the things of the world? Whatsoever I did work, imagine or speak was abominable in the sight of God, for I could refer nothing unto the honor of God: neither was his law or will written in my members, or in my heart, neither was their anymore power in me to follow the will of God then in a stone ascend upward of it self. And besides that I was asleep in so deep blindness that I could neither see nor feel in what misery, thralldom and wretchedness I was, till Moses came and awaked me and published the law. When I heard the law truly preached howe that I ought to love and honor God with all my strength and might from the low bottom of the heart, because he did create me Lord over it, and my neighbor, yea mine enemies as myself inwardly from the ground of my heart, because God hath made them after the likeness of his own image, and they are his sons as well as I, and Christ hath bought them with his blood, and made them heirs of everlasting life as well as I: and how I ought to do whatsoever God biddeth, and to abstain from whatsoever God forbiddeth, with all love and meekness, with a fervent and burning lust from the center of the heart. Then began my conscience to rage against the Law and against God. No sea, be it never so great a tempest was so unquiet, for it was not possible for me a natural man to consent to the Law that it should be good, or that God should be righteous which made the law: in as much as it was contrary unto my nature, and damned me and all that I could do, and never shown me where to fetch help, nor preached any mercy but only set me at variance with God, & provoked & stirred me to rail on god, and to blaspheme him as a cruel tyrant. And indeed it was not possible to do otherwise, to think that God made me of so poisoned a nature, and gave me an impossible law to perform: I being not borne again by the spirit, and my wit, reason, and will being so fast glued, yea nailed and chained unto the will of the devil. This was the captivity and bondage whence Christ delivered me, redeemed, and loosed me. His blood, his death, his patience in suffering rebukes & wrongs and the full wrath of God, his prayers and fastings, his meekness & fulfilling the uttermost points of the law, appeased the wrath of God, brought the favor of god to me again, obtained that God should love me first, and be my father, and that a merciful father, that would consider my infirmity and weakness, & would give me his spirit again, which he had taken away in Adam, to rule, govern and strengthen me, and to break the bands of Satan, wherein I was so straight bound. When Christ was on this wise preached, and the promises rehearsed which are contained in the book of God (which preaching is called the Gospel or glad tidings,) and I had deeply considered the same: then my heart began to wax soft and melt at the bounteous mercy of God, and kindness shown of Christ. For when the gospel was preached, the spirit of God (me thought) entered into my heart, and opened my inward eyes and wrought a lively faith in me, and made my woofull conscience feel and taste how sweet a thing the bitter death of Christ is, and how merciful and loving God is through Christ's purchasing and merits, and made me to begin to love again, and to consent to the law of God how that it is good & ought so to be, and that God is righteous that made it: lastly, it wrought in me a desire to be whole, and to hunger and thirst after more righteousness and more strength to fulfill the law more perfectly: and in all that I do or leave undone to seek God's honor and his will with meekness, evermore condemning the imperfectnes of my deeds by the law.
Now then this good work of God to my salvation standeth in two points, the working of the law, & the working of the gospel: the preaching of the law was a key that bound and damned my conscience, the preaching of the gospel was another key that loosed me again. These two salves (I mean the law & the gospel) used God and his preacher to heal & cure me a wretched sinner withal. The law did drive out my disease and made it appear, & was a sharp salve and fretting corrasiue, and killed the dead flesh, and loosed and drew the sore out by the root, and all corruption. It pulled from me all trust and confidence I had in myself, and in mine own works, merits, deservings, and ceremonies, and robbed me of all my righteousness, and made me poor. It killed me in sending me down to hell, and bringing me almost to utter desperation, and prepared the way of the Lord, as it is written of John the Baptist. For it was not possible that Christ should come unto me as long as I trusted in myself or in any worldly thing, or had any righteousness of mine own, or riches of holy works. Then afterward came the gospel a more gentle plaster, which suppled and swaged the wounds of my conscience and brought me health: it brought the spirit of God, which loosed the bands of Satan, and coupled me to God and his will through a strong faith and fervent love. Which bands were to strong for the devil, the world, or any creature to loose. And I a poor and wretched sinner felt so great mercy that in myself I was most sure that God would not forsake me, or ever withdraw his mercy & love frō me. And I boldly cried out with Paul, saying, Who shall separate me from the love of God, &c. Finally, as before when I was bound to the devil, & his will, I wrought all manner of wickedness, for I could do no otherwise, it was my nature: even so now since I am coupled to God by Christ's blood, I do good freely, because of the spirit, & this my nature. And thus I trust I have satisfied your fi • st demād.
Yea, but me thinks you do too much condemn yourself in respect of sin. For I can remember that from your childhood you were of a good and gentle nature, and your behavior was always honest and civil, & you could never abide the company of them that were roysters and ruffians, & swearers, and blasphemers, and contemners of God's word, and drunkards, which now are termed good fellows. And your dealing with all men hath been ever commended for good, faithful and just. What mean you then to make yourself so abominable and accursed, and to say, you were so wholly addicted unto wickedness, and your will so fearfully and miserably in captivity unto the will of the devil.
Brother Timothy, I know what I say, God give me grace to speak it with more lively feeling of my weakness and with a more bitter detestation of my sin. By nature through the fall of Adam am I the child of wrath, heir of the vengeance of God by birth: yea and so from my first conception: and I had my fellowship with the damned devils under the power of darkness & rule of Satan, while I was yet in my mothers womb: and although I shown not the fruits of sin as soon as I was borne nor long after: yet was I full of the natural poison, from whence all wicked deeds do spring, and cannot but sin outwardly, as soon as I am able to work (be I never so young) if occasion be given: for my nature is to sin as is the nature of a serpent to sting: & and as a Serpent yet young, or yet vnbroughtforth is full of poison and cannot afterward (when time and occasion is given) but bring forth the fruits threreof. And as an adder, a toad, or a snake is hated of man, not for the evil it hath done, but for the poison that is in it, and hurt which it cannot but do: so am I hated of God for that natural poison which is conceived and borne with me before I do any outward evil. And as the evil which a venomous worm doth, maketh it not a serpent, but because it is a venomous worm, therefore doth it evil, and poisoneth: even so do not our evil deeds make us evil first, but because we are of nature evil, therefore do we evil, and think evil, to eternal damnation by the law, and are contrary to the will of God in our will and in all things consent unto the will of the fiend.
As yet I never had such a feeling of my sin as you have had, and although I would be loath to commit any sin, yet the Law was never so terrible unto me, condemning me, pronouncing the sentence of death against me, and stinging my conscience with fear of everlasting pain, as I perceive it hath been unto you: therefore I fear oftentimes least my profession of religion should be only in truth mere hypocrisy, I pray you let me hear your mind.
A true saying it is that the right way to go unto heaven, is to sail by hell, and there is no man living that feeleth the power and virtue of the blood of Christ, which first hath not felt the pains of hell. But yet in these pains there is a difference: and it is the will of God, that his children in their conversion shall some of them feel more, and some less. Hezekiah on his death bed complaineth that the Lord breaketh his bones like a Lion, that he could not speak by reason of pain, but chattered in his throat like a Crane, & mourned like a Dove. Job saith, that God is his enemy, and hath set him up as a mark to shoot at, and that the arrows of the Almighty are upon him, and that the poison of them hath drunk up his spirit. David bewaileth his estate in many Psalms, but especially in the 130. Psalm, where he beginneth on this manner: Out of the deep places have I called unto thee, O Lord: which is as though he should say; O my poor soul fall not flat down, vex not thyself out of measure: the burden of thy sins press thee sore indeed, but be not for all that quite overwhelmed, thou art thrust down so low into the depth of deeps, that thou hadst need cry aloud to be heard of him which dwelleth in the highest heightes: and the ever burning hell fire is not far from that lake whither thine iniquities have plunged thee, so that thou mayest perceive as it were the Echo of their cries and desperate howlings, which be there cast out of all hope of ever coming forth. But the Lord which bringeth forth even to the borders of hell his best beloved when they forget thenselves, knoweth also how well to bring them back again. Go no further then downward, but lift up thy heart together with thine eye, and seek unto the Lord, to reach unto thee his merciful and a helping hand. Again in the Scriptures we find examples of men converted unto the Lord without any vehement sorrow of their sins. What anguish of conscience had the thief upon the cross for his former life in his present conversion at the hour of death? How was Lydia dismayed and cast down in respect of her wickedness, like as David was or Job, whose heart God only is said to have opened to give attendance to the preaching of Paul and Silas, who also even presently after was ready to entertain them, and to make them a feast in her house, which she could not have done if she had been in the perplexities of Hezekiah, or David. The same may be spoken of the Jailor, and of them which heard Peters sermon at Jerusalem, who for all that they had murdered our Savior Christ, yet in their conversion, their hearts were only for the time pricked. So then God in preparing us, which in truth are nothing but fleshly and stinking dunghills of sin; nay, very uncleanness and pollution it self, I say in preparing us to be the Temples of his holy Spirit to dwell in, and the storehouses to hoard up his heavenly graces in, doth otherwhiles use a mild and gentle remedy, and maketh the Law to look upon us, though with no loving and gentle, yet with no fearful countenance; and otherwhiles in some he setteth a sharp edge upon the Law, and maketh it to wound the heart very deep, and as a strong corrasiue to torment them, and to frette and gnawe upon their consciences. And we see by experience • that a botch or a byle in a man's body, is as well eased of the corruption that is in it by the pricking of the point of a small needle as by the lancing of a great raser. Wherefore if God by his spirit have wrought in you sorrow for sin in any small measure, though not in as great measure as you desire, you have no cause to complain: and in that you are grieved with a godly sorrow for your sins, it is a good token of the grace of God in you.
Surely this is a great comfort you give me, God make me thankful for it. And I pray you more plainly show me the state of your life till this hour, that I and all other may take warning by it.
That which may do good unto other men I will never conceal, though it be to my perpetual shame. As I was conceived and borne in sin, so my parents brought me up in ignorance, and never shown me my shame, and misery by God's law: & lived a long time, even as a man in a dead sleep or trance, and in truth I lived as though there were neither heaven nor hell, neither God nor devil. And the devil himself (as I now perceive) did often persuade my secure conscience that I was the child of god, & should be saved as well as the best man in the world: and I yielded to his persuasion, and did verily think it: so that when the preacher for wickedness & security denounced God's judgments and hell fire, I have said unto my neighbors that I hoped I should be saved, and he should go to hell: and when I was asked whether I could keep all the commandments of the law, I said that I could: and being asked whether I never sinned, I said I thought that otherwhiles I did; but for them which were but few, I hoped God would have mercy, and have me excused, and all my neighbors were glad of my company, they spoke well of me, and I was taken for an honest man, when as indeed, before God I was a vile beast, & the child of wrath, inspired with the spirit of the devil continually. Well, after I heard the Law preached, & I saw and remembered many fearful judgments of God upon men, whom I in reason thought were as good men as I, then I began to consider mine own estate, and to perceive my sins, and my cursedness, and upon a time above all other, the curse of the law made me inwardly afraid, and my flesh then began to tremble and quake: then I could not sleep in the night season; I was afraid of everything. If I were in my house, I thought the house would fall on my head: if abroad, I thought every crannie of the earth would open it self wider and swallow me. I started at every straw and at the moving of a fly: my meat was loathsome unto me, and I thought I was not worthy of so good a creature of God, and that God might justly turn it to my bane: the grief of my heart for my life past made me shed abundance of tears: and upon that I remembered in David's Psalms, that his tears were his drink, and that he did wet his bed with tears. And now the devil changed both his coat and his note, and in fearful manner cried in my ears, that I was a reprobate, his child: that none of God's children were as I am, that this grief of my soul was the beginning of hell. And the greater was my pain, because I durst not open my mind unto any for fear they should have mocked me, and have made a jest of it. Wherefore I was fain to go to a godly learned preacher; I shown mine estate unto him; after I had continued with him the space of two or three days, I received comfort both by the promises of mercy, which he shown me in the book of God, and by his fervent, godly and effectual prayers: and I thank God ever since I have had some assurance (in spite of the devil) that I do appertain to the kingdom of heaven, and am now a member of Jesus Christ, and shall so continue forever.
How know you that God hath forgiven your sin?
Because I am a sinner and he is both able and willing to forgive me.
I grant that he is able to forgive you, but how know you that he • will • you know your sins are very great.
I grant: but Christ's passion is far greater: and although my sins were as red as scarlet and as purple, yet they shall be as white as snow, and as soft as wool.
Oh but you have sinned very often.
Tell me not I pray you what I have done but what I will do.
What will you do?
By God's grace it is my full purpose, and my earnest prayer to God is, hereafter to take better heed, and to amend my former life.
Is that enough think you?
What lacketh?
The favor and mercy of God, that may clean forsake you.
Nay, that I will never grant: for I am certainly persuaded of the favor and mercy of God even to the salvation of my soul.
Oh show me that, that is the thing I earnestly desire, to be assured of God's special goodness, even by your experience.
According as God hath given me to feel the same, so will I show it you. And first of all the dealing of God towards me is a good argument to me. In the first commandment, God hath commanded me to take him to be my God, and in the Lord's prayer he teacheth me to call him father: he hath created the world generally, and every creature particularly for man, and so for me, to serve for my commodity, necessity, & admonition. Also he hath made me for his own image, having a reasonable soul, body, shape, where he might have made me a Toad, a Serpent, a swine, deformed, frantic. Moreover, he hath wonderfully preserved me in my infancy, childhood, youth, middle age hitherto from manifold dangers and perils: all which do confirm in me a persuasion of God's fatherly love: and that I should not doubt hereof: where I might have been borne of Turks, loe it was the will of God, that I should be borne of Christian parents, and be brought into God's Church by baptism, which is the Sacrament of adoption, and requireth faith, as well of the remission of my sins as of sanctification, and holiness to be wrought of God in me by his grace and holy spirit: where I might have been borne in an ignorant time and religion, God would that I should be borne in these days and in this country where is more knowledge revealed then ever was here or in many places else is. Where I might have been of a corrupt judgment, and entangled with many errors of Papistry, and of the Family of Love, and of the schism of Brown, by God's goodness my judgment is reformed, and he hath lightened mine eyes to see, and my heart to embrace his sincere truth. By all which things I do confirm my faith of this, that God always hath been, is, and will be forever my father, and at my departing forth of this world will give me the crown of everlasting glory. Secondly, when as man is evermore doubting of the promises of God be they never so certain, God of his infinite mercy to prevent all occasions of doubting, promiseth to give his own spirit as a pledge, pawn, or earnest penny unto his children of their adoption, & election to salvation. Now, since it pleased God to call me from hypocrisy to be a member of his Church, I feel that in myself which I never felt or heard of before. In times past, I came to prayers and to the preaching of gods word, even as a Bear cometh to the stake; now the word of God is meat and drink to me, and prayer is no burden unto me, but my ordinary exercise. If I rise in the morning I am not well till I have prayed and given thanks to God, if I do anything, it cometh into my mind to pray. In my prayers I find great joy and comfort and exceeding favor of God, I never think I can well take my rest, or do anything else except first I ask it at God's hand in Christ. Lastly, when my mind and heart is wholly occupied in worldly matters, I am stirred up, and as it were drawn to pray unto god for the remission of my sins, and the assurance of my salvation, & in prayer I have had those groans which for their greatness cannot be expressed. Now from whence cometh all this? From the devil? No. In these actions I have found him my enemy, and a continual hinderer of them. For he by his craft when I have been heavy and weak, hath assailed to provoke me to some sins whereunto my cursed nature was most given, and I having yielded to him, have been so hardened & blinded by those sins, that for a time I have made light account of the word of God and prayer. Well then, peradventure this came from mine own self? No neither. This cursed nature of mine hath been more pleased and delighted with sin, and with the pleasures of the world, then with such exercises, from which it draweth me and presseth me down as lead. I cannot think that such a poisoning Cockatrice can lay such good egs, or that wild crab trees (such as all men are in Adam) can bring forth sweet fruits according to the will of God, except God pluck them forth of Adam, and plant them in the garden of his mercy, and stock them, and graft the spirit of Christ in them. Wherefore these are the works of God's spirit, and my conscience is thereby certified that God hath given me the spirit of adoption, and therefore that his favor and mercy shall continue towards me forever. For the gifts of God are without repentance, and whom God once loveth, him he loveth forever. Thirdly, there be certain fruits of God's children which I find in me by which I am confirmed in God's favor. S. John in his first Epistle saith, that hereby we know that we are translated from death to life because we love the brethren. Truly I feel in my heart a burning love towards them which are good Christians, though I never knew them nor saw them, and I am very desirous to do any good for them: and if drops of my heart blood would do them good they should have them. Moreover, I hate all sin and wickedness with a bitter hatred, and I long to see the coming of my Savior Christ to judgment, I am grieved and disquieted because I cannot fulfil the law of god as I ought, all which I have learned forth of God's word to be tokens of God's children. And thus you see what evidence I have to show that I am a true member of the Church militant, and in the favor of God.
Have you a steadfast faith in Christ, (as these arguments seem to prove) without all wavering, doubting, and distrusting of God's mercy.
No, no. This my faith which I have in Christ is even fought against with doubting, and ever assailed with desperation, not when I sin only, but also in temptations of adversity, into which God bringeth me to nurture me & to show me mine own heart, the hypocrisy and false thoughts that there lie hid, my almost no faith at all, and as little love • even then happily when I thought myself most perfect of all: for when temptations come I cannot stand, when I have sinned faith is feeble, when wrong is done unto me I cannot forgive, in sickness, in loss of goods, in all tribulation I am impatient, when my neighbor needeth my help that I must depart with him of mine own, then love is cold. And thus I learn and feel that there is no power to do good but of god only. And in all such temptations my faith perisheth not utterly, neither my love and consent to the law of God: but they be weak, sick, wounded, and not clean dead. As I dealt with my parents being a child, so now deal I towards God my loving father. When I was a child my father and mother taught me nurture and wisdom, I loved my father and all his commandments, and perceived the goodness he shown me, that my father loved me, and all his precepts are unto my wealth and profit, and that my father commandeth nothing for any need he hath thereof, but seeketh my profit only, and therefore I have a good faith unto all my fathers promises, and love all his commandments, and do them with good will, and with good will go every day to the school: And by the way happily I saw a company play, and with the sight, was taken and ravished of my memory, and forgot myself, and stood and beheld, and fell to play also forgetting father and mother, and all their kindness, all their Laws, and mine own profit also. Howbeit, the knowledge of my fathers kindness, the faith of his promises, and the love that I had again unto my father, and the obedient mind were not utterly quenched, but lay hid, as all things do when a man sleepeth or lieth in a trance. And as soon as I had played out all my lusts, or else by some had been warned in the mean season, I came again to my old profession. Notwithstanding many temptations went over my heart, and the law as a right hangman tormented my conscience, and went nigh to persuade me that my father would thrust me away, and hang me if he catched me, so that I was like a great while to run away, rather then to return to my father again. Fear and dread of rebuke, and of loss of my fathers love, and of punishment, wrestled with the trust which I had in my fathers goodness, & as it were gave my faith a fall. But I rose again as soon as the rage of the first brunt was past, and my mind was more quiet. And the goodness of my father and his old kindness came unto my remembrance, either by mine own courage, or by the comfort of another. And I believed that my father would not put me away or destroy me: and he hoped that I would do no more so. And upon that I gote me home again dismayed, but not altogether faithless: the old kindness would not let me despair, howbeit all the world could not set mine heart at rest, until the pain had been past, and until I had heard the voice of my father, that all is forgotten.
Seeing that you have thus plainly and truly shown the weakness of yours, and consequently of all men's faith, show me I pray you how by the weakness of faith a Christian is not rather discomforted then comforted, and assured of his salvation.
God doth not so much regard the quantity of his graces as the truth of them, he approveth a little faith if it be a true faith: yea, if faith in us were no more but a grame of mustard seed (which is the least of all other seeds) it should be effectual, and God would have respect unto it. The poor diseased beggar with a lame hand, having the palsy also, is able nevertheless to reach out the same and receive an alms of a King: and so in like manner a weak and languishing faith is sufficiently able to reach out it self, and to apprehend the infinite mercies of our heavenly king offered unto us in Christ. Faith in the 3. of John, is compared unto the eye of the Israelite, which although it were of dim sight, or looked a squint, yet if it could never so little behold the brazen serpent, it was sufficient to cure the stings of the fiery serpents, and to save life.
Seeing that you satisfy me in every point so fully, show me I pray you, whether a man may be wicked and have faith, and whether faith entering expelleth wickedness. For I have heard some say, that a man might believe the word of God, and yet be never the better in his life, or holier then before he was.
Many there are which when they hear or read of faith, at once they consent thereunto, and have a certain imagination and opinion of faith: as when a man telleth a story, or a thing done in a strange land that pertaineth not to them at all; which yet they believe and tell us a true thing, and this imagination or opinion they call faith. Therefore as soon as they have this imagination or opinion in their hearts, they say, verily, this doctrine seemeth true, I believe it is even so: then they think that the right faith is there; but afterward when they feel in themselves no manner of working of the Spirit, neither the terrible sentence of the Law, and the horrible captivity under Satan, neither can perceive any alteration in themselves, and that any good works follow, but find they are altogether as before, and abide in their old estate, then think they that faith is not sufficient, but that works must be joined with faith to justification: but true faith is only the gift of god, & is mighty in operation, ever working, being full of virtue: it reneweth man, and begetteth him a fresh, altereth him, changeth him, and turneth him altogether, into a new creature and conversation: so that a man shall feel his heart clean changed, and far otherwise disposed then before, and hath power to love that which before he could not but hate, & delighteth in that which before he abhorred, and hateth that which before he could not but love. And it setteth the soul at liberty, and maketh her free to follow the will of God, and is to the soul as health to the body. After that a man is pined with long sickness, the legs cannot bear him, he cannot lift up his hands to help him, his taste is corrupt, sugar is bitter in his mouth, his stomach lōgeth after slubbersauce & swash, at which a whole stomach is ready to cast his gorge: when health cometh she changeth and altereth him clean, giveth him strength in all his members, lust and will to do of his own accord that which before he could not do, neither could suffer that any man should exhort him to do, and hath now lust in wholesome things, and his members are free and at liberty, & have power to do all things of his own accord which belong to a sound and whole man to do. And faith worketh in the same manner, as a tree brings forth fruit of his own accord: and as a man need not bid a tree bring forth fruit, so is there no law put to him that believeth and is justified through faith, to force him to obedience, neither is it needful. For the Law is written and graven in his heart, his pleasure is daily therein, & as without commandment even of his own nature he eateth, drinketh, seeth, heareth, talketh, goeth: even so of his own nature without any compulsion of the law, he bringeth forth good works: and as a whole man whē he is a thirst tarrieth but for drink, & when he hungereth abideth but for meat, & then drinketh and eateth naturally: even so is the faithful ever a thirst, and an hungered after the will of God, and tarrieth but for an occasion: & whensoever an occasion is given he worketh naturally the will of God. For this blessing is given them that trust in Christ's blood, that they thirst and hunger to do God's will. He that hath not this faith, is but an unprofitable babbler of faith and works, and neither wotteth what he bableth, nor whereunto his words tend. For he feeleth not the power of faith nor the working of the spirit in his heart, but interpreteth the Scriptures which speak of faith and works after his own blind reason, and foolish fantasies, not having any experience in himself.
Every member of Christ's congregation is a sinner, and sinneth daily, some more, and some less: for it is written, 1. John. 1. If we say we have no sin we deceive our selves, and the truth is not in us. And Paul Rom. 7. That good which I would, that do I not: but that evil which I would not, that do 1. So it is not I that do it (saith he) but sin that dwelleth in me. So the Christian man is both a sinner and no sinner: which how it can be, show it me by your experience.
I being one man in substance and two men in quality, flesh and spirit, which in me so fight perpetually the one against the other, that I must go either backward or forward, and cannot stand long in one estate. If the spirit overcome in temptations, then is she stronger and the flesh weaker. But if the flesh get a custom, then is the spirit none otherwise oppressed of the flesh, then as though she had a mountain on hi • back, and as we sometime in our dreams think we bear heavier then a millstone on our breasts: or when we dream now and then that we would run away for fear of something, our legs seem heavier then lead: even so is the spirit oppressed and overladen of the flesh through custom, that she struggleth and striveth to get up, and to break loose in vain, until the God of mercy which heareth my groan through Jesus Christ, come and loose her with his power, and put something on the back of the flesh to keep her down, to minish her strength, and to mortify her. So then no sinner I am if you regard the Spirit, the profession of my heart toward the Law of God, my repentance and sorrow that I have both because I have sinned, and am yet full of sin, and look unto the promises of mercy in our Savior Christ, and unto my faith. A sinner am I if you look to the frailty of my flesh which is a remnant of the old Adam, and as it were the stock of the old olive tree, ever and anon when occasion is given, shooting forth his branches, leaves, bud, blossom, and fruit also: which also is as the weakness of one which is newly recovered of a great disease, by the reason whereof all my deeds are imperfect, and when occasions be great I fall into horrible deeds, and the fruit of the sin which remaineth in my members breaketh out. Notwithstanding, the Spirit leaveth me not, but rebuketh me, and bringeth me home again unto my profession, so that I never cast off the yoke of God from off my neck, neither yield up myself unto sin to serve it, but fight a fresh, and begin a new battle. And I had rather you should understand this forth of the Scriptures, by the example of Jonah and the Apostles. Jonah was the friend of God, and a chose • servant of God, to testify his will unto the world. He was sent from the land of Israel, where he was a Prophet, to go amongst an heathen people and the greatest city of the world, then called Nineveh, to preach that within forty days they should be destroyed for their sins: which message the free will of Jonah had as much power to do as the weakest hearted woman in the world had power, if she were commanded to leap into a tub of living snakes and adders: as happily if God had commanded Sara to sacrifice her son Isaac, as he did Abraham, she would have disputed with God, ere she had done it, a • though she were strong enough. Well, Jonah hartened by his own imagination, and reasoning after this manner; I am here a Prophet unto God's people the Israelites: which though they have God's word testified unto them daily, yet despise and worship God under the likeness of calves, and after all manner of fashions save after his own word, and therefore are of all nations the worst and most worthy of punishment. And yet God for love of a few that are among them, and for his names sake spareth and defendeth them: how then shall God take so cruel vengeance on so great a multitude of them to whom his name was never preached, and therefore are not the tenth part so evil as these? If I therefore shall go preach, I shall lie and shame myself and God too, and make them the more to despise God. Upon this imagination he fled from the presence of God, and from the country where God is worshipped. When Jonah entered into the ship, he laid him down to sleep, for his conscience was tossed between the commandment of God which sent him to Nineveh, and his fleshly wisdom which dissuaded and counseled him to the contrary, and at last prevailed against the commandment, and carried him another way as a ship caught between two streams (as the Poets fain the mother of Meleager to be between diverse affections; while to avenge her brothers death she sought to slay her own son) whereupon for very pain and tediousness he lay down to sleep to put the commandment out of mind, which did so gnaw and fret his conscience: as also the nature of all the wicked is, when they have sinned in earnest, to seek all means with riot, revel, and pastime to drive the remembrance of sin forth of their hearts, as Adam did to cover his wickedness with aprons of figleaues. But God awoke him out of his dream, and set his sins before his face: for when the lot had caught Jonah, then be sure that his sin came to remembrance again, and that his conscience raged no less then the waters of the sea. And then he thought, he only was a sinner, and thought also that as verily as he had fled from God, as verily God had cast him away: for the sight of the rod maketh the natural child not only to see and acknowledge his fault, but also to forget all his fathers old mercy and goodness. And then he confessed his sin openly, and of very desperation to have lived any longer he had cast himself into the sea betimes, except they would be lost also: for all this God provided a fish to swallow Jonah. When Jonah had been in the fishes belly a space, the rage of his conscience was somewhat quieted, and he came to himself again, and had received a little hope, and the qualms and pangs of desperation which went over his heart were half overcome: then he prayed to God, and gave thanks unto him. When Jonah was cast upon the land again, then his will was free, and he had power to go whither God sent him, and to what God commanded him, his own imagination laid apart: for he had been at a new school, and in a furnace where he was purged of much refuse & dross of fleshly wisdom which resisted the wisdom of God. For as far as we be blind in Adam we cannot but seek and will our own profit, pleasure, and glory: and as far as we be taught in the spirit, we cannot but seek and will the pleasure of God only. Then Jonah preached to Nineveh, and they repented: then Jonah shown again his corrupt nature for all his trying in the Whales belly. He was so displeased because the Ninevites perished not, that he was weary of his life, and wished death for very sorrow, that he had lost the glory of his prophesying, in that his prophecy came not to pass, but he was rebuked of God, as in his prophecy you may read.
The Apostles, Christ taught them ever to be meek and to humble themselves: yet oft they strived among themselves who should be greatest: the sons of Zebede would fit one on the right hand of Christ, the other on the left. They would pray that fire might descend from heaven and consume the Samaritans. When Christ asked, Who say men that I am? Peter answered, Thou art the son of the living God, as though Peter had been as perfect as an angel. But immediately after when Christ preached unto them of his death and passion, Peter was angry and rebuked Christ, & thought earnestly that he had raued, and not wist what he had said: as at another time in which Christ was so fervently busied in healing the people, that he had no leisure to eat, they went out to hold him, supposing that he had been beside himself. And one that cast forth devils in Christ's name they forbad, because he waited not on them, so glorious were they yet. And though Christ taught always to forgive, yet Peter after long going to school, asked whether men should forgive seven times, thinking that eight times had been too much. And at the last supper, Peter would have died with Christ, but yet within few hours after he denied him both cowardly and shamefully. And after the same manner, though he had so long heard that no man must avenge himself, but rather turn the other cheek to the smiter again, yet when Christ was in taking, Peter asked whether it were lawful to smite with the sword, and tarried no answer, but laid on rashly. So that although we be once reconciled to God, yet at the first we be but children and young scholars, weak and feeble, and must have leisure to grow in the spirit, in knowledge, love, and deeds thereof, as young children must have time to grow in their bodies: and so in like manner the sting of the serpe •• is not pulled out at once, but the poison of our nature is minished by little and little, and cannot before the hour of death be wholly taken away.
I perceive by your godly discourse, the manifold conflicts between the flesh and the spirit, and that the flesh is like to a mighty giant, such a one as was Goliath, strong, lusty, stirring, enemy to God, confederate with the devil: & the spirit like to a little child, such a one as was little David, new borne, weak and feeble, not always stirring: now then what means do you use to weaken the flesh, and strengthen the spirit?
I use to tame my flesh with prayer and fasting, watching, deeds of mercy, holy meditations and reading the Scriptures, and in bodily labor, and in withdrawing all manner of pleasures from the flesh, and with exercises contrary to the vices which I find my body most inclined to, and with abstaining from all things that encourage the flesh against the spirit: as reading of toys and wanton books, seeing of plays and interludes, wanton communication, foolish jesting, and effeminate thoughts and talking of covetousness, which Paul forbiddeth, Eph. 5. magnifying of worldly promotions. If these will not mortify my flesh, then God sendeth me some troubles, and so maketh me to grow and wax perfect, and fineth and trieth me as gold in the fire of temptations and tribulations. Thus very often he maketh me to take up my cross and nayleth my flesh unto it, for the mortifying thereof. Mark this, if God send thee to the sea, and promise to go with thee, he will raise up a tempest against thee, to prove whether thou wilt abide his word, and that thou mayest feel thy faith and weakness, and perceive his goodness: for if it were always fair weather and thou never brought into such jeopardy, whence his mercy only delivereth thee, thy faith should be only a presumption, & thou shouldest be ever unthankful to God, and merciless unto thy neighbor. If God promise riches, the way thereupon is poverty: whom he loveth, him he chasteneth: whom he exalteth, he casteth down: whom he saveth he first damneth: he bringeth no man to heaven, except he send him to hell first: if he promise life, he slayeth first: when he buildeth, he casteth down all first: he is no patcher; he cannot abide another man's foundation: he will not work till all be past remedy, and brought to such a case that men may see how that his hand, his power, his mercy, his goodness, his truth hath wrought altogether: he will let no man be partaker with him of his praise and glory: his works are wonderful and contrary to man's works; whoever (save he) delivered his own son, his only son, his deer son, his darling unto the death, and for his enemies, to win his enemies, to overcome them with love, that they might see love and love again, and of love likewise to do to other men, and to overcome them with well doing? Joseph saw the sun and the moon and seven stars worshipping him, nevertheless ere that came to pass God laid him where he could see neither sun, nor moon, neither any star of the sky, and that many years, and also undeserved, to nurture him, to make him humble and meek, and to teach him God's ways, and to make him apt and meet for the room and honor again he came to it; that he might be strong in the spirit to minister it well. God promised the children of Israel a land with rivers of milk and honey, yet he brought them forth the space of forty years into a land wherein no rivers of milk and honey were, but where so m • ch as a drop of water was not, to nurture and teach them as a father doth his son, and to do them good at the latter ende, to subdue their cankered nature, to make them strong in the spirit to use his benefits aright. Lastly, God promised David a kingdom, and immediately stirred up Saul against him to persecute him, and to hunt him as men do hares with gray-hounds, and to ferret him out of every hole, and that for the space of many years, to turn him, to make him to mortify his lusts, to make him to feel his own diseases: in fine, to make him a good man, and a good king.
But how if it come to pass that you be tempted to any great sin, and the flesh overcome the spirit, in what case are you then?
There is nobody here but you and I, and I take you to be a Christian and a faithful friend: therefore I will show a little of my experience. The last year by reason of the dearth, I and my family were put to great pinches, and most commonly we had nothing but bread and water: hereupon I bethought me how I might get somewhat to relieve my family: it came into mind that in our town a rich man had a great flock of sheep, and that I might take one of them without any hurt of him. I was very loath at the first: but because there was such great stealing of sheep, and I was in extremity, in the night I went among his sheep and took a lamb, and I told my family that it was given me: I presently killed it, the skin and the entralles I buried in my backside, the flesh we dressed by quarters, and did eat it with thanksgiving (as my manner is) but surely very coldly, and me thought my prayer was abominable in God's sight. After I had thus done: we fared well for the space of two days, but I felt my heart hardened, and my lips were almost locked up, that I could not as I was wont praise the Lord. The third night after, I went with a quiet conscience (me thought) to my bed, and then I slept soundly till three of the clock in the morning, but I dreamed that one came to carry me to prison, upon that on a sudden I awaked, and being afraid looked about me, and fell to consider why I should be afraid, and I remembered that I had sinned against God by robbing my neighbor: O then my fear increased, and I thought that hell gaped to devour me, and the law looked upon me with such a terrible countenance, and so thundered in mine ears, that I durst not abide in my bed, but up and to go. Then the devil assailed me on every • ide, to persuade that God had cast me away: saying, they that be God's, have power to keep his laws, thou hast not, but breakest them: th • rfore thou art a cast-away and a damned creature, and hell gapeth and setteth open his mouth to devour thee. And I thought with myself that I had been always a rank hypocrite: for as the clouds of the air do cover the sun, so that sometimes a man cannot tell by any sense that there is any sun, the clouds and winds hiding it from our sight: even so my cecitie and blindness, and corrupt affections, and the rage of my conscience did so overshadow the sight of God's seed in me, & so overwhelm his spirit, as though I had been a plain reprobate. And thus it came to pass that David making his prayer to God according to his own sense and feeling, but not according to the truth; desired of God to give him again his spirit. Which thing God never doth indeed: although he made me to think so for a time: for always he holdeth his hand under his children in their falls, that they lie not still as other do which are not regenerate. I being thus turmoiled and stung with the conscience of sin and the cockatrice of my poisoned nature, having beheld her self in the glass of the righteous law of God, there was no other salve or remedy but to run to the brazen serpent Christ Jesus which shed his blood, hanging upon the cross, and to his everlasting testament and merciful promise, that was shed for me for the remission of my sins, therefore I got me speedily into a close corner in my house, and there upon my face groveling, I confessed my sin and prayed a • ter this manner in effect. Father, what an horrible monster am I? What traitor? What wretch and villain? Thy mercy is wonderful, that hell hath not devoured me having deserved a thousand damnations. I have sinned, I have sinned against thy godly, holy, and righteous law, and against my brother by robbing him, whom I ought to love for thy sake as dearly as myself: forgive me father for thy son Christ his sake, according to thy most merciful promises and testament: forget not good Lord thy old mercies shown upon me, let them not at this time in me be quite removed. On this manner praying I continued many hours, and God which is near to all them that call upon him, heard me, eased my pain, and assured me of the remission of my sin. After presently, for the more easing of my conscience I went to my neighbor, and between him & me upon my knees confessed my fault with tears, desiring him to forgive me, and I would (as God's law requireth) restore that which I stole, fourfold: he (I thank him) was contented and took pity on me, and ever since hath been by God's mercy my good friend. So by little and little, God restored me to my first estate: but (me thinks) I have not that feeling which I had before, and have been worse ever since: God of his great mercy amend me, and increase his graces in me.
But I pray you, what think you, will not God condemn his own elect children if they sin?
No, for the ground-work of our salvation is laid in God's eternal election, and a thousand sins in the world, nay all the sins in the world, nay all the devils in hell cannot overthrow God's election. And it may be that sins do harden our hearts, weaken our faith, make sad the spirit of God in us: but take away faith, or altogether quench the spirit, they cannot. God condemneth no man for his sins, if he be adopted in Christ. For then Joseph, Abraham, David, Peter, Marie Magdalene, should be condemned. God is like a father: and a father if his child be sick, and therefore be froward, and refuse and cast away his meat, and having eaten it spew it up again, and in his • it be impatient, and rave, and speak evil of his father, yet I say the father will not cast him forth of his doors, but pitieth him, and provideth such things as may restore him to health, and when he is whole remembereth not his disordered behavior in his sickness.
What means do you find most effectual to strengthen your faith, to increase God's graces in you, and to raise you up again when you are fallen?
Surely I have very great comfort by the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper: for whereas I am spiritually diseased, and am prone and ready to fall, and am most cruelly oftentimes invaded of the fiend, the flesh, and the law, when I have sinned, and am put to flight, and made to run away from God my father: therefore hath God of all mercy and of his infinite pity and bottomless compassion set up his Sacrament as a sign upon a high hill, whence it may be seen on every side far and near, to call again them that be run away. And with this Sacrament he (as it were) clocketh to them, as a hen doth for her chickens, to gather them under the wings of his mercy: and hath commanded his Sacrament to be had i •• continual use, to put us in mind of his continual mercy laid up for us in Christ blood, and to witne •• e and te • tifie it unto them, and to be the seal thereof. For the Sacrament doth much more lively print the faith, and make it sink down into the heart then do bare words only. Now when the words of the testament and promises are spoken over the bread (this my body that was broken for you: this is my blood that was shed for you) they confirm the faith; but much more when the Sa • rament is seen with the eyes, and the bread broken, the wine poured out & looked on: & yet more when I taste it & smell it: As you see when a man maketh a promise unto another with light words between themselves and so they departed, he to whom the promise is made beginneth to doubt whether the other spake earnestly or mocked, and doubteth whether he will remmber his promise to abide by it or no. But when any man speaketh with aduisemēt, the words are more credible: & if he swear, it confirmeth the thing more, and yet the more if he strike hands, if he give earnest, if he call record, if he give hand writing & seal it: so is he the more and more believed, for the heart gathereth: lo, he spake with advisement, deliberation and good sadness, he clapped hands, called record, and put to his hand and seal: the man cannot be so faint without the fear of God as to deny all this: shame shall make him abide his promise, though he were such a man as I could not compel him, if he would deny it. And thus we dispute: god sent his son in our nature, & made him feel our infirmities, and named his name Jesus, that is a Savior, because he should save his people from their sins, and after his death he sent his Apostles to preach these glad tidings, to thrust them in at the ears of us, & set up a Sacrament of them to testify them and to seal them, and to thrust them in, not at the ears only by rehearsing the promises of the testament over its neither at our eyes only in beholding it, but beat them in through our feeling. tasting and smelling also, and to be repeated daily and to be ministered to us. He would not (think we) make half so much a do with us if he loved us not, and would not have his Sacrament to be a witness and testimony between him and us, to confirm the faith of his promises that we should not doubt in them, when we look on the seals of his obligations wherewith he hath bound himself: and this to keep the promises and covenants better in mind, and to make them the more deeply to sink into our hearts, and be more earnestly regarded.
Considering that this which you say is too plain, great shame it is that there is such neglect of the Sacrament as there is, and that it is so seldom used: but surely want of faith and the security which ouerspreadeth this our country is the cause of it, the Lord if it be his will remove the same. Now let me hear a little how you lead your life, and have your conversation among men?
I have my conversation among men as sincere as I can in righteousness and holiness, which is after God's commandments: our Savior saith, Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your father which is in heaven.
It is but a dim light which we can carry before men, and small are our good works, and to be esteemed of no value: if we were preachers or rich men, or noble men, then we might save souls, give good counsel, help many by your alms, but you and I are poor men, of base birth, and of low degree, how can we then do any good works?
As touching good works by that measure of knowledge that god hath given me, I think that all works are good which are done according to the obedience of God's law in faith and with thanksgiving to God, and with a mind desirous of his glory alone, and I think that I or any man else in doing them please God whatsoever I do within the law of God, as when I make water. And trust me if either wind or water were stopped, I should feel what a precious thing it were to do either of both, and what thanks ought to be given God therefore. Moreover, I put no difference between works, but whatsoever cometh into my hands that I do as time, place, and occasion giveth, and according to my degree. For as touching to please God there is no work better then other: God looketh not first on my works as the world doth, or as though he had need of them: but God looketh first on my heart what faith I have to his word, how I believe him, trust him, and howe I love him, for his mercy that he hath shown to me, he looketh with what heart I work, and not what I work, how I accept the degree he hath put me in, not of what degree I am. Let us take example. You are a minister and preach the word, I am a kitchen boy, and wash my masters dishes. Of the Ministry hark what the Apostle saith: If I preach I have naught to rejoice in, for necessity is put upon me: If I preach not the gospel; as who should say, God hath made me so, woe is to me if I preach not. If I do it willingly (saith he) then I have my reward: that is, then I am sure that God's spirit is in me, and that I am elect to eternal life. If I do it against my will, the office is committed to me, that is, I do it not of love to God, but to get a living thereby, and for a worldly purpose, and had rather otherwise live: then do I that office which God hath put upon me, but do not please God. So then if you preached not, or in preaching had not your heart aright, you minis • er the office, and they that have the spirit of God hear his word, yea, though it were spoken by an Ass, and the woe belongeth to you: but and if you preach willingly with a true heart and conscience to God, then you shall feel the earnest of eternal life, and the working of the spirit of God in you, and your preaching is a good work in you. Now I that minister in the kitchen, and am but a kitchen boy, receive all things at the hand of God, know that God hath put me in such an office, submit myself to his will, and serve my master, not as a man but as Christ himself, with a pure heart according as Paul teacheth me, putting my trust in God, & of him seek my reward. Moreover, there is not a good deed done, but mine heart rejoiceth therein, yea, when I hear that the word of God is preached by you and see the people turn unto God: I consent to this deed, my heart breaketh out in me, yea it springeth and leapeth in my breast that God is honored, and in my heart I do the same that you do with the like delectation and fervency of spirit. Now he that receiveth a Prophet, in the name of a prophet, receiveth a prophets reward, that is, he that consenteth to the deed of a prophet and maintaineth it, the same hath the spirit and earnest of everlasting life, which the prophet hath, and is elect as the prophet is. Now if we compare work to work, there is a difference betwixt washing of dishes, and preaching the word of God: but as touching to please God none at all. For neither that nor this pleaseth God, but as far forth as God hath chosen a man, and hath put his spirit in him, and purified his heart by faith and trust in Christ. As the scriptures call him carnal which is not renewed by the spirit and borne again in Christ's flesh, & all his works like, even the very motions of his heart & mind, as his learning, doctrine, and contemplation of hie things, his preaching, teaching, and study in the scripture, building of Churches, founding of Colleges, giving of alms, and whatsoever he doeth, though they seem spiritual, & after the law of God never so much: So contrariwise he is spiritual which is renewed in Christ, and all his works which spring from faith seem they never so gross, as the washing of the disciples feet done by our Savior Christ, & Peters fishing after the resurrection, yea deeds of matrimony are pure spiritual if they proceed of faith, and whatsoever is done within the laws of god though it be wrought by the body, as the wiping of shoes and such like, howsoever gross they appear outwardly, yet are sanctified.
What be the special things in which you lead your conversation?
One thing is the reading of the scripture.
It is dangerous to read the scriptures, you that have no learning may easily fall into errors and heresies.
As he which knoweth his letters perfectly, and can spell, cannot but read if he be diligent: and as he which hath clear eyes without impediment or let, and walketh thereto in the light and open day, cannot but see, if he attend and take heed: even so I having the profession of my Baptism only written in my heart, and feeling it sealed up in my conscience by the holy Ghost, cannot but understand the scripture, because I exercise myself therein, and compare one place with another, and mark the manner of speech, and ask here and there the meaning of a sentence of them that be better exercised then I: for I feel in my heart, and have a sensible experience of that inwardly, which the spirit of God hath delivered in the scriptures. So that I find mine inward experience as a commentary unto me.
We are all baptized, belike then we shall all understand the Scripture.
But alas very few there be that are taught and feel their ingrafting into Christ, their justification, their inward dying unto sin and living unto righteousness, which is the meaning of their Baptism. And therefore we remain all blind generally, as well the great Rabbins which brag of their learning, as the poor unlearned lay man. And the scripture is become so dark unto them, that they grope for the door and can find no way in, and it is become a maze unto them in which they wander as a mist, or as (as we say) led by Robbin goodfellow. And their darkness cannot comprehend the light of the Scriptures, but they read them as men do tales of Robbin hood, as riddles, or as old Priests read their Ladies Mattins which they understood not. And until a man be taught his Baptism, that his heart feel the sweetness of it, the scriptures are shut up from him, and so dark that he could not understand it, though Peter, Paul, or Christ himself did expound it unto him, no more then a man stark blind can see though thou set a candle before him, or show him the sun, or point with thy finger unto that thou wouldst have him look upon. As for heresy there is no danger if a man come to the scripture with a meek spirit, seeking there to fashion himself like unto Christ, according to the profession and vow of his baptism: but contrariwise he shall there find the mighty power of God to alter and change him in the inner mā by little and little, till in process he be full shapen after the image of our Savior in knowledge and love of all truth, and power to work thereafter. Heresies spring not of Scripture, no more then darkness of the Sun, but are dark clouds which spring out of the blind hearts of hypocrites given to pride and singularity, and do cover the face of the Scripture, and blind their eyes that they cannot behold the bright beams of the scripture.
By this I also can gather that the Papists which cannot read the Scriptures, except they fall into errors, have not the spirit of Christ working in them, and teaching them, but the lying spirit of Antichrist the devil, & that if God would give them any true feeling, and open their eyes, they would quite change their minds. But what other exercises have you?
Prayer and thanksgiving to God. For God hath promised very boūtifully unto them which pray in truth, and it is one of the greatest comforts I have at all times. Again, God which commanded me not to steal, commandeth me also to pray, and his will is, that one commandment should be as well kept as another: and therefore I am persuaded that condemnation will befall a man as well for the one as for the other. And that prayer ought to be continually even in every business a man doth, me thinketh it most agreeable to God's will. For if I should come into my neighbors house and take his goods, and use them, not borrowing them, or asking any leave, they would lay hands on me, and make me a thief. The world, and all the things in the world are the Lord's, not mine: so then if I shall daily use them, never seeking to the Lord by prayer for the use of them, before God I am an usurper, nay a rank thief, & therefore I desire of God heartily that I may use all his good creatures with fear and reverence; and that I may sanctify his name in them, which Paul showeth me to be done by the word of God and prayer, the word showing me the lawful use of his creatures: prayer obtaining at God's hands, that I may use them aright. If this practice were used of men in their professions & callings, I am persuaded there would be a thousand vices cut off which in men abound, and are committed without shame.
I think the rest of your Christian exercises be the practicing of the Commandments of the law.
Yea they are indeed.
Me thinks it is an hard point of the law for a man to love his enemy.
It is indeed: yet in the faithful it will be so: for they have in their hearts a persuasion, that whereas they are damned in themselves, yet in Christ the mercy of God is most plentiful to their salvation, and all this God confirmeth and sealeth unto them by his holy spirit, and therefore they cannot but love God again, and that with a fervent love even above all things in the world, and so they love all God's creatures, and even their enemies, because they bear the image of God whom they love: like as I have a friend & love him, I love all of his name, all his kindred, and all that appertain unto him. And by the way, here is a good way to know whether we have faith or not • though faith only justify and make the marriage between our soul and Christ, and is properly the marriage garment, yea, and the sign Tau, that defendeth us from the smiting and power of evil angels, and is also the rock on which Christ's church is built, and standeth against all weather of wind and tempest: yet is faith never severed from hope and charity: then if a man will be sure that his faith is perfect, let him examine himself whether he love the law: and in like manner if he will know whether he love the law, that is, love God and his neighbor, then let him examine himself whether he believe in Christ only for the remission of sin, & obtaining the promises made in the Scripture. And even so let him compare his hope of the life to come with faith, and love, and to the hatred of sin in his life, which hatred the love of the law engendereth in him. And if they accompany not one another all three together, then let him be sure all is but hypocrisy.
Yet by your leave faith cannot make a man just before God without hope and charity: then they also with faith hath some stroke in justification.
I answer, though they be inseparable, yet I praise God I do conceive how these three have three separable and sundry offices. Faith, which only is an undoubted and sure affiance in Christ, and in the Father through him, certifieth the conscience that the sin is forgiven, and the damnation of the law taken away. And with such persuasions mollifieth the heart and maketh it love God again and his law. And as oft as we sin, faith only keepeth, that we forsake not our profession, and that love utterly quench not, and hope fail, and only maketh the peace again: for a true believer trusteth in Christ alone, and not in his own works, nor ought else for the remission of sins. The office of love is to pour out again the same goodness that it hath received of God upon her neighbor, to be to him as it feeleth Christ to be to it self. The office of love is only to have compassion, and to bear with her neighbor the burden of his infirmities. 1. Pet. 4. Love covereth the multitude of sins: that is to say, considereth the infirmities, and interpreteth all to the best, & taketh for no sin at all a thousand things, of which the least were enough (if a man loved not) to go to law for, and to trouble and disquiet an whole town, and sometime a whole realm too. The office of hope is to comfort in adversity, and to make patient that we faint not, nor fall down under the cross, or cast it off our backs. Thus these three inseparable have separable offices and effects, as heat, and drines, being inseparable in the fire have yet their separable operations, for drines only expelleth the moystnes of all that is consumed by fire, and heat only destroyeth the coldness. And it is not all one to say, the drines only, and the drines that is alone, neither is it all one to say, faith only, and faith that is alone.
You are to be commended, you are so perfect in these high points of religion, but I know you speak of experience, for in you faith and hope towards God, and charity towards your neighbor are inseparable.
I require no commendations: shame and confusion befall me eternally, that all glory may be unto God.
But let us talk on further of our duties which we must perform if we will live Christian like among men. And I pray you tell me what do you mean that you give so much unto the poor, considering you are so poor yourself, I speak my conscience if you had ability, you would do more then an hundred of those rich men do.
God knows my heart, it is a hell unto me to see my brother for whom Christ shed his blood, to want, if I have anything in the world to give him. Among Christian men, love maketh all things common: every man is others debtor, and every man is bound to minister to his neighbor, & to supply his neighbors lack of that wherewith God hath endued him. Christ is Lord over all, and every Christian is heir annexed with Christ, and therefore Lord over all, and everyone is Lord of whatsoever another hath: if then my brother or neighbor need, I have to help him: and if I show not mercy but withdraw my hands from him, then rob I him of his own, & am a thief. A Christian man hath Christ's spirit: now Christ is merciful, if I shall not be merciful, I have not Christ's spirit: if I have not Christ's spirit then am I none of his. And though I show mercy unto my brother, yet if I do it not with such burning love as Christ did it unto me, I must knowledge my sin and desire mercy in Christ.
If a man must be frank and free, then a man must give of his own stock to the poor members of Christ, and diminish his own substance.
Yea indeed (if need so require) we are made stewards of those goods which God hath given us, shall a steward take all unto himself without reproof? I am sure that they which were converted at Peters first Sermō after Christ's ascension, diminished their substance when they sold them and gave them to the poor. I am sure that the Churches which were in Macedonia, which sent relief unto their Churches even above their ability, they being in extreme poverty did diminish their possessions: and God grant our conversations may be like theirs. And that we should be like them, their examples of great compassion are recorded in the scriptures.
Many of us have our selves, wife, children, father, mother, & kinsfolk to relieve, so that it will be heard to deal after this manner.
Had not these men so? yea, I warrant you had they. And the want of love which you deem of, the Gospel of Christ knoweth not, that a man should begin at himself, and then descend I wot not by what steps. Love seeketh not her own profit, but maketh a man to forget himself, and turn his profit to another man, as Christ sought not himself or his own profit but ours. This term (myself) is not in the gospel, neither yet father, mother, sister, brother, kinsman, that one should in love be preferred before another. The love that springeth out of Christ excludeth no man, neither putteth difference between one another. In Christ we are all of one degree without respect of persons. Notwithstanding though a Christian man's heart be open to all men • and receiveth all men, yet because his ability of goods extendeth not so far, this provision is made that every man should care for his own household • as father, mother, thine elders that have holpen thee, wife, children, and servants. When a man hath done his duty to his household, and yet hath further abundance of the blessing of God, that he oweth to the poor that cannot labor, and cannot get work, & yet are destitute of friends; to the poor I mean which he knoweth, and to them of his own parish. For that provision ought to be had in the Church, that every parish provide for the poor. If his neighbors which he knoweth be served, then is he a debtor to the brethren a thousand miles off, if he hear of their necessity and have himself any plenty: yea, to the very Infidels he is a debtor if they need, • s far forth as he doeth not maintain them against Christ. Thus is every man that needeth my help my father, mother, sister, and brother in Christ: even as every man that doth the will of the father, is father, mother, sister, and brother unto Christ.
Now ye somewhat persuade me of that which me thought at the first blush, was against common sense.
By God's grace I will persuade you more yet. Howe if our Savior Christ Jesus should now dwell upon the earth in poverty and want, could not you be contented to bestow half your goods on him?
Halfe my goods? Nay truly all: and my heart blood: for I know if I should loose my li • e for him, I should save it.
Very well, Christ is all in all. Every Christian man to another is Christ himself, and whatsoever is done to the poor, is done to Christ himself, and therefore your neighbors need hath as good right in your goods as hath Christ himself which is heir and Lord over all. And look what you owe to Christ, that you owe to your neighbors need: to your neighbor owe you your heart and life, and whatsoever you have or can do.
We need not give our relief except the poor require it.
Ask or not, if they want, you are bound to relieve them; As Christ loved you, so love them. Christ loved you being his enemy, when I am sure of it you never asked remission of sins.
We need not relieve them often, need we?
Yes, as long as you are able, and as oft as they want. If Christ should forgive us but once, we should come short of heaven.
The world is full of naughtiness, and lewd people take pleasure in doing wrong, and in slandering, & in hindering their brethren: how can you live among them in quietness, do you use to give like for like?
No, you must understand that there be two states or regiments in the world, the kingdom of heaven which is the regiment of the gospel: and the regiment of the world, which is the temporal kingdom. In the first state there is neither father nor mother, neither master, mistress, maid, nor servant, nor husband, nor wife, nor Lord, nor subject, nor inferior, but Christ is all, & each to other is Christ himself, there is none better then ot • er, but all alike good, all brethren, and Christ only is Lord over all neither is their any other thing to do, or other law, save to love one another as Christ loved us: in the temporal regiment, is husband, wife, father, mother, son, daughter, mistress, maid, manservant, subject, Lord? Now every person is a double person, and under two regiments: In the first regiment I am a person of mine own self under Christ and his doctrine, and may neither hate nor be angry, and much less fight or revenge: but must after the example of Christ, humble myself, forsake and deny myself, and hate myself, and cast myself away, and be meek and patient, and let every man go over me, and tread me under foot, and do me wrong: and yet I am to love them, and pray for them, as Christ did for his crucifiers: for love is all, and whatsoever is not of love, is damnable and cast forth of that kingdom. In the temporal regiment thou art a person in respect of another, thou art husband, father, mother, daughter, wife, Lord, subject, and there thou must do according to thine office. If thou be a father, thou must do the office of a father and rule, or else thou damnest thyself: thou must bring all under obedience, whether by fair means or by foul: thou must have obedience of thy wife, of thy servants, and of thy subjects: if they will not obey in love, thou must chide, fight, and correct, as far as the law of God and the law of the land will suffer thee. Now to the purpose: whether a man may resist violence, and defend or revenge himself: I say nay, in the first state where thou art a person for thyself alone, and Christ's Disciple, there thou must love and of love do, study, and enforce: yea and suffer all things (as Christ did) to make peace, that the blessing of God may come upon thee, which saith, Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be the children of God. If thou suffer and keep peace in thyself only, thy blessing is the possession of this world: but if thou so love the peace of thy brother that thou leave nothing undone or vnsuffered to further it, thou shalt possess heaven. But in this worldly state where thou art no private man, but a person in respect of other, thou must, and art bound under pain of damnation to execute thine office. Of thy servants thou must exact obedience, and must not suffer thyself to be despised. If thou art a ruler, thou must take, imprison, and sley too, not of malice and hate to revenge thyself, but to defend thy subjects and to maintain thine office: the ruler must not oppress his subjects with rents, fines and customs, at all: neither pill them with taxes, and such like to maintain his own lusts: but be loving and kind unto them as Christ was to him: for they be the price of his blood. I will show my mind more plainly by one example. You are in your fathers house among your brethren and sisters, there if one fight with another, or if any do you wrong, you may not revenge or smite, for that pertaineth to the father only. But if your father give you authority in his absence and command you to smite, if they will not be ruled but abuse you, then you are another person. Notwithstanding, yet you have not put off the first person, but are a brother still, and must ever love & prove all things to rule with love: but if love will not serve, then you must use the office of another person, or sin against your father. Even so when you are a temporal person you put not off the spiritual: therefore you must ever love, but when love will not help, you must with love execute the office of the temporal person. You must love your neighbor in you heart, because he is your brother in the first state; yet you must obey your ruler who hath power over you, and when need requireth at his commandment you must go with the Constable or like officer and break open your neighbors door, if he will not open it in the Kings name: yea if he will not yield in the Kings name, you may smite him to the ground till he be subdued, and look • what harm he getteth, that be upon his own head.
I understand you well. As I am a member of the spiritual body of Christ, I must in all my conversation follow him with patience, meekness, & long suffering, overcoming other men's evils with well doing: yet if the hurt be greater then I can bear, I must take a new person on me, and if I be a ruler, with love seek amendment: if a subject, then in the fear of God, cōplain to my ruler. But further I pray you soil me this doubt. If I shall be taken for a soldier, me thinks that I should then shake off all love and meekness, and then I could not practice this Christian rule.
Yes, if our Queen (God save her grace) should send you on warfare into another country, you must obey at God's commandment, and go and avenge your princes quarrel, which you know not but that it is right. When you come thither, remember the two states in which you are: and know that in the first state, that is, the regiment spiritual, you must love them with whom you fight, and that they are your brethren bought with Christ's blood, as well as you, and for Christ's sake hate them not, yet as you are in the second state a soldier at your princes commandment you must fight against them, and maintain your princes quarrel, & bring them under her power: & therwithall be content with your princes wages, neither desire your adversaries life or goods, save to advantage your prince. So then a soldier need not cast away meekness, for he may fight with his enemy and sley him, and yet love him.
Another thing I would know of you, which now cometh to my mind, I have a Landlord, he seemeth to be a very good man, he countenanceth all the good preachers in our country, and he rideth usually ten miles to hear sermons: I hold of him a house and a little land, not scarce enough to find my poor family: my lease is come out, and I have taken a new lease, but I have paid such a great fine, and my yearly rents are so racked, that I fear I and all my household are like to beg our bread: this is it disquieteth me, and almost maketh me at my wits ende, what is your counsel and advise?
Surely, it maketh my heart to bleed to see how many men brag of the gospel, and yet what little fruit the gospel hath in them, and what little love they show, even they which abound in rents and lands. My poor advise is this, that you would with patience depend upon God's providence. It is said, Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the earth. Then let all the world study to do you wrong, yea, let them study to bring you to extreme misery, & do it too: yet if you be meek, you shall have foood and raiment enough for you and yours. And no doubt, God (who is always true of his promise) shall raise up some to help you. And my counsel is that you give your Landlord now and then a capon, now a pigge, now a goose; and if you be able • lamb or a calf, and let your wife visit your landladie now and then with spiced cakes, with apples, peares, cherries, and such like: and be you ready with your oxen, or horses, five or six times in the year, to fetch home their wood • to plow their land, then no doubt God may soften their hearts and move them to have some pity and compassion on your poor estate.
I have done all this. Nay (may it be spoken between you and me) I am at commandment, and am as a drudge to them, to do their business, and to leave my own undone, and yet have neither meat, drink, nor money.
More is the pity. But remember that they which cannot come to see men deal uprightly in the world, yet do in their hearts hunger and thirst after this righteousness, are pronounced blessed.
To let this pass: show me one rule how I might generally in all matters behave myself among men, and then for this time I will cease to trouble you.
Ask your own conscience what you may or ought to do. Would you men did so with you? Then do you it. Would not be so dealt with? Then do it not. You would not that men should do you wrong and oppress you. You would not that men should do you shame and rebuke, he on you, kill you, hire your house from you, or tice your servant away, or take against your will ought that is yours. You would not that men should sell you false ware, when you put them in trust to make it ready, or to lay it ought for you: and you would not that men should deceive you with great oaths, swearing th • t to be good which is indeed very naught: you would not that men should sell you ware that is naught, and too dear, to undo you: do no such thing then unto your neighbors, but as loath as you would be to buy false ware, & too dear, for undoing yourself: so loath be you to sell false ware, or too dear, fo • undoing your neighbor. And in all cases how glad would you be to be holpen, so glad be to help your neighbor. So in all things ask your conscienc • what is to be done between your neighbor and you, and she will teach you. But because you are weary of reasoning I will also ende. Desiring God to increase in us his heavenly graces, as faith, and repentance, and love, according to his good pleasure.
The assertion.
A Reprobate may in truth be made partaker of all that is contained in the Religion of the Church of Rome: and a Papist by his religion cannot go beyond a Reprobate.
The first argument.
HE which may in truth be made partaker of the chief points of the Popish religion, may be made partaker of all: but a Reprobate may be made partaker of the chief poin • s of the Popish religion: therefore a Reprobate may be made partaker of all.
The proof of the Argument.
THe proposition is plain, and every Papist will grant it: all the controversy is of the assumption: wherefore I prove it thus:
The Sacrament of Penance (as they call it) is one of the chief things in the religion of the Church of Rome: for it is such a Sacrament, that by the power & efficacy of it, the blood of Christ is delivered to us to wash away our sins: & they say it hath such virtue that the kingdom of heaven is promised to it in the Scriptures, and that it is not regeneration, but an healing of a man regenerate, and that it pardoneth sin, as baptism. And as touching Contrition, Papists write, it hath power to do away sin, and to obtain pardon at God's hand: the same they speak of Confession, which they say delivereth from death, openeth paradise; and giveth hope of salvation: and hereby it may appear, that penance is one of the greatest points of the popish religion.
But a reprobate may be truly made partaker of the popish sacrament of penance, and indeed perform all in it. There be three parts of penance, Contrition of the heart, Confession of the mouth, Satisfaction in the deed. All these three Judas performed: first, he had Contrition: for when he saw that our Savior was condemned, then he saw his own sin, and was stricken with a grief for his own treachery, and repented, and presently after he confessed his sin openly unto the chief Priests and Elders. Also he made Satisfaction, when he brought again the thirty pieces of silver which he took to betray his master.
Again, Contrition of the heart is the ground of penance: and Papists say, it is not an act of the holy Ghost but an act of man's free will proceeding from it: and therefore a reprobate may have it. And as for Satisfaction, if a reprobate cannot do it by himself, yet he may perform it by another: for so they say that one may satisfy by anoth • r: wherefore for anything I can see, a reprobate may have all that is contained in the popish sacrament of penance.
Faith is another of the chiefest points, that is in the religion of the Church of Rome, for they say, it is the foundation and ground work of Justification. But reprobates may have that faith which they mean. For they say, that it is nothing else, but a gift of God, and a certain light of the mind, wherewith a man being enlightened giu • th sure, and certain assent to the revealed word of God. And the Rhemists say, it is only an act of the understanding: and Andradius saith, that Faith is only in general actions, and cannot come to the particular applying of anything: now all this reprobates may have, for their minds are enlightened to know the truth, and to be persuaded of it, and therefore they have this act of the understanding: & this is a general faith: yea the devil himself can do thus much, who believeth and trembleth. And their implicit faith which saveth the lay man, what reprobate cannot have it? for there is nothing else required, but to believe as the Church believeth, though he know not how the Church believeth. And the Papists themselves say as much: for their Councils hold, that a wicked man and an heretic may have confidence in Christ, and that an heathen man, by the natural knowledge of God, and by the works of creation, might have faith, and in a general manner believe in Christ.
The second argument.
THat religion whose precepts are no directions to attain peace of conscience, leaveth a man still in a damnable case: but the precepts of the religion of the Churc • of Rome, are not directions to attain peace of conscience, therefore it leaveth a man in a damnable case: which if it be true, a reprobate may be as sound a professor of • as any other.
The proof.
THe proposition is certain: because as long as any man hath his conscience to accuse him of sin before God, he is in state of damnation, as Saint John saith: If our heart condemn us, God is greater then our heart, & knoweth all things. And this is peculiar and proper to the elect children of God, to receive these gifts and graces from God, the enjoining of which, bringeth peace of conscience. True it is indeed, that reprobates receive many graces and gifts at God's hand, but they are no other then such as may be joined with the trembling of the conscience, as the devil is said to believe, but withal to tremble.
The assumption (namely, that the religion of the church of Rome cannot pacify the conscience) may be easily proved on this wise.
[unspec I] A man whose conscience must be truly quieted, must first of all be truly humbled: Come unto me (saith our Savior Christ) all ye which are wearied and burdened, and I will ease you. Whereby it appeareth, that they who are to have their consciences refreshed in Christ, must first of all be afflicte • with the sense of God's judgment: yea they must be pressed down to helward with the weight and burden of their sins, that they may see, and from their hearts confess, that in themselves there is no way to escape damnation. The good Pysician Christ Jesus cannot heal us before he hath lanced our wounds to the very bottom: he never can find any of his sheep before they be quite lost: he never poureth into us the living waters of his spirit, before we be barren and dry ground void of all moisture, and that man must condemn himself, that would not have Christ to pronounce sentence of damnation against him.
Now, this true humiliation of a sinner cannot be wrought in any man's heart by the religion of the Church of Rome. True and sound humiliation is wrought by two means: first, by making a man to see the greatness of his sin and wickedness: secondly, by making him to acknowledge, that he is destitute, and quite bereft of all goodness. For if a man either see not the greatness of his sin, or have confidence of anything in himself, he cannot be humbled: but neither of these two things are performed in the church of Rome. As touching the first, the Romish religion is so far from amplifying & enlarging the greatness of men's sins, that it doth extenuate them, and lessen them out of measure: for it maketh some sins to be venial, when as the least sin that can be against God's law deserveth damnation, it teacheth that lesser sins are done away by an humble accusation of a man's self, by saying the Lord's prayer, by knocking upon the breast, and by such like: the greater sins may be done away by alms deeds, and such like satisfactions. But how can any sin be great, that may be done away with such easy and sleight means? Furthermore it teacheth, that evil thoughts and desires, and motions of the heart without consent are no sins: and this opinion cutteth off all true humiliation: for Paul never repented, before he understood the meaning of the last commandment, and perceived thereby, that the desires and lusts of his heart, to which he did not yield his consent, were sins damnable before God, and knowing this, he then saw himself to be most miserable, and renouncing his own righteousness, he sought for righteousness in Christ. Lastly, it teacheth, that original sin is done away in Baptism, and that it is the least sin of all other. What is this but to extenuate man's corruption, for whē the root of corruption is taken away, and it is made so little a sin, actual sins cannot be taken for such heinous matters.
And for the second point, the Church of Rome doth too too much extol the power of man, and his natural strength. It saith, that all actions of men unregenerate are not sins, and that original sin needeth no repentance, that a man hath some freewill to do spiritual things, that a man by mere naturals may love God above all things, fear God, believe in Christ, if we respect the very act of the work, that the Gentiles might gather out of philosophy knowledge sufficient for salvation, that a man without the help of the holy Ghost, may perform things acceptable to God, that the mind of man understandeth of it self many things which be spiritual and heavenly, that a man regenerate may fulfill the whole law of God: that a man may prepare himself to receive grace, and after preparation merit grace at God's hand: that he may do works of supererogation, &c. By this it appeareth that the church of Rome ascribeth too much to man, which in himself is only and altogether evil, dead in sin, chained up in miserable bondage under Satan the prince of darkness: and therefore it is evident, that all the preaching that is used in that church, will not humble a sinner, and make him deny himself, and therefore their preaching may peradventure benumb a corrupt conscience and make it secure, but it cannot pacify the troubled conscience, nor disquiet it by the threatening of the law, that by the promises of the gospel it may be quieted.
Again, this religion teacheth, that a man must doubt of his salvation as [unspec II] long as he is in this life: behold a Racke or gybbet erected by the Church of Rome, for the tormenting of tender consciences: for when a man doubteth of his salvation, he also doubteth of God's love and mercy to him: and he which doubteth of God's love, cannot love God again: for how can any man love him of whose good will he doubteth: and when a man hath not the love of God in him, he hath no grace in him, and therefore his conscience must needs be defiled, and void of true peace, yea he must needs be a wicked man, and that saying of Solomon must needs agree to him: The wicked flieth when no man pursueth (by reason of the guiltiness of his conscience) but the godly is bold as a Lyon. Again, Blessed is the man (saith David) whose sins are pardoned: where he maketh remission of sins to be true felicity: now there is no true felicity but that which is enjoyed, and felicity cannot be enjoyed, unless it be felt, and it cannot be felt unless a man know himself to be in possession of it, and a man cannot know himself to be in possession of it, if he doubt whether he hath it or not: and therefore this doubting of the remission of sins is contrary to true felicity, and is nothing else but a torment of the conscience. For a man cannot doubt whether his sins be pardoned or not, but strait way (if his conscience be not feared with an hot iron) the very thought of his sin will strike a great fear into him: for the fear of eternal death, and the horror of God's judgments will come to his remembrance, the consideration of which is most terrible. Vndoubtedly, this religion must needs be comfortless. Alas poor souls, we are no better then passengers in this world, our way it is in the middle of the sea, where we can have no sure footing at all, and which way soever we cast our eyes, we see nothing but water, even opening it self to devour us quick: the devil and our rebellious flesh raise up against us infinite thousands of tempests & storms to overthrow us: but behold, God of his great & endless mercy hath brought us to Christ, as to a sure anchor-hold: he biddeth us to undo our gables, & fling up our anchors within the veil, and fasten them in Christ: we do it as we are commanded: but a sister of ours (I mean the Church of Rome) passing in the ship with us (as it seemeth) who hath long taken upon her to rule the helm, dealeth too too unkindly with us: she vnlooseth our anchors, and cutteth in pieces our gables, she telleth us that we may not presume to fast̄ our anchor on the rock: she will have us freely to roue in • the middle of the sea in the greatest fogs and the fearefullest tempests that be: if we shall follow her advise, we must needs look for a shipwreck: for the least flaw of wind shall overturn us, and our poor souls shall be plunged in the gulfs of hell.
[unspec III] Lastly, Justification by works causeth trouble and disquietness to the conscience. No man's conscience can be appeased, before God's wrath be appeased, and God's wrath cannot be appeased by any works: for the best works the regenerate can do, are imperfect, and are stained with some blemish of corruption, as may appear both in the prophet Isaiah, & in Paul, both which had a great misliking of that good which they did, because it was mingled with sin. And again, every man is bound by duty to keep the whole law, so that if a man could keep it perfectly, he should do no more then he is by duty enjoined to do: and therefore he which looketh to merit eternal life at God's hand by keeping the law, trusteth but to a broken staff, and is like the bankrout, that will pay one debt by another: for by his sin, every man is indebted to the Lord, and is bound to answer to the Lord the full punishment of all his sins: this debt, the Papist saith, we may discharge by obedience to the law, that is by a new debt, which we are as well bound to pay to our God as the former.
To ende this point, let a man look to be saved by works, and therefore let a man employ himself to do the best works he can, yet he shall never come to know when he hath done sufficient to satisfy God's wrath: and this uncertainty, all his life, but especially in the hour of death, must needs disquiet him. And truly, when a man shall have done many thousand works, yet his heart can never be at quiet, as it appeareth in the young man, who though he had labored all his life to fulfill the law thereby to be saved, yet distrusting all his doings, he asketh further of our Savior Christ, what he might do to be saved.
Furthermore, it is the doctrine of the church of Rome, that there is nothing in the regenerate that God can hate: and that they are inwardly pure and without spot. A doctrine that will make any Christian conscience despair. For if a man shall fall to examine himself, he shall find that he is sold under sin, compassed about of sin, he shall see his particular sins to be as the hairs of his head: at the sight and feeling of which, he shall find that there is much matter in him worthy of hatred and damnation too. He being in this case, will begin to doubt whether he be the child of God or not: and persevering in this doubting, he shall be driven to despair of God's love towards him, considering that he cannot find any such pureness in himself as the doctrine of the church of Rome requireth.
Lastly, experience it self teacheth that the Romish religion can bring no peace to the conscience, in that some for the maintaining of it have despaired. As Francis Spira, who against his own conscience having abjured the truth; and subscribed to the doctrine of the Romish Church, most fearfully despaired of his salvation: which could not have been if that doctrine had been agreeable to God's word which is spirit and life to the receiver. For the same cause Latomus a doctor of Leuven despaired, crying that he was damned, because he had opposed himself to the known truth. This also befell Gardner at his death, as the book of Acts and Monuments declareth.
The third argument.
THat religion which agreeth to the corruption of man's nature, a Reprobate may truly profess it: the religion of the Church of Rome agreeth to the corruption of man's nature: therefore a reprobate may truly profess it.
The proof.
I Neede not stand to prove the proposition, the assumption is rather to be confirmed: which first I will prove by induction of particulars. First, that a man should be justified by works, is an opinion settled in nature, as may appear in them that crucified our Savior Christ: for when they were pricked in their hearts at Peters sermon, they said, Men and brethren, what shall we do to be saved? and this said the young man before named, not what should I believe, but what should I do to be saved. So then in them it appeareth, that it is a natural opinion of all men to think that they must be saved by doing of somewhat. A Papist will say, though this be natural thus to think, yet it may be good: for there is some goodness in nature.
I answer that the wisdom of the flesh is enmity to God's wisdom, Rom. 8.7. and a • l men by nature are nothing but flesh: for naturally they are the children of wrath. Secondly, the worshipping of god in images, is a great matter in the Church of Rome: but this manner of worshipping is nothing but a work of the flesh, which thus I prove: Idolatry is natural, and a work of the flesh; but to worship God in images, is idolatry. The children of Israel when they erected the golden calf • they did commit idolatry, and yet they did not worship the calf it self, b •• God in the calf. For when the calf was made, they proclaimed an holy day, not to the calf, but to the Lord. And Baal, that detestable idol, was nothing but the image of God, as appeareth in Hosea the prophet. At that day, saith the lord, thou shalt calm no more Baal.
It remaineth therefore, that to serve God in an image, is a work of the flesh, and altogether agreeth to the vile corruption of nature. Thirdly, pride, and a desire to be a advanced above other, is a natural corruption: to this agreeth the Popes primacy, his double sword, and triple crown: yet the outrageous pomp of that seat is as a pair of bellows to kindle the concupiscence, and to make the hidden sparks of pride to break out into a great flame. Fourthly, Doubting of God's providence & mercy is a natural corruption in all men: to this agreeth, and from hence issueth that foolish and vain opinion, concerning doubting of our salvation, and of the remission of sins. Fifthly, self-love, and self-liking are natural corruptions: to this agreeth that doctrine of the Papists, not overmuch to abase our selves, but to maintain freewill by nature, and to think that we have so much goodness, that we are able to prepare our selves to receive, and in some sort to merit grace. Sixthly, idleness and riotousnes is a natural corruption, and to it very fitly answereth the great number of feasts, of holy days, of half holy days which the Church of Rome useth. Seventhly, Covetousness is a natural corruption, and to the feeding of this vice serveth Purgatory, a fire of great gain, which in very truth, if it had not burned very hot, the fire in the Popes kitchen had burned very cold: hitherto serve Pilgrimages, saying of Masses, and selling of pardons for money. Eighthly, to be at liberty is the desire of nature: answerable to this is that opinion, that the spiritualty is to be exempted from subjection to Magistrates. Ninthly, to commit adultery is natural: to this agreeth the Stews, and the permission of simple fornication. Tenthly, ignorance is a filthy corruption in nature: this the Church of Rome maketh the mother of devotion, and it is enjoined the lay man as a means of his salvation: for he must believe as the church believeth, he is not bound to know. XI. Infidelity is natural, and to this agreeth that they call upon Saints and Angels, the Lord having commanded them to call upon him in the name of Christ, what argueth this else, but hearts distrusting God's goodness, and guilty consciences? XII. Images in the Church of Rome came from infidelity, because men in reason could not persuade themselves that God was present, unless that were made manifest by some sign and image. Which thing the Israelites declared when they said to Aaron in the wilderness in Moses absence, Make us gods to go before us. XIII. Satisfactions for sin are natural: for wicked men when they have offended God, they have always used some ceremonies to pacify God with, which when they have performed, then they think they have done enough. XIV. The church of Rome saith, that the Scriptures are dark & obscure: the blind man findeth fault with the darkness of the sun: If the Scriptures appear to any to be obscure, the fault is not in the Scriptures, but in the blindness of the mind of him which readeth and heareth them. XV. Lastly, pardons open a gap to all licentiousness: therefore they agree to man's corrupt nature: for who almost will not sin, when he may get a pardon for his sins, for a little piece of money, as twenty shillings or four nobles? And what is it but cosonage to sell pardons which shall be in force many years after the ende of the world as the Pope doth.
It is natural to a man to serve God in certain ceremonies, without the power of godliness: and this service is prescribed by the religion of the Church of Rome, which standeth only in outward and corporal ceremonies, as the outward succession of Bishops, garments, vestures, gestures, colors, choice of meat, difference of days, times, and places, hearing, seeing, saying, touching, tasting, numbering of beads, gilding and worshipping of images, building Monasteries, rising at midnight, silence in cloisters, abstaining from flesh and white meat. Fasting in Lent, keeping Imber days, hearing Mass and divine service, seeing and adoring the body in form of bread, receiving holy water and holy bread, creeping to the cross, carrying Palms, taking ashes, bearing Candles, Pilgrimages going, censing, kneeling, knocking, altars, superaltars, candlesticks, pardons: In orders, crossing, annointing, shaving, forswearing marriage: In baptism, salting, crossing, spatling, exorcising, washing of hands: At Easter, confession, penance, dirge, satisfaction, and in receiving with beards new shaven, to imagine a body where they see none: and though he were there present to be seen, yet the outward seeing and touching of him, of it self without faith conduceth no more then it did the Jews. At Rogation days to carry banners, to follow the Cross, to walk about the fields: After Pentecost to go about with Corpus Christi play. At Hollowmasse to watch in the Church, to say Dirge or commendation, and to ring for all souls, to pay tithes truly, to give to the hie Altar. And if a man will be a priest, to say Mass and Matins, to serve the Saint of that day, and to lift well over the head. In sickness to be anneled, to take his rites, after his death to have funeral and Obites said for him, and to be rung for at his Funeral, months mind, and year mind. This is the sum of the catholic religion, standing in bodily actions, not in any motions or work of the holy Ghost, working in the heart. [unspec II]
The moral law containing perfect righteousness, is flat opposite to man • corrupt nature: therefore whatsoever Religion shall repeal and make of none effect the commandments of the moral law, that same religion must needs join hands with the corruption of nature, and stand for the maintenance of it. This doth the religion of the Church of Rome: it may be it doth not plainly repeal them, yet in effect it doth: & if it shall frustrate but any one point of any one commandment, yea, the whole law thereby is made in vain. 1. The first commandment requireth, that we have the true Jehovah for our only God: Church of Rome maketh other gods beside this true God: it maketh the body of Christ to be god, because they hold it may be in many places, in heaven, in earth at the same time, which thing is only proper to God. It maketh every Saint departed to be God, because it holdeth that Saints do hear us now being upon the earth, & that they know our thoughts when we pray to them, which none but the true God can do. It maketh the Pope to be God, and that in plain words. Pope Nicholas saith, Constat, summum Pontificem à pio principe Constantino Deum appellari: It is well known that the Pope of the godly prince Constantine was called God. Again, in the extra • agants of the same Cannon law it is written, Dominus Deus noster Papa, Our Lord God the Pope. And again, Christopher Marcellus said to the Pope, Tu es alter Deus in terris, Thou art another God upon earth: and the Pope took it to himself. As the Pope in plain words is made God, so the power given to him declareth the same. He can make holy that which is unholy, and justify the wicked and pardon sins: he may dispense contrary to the saying of • n Apostle: he can change the nature of things, and of nothing make somewhat. What is all this, but to place the Pope in God's room, and to rob the Lord of his Majesty?
Again, the Church of Rome maketh Marie the mother of Jesus to be as God. In the Breuiary reformed and published at the commandment of Pius the V. she is called a Goddess, in express words: and she is further termed the Queen of heaven, the Queen of the world, the gate of heaven, the mother of grace and mercy: Yea she is far exalted above Christ, and he in regard of her is made but a poor underling in heaven: for papists in their service unto her pray on this manner, saying: Shew thyself to be a mother: and cause thy son to receive our prayers: set free the captives and give light to the blind. Lastly, the very cross is made as a God. For they salute it by the name of their only hope and pray it to increase justice to the godly, and to give sinners pardon. Wherefore the Church of Rome beside the one true God distinguished into three persons, the father, the son, and the holy ghost, maketh also many other, and so in truth hath repealed his first commandment.
And they have very plainly repealed the second commandment, in that they teach it lawful to make images of the true God, and to worship him in them. For the flat contrary is the very scope of this commandment: namely that no image must be made of the true Jehovah: nor any worship be performed unto him in an image: which appeareth thus. In Deutronomie Moses maketh a large Commentary of this commandment, and this very point he sets down expressly, saying, take heed to yourselves: for ye saw no image in the day that the Lord spake unto you in Horeb, out of the midst of the fire: that ye corrupt not yourselves, and make you a graven image, or representation of any figure, &c. His argument I set down thus. As God appeared in mount Horeb, so he is to be conceived and represented: but he appeared in no image in mount Horeb, only his voice was heard: therefore he is not to be conceived or represented in any image: but men are to be content, if they may hear his voice. Again, that sin to which the people of Israel were specially given, even that doth the Lord specially forbid: but to this were the people of Israel specially given, not so much to make images of false gods, as to make images of the true God, and to worship him in them: which I prove thus.
In the book of Judges it is said, that the children of Israel did wickedly in the sight of the Lord, and served Baalim. Now these Baalims, what are they? Surely Idols resembling the true God: as the Prophet Hosea declareth. And at that day saith the Lord, thou shalt call me Jesse, & shalt call me no more Baali. Here it appeareth that the Israelites meaning was not to worship a false god, but the true God in Baalim. And Aaron when he made the golden calf proclaimed that the next day should be holy day, not of any false god, but of the Lord that brought them out of Egypt. The prophet Isaiah after that he had set forth God's majesty very worthily, he comes in with this conclusion: To whom thē will ye likē God? or what similitude will ye set up of him? which declareth that the Jews after the manner of the Gentiles ran a whoring after Idols, that is, Images not only of false gods, but also of the true God. I conclude therefore as I began, that the Church of Rome, by maintaining images, hath repealed this commandment.
Neither doth it show less favor to the third commandment: which also is repealed. First, in that they teach men to give the glory which is proper to God, to something else: it is proper to God after the day of judgment to be all in all: this they give to Marie, saying that she is all in all.
It is proper to Christ in respect of other creatures to be a light lightening all that come into the world, yet they pray to Marie to give light to the blind. It is proper to Christ to be the redeemer of mankind, & this work of redemption is ascribed to Marie, whom the Papists call their hope, their joy, their med • atresse, a medicine for the diseased, a defense from the enemy, a friend in the hour of death. Again, they make S. Martin a priest according to the order of Melchizedek, which is proper to Christ.
Secondly, they hold that the people is to be barred from the reading of the Scriptures, unless it be in an unknown tongue, and so they maintain ignorance and the profaning of God's name, for the preaching of the word, and therefore also the hearing, learning, reading, searching of it, is the glorifying of the word, and so the glorifying of God's name.
The fourth commandment is repealed in that they require that their feast days should be kept as solemnly as the Lord's sabbath: For they must be kept in all honor and comeliness: and men must rest from their labors, from morning to evening, as on the Sabbath: whereas contrariwise the Lord hath given permission to his servants to labor the six days, so be it, on the seventh they will rest from the works of their callings, and do the works of the spirit.
They repeal the fifth commandment in that they teach that their Clergy hath an immunity, & therefore is not bound to perform obedience to magistrates, for so they have decreed, that Clerks are to be judged only of Bishops: & that they are only to reskue them from injuries. Again, that the Bishop must not be judged of the secular power: and that the Pope himself oweth no subjection to Kings, Princes, Emperors, but hath power to make them, and to put them down at his pleasure. But S. Paul for the maintaining of the fifth commandment, bids every soul be subject to the higher powers: and therefore the pope with his clergy (as Chrysostom hath expounded it) must be subject to civil magistrates, unless they will exclude themselves out of the number of men, for Paul speaks to all.
Against the sixth commandment they have decreed asyles for murderers, plainly permitting them which fear authority, to have safety in the lap of their mother the Church. Thus they annihilate God's commandment, yea & more then this, whither tends all that they teach but to the very murdering of souls? For example, salvation by works of grace, is one of their chief points. But that man that is persuaded that he must be saved by his works, must also put his trust in them, and he which trusteth to his works is accursed before god. For cursed is that man that trusteth in man, whether it be himself or other.
The seventh Commandment is repealed diverse ways. First, in that they maintain the occasions of Adultery and fornication: namely, the vow of single life both in men and women, when as they have not received the gift from God to be continent: which gift when they want, and yet are bound to single life, they must needs break out into much looseness. This sin made Mantuan, Palingenius and Petrarch to cry out against the Church of Rome. Again, some Papists defend the toleration of the stews in Rome, for the avoiding of greater evils. And in the Council of Trent, chastity and Priests marriage are made opposite, so that marriage with them is a filthy thing, although God hath ordained it for the avoiding of fornication in all. Furthermore, that which is most abhominable and proves the Church of Rome to be an Antichristian Church: they maintain marriages within the degrees forbidden both by the law of nature, & of gods word. For in the table of consanguinity they which are placed in the transuerse unequal line cannot marry, because they are as Parents & children: yet if they be distant four degrees on diverse sides from the common stock they may marry together by the Canon law. As for example, the grand uncle may marry his sisters nephews niece, a thing very filthy in nature, considering that a man cannot marry with any honesty his sisters child. To go further, by God's word they which are distant four degrees in the transuerse equal line, are not forbidden to marry together, as cosin germanes. Thus the daughters of Zelophehad were married to their fathers brothers sons: this example (as I take it) may be a warrant of the lawfulness of this marriage: Yet the Canon law utterly condemns this marriage of cosin germans, & the marriage of their children after thē, though they be eight degrees distāt. Thus the Church of Rome doth overthwart the Lord: where he gives liberty, they restrain it; and when he restraineth men, then they give liberty.
They repeal the 8. commandment by their spiritual merchandise in which they sel those things which are not to be sold, as Crosses to dead men, Images, prayers, the sound of bells, remission of sins, and the merits by which men may come to the kingdom of heavē: their shaueling priests will do no duty without they be fed with money; hence comes the proverb, no penny no pater noster.
They teach men to bear false witness, and so to sin against the ninth commandment, in that they hold that Marie is the Queen of heaven: whereas indeed she is no Queen, but doth continually cast down her crown before Christ with the rest of the Saints. And a man may as well bear false witness in speaking too much, as in speaking too little.
In the tenth commandment the first motions that go before consent are forbidden: otherwise there shall be no difference between it and the rest. For they also are spiritual, and forbid inward motions: but the difference is that they forbid only the motions that go with consent. Now the papists say, that these motions are no sin properly unless consent follow: and therefore they in express words repeal this commandment. For if concupiscence & the first motions be no sins properly, then there need no prohibition of them.
The fourth Argument.
THat religion which is contrary to it self, is only a mere invention of man: the religion of the Church of Rome is quite contrary to it self: therefore it is only an invention of man: which if it be true, as well a Reprobate as any other may perform the things required in it.
The Proof.
THe proposition is most true, because it is a privilege of God's word, & so of the true religion gathered forth of it, to be consonant to it self in all points: which properly no doctrines nor writings beside can have. The assumption may be made manifest by an induction of particular examples.
- I. The Church of Rome saith, that men are saved by grace: and again it saith, that men are saved by works. A flat contradiction. For Paul saith, if election be of grace, it is no more of works: or else were grace no more grace: but if it be of works, it is no more grace: for else were work no more work. Answer is made, that in this place Paul speaketh of works of nature, which indeed are contrary to grace, but not of works of regeneration, which are not contrary to grace. This answer is false: for Paul in a like place unto this opposeth grace and works of regeneration. Ye are saved by grace (saith he) through faith, and that not of your • elues: for it is the gift of God, not of works, least any should boast himself: for we are his workmanship created in Christ Jesus unto good works, that we should walk in them. Now let the Church of Rome speak what are the works of which any man may most of all boast? And what are the works for the doing of which we must be fashioned anew in Christ Jesus? Assuredly they must be the works of regeneration, dipped & died in the blood of Christ (as they speak:) wherefore it is evident, that Paul's meaning is to conclude, that if we be saved by grace, we cannot be saved by works of regeneration.
- II. The Church of Rome confuteth and condemneth in Councils, & derideth this doctrine that we teach that men are to be justified by the imputation of the righteousness of Christ: which righteousness is not in us but in Christ. And the Rhemists call it a fantastical justice, a new no-justice. But herein that Church is contrary to it self: for it defendeth works of supererogation, and works of satisfaction of one man for another: and their ground is, because the faithful are all members of one body, and have fellowship one with another, and therefore one may satisfy for another. Hereby it is plain, that the church of Rome most of all defendeth that imputation of righteousness, which most of all it hath oppugned. For when one man satisfieth for another, the work of one man is imputed to another. But what? shall one man satisfy for another, and shall not Christ by his righteousness satisfy for us? shall God accept the work of one man for another, and not accept the righteousness of Christ for us? Truly there is greater fellowship and conjunction between the head and the members, then of the members among themselves: because they are joined together by means of the head.
- III. It holdeth that the guilt and fault of sin may be remitted by Christ: and yet the temporal punishment of sin be vnremitted: but these are quite contrary. Paul saith, there is now no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus. Yet if a man were punished for his sin after he were in Christ, and had the fault of sin remitted, some condemnation should now remain him. And David saith, Blessed is the man to whom the Lord imputeth no sin: therefore he to whom the Lord imputeth no sin, hath not only the guilt of sin, but also the punishment of his sin remitted: otherwise he could not be blessed but miserable. and this agreeth not with gods justice, whē the fault is quite pardoned, and a man is guilty of no sin, that then any punishment should be laid on. And S. Austin saith, that Christ by taking upon him the punishment of sin, and not taking upon him the fault, took away both the punishment and the fault. Wherefore this opinion, that Christ hath taken away the guilt of sin, overthroweth all Satisfactions & Purgatory, because the fault & guilt being taken away, all punishment for sin is also taken away.
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IV. Transubstantiation is a monster, standing on manifold contradictions. First, it maketh Christ's body to be in many places: an evident contradiction. For it is of the nature and essence of a body to be in one place only: which I prove thus. A body is a magnitude, a magnitude is a continued quātitle, a continued quantity cannot be but in one place: therefore a body cannot be but in one place. In his argument the doubt is only of the last part: which undoubtedly is most true. For it is called a continued quātitle, because his parts are continued and knit together the one with another in a common term or bond, as a line by a point, a plane and his parts by a line, a solid by a Superficies or plane. Now these points can in no wise be continued, unless everyone of them keep one only special place. For examples sake: suppose the plane,
a, b, c, d,
to be divided into three
[illustration]parts, I, k, l, by two lines, e, g, and f, h, which do both devide the three parts & continue thē the one with the other. Now I say, that everyone of the partes may be continued with his next fellow, it is necessary that everyone of them should have one special and distinct place. That the first place of the plane, i, may be continued with, k, it must be situated only there where it is, and nowhere else: for if it shall be situate else where, as in the place m, then it cannot be continued with k. Now then, if the partes must of necessity have their own particular place only, then the whole figure, a, b, c, d, must also be only in one place. And this is that which the prince of Philosophers teacheth, that every magnitude hath his parts sited in someone place, one by another, so that a man may say of them, here it is, and there it is not. To conclude therefore, this must needs agree to a body and to the parts of it, to be in one only place alone. So that the Church of Rome when it saith that Christ's body is in many places: in effect they say, that Christ's body is nobody: for if it be a body, it is only in one place: & if it be in many places, it is nobody. They object that God is omnipotent. True indeed, but there be some things, the doing of which agreeth not with God's power, as to make contradicentia, things contradictory to be both true: of which sort these are. For, that Christ's body is a true body, and that it is in many places at once, are flat contrary: beccause (as hath been shown) it is essential to all magnitudes to be in one place, and therefore to a body. And God cannot take away that which is essential to a thing, the essence remaining whole. 2. Again, transubstantiation maketh the Accidents of bread and wine to remain without the substance. Here also is another contradiction as impossible as the former: for it is a common saying in schools, Accident is esse, est inesse. It is of the essence of an Accident to be in the substance. Now therefore, if the Accidents be, there is also the bread and wine: and if there be no substance of bread or wine, neither can there be any accidents. 3. It holdeth that bread is turned into the body of Christ, and therefore it must needs hold, that Christ's body is made of bakers bread, and yet it holdeth and teacheth that Christ's body is only made of the seed of Marie. quite overthrowing the former Transubstantiation.
- V. It teacheth, that a man must always doubt of his salvation: and likewise it teacheth, that in praying we are to cal GOD father, which are things quite contrary. For who can truly call GOD father, unless he have the spirit of adoption, and be assured that he is the child of God? For if a man shall call god father, & yet in his heart doubt whether he be his father or not, he playeth the dissembling hypocrite: wherefore to doubt of salvation, and to say Our father, &c. in truth are contrary.
- VI. The Church of Rome maketh prayer to be one of the chief means to satisfy for sins. But prayer indeed is an asking of pardon for sin: Now asking of pardon & satisfaction for sin are contrary: therefore by the judgment of the Papists, prayer which is a satisfaction is no satisfactiō. And indeed let us consider what madness is contained in this popish divinity: the poor beggar cometh very hungry to the rich man's door to crave his alms: and straightwaies by his begging he will merit and deserve it. The same doeth the papist, he prayeth very poorly for the thing which he wanteth, yet he looketh very proudly to merit no less then the kingdom of heaven by it.
- VII. Doubting of salvation & hope cannot agree together, for hope maketh a man not to be ashamed, that is, it never disappointeth him of the thing which he looketh for. And therefore it is called the anchor of the soul both sure and steadfast, which entereth into that which is within the veil. So that true hope and the certain assurance of salvation go together.
- VIII. True prayer and justification by works cannot stand together. For he which prayeth truly must be touched inwardly with a lively feeling of his own misery, and of the want of that grace, whereof he stands in need. Now this cannot be in the heart of that man that looketh to merit the kingdom of heaven by his works: for he that can do this may justly conceive somewhat of his own excellency.
- IX. Papists teach, that it is great boldness to come immediately unto God without the intercession of Saints: and therefore they use to pray to Marie, that she would pray to Christ to help them: yet on the contrary, when they have so done, they pray to God immediately, that he would receive the intercession of Marie for them. And thus they are become intercessors between Marie and God. Yea when they offer up Christ, praying God to accept their gifts and sacrifices, the humble priest that will not pray to God but by the mediation of Saints, is then a mediator between Christ Jesus & God the father.
- X. It holdeth, that in the mass the Priest offereth up Christ to his father an unbloody sacrifice. This is a thing impossible: for if Christ in the mass be sacrificed for sin, then he must die & his blood must be shed, Heb. 9.22. And in the Scriptures these two sayings (Christ is dead, Christ is offered up in Sacrifice) are all one. So then, the Papist when he supposeth that there may be an unbloody sacrifice, in effect he saith thus much: There is a sacrifice, which is no sacrifice. And it is not possible that a bloody sacrifice should be offered in an unbloody manner.
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XI. In the Canon of the mass, the Church of Rome prayeth on this wise.
We humbly beseech thee most merciful father, by Jesus Christ thy son and our Lord, that that thou wouldest accept these gifts and oblations and these holy Sacrifices, which thy Church offer to thee, &c.where first they offer up Christ to God the father in the name of Christ, and so they make Christ to be his own mediator.Again, they desire God to bless and to accept his own son: for they offer up Christ. If they say he needeth now the blessing of his father, they make Christ a weak and imperfect Christ: if he need not the blessing of his father, their prayer is needless. Also they desire God to accept not one gift or one sacrifice, but in the plural number, these gifts and sacrifices: whereas they hold that Christ's body is one only body, and therefore but one sacrifice. And thus they are at variance with themselves.
- XII. Papists, in word they say, that they believe & put thei • trust in God: yet whereas they look to be saved by their works, they set the confidence of their hearts in truth upon their own doings.
- XIII. They put such holiness in matrimony, that they make it one of their 7. Sacraments, which confer grace to the partakers of them: yet they forbid their Clergy to marry, because to live in marriage is to live according to the flesh, and the Council of Trent opposeth marriage and chastity.
- XIV. It teacheth that souls kept in purgatory, may be redeemed by Sacrifices and Suffrages. Against this, is a Canon of their law taken out of Saint Jerome, we know that in this life we may help one another, either by prayers, or by good counsel: but when we shall come before the judgment seat of Christ, neither Job, nor Daniel, nor Noah, may entreat for any: but every mā is to bear his own burden. And according to another Canon going under the name of Gelasius Bishop of Rome. Either there is no Purgatory, or the souls which go thither, shall never return.
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XV. And to conclude, the most points of their religion are contrary to their Canons, as by searching may appear in these examples.
- 1 The dead cannot hear the prayers of them which call upon him.
- 2 Peter and Paul were two of the chief Apostles, and it is hard to say, which was above the other.
- 3 Leo the fourth living in the year • 46. acknowledged Lotharius the Emperor for his prince.
- 4 No Bishop may be called universal.
- 5 The Church of Rome hath no more authority over other Churches, then other Churches over it.
- 6 A Priest and a Bishop were in times past all one.
- 7 The Pope hath no power to give or sell pardons.
- 8 There can be no merit by fasting, or abstinence from flesh.
- 9 The mass is nothing but the form of divine sacrific • .
By this which hath been said, it doth in part appear, that the religion of, the Church of Rome is repugnant to it self, and it could not so be, if it were from the word of God.
A Corollary gathered out of the former assertion.
1. A man being endued with no more grace then that which he may obtain by the religion of the Church of Rome, is still in the state of damnation.
A DIALOGUE CONTAINING THE CONFLICTS between Satan and the Christian.
OVile helbound, thou art my slave and my vassal, why then shakest thou off my yoke?
By nature I was thy vassal, but Christ hath redeemed me.
Christ redeemeth no reprobates such as thou art.
I am no reprobate.
Thou art a reprobate, for thou shalt be condemned.
Lucifer, to pronounce damnation, belongeth to God alone: thou art no judge, it is sufficient for thee to be an accuser.
Though I cannot condemn thee, yet I know God will condemn thee.
Yea but God will not condemn me.
Go too let us try the matter. Is not God a Lord and a King over thee? and may he not therefore give thee a law, to keep, and punish thee with hell fire, if thou break it?
Yes.
And hast thou kept the law of this thy Lord and King?
No.
Let us proceed further: Is not the same Lord also a most righteous judge? And therefore a most sharp revenger of sin?
Yes truly.
Why then wilt thou flatter thyself thou hypocrite: God cannot wink at thy sins, except he should be unjust. Wherefore there is no remedy, thou art sure to be damned: hell was provided for thee, and now it gapeth to devour thee.
There is remedy enough to deliver me from condemnation. For God is not only (as thou affirmest) a Lord and a judge, but also a saving, and a most merciful father.
But thou firebrand of hell fire, and child of perdition, look for no mercy at God's hands, because thou art a most grievous sinner: for,
- 1 Original sin runneth wholly over thee, as a loathsome botch or leprosy.
- 2 Thy mind knoweth not the things that be of God.
- 3 In the law of God thou art stark blind, saving that thou hast a few principles of it to make thee inexcusable.
- 4 The Gospel is foolishness and madness unto thee: thou makest no better account of it then of thine own dream.
- 5 Thy conscience is corrupt, because it flattereth thee, and excuseth thy sin.
- 6 Thy memory keepeth and remembereth nothing, but that which is against God's word: but things abominable and wicked, it keepeth long.
- 7 Thy will hath no inclination to that which is good, but only to sin and wickedness.
- 8 Thy affections are set only on wickedness: they are as mighty giants and princes in thee, they have thee at commandment. Remēber, that for very anger thou hast been sick: that the lust of thy flesh hath driven thee to madness: forget not thy Atheism, thy contempt of God's word, thy inward pride, thy envy, hatred, malice, thy covetousness, and infinite other wicked desires, which have led thee captive, and made thee outrageous in all kind of naughtiness.
- 9 Thy actual sins committed partly in secret, partly in public, are most filthy and most infinite. Remember how in such a place, at such a time, thou diddest commit fornication: in another place thou diddest steal, &c. God saw this I warrant thee: yea, all thy sins are written in his book: wherefore thou cursed wretch, all hope of mercy is cut off from thee.
But God's mercy far exceedeth all these my sins: and I cannot be so infinite in sinning, as God is infinite in mercy and pardoning.
None of my sins can fear me, or dismay me. Christ hath borne the full wrath and vengeance of his Father upon the cross, even for me, that I might be delivered from condemnation, which was due unto me.
If God's purpose were not to condemn thee, persuade thyself, he would never lay so many afflictions and crosses on thee, as he doth. What is this want of good name? this weakness and sickness of thy body? these terrors of the mind? this dullness and frowardness of thy heart? what are all these (I say) and many other evils, but the beginnings and certain flashings of the fire of hell?
Nay, rather my afflictions are lively testimonies of my salvation. For God as a loving father, partly by them, as with scourges chasteneth my disobedience, and bringeth me into order: partly conformeth me unto my Savior Christ, and so by little and little, layeth open to me mine own sins, that I may dislike myself and hate them: and maketh me to renounce the world, thy eldest son, and stirreth me up to call upon him, and to pray earnestly with groans & sighs, which I am not able to express with any words as I feel them.
Thy afflictions are heavy, and comfortless, therefore they cannot be arguments of God's favor.
Indeed their nature is to bring grief and heaviness to the soul, but I have had joy in the midst of my afflictions, & strength sufficient to bear them, and after them have been many ways bettered, which befalleth to none of the wicked: and for that cause, it is a great persuasion to me that I shall not be damned with the wicked world, but in spite of all thy power, pass from death to everlasting life.
After these thy manifold afflictions, thou must suffer death, which is most terrible, and a very entrance into hell.
Death hath lost his sting by Christ's death: and unto me it shall be nothing else but a passage unto everlasting life.
Admit thou shalt be delivered from hell by Christ, what will this avail thee, considering that thou shalt never come to the kingdom of heaven? for Christ's death only delivereth thee from death eternal, it cannot advance thee to everlasting life.
I am now at this time a member of Christ's kingdom, and after this life shall reign with him forever in his everlasting kingdom.
Christ hath perfectly fulfilled every part of the law for me: and by this his obedience imputed unto me, I myself do keep the law.
Be it so, for all this, thou art far enough from the kingdom of heaven, into which no unclean thing shall ever enter: then, although that Christ hath suffered death, and fulfilled the law for thee; yet thou art in part unclean: thy cursed nature and the seeds of sin are yet remaining in thee.
Christ in the virgins womb was perfectly sanctified by the holy Ghost: and this perfect holiness of his human nature is imputed to me: even as Jacob put on Esau's garments to get his fathers blessing: so I have put on the righteousness of Christ, as a long white robe covering my sins, and making me appear perfectly righteous, even before God's judgment seat.
Indeed God hath made promise unto mankind of all these mercies and benefits in Christ: but the condition of this promise is faith, which thou wantest, and therefore canst not make any account, that Christ's sufferings, Christ's fulfilling the law, Christ's perfect holiness, can do thee any good.
I have true saving faith.
The conflicts of Satan with the strong Christian.
THou sayest that thou hast true faith, but I shall sift thee and disprove thee.
The gates of hell shall never prevail against my faith, do what thou canst.
Tell me then, doest thou think that all the world shall be saved?
No.
What, shall some be saved, and some condemned?
So saith the word of God.
Thou then art persuaded that God is true even in his merciful promises, and that he will save some men, as Peter and Paul, and David, &c. and this is the only belief, by which thou wilt be saved.
Nay, this I believe, and more too, that I particularly am in the number of those men which shall be saved by the merit of Christ's death and passion: and this is the belief that saveth me.
It may be thou art persuaded that God is able to save thee: but that God will save thee, that is, that he hath determined to advance this thy body, and this thy soul into his kingdom, and that he is most willing to perform it in his good time; herein thou wauerest and doubtest.
Nay Satan, I in mine own heart am fully persuaded, that I shall be saved, and that Christ is specially my redeemer: and (O Lord) for Christ's sake, help thou my doubting and unbelief.
This thy full persuasion is only a fantasy, and a strong imagination of thine own head: it goeth not with thee as thou thinkest.
It is no imagination, but truth which I speak. For me thinks I am as certain of my salvation as though my name were registered in the Scriptures (as David's and Paul's are) to be an elect vessel of God: and this is the testimony of the holy spirit of Jesus Christ, assuring me inwardly of my adoption, and making me with boldness and confidence in Christ, to pray unto god the Father.
Still thou dreamest and imaginest, thou lovest and likest thyself, and therefore thou thinkest the best of thyself.
Yea, but God of his goodness hath brought forth such tokens of faith in me, that I cannot be deceived.
- I. I am displeased with myself for my manifold sins, in which sometime I have delighted and bathed myself, Rom. 7.15.24.
- II. I purpose never to commit them again, if God give me strength, as I trust he will.
- III. I have a very great desire to be doing those things which God commandeth.
- IV. Those that be the children of God: if I do but hear of them, I love them with my heart, and wish unto them as to myself. 1. John. 3.14.
- V. My heart leapeth for gladness, when I hear of the preaching of the word.
- VI. I long to see the coming of Christ Jesus, that an end may be made of sinning, and of displeasing God. Apoc. 22.70.
- VII. I feel in my heart the fruits of the spirit, joy, love, peace, gentleness, meekness, patience, temperance: the works of the flesh I abhor them, fornication, adultery, uncleanness, wantonness, idolatry, strife, envy, anger, drunkenness, bibbing and quaffing, and all such like. Gal. 5. 19,20,22.
All these cannot proceed from thee, Satan, or from my flesh, but only from faith which is wrought in me by God's holy spirit.
If this were so, God would never suffer thee to sin as thou doest.
I shall sin as long as I live in this world, I am sure of it; because I am taught to ask remission of my sins continually. But the manner of my sinning now is otherways then it hath been in times past. I have sinned heretofore with full purpose and consent of will; but now doubtless, I do not. Before I commit any sin, I do not go to the practicing of it with deliberation, as the carnal man doth, who taketh care to fulfill the lusts of the flesh: but if I do it, it is flat beside my mind and purpose: in the doing of any sin, I would not do it, my heart is against it, and I hate it, and yet by the tyranny of my flesh being overcome I do it: afterward, when it is committed, I am grieved and displeased at myself, and do earnestly with tears ask at God's hand forgiveness of the same sin.
Indeed, this is very true in the children of God: but thou art sold under sin and with great pleasure doest commit sin, and lovest it with thy whole heart: otherwise, thou wouldest not fall to sin again after repentance, and commit even one and the same sin, so often as thou doest. Thou hypocrite, this thy behavior turneth all the favor of God from thee.
Indeed it is dangerous to fall again into the same sin after repentance: yet it is the order of the Prophets to call men to repentance which have fallen from the fear of God, and from the repentance which they professed: and God in thus calling them, putteth them in hope of obtaining mercy. And the law had sacrifices offered every day for the sins of all the people, and for particular men, both for their ignorances, and their voluntary sins: which signifieth, that God is ready to forgive the sins of his childrē though they sin often. Abraham twice lied and swore that Sara was not his wife. Joseph sware twice by the life of Pharaoh. David committed adultery often, because he took unto him Bathsheba, Uriah's wife, and also kept six wives, and ten concubines. God's will is, that men forgive till seventy seven times: and therefore he will have much more mercy. And for my part, so oft as I shall fall into the same sin, so oft I shall have Christ my advocate and intercessor to the Father for me, who will not damn me for the infirmity which he findeth in me, I will abstain from external iniquity, and I will not make my members servants unto sin: and so long I trust my imperfections shall have no power to damn me: for Christ's perfection is reputed to be mine by faith, which I have in his blood: God is not displeased, if my body be sick and subject to diseases: no more is he displeased at the disease and sickness of the soul. A natural father will not slay the body of his child, when he is sick, and abhorreth comfortable meats: and my heavenly father will not condemn my soul, although through the infirmity of faith, and the weakness of the spirit, I commit sin, and often loath his heavenly word, the food of my soul. Nay, (which is a strange thing) I know it by experience, that God hath turned my filthy sins to my great profit, and to the amendment of my life: like as the good Pysician, of rank poison is able to make a sovereign medicine to preserve life.
Well, be it so, that now thou art in the state of grace, yet thou shalt not continue so: but shalt before death depart from Christ.
I know I am a member of Christ's mystical body: I feel in myself the heavenly power, & virtue of my head Christ's Jesus: & for this cause I cannot perish, but shall continue forever, & reign in heavē after this life with him.
The conflicts of Satan with the weak Christian.
Thy mind is full of ignorance and blindness, thy heart is full of obstinacy, rebellion, and frowardness against God: thou art wholly unfit for any good work; wherefore thou hast no faith, neither canst thou be justified, and accepted before God.
If I have but one drop of the grace of God, and if my faith be no more then a little grain of mustard seed, it is sufficient for me: God requireth not perfect faith, but true faith.
Yea, but thou hast no faith at all.
I have had faith.
Thou never hadst true faith: for in time past, when according to thine opinion thou didst believe, then thou hadst nothing but a shadow of faith and a foolish imagination, which all hypocrites have.
I will put my trust in God forever, and his former mercies shewmed me heretofore strengthen me now in this my weakness.
- 1 He created me when I was nothing.
- 2 He created me a man, when he might have made me an ugly toad.
- 3 He made me of comely body, and of good discretion, whereas he might have made me ugly, and deformed, frantic and mad.
- 4 I was borne in the days of knowledge, when I might have been borne in the time of ignorance and superstition.
- 5 I was borne of Christian parents, but God might have given me either Turks or Jews, or some other sauadge people for my parents.
- 6 I might have perished in my mothers womb, but he hath preserved me, and provided for me by his providence even unto this hour.
- 7 Soone after my birth, God might have cast me into hell, but contrariwise I was baptized, and so received the seal of his blessed covenant.
- 8 I have had by God's goodness some sorrow for my sins past, and have called on him, in hope and confidence that he would hear me.
- 9 God might have concealed his word from me, but I have heard the plētifull preaching of it: I understand it, and have received comfort by it.
- 10 Lastly, at this time God might pour his full wrath on me: which he doth not, but mercifully maketh me to feel mine own wants, that I might be humbled, and give all glory unto him for his blessings. Wherefore, there is no cause why I should be disquieted: but I will trust still in the Lord, and depend on him, as I have done.
Thou feelest no grace of the holy Ghost in thee, nor any true tokens of faith, but thou hast a lively sense of the rebellion of thy heart, and of thy lewd and wretched conversation: therefore thou canst not put any confidence in Christ's death and sufferings.
Yet I will hope against all hope, & although, according to mine own sense and feeling, I want faith: yet I will believe in Jesus Christ, and trust to be saved by him.
Though the children of God have been in many perplexities, yet never any of them have been in this case, in which thou art at this present.
Herein thou prouest thyself to be a lying spirit: for the prophet David saith of himself, that he was foolish, and as a beast before God: and yet he even then trusted in God. And Paul was so led captive of sin, that he was not able to do the good he would, but did the evil which he hated: and so in great pensiuenes of heart, desired to be delivered from this world, that he might be disburdened of his corrupt flesh.
Thou miserable wretch, doest thou feel thyself graceless, and wilt thou bear the face of a Christian? and by thy hypocrisy offend God? as thou art, so show thyself to the world.
Avoid Satan, Christ hath vanquished, and overcome thee for my cause, that I might also triumph over thee. I am no hypocrite: for whereas I have had heretofore some testimony of my faith, at this time I am less moved, though faith seem to be absent: like as a man may seem to be dead, both in his own sense, and by the judgment of the phycisian, and yet may have life in him: so faith may be, though always it do not appear.
But thou art a man stark dead in sin, God hath now quite forsaken thee: he hath left thee unto me to be ruled: he hath given me power over thee, to bring thee to damnation: he will not have thee to trust in him any longer.
Strengthen me good Lord; remember thy merciful promises, that thou wilt revive the humble, and give life to them that are of a contrite heart.
These promises concern not thee, which hast no humble and contrite, but a froward, a rebellious heart.
Good Lord forget not thy former mercies: give an issue to these temptations of mine enemy Satan. And you my brethren, which know my estate, pray for me, that God would turn his favorable countenance towards me: for this I know, that the prayer of the righteous availeth much, if it be fervent.
HOW A MAN SHOULD APPLIE ARIGHT the word of God to his own soul.
I.
EVery Christian containeth in himself two natures, flat contrary one to the other, the flesh and the spirit: and that he may become a perfect man in Christ Jesus, his earnest endeavor must be, to tame, and subdue the flesh, and to strengthen and confirm the spirit.
II
Answerable to these two natures, are the two parts of God's word. First, the Law, because it is the ministry of death, it fitly serveth for the taming and mastering of the rebellious flesh: and the Gospel containing the bountiful promises of God in Christ, is as oil, to power into our wounds, and as the water of life, to quench our thirsty souls: and it fitly serveth for the strengthening of the spirit.
III
Well then, art thou secure? Art thou prone to evil? Feelest thou that thy rebellious flesh carrieth thee captive unto sin? Look now only upon the law of God, apply it to thyself, examine thy thoughts, thy words, thy deeds by it: pray unto God, that he would give thee the spirit of fear, that the law may in some measure humble and terrify thee: for (as Solomon saith) blessed is the man that feareth always, but cursed is he that hardeneth his heart.
IV.
In the Law, these are most effectual meditations to humble and bridle the [unspec 1] flesh, which follow. First, meditate on the greatness of thy sins, and of their infinite number: and if it may be, gather them into a catalogue, set it before thee: and look unto it, that thou think no sin to be a small sin, no not [unspec 2] the bare thoughts and motions of thy heart. Often with diligence consider the strange judgments of God upon men, for their sins, which thou shalt find, [unspec 3] partly in the Scriptures, partly by daily experience. Doubtless thou must think, that every judgment of God, is a sermon of repentance. Think oft on the fearful curse of the law due unto thee, if thou shouldest sin never [unspec 4] but once in all thy life, and that never so little. Remember, that whensoever thou committest a sin, God is present, and his holy Angels, and that he is an eye-witness, that he taketh a note of thy sin, and registreth it in a book. Think daily of thy ende: and know that God may strike thee with sudden death every moment: and that, if then thou have not repented before that time, there is no hope of salvation. Think on the sudden coming of our Savior Christ to judgment, let it move thee continually to watch & pray. If these will not move thee, think on this, that no creature in heaven or in earth, was able to pacify the wrath of God for thy sins: but his own Son must come down from heaven, out of his Fathers bosom, and must bear the curse of the law, even the full wrath of his Father, for thee.
V.
When by these means thou art feared, and thy mind is disquieted in respect of God's judgment for thy sin: have recourse to the promises of mercy contained in the old and New Testament. Is thy conscience stung with sin? And doth the law make thee feel it? With all speed run to the brazen serpent Christ Jesus, look on him with the eye of faith, and presently thou shalt be healed of thy sting or wound.
VI.
When thou doest meditate on the promises of the Gospel, diligently consider [unspec 1] these benefits, which thou enioyest by Christ. Through Adam, thou art [unspec 2] condemned to hell; by Christ thou art delivered from it. Through Adam, thou [unspec 3] hast transgressed the whole law; in Christ thou hast fulfilled it. Through Adam, thou art before God a vile, and a loathsome sinner: through Christ thou [unspec 4] doest appear glorious in his eyes. By Adam every little cross is the punishment of thy sin, and a token of God's wrath: by Christ, the greatest crosses [unspec 5] are easy, profitable, and tokens of God's mercy. By Adam, thou diddest leese [unspec 6] all things: in Christ all things are restored to thee again. By Adam thou art [unspec 7] dead; by Christ thou art quickened, and made alive again. By Adam thou art a slave of the devil, and the child of wrath: but by Christ, thou art the child of [unspec 8] God. In Adam, thou art worse then a toad, and more detestable before God: but by Christ, thou art above the Angels. For thou art joined unto him, and [unspec 9] made bone of his bone, mystically. Through Adam, sin and Satan have ruled in thee, and led thee captive: by Christ, the spirit of god dwelleth in thee plenteously. By Adam, came death to thee, and it is an entrance to hell: by [unspec 10] Christ, though death remain, yet it is only a passage unto life. Lastly, in Adā, [unspec 11] thou art poor, and blind, and miserable: in Christ thou art rich and glorious, thou art a king of heaven an earth, fellow heir with him, and shalt as sure be partaker of it, as he is even now. Adam, when he must needs taste of the fruit, which God had forbidden him, he hath made us all to rue it, even til this day: but here thou seest the fruits that grow, not in the earthly paradise, but on the tree of life, which is within the heavenly Jerusalem. Fear no danger, be bold in Christ to eat of the fruit, as God hath commanded thee: it will quicken thee, and revive thee being dead: thou canst not do Satan a worse displeasure, then to feed on the godly fruit of this tree, and to smell on the sweet leaves, which it beareth continually, that give such a refreshing savor.
VII.
Most men now a days, are secure and cold in the profession of the gospel, though they have the plentiful preaching of it. And the reason is, because they feel not in themselves the virtue and mighty operation of God's word, to renew them: and they cannot feel it, because they do not apply the word aright unto their own souls. Plaisters, except they be applied in order and time, and be laid upon the wound, though they be never so good, yet they cannot heal: and so it is with the word of God, and the parts of it, which except they be used in order and time convenient, will not humble and revive us, as their virtue is.
VIII.
The common Christian everywhere is faulty in this thing. Whereas he loveth himself, and wisheth all good that may be to himself, he doth usually apply unto his own soul the gospel alone never regarding the law, or searching out his sins by it. Tell him what ye will, his song is this: God is merciful, God is merciful. By this means it cometh to pass, that he leadeth a secure life, and maketh no conscience of covetousness, of usury, of deceit in his trade, of lying, of swearing, of fornication, wantonness, intemperance in bibbing and quaffing, &c. But he playeth the unskillful Chirurgian, he useth healing plasters, before his poisoned and cankered nature have felt the power and pain of a Corasiue. And it will never be well with him, until he take a new course.
IX.
On the contrary part, many good Christians leave to apply the comfort of the gospel to themselves, and only have regard to their own sins, and God's infinite vengeance. And even when Satan accuseth them, they will not stick to give ear to Satan, & also accuse themselves: & so they are brought into fearful terrors, and often draw near to desperation.
X.
There is a third sort called Sectaries, who addict themselves to the opinion of some man. These commonly never apply the law or the Gospel to themselves, but their whole meditation is chiefly in the opinions of him whom they follow. As they that follow Luther, few of them follow his Christian life: they regard not that: but about consubstantiation and vbiquitie, about Images and such like trumpery, they infinitely trouble themselves and all Europe too.
And in England there is a schismatical and vndiscret company, that would seem to cry out for discipline, their whole talk is of it, and yet they neither know it, nor will be reformed by it, and yet they are enemies to it: as for the law of God, and the promises of the Gospel, they little regard: they maintain vile sins in refusing to hear the reading or the preaching of the word: and this is great contempt of God's benefits and unthankfulness to him. They are full of pride, thinking themselves to be full, when they are empty: to have all knowledge when they are ignorant, and had need to be catechized: the poison of Asps is under their lips; they refuse not to speak evil of the blessed servants of God. Well, do they above all things seek the kingdom of GOD? then let them be sincere seekers of it: which they shall do, if in seeking Christ's kingdom they seek the righteousness thereof: unto which they can never come but by the applying of the threatenings of the law, and the comforts of the gospel to their own consciences. But whereas they seek the one and not the other, they give all men to understand with what spirit they speak.
CONSOLATIONS FOR THE TROVBLED consciences of repentant Sinners.
GOod sir, I know the Lord hath given you the tongue of the learned, to be able to minister a word in time to him that is weary: therefore I pray you help me in my misery.
Ah my good brother what is the matter with you? and what aile you?
I lived a long time, the Lord he knoweth it, after the manner of the world, in all the lusts of my filthy flesh, & then I was never troubled: but it hath plesed GOD of his mercy to touch my heart, and to send his own son that good shepherd Jesus Christ, to fetch me home to his own fold, even upon his own neck: and since that time it is a wonder to see howe my poor heart hath been troubled: my corruption so boils in me and Satan will never let me alone.
Your case is a blessed case: for not to be troubled of Satan, is to be possessed of him: that is, to be held captive under the power of darkness, and to be a slave and vassal of Satan: for as long as the strong man keeps the hold, all things are is peace. Contrariwise he that hath received any sparkle of true faith, shall see the gates of hell, that is, the devil and his angels in their full strength • to stand up against him, and to fight with an endless hatred for his final confusion.
But this my trouble of mind, hath made me oftentimes fear least God would reject me, and utterly deprive me of the kingdom of heaven.
But there is no cause why it should so do. For how should heaven be your resting place, if on earth you were not troubled? how could god wipe away your tears from your eyes in heaven, if on earth you shed them not? You would be free • from miseries, you look for heaven upon earth. But if you will go to heaven, the right way is to sails by hell. If you will sit at Christ's table in his kingdom; you must be with him in his temptations. You are as God's corn, you must therefore go under the f • aile, the fan, the millstone, and the oven, before you can be God's bread. You are one of Christ's Lambes, look therefore to be fleeced, and to have the bloody knife at your throat all the day long. If you were a market sheep bought to be sold, you should be stalled and kept in a fat pasture: but you are for God's own occupying, therefore you must pasture on the bare common, abiding storms, tempests, Satan's snatches, the worlds wounds, contempt of conscience, and frettes of the flesh. But in this your misery I will be a Simon unto you, to help you to carry your cross, so be it you will reveal your mind unto me.
I will do it willingly: my temptations are either against my faith in Christ, or against repentance for my sins.
What is your temptation as touching faith?
Ah woe is me, I am much afraid least I have no faith in Christ my Savior.
What causeth this fear?
Divers things.
What is one?
I am troubled with many doubtings of my salvation: and so it comes into my mind to think, that by my incredulity I should quite cut off myself from the favor of God.
But you must know this one thing, that he that never doubted of his salvation never believed, and that he which believeth in truth, feeleth many doubtings and waverings, even as the sound man feels many grudgings of diseases, which if he had not health he could not feel.
But you never knew any that having true faith doubted of their salvation.
What will you then say of the man that said, Lord I believe, Lord help mine unbelief? And of David who made his moan after this manner: Is his mercy clean gone forever? Doth his promise fail for evermore? Hath God forgotten to be merciful? Hath he shut up his tender mercy in displeasure? Yea he goeth on further, as a man in despair. And I said this is my death. Hereby it is manifest, that a man endued with true faith may have not only assaults of doubting, but of desperation. This further appeareth in that he saith in another place, Why art thou cast down my soul? Why art thou disquieted within me? Waite on God, for I will yet give thanks, he is my present help and my God. And in very truth you may persuade yourself that they are but unreasonable men, that say they have long believed in Christ without any doubting of their salvation.
But David had more in him then I have, for me thinks there is nothing in this wicked heart of mine, but rebellion against GOD, nothing but doubting of his mercy.
Let me know but one thing of you: these doubtings which you feel, do you like them? or do you take any pleasure in them? and do you cherish them?
Nay, nay, they appear very vile in mine eyes, and I do abhor them from my heart: and I would fain believe.
In man we must consider his estate by nature, and his estate by grace. In the first, he and his flesh are all one, for they are as man & wife: therefore one is accessory to the doings of the other. When the flesh sinneth the man also sinneth, that is in subjection to the flesh; yea when the flesh perisheth the man likewise perisheth, being in this estate, with the flesh; a loving couple they are, they live and die together. But in the estate of grace, though a man have the flesh in him, yet he and his flesh are divorced asunder. This divorcement is made when a man begins to dislike and to hate his flesh, and the evil fruits of it: this separation being made, they are no more one but twain, and the one hath nothing to do with the other. In this case though the flesh beget sin, & perish therefore, yet the Christian man shall not incur damnation for it. To come more near the matter; you say the flesh begets in you waverings, doubtings, and distrustings: what then? it t • oubleth you, but fear not, remember your estate; you are diuourced from the flesh, and you are new married unto Christ: if these sins be laid at your door, account them not as your children, but renounce them as Bastards: say with Paul, I doubt indeed, but I hate my doubtings, and I am no cause of these, but the flesh in me which shall perish when I shall be saved by Christ.
This which you have said doeth in part content me: one thing more I pray you show me concerning this point: namely how I may be able to overcome these doubtings.
For the suppressing of doubtings, you are to use three meditations.
The first, that it is gods commandment that you should believe in Christ: So S. John saith, This is his commandment that we believe in the name of his Son Jesus Christ. Thou shalt not steal is God's commandment, and you are loath to break it, least you should displease God & pull his curse upon your head. This also is God's commandment, thou shall believe in Christ, and therefore you must take head of the breach of it: least by doubting and wavering you bring the curse upon you. Secondly, you must consider that the promises of salvation in Christ are g • neral, or at the least indefinite excluding no particular man: as in one for all may appear. God so loved the world that he gave his only begoten son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life. Now then, so often as you shall doubt of God's mercy, you exclude your own self from the promise of God, whereas he excludeth you not. And as when a prince gives a pardon to all thieves, everyone can apply the same unto himself, though his name be not set down in the pardon: So the King of kings hath given a general pardon for free remission of sins, to them that will receive it Believe therefore that God is true in his promise, doubt not of your own salvation, challenge the pardon to yourself. Indeed your name is not set down, or written in the promise of grace; yet let not any illusion of Satan, or the consideration of your own unworthiness exclude you from this free mercy of God: which he also hath offered to you particularly, first in Baptism, then after in the Lord's supper: and therefore you are not to waver in the applying of it to yourself. Thirdly, you are to consider that by doubting and despairing you offend God as much almost as by any other sin. You do not above hope believe under hope 〈◊〉 you should do. Secondly, you rob God of his glory, in that you make his infinite mercy to be less then your sins. Thirdly, you make him a liar, who hath made such a promise unto you. And to these three meditations add this practice. When your heart is toiled with unbelief and doubtings, then in all hast draw yourself into some secret place, humble yourself before God, pour out your heart before him: desire him of his endless mercy to work faith, and to suppress your unbelief, and you shall see that the Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon his name.
The Lord reward you for your kindness: I will hereafter do my endeavor to practice this your counsel. Now I will make bold to show another that makes me to fear least I have no faith. And it is, because I do not feel the assurance of the forgiveness of my sins.
Faith standeth not in the feeling of God's mercy, but in the apprehending of it, which apprehending may be when there is no feeling; for faith is of invisible things, and when a man once cometh to enjoy the thing believed, then he ceaseth to believe. And this appeareth in Job's example, when he saith, ( Lo, though he sley me, yet will I trust in him, and I will reprove my ways in his sight: he shall be my salvation also: for the hypocrite shall not come before him ) he declareth his faith: yet when he saith presently afterward, Wherefore hidest thou thy face, and takest me for thine enemy? he declareth the want of that feeling which you speak of.
Yet every true believer feels the assurance of faith: otherwise Paul would not have said, Prooue yourselves whether you are in the faith or not.
Indeed sometimes he doth, but at some other times he doth not: as namely at that same time when God first calleth him, and in the time of temptation.
What a case am I in then? I never felt this assurance: only this I • eele that I am a most rebellious wretch, abounding even with a whole sea of iniquities: me thinks I am more ugly in the sight of God, then any toad can be in my sight. O then what shall I do? let me hear some word of comfort from thy mouth thou man of God.
Tel me one thing plainly: you say you feel no assurance of God's mercy?
No indeed.
But do you desire with all your heart to feel it?
I do indeed.
Then doubt not, you shall feel it.
O blessed be the Lord, if this be true.
Why, it is most true. For the man that would have any grace of God tending to salvation, if he do truly desire it, he shall have it: for so Christ hath promised, I will give to him that is a thirst of the well of the water of life freely. Whereby I gather that if any want the water of life, having an appetite after it, he shall have enough of it: and therefore fear you not; only use the means which God hath appointed to attain faith by, as earnest prayer, reverent hearing of God's word, & receiving of the Sacraments: and then you shall see this thing verified in yourself.
All this which you say I find in myself by the mercy of God: my heart longeth after that grace of God which I want. I know I do hunger after the kingdom of heaven and the righteousness thereof: and further though I want the feeling of God's mercy, yet I can pray for it from the very root of my heart.
Be careful to give honor to God for that you have received already. For these things are the motion • of the spirit of God dwelling in you. And I am persuaded of this same thing, that God which hath begun this good work in you will perfect the same unto the day of Jesus Christ.
The third thing that troubles me, is this: I have long prayed for many graces of God, & yet I have not received them, whereby it comes oft to my mind, that God loves me not, that I am none of his child, and therefore that I have no faith.
You are in no other case then David himself, who made the same complaint: I am weary of crying, my throat is dry, mine eyes fail, whiles I wait for my God.
But David never prayed so many years without receiving an answer as I have done.
Good Zechariah waited longer on the Lord, before he granted his request, then ever you did: it is like he prayed for a child in his younger years, yet his prayer was not heard before he was old. And further, you must note that the Lord may hear the prayers of his servants, and yet they be altogether ignorant of it: For the manner that God useth in granting their requests is not always known; as may appear in the example of our Savior Christ, Who in the days of his flesh, did offer up prayers and supplications with strong crying and tears, unto him that was able to save him from death, and was also heard in that which he feared. And yet we know that he was not freed from that cursed death, but must needs suffer it. How then was he heard? On this manner: he was strengthened to bear the death, he had an Angel to comfort him, he was afterward freed frō the sorrows of death: And so it is with the rest of Christ's body, as it was with the head. Some being in want pray for temporal blessings: God keeps them in this want, and yet he hears their prayers, in giving them patience to abide that want. Some being in wealth and abundance pray for the continuing of it, if it be the will of God. The Lord flings them into a perpetual misery, and yet he hears their prayers, by giving them blessedness in the life to come. You pray for the increase of faith and repentance, and such like graces: you feel no increase after long prayer: yet the merciful God hath no doubt heard your prayer, in that by delaying to perform your request, he hath stirred up in you the spirit of prayer, he hath humbled you, & made you feel your own wants, the better to depend on his mercy: for the beginning and increasing of every spiritual grace.
The fourth thing that troubles me, is that I cannot feel faith purify my heart, and to work by love in bringing forth lively fruits.
If this be so continually, that faith brings forth no fruit it is very dangerous and argueth a plain want of faith, yet for a certain time it may be so: faith hath not only a spring time and a summer season, but also a winter when it beareth no fruit. And there is many a true Christian like the bruised reed, that is overturned with every blast of wind: and like the flax that hath fire in it, which by reason of weakness, gives neither heat nor light, but only a smoke.
Thus much shall suffice for my first temptation, wherein I take myself satisfied: now if you please, I will be glad to rehearse the second.
I am content, let us hear it.
I am afraid least I have not truly repented, and therefore that all my profession is only in hypocrisy.
What moveth you to think so?
Two causes especially, the first is, they which repent leave off to sin: But I am a miserable sinner, I do continually displease God by my evil thoughts, words, and deeds.
You need not fear, For where sin aboundeth (that is, the knowledge and feeling of sin) there grace aboundeth much more.
I find not this in myself.
But yet you find thus much in yourself: those corruptions which you feel, and those sins that you commit, you hate them, you are displeased with yourself for them, and you endeavor yourself to leave them.
Yea that I do with all my heart.
Then how miserable soever you feel yourself by reason of the mass of your sin, yet you are not subject to condemnation, but shall most certainly escape the same. Take this for a most certain truth, that the man that hates and dislikes his sins, both before and after he hath done them, shall never be damned for them.
I am even heart sick of my manifold sins and infirmities, and these good words which you speak are as flagons of wine, to refresh my weary, laden, and weltering soul. I have begun to flee sin and to detest it long ago. I have been oft displeased with mine infirmities and corruptions: when I offend God my heart is grieved, I desire to leave sin, I flee the occasions of sin: I would fain fashion my life to God's word: & I pray unto God that he would give me grace so to do: & yet (which is my grief) by the strength of the flesh, by the sleights & power of Satan I am often overtaken, & fall marvelously, both by speech and by deed.